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Chapter 21 : Desire

Author: Amelie Bergen
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Astrid

Tristan wasted no time deepening the kiss. He walked me backwards until my back hit one of the bookshelves that lined the wall. The collision hurt, but I didn’t care. I wrapped my arms around Tristan and dug my nails into his shoulders, pulling him closer.

‘This is a mistake,’ I thought. ‘We shouldn’t be doing this.’

Tristan’s fingers slipped into my hair and he titled my head to give him a better angle. I moaned against his lips as he pressed himself firmly against me.

‘We should stop,’ I thought, almost desperately. ‘But I can’t.’

I felt like my body was on fire. All I could do was reach for Tristan and try to pull him impossibly closer. The pressure in my chest had finally reached a peak and I felt like I was overflowing. There were small, needy sounds coming from me and I couldn’t even bring myself to be embarrassed by it.

Tristan didn’t seem to mind. He had me crowded against the bookcase so close that the shelf was digging painfully into my back.

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