Valeria POV
My step-brothers went easy on me for the rest of the week.
They treated me like I was invisible but that was fine since they were no longer bullying me. Maybe they finally had a rethink. So, I decided to take my mother’s advice.
The sound of sizzling oil filled the kitchen as I carefully arranged the honey-glazed chicken inside a lunch box. I tried to copy the movements of the chef whose tutorials I had seen, cutting the vegetables into perfect shapes – carrots carved into delicate flowers, cucumbers rolled into a beautiful spiral.
The clock in the kitchen read 5:30 Am but I have been awake since four, determined to make the perfect lunch for my Oldest brother, Alerion.
Three weeks of living in the Packhouse has taught me to treasure these quiet morning hours before the maids arrived, before my step-father’s critical gaze – although he rarely speaks to me except when he wants to organize my life the way it pleases him and wants to inform me, still I couldn’t help but feel the heavy judgments in his eyes all the time.
Also, before my step-brothers came from their room paying no attention to me. Here, in the morning stillness, I could pretend that I was the luckiest girl in the whole of Red Ridge pack. I have hot brothers who love me to bits, a stepfather who cherishes me and a mom who will do anything for me.
Here, I don’t have to pretend that the action figure that I had gotten for Lysander from the money I saved up from my part-time job before moving here as an act of peace offering had ended up with the housekeeper’s grandkids.
Since Lysander was the hardest to crack and I had to endure going to school with him every day in the same car, I found out through the pack maids that he was into action figures. In my bid to please him, I had gotten a collection of action figures last week.
The next morning on our way to school, I had carefully brought out the gift box and called out to him gently.
“Um, Lysander?” I called out softly.
“What?” he didn’t even look up from his phone.
“I – I got you something,” I stammered holding out the gift box.
Finally, he glanced up, his eyebrows raising in mild surprise. “What is it?” he had asked flatly, almost uninterested.
“It’s…an action figure,” I said, feeling a little foolish as I gave him the gift.
He stared at the package for a moment, before lazily unwrapping it. He pulled the figures out and studied them with a cold expression.
“Huh,” he muttered. “I guess it’s fine.”
I had smiled faintly, relieved that he hadn’t rejected it outright. “I thought you might like it,” I said.
He didn’t say anything he just dropped the gift box next to him. Later that evening, while I was walking to the garden, I passed by one of the housekeepers chatting with another maid.
“Alpha Lysander gave my grandkids a set of action figures. Isn’t it nice?” the woman laughed.
At first, I tried to dismiss it but when I saw some children playing in the grass with some action figures, the same ones I had given Lysander some hours ago, my chest tightened and I felt humiliated but I knew better than to show it.
I would try again.
Not just that, I made it a point of duty last week to help Caius iron his clothes with the guidance of the maid that was in charge of it and had delivered it to him, two days ago. I had a big smile on my face just like my mom had suggested.
“Valeria!” he had arched his brows at me when he had opened his bedroom door, his eyes darting from me to the laundry basket in front of me.
“Hi, Caius,” I greeted brightly. “So, I found a way to keep your shirts crispy and still ironed all day. I used to work at a laundry shop before we moved here. So, I can just help you with ironing all your shirts, starching them or whatever you want.”
He had looked at the shirts in the laundry basket for a moment before he nodded and took them adding a curt “Thanks.”
Only for me to come home the day after and I saw the shirts on the bodies of the male servants. They said, Caius had given them to it, that it was a gift from a weirdo.
Even Zane, who I thought would be friendlier since he welcomed me and Mom well the first day. I noticed he was always leaving the house early to go to the Pack building because of work and barely had time for breakfast.
So, I started doing something for him too. I would wake up extra early each day and pack him breakfast. One of the afternoons, since I didn’t go to school that day because I had my heart, I decided to make lunch for him and Alerion.
It took hours to prepare the meal I thought they would like. When I brought the food to them in the office. Alerion was the one who answered. He didn’t say a word to me, he just glared.
“I made lunch for you and Zane,” I said quietly, holding out the containers.
Alerion glanced at the food and then back at me, his face unreadable. “You didn’t need to do that.”
“I just thought … since you’re both working so hard, packing breakfast is not just enough and I wasn’t doing anything, so I decided to bring this here.”
He had taken the containers without a word and shut the door in my face but I didn’t mind. At least they still accepted my food.
