I don't know about you guys but I felt sad writing this chapter. :(
*ASA TRINE*I was pleasantly surprised when I got a mind link from Leia early morning the next day to come to her house. I had made plans with Clay to visit a bakery today but since it was Leia who was calling me I decided to cancel my plans and Clay understood about it as well.He was really such a great mate!‘No, he isn’t!’The voice in my head spoke making me feel annoyed at it as I tried to suppress it back inside.I had to temporarily live with Clay’s twin brother because of some problems that I didn’t quite understand but since Clay says it's fine for now, I didn’t try to question it much. Even then I felt awkward around him. I can’t properly pinpoint what the emotions are that I feel when in his vicinity but I sometimes feel like running away from him and on the other hand, at times when his golden eyes look at me with love or hurt I feel like wrapping him in between my arms and hug him so tightly that he would never be able to get away from me again.He confused me.I was the
*CAIN ARIUS*Another fucking dawn away from my mate’s warmth!The sun was barely in the sky but it had already started shifting colors to a sad light blue. The birds were chirping as they flew around doing their business as I walked across the dew-covered grass. However this morning there was a unique stillness in the air, no soft breeze blew past me to gently wake me up and I had to keep on rubbing my eyes to get rid of the sleep.I really hadn’t wanted to come here today to Elder Morris when I found Asa stuck to my side in a fetal position holding onto my shirt between her thumb and index finger as she slept like a baby. She had stayed with Leia the whole of yesterday only coming back home around midnight to tiredly retire and fall asleep in a swift second.I missed her.For some reason, I felt as though even if she was there with me and by my side every day she was slowly and steadily drifting away. It made me scared to imagine any other possibilities that might have caused this to
*ASA TRINE* He is leaving…I need to tell him something, I need to find him and tell him something!But what was it that I wanted to tell him?I couldn’t recall but I was hoping that he would be able to solve the problems that I was facing in my mind and would hopefully help me get rid of them.I had woken up as soon as Cain had left this morning and when I had prodded at him to know about his whereabouts, to know when he would be coming back, he informed me about all that had transpired in the morning.It was because of that reason that I was running towards the border trying to reach it before Elder Morris exited it and left our pack. I need to tell Grandpa something very important.The small voice in my head repeatedly encouraged me and the anxiously twisting heart only found solace in the thought that I would be able to find peace once I would tell him everything.I hated how I had to run with my human legs and cover the distance to the border but the problem was that for some re
*CAIN ARIUS*Sighing I entered Dad’s office tiredly as I slumped down on the vacant chair in front of his desk and informed him, “I, myself placed the moonstone in the water carefully in the temple so you can rest assured that it will be safe. Besides that, I have also stationed a guard to guard the Moonstone twenty-four seven in a rotation. They are all the best and most loyal guards but even then neither of them is aware of the Moonstone being placed inside the bowl or the purpose of it, all they know is that they have to guard it well.”Listening to my rant I noticed Dad look slightly more relaxed than before as he stopped his pacing movements from in front of the window and came to a halt behind his desk. Leaning his hands over it he tapped his fingers and asked, “Are you sure that everything was perfect?”I had never seen him this stressed before. There were winkles visible on his clear skin and his eyes had sunken in. Today my father looked especially weak and helpless. Not used
*CAIN ARIUS*She was struggling in my hold as I refused to let her down from my arms.I was scared.I was scared that if I let her down then she would run back to Clay and I wouldn’t be able to do anything about it.It was only when we had entered our room did I let go of her and almost instantly she ran away from me to the other corner.“Do you know how humiliating it was to have you carry me all the way here!” she shouted pointing an accusing finger at me.Her attitude pissed me off, I couldn’t understand her reasoning behind those words and I am sure my incredulity didn’t hide from my face.“And you didn’t find it humiliating to walk hand in hand with another man that was not your mate?” I asked my voice matching hers and I could see her guard fall for a second. Still unlike before it didn’t phase her and scowling at me she repeated her excuse of only getting help from him to walk.“Then if he helped you then what is wrong with my helping my own mate? Why would it be embarrassing t
*CAIN ARIUS*“Come on in. Why are you both so late?” Mom asked as soon as she opened the door for us. She had a wide smile on her face which contradicted my state of mind. “Are they here?” I heard Clay’s voice from behind her ask and turning around to give an affirmative answer she left the door open for us to cater to ourselves as she went back in. I am sure if she had paid close attention then she would have noticed the awkward tension that Asa and I had between us and though partly it made me sad I was also happy to evade any sad questions on this night of celebration.We stood silently together for a few seconds listening to the laughter inside and then sighing as if annoyed at me she walked in first without a single glance towards me.“How dare you be late for your sister’s celebration?” I heard Leia shout on Asa’s arrival and when I walked in I saw her pulling Asa in a headlock making her take a seat beside her at the dinner table while the younger sister shouted out strings o
*CAIN ARIUS*“What do you think you are doing? This is wrong you know? You can’t just force me to do something,” she shouted looking at me incredulously as I shut the door behind us.Pinning her with a glare I shouted back at her in a voice louder than hers to make her shut up as I said, “No, what you are doing to me is the wrong thing, Asa! Did you really think I would be alright with seeing you happily flirting with Clay in front of my eyes?”I could feel Dion pushing in my head to let him out but I controlled him for the time being. I wanted to have a talk with her I didn’t want to scare her away like the previous times when I was dealing with her with my insecurities and jealousy reigning over me.“I did no such thing,” she again denied like she had back home and I couldn’t believe how insufferable her attitude had become to take me as an idiot who would trust her again and again. What trust? I don’t even know the meaning of that word.‘Let me talk to mate! Let me show her that s
*CAIN ARIUS*“Save me, Clay.”That was the first thing she said with dread-filled in her voice as if she had just escaped from a villainous figure that was after her life.“What’s wrong?” Clay asked worriedly bunching her in his arms as she sniffled and cried there looking at me with accusation gleaming in her bright emerald eyes.No, don’t look at me like that! I didn’t do anything to you!I wanted to shout at her that she didn’t get to play the victim when I had equally suffered because of her but hiding her face in his chest Clay comforted her by rubbing her back as he whispered warm assurance to her.“You don’t need to be scared anymore, my dear Asa, I am here for you. Please don’t cry,” he said as he passed me a glare while patting her head with his other hand that had her wrapped in his hold.“Take me away from here, please. I can’t stay here any longer,” she said and in a swift motion and a passing smile, Clay pulled her out of my room and towards his.I was stunned for a secon