Test week was fast approaching and it took everything in me to not faint at that realization, After the whole events with the multiple men in my life what I needed right now was to concentrate on school work but I seemed to remember that a tad bit late. The days had passed in a blur and this was the second dramaless week in my life in a very long time, that is if you are leaving out the frenzy of preparing for tests, then Yes, it was fairly less hectic than other ones. Lola and I wafted through our busy schedules without seeing so much of each other. I missed her. Over the months our bond grew and strengthened and I couldn't wait for things to be a bit calmer so that I could have more time for her excess talking and wild tendencies. I was going home briefly for a two weeks break after all the tests, maybe that was the only reason I was able to drown out the thoughts of Mac because I hoped to at least see him when I got home (even when I didn't know how) and gauge how badly I had dam
I was waiting for the cab that would drive me back while hugging Lola for the seventh time in the lapse of an hour. Finally, we were done with tests and had a little break so I was going home, I had tried on some tests and done poorly on some but I was optimistic about most of them, and most of all, I was excited to leave for home. Distance does make the heart fonder. The journey was short, but I slept all through, one moment I was leaning my head against the window frame, and the next moment I had zoned off into the sweet arms of sleep. It was Amanda’s shriek that woke me up and for the first few moments after I heard her scream, I wondered if Lola had followed me back but I knew I was wrong and I laughed softly when the brown hair of Amands engulfed me in a hug. “ You're suffocating me” I managed to say, truthfully she was, she had climbed on top of me where I sat in the back seat and was now holding me in a deadly grip. When did she get so touchy? She pushed back a little and
Mac’s family was having a party, they had invited us and somehow this news excited my sisters way more than it excited me. They chatted about how grand it would be and I couldn't blame them for wanting something exciting and out of the norm. They spoke about beautiful I would look and how Mac wouldn't be able control himself and his sight from me and I knew the possibility of that happening eas next to none. I thought if they knew how we left things off the last time we saw, if he had his way, he would probably be demenading for my head right now. Amanda and I shared knowing looks when they said he must have missed me while I was away but even that look meant nothing. We were in different head spaces. I was still in paradise according to Amanda, she didn't know how badly that one date had caused my roommate pain. Speaking of which my roommate as as drama queen that she was had not stopped blowing up my phone with text messages ever since we got here, It was amusing. When I told her
The day of the ball arrived quickly. Time has a penchant for appearing quicker for things you look forward to. I was nothing more than a ball of nerves as my sisters flurried around the room in their dresses admiring it's fitting on their bodies, touching up their faces and getting themselves ready. And there I was, unsteady and unsure about how all this would turn out, unable to breathe and think straight. I stared at my reflection in the mirror, the pink floral material cast a faint glow on my ivory skin, the style they chose was a bit scandalous, the upper part clung to my small frame and the top dipped a little, not enough to expose a handful of my breats but enough to tease a little, and reveal my clevage. The bodice was decorated with pearls, it took me forever to achieve that one and the finished exquisite look showed it was worth it. The flay cascaded down my slender curves a little more than necessary, swaying gently and gripping across my skin just like that of my sister
My heart had not stopped pounding since I read the message, My sisters had clapped and laughed all in joy for me, erasing the tension of earlier when he didn't pick up my call. but they knew nothing of the weariness spreading through my bones. Amidst it, a small flutter was growing in my chest, and I tried my best to kill it. I knew how this ended, It only had one way of ending, so why did I hope for something different? I took calming breaths as our vehicle rounded the driveway, and one by one, my sisters got down into the arms of love and paired up with their mates who were already waiting. When my legs hit the ground, I shook a little, maybe from the cold weather, or maybe it was the nerves; I could still feel my heart pounding in my ears. I took a cautious step and greeted the mates of my sisters as they led them inside. I walked to the front of the building where Mac had claimed he would be, and there he was. Just as he said. I was breathless as I stared at him, my legs feeling
I ignored the laughter and found my way into the seat at the table he had left me. "Would you get your ass up?' Someone hissed, I turned to look at the person who was speaking. It was a red-haired woman or girl; I couldn't classify her according to her age because f the heavy makeup on her face. She looked somewhere in between too pretty and fake, Her harsh tone caused me to flinch as I stood up, looking around to see everyone standing and waiting patiently. "Thanks," I murmured, more out of courtesy than anything else. I heard her hiss. I didn't realize that we were all waiting for Mac to sit down until I was hushed to stand up; apparently, all the high Alphas had to be seated before we, the subjects, could sit. How barbaric I tried not to think about that fact too much and not dwell on my thoughts about it too much. How was that still valid in such a world and such a century? I felt the burn of judgemental stares from people seated around us. It wasn't my fault that I had no i