That was why this morning, I had woken up earlier to make food for Alerion.
So, two days ago, I overheard, Alerion mentioning his fondness for honey-glazed chicken to his brothers and saying he would make out time this week to go and get it from a diner in a neighbouring pack.
The recipe had taken me five attempts to perfect, each trial was funded by my meagre savings but I didn’t mind. Of all the brothers, they were the only ones who accepted my gifts.
“Miss, you’re up early,” the pack’s head housekeeper, appeared in the doorway. Her name is Rose.
“Good morning, Rose,” I managed a small smile as I secured the lid of the lunch box. “I thought I’d prepared something special for Alerion.”
“I’m sure he’d love that,” Rose chuckled. “I’ll leave you to it then.” She said.
Later, I took the bus to his office, leaving the house before Lysander was ready for school. As I neared his office, through the glass walls, I could see him hunched over his laptop with his secretary organizing documents beside him.
I knocked and ushered myself in. “Alerion,” I said softly. “I brought you breakfast but you can have it as lunch.”
He glanced up briefly. “Just leave it with Angela. I’m busy.”
I placed the lunch box on the coffee table in his office, my fingers lingering on the lid. “I made honey-glazed chicken. I remembered you mentioned…”
‘I said I’m busy,” he cut me off, his voice filled with irritation. You don’t need to bring me food anymore. That’s what the pack staff is for.”
“I was just trying to be…”
“Listen, Valeria!” he looked up at me now. “I don’t appreciate you always bringing food for me like I’m a dog or kitten. Stop showing up here and causing a nuisance.”
“I’m sorry!” I nodded. “I’ll go to school now. Have a nice day.”
***
After school, I went to the Pack Office building to retrieve the lunch box and the other containers I always bring food with to him. I was already running out of containers and I needed them for him and Zane’s breakfast tomorrow.
When I got to his office, he wasn’t in.
Wondering where he had gone to, I started towards Zane’s office thinking he would be there, when a voice reached me.
“Valeria, right?”
When I turned, it was Angela, Alerion’s secretary.
“Yes!” I nodded drawing close to her. “Do you know where my brother is?”
“Alpha Alerion?” she arched her brows at me. “He’s in a meeting. What brings you here?” she asked.
“Oh, nothing!” I responded with a smile. “Just that, I wanted to ask him for all the food containers I’ve used to bring him food. I’m running out and I’ll need them to pack his lunch tomorrow.”
“Oh my goodness!” Angela exclaimed with a bright smile. “Are you the person behind all those delicious meals?” she smacked her lips sighing wistfully, “Today’s honey-glazed chicken is a 10 out of 10 for me. It was so delicious.”
My heart lurched. “I don’t understand. What do you mean?”
“Alpha Alerion gives me all the food you bring to him. He’s always too busy to eat them. I was wondering if you could make porridge tomorrow, you see…”
But I didn’t need to hear the rest. I knew what she would say next. I turned on my heels, before she could see the tears in my eyes and started for the elevator.
I could have my body diced into small parts and offered to them but they would never accept it nor appreciate my efforts.
Who was I kidding? They would never accept me.
