5. Back to The First

I didn't understand what was going on. Does Julian have a split personality that he treats me differently in the morning and at night? Although I liked Julian at night, still, I hoped that his behavior during the day was not much different from when he came to me every night.

I love how this man treats me at night. The way he touches and caresses me, I can feel the love in it. So what happens to him during the day?

"Where are you going?" asked Julian when I was about to leave his room after fulfilling his call during the day.

Don't think that he was calling me for sex. Not at all. He asked me to smear his girlfriend's body with spice oil because she was ready to be fertilized.

That line of Julian was, to me, the most ridiculous diction I've ever heard from someone's mouth. Just say you'll have sex; no need to soften your animal-like behavior!

Julian was married, but instead of making love to me, he intended to plant his seed in a woman he wasn't married to.

"Go back to my room," I replied after my brain slowed down because I had too many things on my mind.

"Who told you to go back? Stay here! I want to give you your rights as a wife," he said, which made me feel bad. He said so with a sly grin like a wolf in the story of the girl with the red riding hood. How could I not be suspicious?

"No need, Julian. I'm tired, and I think I should return to my room to rest."

I was about to turn around and leave the room, but his firm hand quickly gripped my arm and made me fall into his arms.

"What did I tell you, huh? I told you to stay in the room and serve me! Didn't you hear?"

I shouldn't have been bothered by his request because we did it every night. The only problem was he said that he would give me mine due as if he never did. Anyway, the woman named Lavenia didn't move.

I slowly removed the sleeping robe, leaving the satin nightgown still wrapped around my body. However, Julian motioned for me to put my clothes back on.

"What are you doing, stupid? That's not what I meant." Julian then calls for Lavenia to come closer to him, and right in front of me, he undresses her one by one and fondles her.

I turned my face away so I wouldn't have to witness the disgusting scene before my eyes. However, again Julian's hand grabbed me, this time my face, to face him.

"You may please yourself while watching what I do to Lavenia. Watch from beginning to end, and feel free to do it to yourself."

I couldn't take it anymore. What Julian did to me was the most humiliating thing I had ever experienced. I was not fond of it and fearlessly delivered a hard slap to his cheek.

"You think I'm that low of a woman, huh? Listen to me, Julian. You came to me yourself without me asking. And now you're treating me like I'm a slut! You'll see, you're the one who needs and wants me, Julian!"

This time he won't stand in my way because I've taught him a valuable lesson. I hope he will change with what I have given him.

***

I was still upset and didn't respond when Julian fondled me. He then stopped everything he had been doing since a few minutes ago and sat looking at m,e who was still scowling and looking the other way.

"What's wrong, baby? Why do you look so upset?" he asked. I turned to him and looked at him in disbelief.

"Seriously, Julian? You don't know what you've done wrong? You've insulted me by forcing me to watch you make love to that woman. Are you out of your mind?"

Julian's face seemed to change slightly. I couldn't be sure because the room was poorly lit. However, I knew he felt guilty about it. He then took me in his arms and kissed my head.

"I'm sorry, dear. I'm sorry that I've been cruel to you. What do I need to do to make up for it?"

I thought hard so that what I was asking would actually be helpful to me, especially in my current situation. There was one thing I wanted from Julian.

It's not sex; it's not time-consuming togetherness because I know he has a lot of things to do. I just wanted his permission to return to The Emirates.

The death of my father and mother is still a mystery to me even though many say that it was fate, but one right, I believe the chance that this happened so that I know something. However, I don't know what.

"Honey ..." Julian stroked my hair and looked at me calmly. His pair of brown eyeballs always manage to bewitch me. Whenever I will always believe he is the man.

"I want to go back to The Emirates. I have some things to do about my parents. Some of their belongings are still left at the villa. I need to get them."

Julian seemed to be listening and thinking. He might not believe my story, but it was true even though I hadn't told him everything about my destination.

"Do you really want to go?"

"Yes. We can go on our honeymoon if you're willing to come with me, but if not, that's fine. I will certainly bring Mariana and Ray to accompany me."

Julian shook his head and stroked my hair. "Of course, you can't go without me. I'll come along. I'll order one of my men to prepare everything. You don't need to worry."

I smiled happily as I heard his soothing words. For a moment, I forgot how he acted this afternoon. More precisely, I tried to ignore it because he had been kind and loving.

I then looked back at him.

"When are we leaving, Julian? I must get there before they clean up my late parents' things. I was hoping there were some I could keep as souvenirs," I said again to seduce him into not taking too long.

"When do you want it? Is it tonight? If it is, pack your things now because we'll leave in the afternoon."