Enthralled by the perfect ocean of Luke’s eyes, I stared into them and tried to decipher what his amusement was all about, but before I could attempt to understand it, it was gone along with the ghost of a smile that curved his lips, and I wondered if I had started imagining things. Even though his expression had become hard to read, he stared at me, and it made me feel flushed and hot all over, so I blinked and looked away immediately. I looked over to father and took in his clenched jaw and fist, Not a good sign I looked over to the alpha now speaking, he was trying his best not to look at father, and I wondered if I was overthinking the whole thing or if he really didn't want to make eye contacts with father but why? Why were they all acting like he was a threat to them? What more could a mere chauffeur do? I mean what was the sudden attention given to this and why on this earth was it even necessary? I took another gulp from the glass of water placed in front of me, this night
I placed a hand in front of me, trying to push his chest away from me but my hands were limp, From the small moments of clear vision, I saw the smile on his lips widen, I felt as he placed a hand beside my head. Securing me in the middle of his sides, I tried to remove it, but my hands felt too heavy for movement. The world was spinning, and my heart was beating rapidly in my chest. As if it would burst forth in the next moment. I could hardly see, stand, or move, and the worst thing was that I didn't know why. I couldn't think of any possible reason for this to be happening. What was happening and why did I feel this way all of a sudden? What was he going to do to me if I passed out right here and now? I opened my lips to scream, but no sound came out of them, he took a few steps back, examined me, and began to shake his head in mock laughter, whispering to himself repeatedly, “ This is too good to be true.” I rolled my body away from the handle of the door with the little strength
After the very intense and romantic dinner, which mainly consisted of Lucas staring at me with his electric blue orbs and me trying not to puke everything that had entered my belly due to the intensity in his eyes, he led us quietly back into the room where I perched awkwardly at the edge of the bed. "Where is everyone?" I whispered. I couldn't help but note the differences between his and Mac's houses. No pack members were sprawling around here, and no slaves or workers were moving to do his bidding. I was curious: was this how he lived as an Alpha?"I dismissed them," Lucas replied, dispersing the chaos in my mind. That made sense, I thought. Lucas continued to stare at me with something like longing in his eyes, and I had no idea what to do. He had said nothing would happen tonight, so why did he stare at me like that?As if sensing my thoughts, his long fingers wrapped around my jaw smoothly. " Don't think too much, just stay here with me." "What attracted you to me?" I whisper
"Oh, my goodness! I've told you, Amanda, I'm not going for something extra and shiny; I want something simple and nice!" She smirked as she handed me yet another one of her extravagant dresses. "You mean something cute and sexy?" My face went up in flames. "Oh my god! Amanda! For the hundredth time, we are not doing anything tonight!" "Oh yeah, and that's why you are spending the night with him?" "Urghhhh," I whinnied, covering my face with my hands at her absolute morbidity. It was practically impossible to win with this girl. In her most innocent voice, she added, "Well, since you claim it is nothing sensual, then you probably wouldn't want to wear a dress like this." She held up a red dress, and I lost my breath. "That's it," I whispered, and with one final squeal, I ran into the bathroom to get changed. At exactly seven pm, the doorbell rang, and Amanda ran excitedly to open it while I finished up my outfit. Spritzing perfume and taking deep breaths. I walked out to
Two weeks later, there was no word from Lucas. If I had not seen the weary news and heard the whispered rumors I would have been scared, but now I was more upset than anything. His plans were already in motion. It was one downfall to the other of the Ashen subsidiaries, and the tabloid made sure everyone knew. Between clans, they could tell that things were looking bad for the Ashens. Even though they played all the cards they had, Lucas was smarter, strategically utilizing all his inside men to break down the very foundation of their business. Father kept us updated as he continued working there, despite the fresh rage I had seen in his eyes after that discussion and the hunger for revenge for Mom. He kept us updated on the incessant fights that kept happening while also trying to gather some men who were formally of our pack before they became slaves as a means of survival. I sighed for the fifth time, watching as the red mother broadcaster spoke about an outbreak of fire in the