Valeria POVThat evening, I sat at my desk calculating my remaining savings which had dwindled significantly after my recent attempts at buying my step-brothers affection.My mother’s words from breakfast some days ago echoed in my mind. “You should focus on building relationships between yourself and your brothers. Don’t just give up because they’re not being receptive yet.”I had tried to explain to her about the gifts and lunches, about my efforts to connect with them but my mother had insisted I wasn’t trying enough.“If they’re not receptive, you’re not trying hard enough. They’ll be Future Alphas one day and are perfect examples of grace and refinement. The problem must lie with your approach.So, I kept trying. I learned all of their favourite food, spent hours browsing the stores for perfect gifts, and offered help with tasks before being asked but each of my attempts was met with the same polite dismissal, each gift redirected to another person and today… I couldn’t believe t
Valeria POVEight Months later…I struck a day off the calendar sighing with content – three more days until my eighteenth birthday. Three days until I could finally escape this prison.I had even planned everything: a small apartment in the city, far from Red Ridge Pack, I’d already gotten a job at a bookstore, and thankfully since I was no longer vying for the affection of my stepbrothers, I’ve been able to save.Not only that, I was supposed to have gotten my wolf at 14 but I am almost 18, everyone has assumed I am human but for me, it was the best thing ever. No wolf meant no pack bonds to break, no mate to pine for, no ties to sever except the already fragile ones binding me to this family that had never wanted me.The only problem was my stepfather, Alpha Cassian was growing impatient.A month ago, I’d overheard him telling my mother, that as soon as I turn 18, I’ll be mated off.His voice had been calm but it was laced with disdain as if it was my fault that I had no wolf.“She
Zane POVI leaned against the doorframe of the library watching my brothers pace the room.The tension in the library was thick enough to choke on anyone and I couldn’t blame them. No one expects that their mate will turn out to be the same girl they’ve maltreated. There was this guilt already gnawing at my heart, just thinking about that but… there was also my wolf, begging me to be with her…The image of Valeria rising from the pool last night, her wet clothes sticking to all those curves on her body – made my manliness move with excitement just thinking about all the things I want to do to that body.Which is what I want to do more than anything right now… but for my brothers.“Is it even possible?” Lysander broke the silence. He was more restless than the others. “The Moon Goddess cannot have given her to us as a mate. Something doesn’t feel right?” “I would have believed you, Ly!” I said quietly “But you remember how crazy our wolves had gone when she got hers? I think the Moon
Valeria POVFor the first time in my life, I wasn’t alone in my mind.I lay on my bed staring up at the ceiling. My mind was racing, my heart was still pounding from everything that had happened earlier. I still couldn’t believe what started as a disaster turned out to be a good thing for me.I had my wolf.“Hello, Valeria,” Hazel’s voice warmed into my heart. “You’ve waited so long for me.”Curled up in my bed, my hair was still damp from the pool but I was too excited to care. I close my eyes, letting myself disappear into my small world with my wolf.“I’m so happy to meet you,” I murmured. “I thought I was broken. Everyone said I was just human, that I’d never have a wolf and they called me…”“Useless? Weak?” Hazel finished for me. “You are none of those things, Valeria. They were wrong. You weren’t broken or wolfless. I was simply waiting for the right time. You are special, and you’re meant for more than just this small life. And you were becoming…”“Becoming what and how am I sp
Valeria POVThe late afternoon sun cast long shadows through the café window as I wiped down another table, my muscles were aching from hours of work.I pulled the apron tighter around my waist, as I glanced around the bustling café. This was a perfect escape from the chaos of my life at home and the suffocating tension I had to endure around my stepbrothers.Here, I was just another employee, trying to make ends meet and that suited me perfectly.With my 18th birthday behind me, I was determined to save enough money to leave. The café job might not pay much, but to me, it was a start.Wiping my brow after taking several orders, I returned behind the counter to start processing the orders. Just as I was done filling up a tray with coffee cups and pastries, the bell above the door chimed.I turned to the newcomers, a smile on my face to welcome them but as I saw who they were, my heart sank. It was Merah from school and her friends. As soon as they spotted me, their expressions changed
Valeria POVSome seconds later, Zane returned, carrying a small, white plastic bag.“Valeria!” he motioned to me. “Come here!”There were people at the counter, waiting in line for their order. I glared at him.“I’m busy!” I said through gritted teeth.“Do you want me to come carry you or will you come willingly?” he asked, arching a brow at me as a playful smile played on his lips.A blush crept up my neck as I swallowed hard. Why was he openly flirting with me?“I said I cannot!” I repeated, pointing at the line of customers in front of me.He nodded and came towards the counter and in one single swoop, he grabbed me and lifted me off the ground like I weighed nothing. Some of the customers hooted and clapped but I wasn’t impressed.Finally, he set me down on an empty chair, the smile was still on his face. On the other hand, I couldn’t stop blushing. After setting me on the chair, he sat on the other chair and dragged me close to him.Our faces were dangerously close to each other