When I got in, Father pulled me into a big, tight hug that left me both shocked and in awe, and I went to bed tipsy with happiness and the euphoria of everything that had happened. Finally, it felt like everything was all coming together, so for that night, I swallowed the questions I had for Father and basked in the sheer joy in the air, falling asleep with a huge smile on my face and a weight lifted from my chest. Soon, very soon, we will all witness the heavy downfall of Mac and the entire Ashen family. ****** The smell of pancakes and bacon that wafted through the air the next morning told me of my sister's arrival. Father must have called them over last night, and that could only mean that we were having a family meeting. I jumped down from the bed, excited to see them and eat delicious food after such a long time. "Fiona darling," Giselle's slender arms wrapped around me as I stepped into the kitchen, looking as ivory and as beautiful as ever with that flowery scent that ma
The ride home was silent and filled with the many words and thoughts running through our minds. I finally had enough time to process everything Lucas told me, which was a lot. The plan was for him to drop me off, but I knew I was going to tell my family the truth about everything that occurred many years ago and find out why Father hid so many things from me. Even if Lucas was fine with being the bad guy and being blamed for things he had no hand in, I wasn't okay with it, and I needed to get it out.I glanced at the brooding man on the wheel. Ever since we managed to pry ourselves apart and his almost confession, he had been unusually quiet and even more brooding, like he was lost in thought in a space of his own, and I had no idea how to reach him. "What's going on?" I asked, turning to face him and taking him in more; we had spent the past days together, yet he still looked handsome in a new way. I still couldn't get over how handsome he was. I didn't think it would ever be somet
Somehow the kiss transcended from my little kiss as Lucas took control, fighting with every urge in his body against his wold from ripping my clothes and taking me, and I could feel it in every strain as he deepened the kiss, picking me up from the floor, I wrapped my legs instinctively around his waist as I went in for more, grabbing a handful of his shirt. The desire I felt eroded my senses, but I knew it was nothing compared to the one a person with full access to his alpha wolf felt; all I got from my wolf was an intense need and constant purring, which rang out as moans as Lucas raked his hands hastily from my back to my waist repeatedly.Carefully and still deep in the kiss, he led me back into the room till I was dropped softly against the soft sheets and towered by him. My heart seized as I stared at his almost black-blue eyes now, electricity running up and down his blue orbs and desire fueling them so passionately I felt dizzy for a second. My own need propelled me to wrap m
"No," Lucas thundered, taking my soft fists in his large ones. I expected this, so I didn't budge. I added calmly, "I wasn't asking for your permission, Lucas. I was simply letting you know I am all in on this." "I don't want to drag you down this path. The Ashens are ruthless and very crafty. You are not ready, and I would hate for any harm to come to you on my account." "You think I don't know they are ruthless? Do you think I have no idea how crafty they can be when I have been a victim myself? I am well aware, and it is my knowledge that fuels my anger." I paused, inhaling deeply. "I, too, have been offended, and I am itching for my revenge, So train me or protect me. Whatever makes you feel better, but know that I will not sit and watch idly, and I will make Mac pay whether or not you let me in on this. I will beat him at his own game," I fought. He stared at me warily for a while before heaving a breath and nodding. "I will not put you in harm's way, but I will train you we
Lucas didn't come in for at least twenty minutes, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about the big bulge in his pants when he walked out of the room. I had felt it earlier when I laid down, and now it has become the most fascinating and most terrifying thing to me, but I just couldn't breathe my head to kick out the thought.I lay beneath the duvet, covering my red-coated face and my swollen lips from the past few minutes, my heart was still racing as though I had just run a marathon, and particles of the lightheadedness I felt when Lucas was kissing me still remained. I missed him immediately when he left, as he walked out of the door, as soon as his hands left my body. I came to the slow realization that my feelings for Lucas were rapidly changing into something big and beyond my control it was only a matter of time before they blew up in my face. The air in the room still smelled like him, like wood and soap and masculine sweat and for a second I imagined hi
Lucas caught up with me in no time, but I refused to give in when his large arms encircled me again. I thrashed against his body and bumped into trees hoping to scratch and loosen his death grip on me. "I'm sorry, Fiona, But listen, Hear me out first," He said, not sounding a minute breathless or like someone carrying a thrashing girl. "No, let me go!" I thrashed and kicked around the open air "You're only going to hurt yourself, Fiona," Lucas growled. " Stay put and listen to what I have to say for your own sake." "No, you listen to me, Let. Me. Go." I protested. Lucas sighed and wrapped his hand even firmer around my torso. "Why do you choose the wrong times to be stubborn and throw a tantrum? Do you have any idea how difficult it has been for me to watch you fawn over someone as horrible as Mactervish?" He scoffed, then continued in a ludicrous manner, "Or should I speak about how worried I have been every second that you have spent with him? dined with him, sat with him, a