Valeria POVOver the following weeks, I found myself increasingly surrounded by unexpected kindnesses from Zane.Like now, Zane stood in front of me, holding a bouquet of flowers in front of the café. The bright yellow blooms contrasted sharply with the dark autumn sky behind him and I could only stare, speechless.“I thought you could use a little something to brighten your shift,” he said with his signature grin. The one that melted my heart easily these days.I blinked, not sure what to do. Why was this becoming a habit? Despite it’s been weeks since the incident in the café when he had stepped in and defended me from Merah and her friends. Since then, he has been… different. Nicer. More attentive.At first, they were small gestures – fresh flowers appearing on my locker on every Monday morning, a hot coffee already ordered and waiting for me at the beginning of my café shifts. Then they grew more bolder, more personal.He had also mastered the art of being present without seeming
Valeria POVA few days later, it was a weekend and I was home alone.My mother and Alpha Cassian were attending the wedding ceremony of an Alpha from a nearby pack and had informed me the night before. It was almost midday when I woke up to discover it was just me at home and the pack domestic staff who seemed busy.I decided to see a movie. Though Zane had promised to come over later to help me study for my upcoming calculus test.I brought out the necessary textbooks and questions, waiting for his arrival. I was almost settling into the movie when the doorbell rang. I opened the door to find Zane leaning against the frame, flashing me that familiar grin that made my heart skip a beat.“Hey,” he said, stepping inside, refusing my attempt to relieve him of the bag of groceries he had in one hand and the bottle of wine he had in the other. “Am I too late?” he asked making straight for the kitchen. “I thought we could make lunch together before we do the math. I’ve been craving your hel
Valeria POV“Seems like you had a great night!” It was not a question.Zane murmured coming out of the shadow to stand on the porch, blocking off its rays.As usual, his presence overwhelmed me but I stood my ground, I didn’t want to talk to him, to spoil the joy I felt deep within my soul. I didn’t think he was worth it. Without a word, I moved to step around him but before I could take another step, Zane reached out, his hand wrapping around my arm, pulling me back gently but firmly.“Are you ignoring me now, Valeria? Is that what your new date asked you to do? To ignore me?”“Let me go, now!” I said coldly.“Not until you answer my questions.” He jerked me closer to him. “What’s going on, Valeria? How could you just… go on a date with him?”I turned to him with a blank expression. “I don’t owe you any explanation, Zane Windsor. Weren’t you on the dining table when your father told me about this date? Don’t act dumb. Or better still stay out of my business. What I do and who I choos
Valeria POVI stared at my reflection in the car window, adjusting my dress for the hundredth time. I’d chosen something simple – a powder blue sundress that my mother had deemed ‘too casual’ for a first date with the son of Alpha Reynold and had made me change into the red dress.It was a typical evening dress with a slit running to my upper thigh, showing off my legs. I hated the dress but my mom insisted I wore it. Sighing, I thanked the pack guard who had driven me to the restaurant where I would be meeting Landon Reynold – Alpha Reynold’s son before alighting.I approached the entrance of the upscale restaurant with large windows overlooking a garden. I didn’t want to be here but if my mother and Alpha Cassian were so adamant about making this happen, I would humour them – just this once.Besides, as much as I resented the forced nature of the date, anything to get them off my back. As long as I remained in that pack house, I knew I couldn’t refuse Alpha Cassian.At the door, a h
Valeria POVI was done with waiting for anyone to change. It was time to start putting myself first.After the incident at Red Door, I kept my distance from my stepbrothers. To me, they no longer seemed like people I’d once wanted to know, much less impressed. So, I moved through the house as a ghost might, quiet and detached, not stopping to make small talk or meet anyone’s eyes.My life was triangular. From school to the café to the pack house. I made sure I left the house early enough to avoid riding to school with Lysander and found another route home after my shift to the café. I didn’t want to run into any of my stepbrothers by mistake.Alerion was the first to try to try to engage in a conversation with me.“Hey, Val,” he greeted me when we met in the hallways, the kind of tone that might have once prompted a smile from me. I merely nodded, barely glancing at him.Caius, too, tried a gentler approach. One morning he’d left a small box of my favourite tea on the kitchen counter,
Valeria POVA few days passed, but the regret didn’t fade. I missed Zane. I missed his smile, his voice, his warm presence, his meals. I missed the feeling of someone who cared. Of closing my shifts and walking up to a bouquet of colourful flowers.Every time I close my eyes, I see Zane’s face, the hurt I’d caused him. He had always been there for me, right from before I found out we were mates, always supported me and I’d thrown it back in his face like it meant nothing.But if I wanted to make things right, I would find him and apologize. I just needed to explain, to help him understand why it’s important we stay apart. But the problem was, that Zane had stopped coming to the pack house.For days now, I’ve toyed with the idea of going to his house but the problem was, I didn’t know the exact address. All the times we’ve gone there, I was always in Zane’s car, either sleeping or chatting with him and didn’t pay close attention to the landmarks.Perhaps, if I asked any of the boys. Ma
Valeria POVMy heart sank but I forced myself to stay calm, not to let any hurt spill over. “I guess, I don’t need to say much then.”Zane hesitated, “So… you’re planning to do what your mom said?”I nodded, refusing to meet his probing gaze. “It’s for the best. My mom has her life here, you’re all her new family. I’m just… I don’t fit here. I’ll leave after graduation.”He was silent for a moment before he finally spoke. “But what if you did fit here, Valeria? What if things were different?”My heart fluttered despite myself but I pushed it down, willing myself not to hope. “It’s too late, Zane. I’m leaving in a few months. This… whatever this is, won’t change anything.”His eyes darkened, and he moved a bit closer, his voice was a whisper now. “What if I could? You’re my mate after all… what if there’s the slightest probability that things will change?”The intensity in his gaze made my heart pound, but I forced myself to look away.“I have to keep my word to my mother, Zane. She wa
Valeria POVI held my smarting cheek, staring at my mother with surprise.“Do you have any idea what you’ve done?’ my mother hissed. I have worked so hard to give us a life here, to make sure we’re safe, and you go and pull something like this?’I swallowed hard, trying to hold back the tears at the corner of my eyes. I hadn’t meant for any of this to happen. I didn’t even fully realize how close I and Zane had come to crossing a line.“I didn’t mean to,” I said, trembling.“You didn’t mean to?” she scoffed. “You’ve been nothing but trouble since we moved here. And now this? Do you want to ruin everything for us? Do you want to destroy the life we are trying to build?”I bit my lips, struggling not to cry. “I’m sorry but I wasn’t seducing him, Mom. I promise.”“That’s now how it looked, Valeria. You more than anyone should understand how hard our life was before we came here. We lived paycheck to paycheck, never knowing if we’d make rent. Not just that, raising you on my own, struggli
Valeria POVA few days later, it was a weekend and I was home alone.My mother and Alpha Cassian were attending the wedding ceremony of an Alpha from a nearby pack and had informed me the night before. It was almost midday when I woke up to discover it was just me at home and the pack domestic staff who seemed busy.I decided to see a movie. Though Zane had promised to come over later to help me study for my upcoming calculus test.I brought out the necessary textbooks and questions, waiting for his arrival. I was almost settling into the movie when the doorbell rang. I opened the door to find Zane leaning against the frame, flashing me that familiar grin that made my heart skip a beat.“Hey,” he said, stepping inside, refusing my attempt to relieve him of the bag of groceries he had in one hand and the bottle of wine he had in the other. “Am I too late?” he asked making straight for the kitchen. “I thought we could make lunch together before we do the math. I’ve been craving your hel
Valeria POVOver the following weeks, I found myself increasingly surrounded by unexpected kindnesses from Zane.Like now, Zane stood in front of me, holding a bouquet of flowers in front of the café. The bright yellow blooms contrasted sharply with the dark autumn sky behind him and I could only stare, speechless.“I thought you could use a little something to brighten your shift,” he said with his signature grin. The one that melted my heart easily these days.I blinked, not sure what to do. Why was this becoming a habit? Despite it’s been weeks since the incident in the café when he had stepped in and defended me from Merah and her friends. Since then, he has been… different. Nicer. More attentive.At first, they were small gestures – fresh flowers appearing on my locker on every Monday morning, a hot coffee already ordered and waiting for me at the beginning of my café shifts. Then they grew more bolder, more personal.He had also mastered the art of being present without seeming
Valeria POVSome seconds later, Zane returned, carrying a small, white plastic bag.“Valeria!” he motioned to me. “Come here!”There were people at the counter, waiting in line for their order. I glared at him.“I’m busy!” I said through gritted teeth.“Do you want me to come carry you or will you come willingly?” he asked, arching a brow at me as a playful smile played on his lips.A blush crept up my neck as I swallowed hard. Why was he openly flirting with me?“I said I cannot!” I repeated, pointing at the line of customers in front of me.He nodded and came towards the counter and in one single swoop, he grabbed me and lifted me off the ground like I weighed nothing. Some of the customers hooted and clapped but I wasn’t impressed.Finally, he set me down on an empty chair, the smile was still on his face. On the other hand, I couldn’t stop blushing. After setting me on the chair, he sat on the other chair and dragged me close to him.Our faces were dangerously close to each other