Hati's POVDeath, destruction... despair.Those are the things I want for humanity.Those are the things I feel necessary when thinking ofmy long and dreadful life.Why am I made to be this entity that I do not want to be?Why do I need to repeat life cycle after life cycle when I've already suffered life without parol.It's days like today, a day where I need the company of a lady but I've had to wait, that plays on my mind.My mate is out there and I shouldn't want another female but yet her I am, failing to convince myself otherwise.I suppose you could call me a weak man but the thing is even if I took my mate now, she wouldn't be physically ready for me.No, I'm sure I have another fifteen odd years to wait until the host is old enough for me to be able to take her.And that's the thing, I'm not young. I'll never be as young as Aspen and perhaps that's Celeste's punishment.What will a young and springly teenager want with an old man as I?She won't, and that's the problem, thou
Continued - Hati’s POVShe rises with no aid as she stares at me.What a breathtaking little girl she is.Where does Gretchen get these girls from, how does she find the strong willed vixens I like to domineer?I’d like to ask but I’d hate to know, so I never do.I grab the girls arm dragging her towards my bed that’s already set for tonight.The four cuffs peeking out in each corner, barely hidden as they sit in their pockets waiting for me to use them.From under the bed I collect the cushion made for fucking a girl in the doggy position.My favourite because that’s what I’m used to.You see, being a wolf you become used to fucking in one way.I’ll admit, the thing I miss most about fucking in my form is the lock that forms when my glandis swells.And I lay it on the bed, pushing the girl forcefully towards it.She crawls on her hands and knees, laying on top which keeps her in the perfect position for me to fuck when from behind.Walking around the bed I use each cuff to keep her i
Continued - Hati’s POVShe lays there suspended on the pillow as I stare at her in amazement. I haven’t had such a girl for over a year now, but I see the strength in her eyes as she refuses to move her gaze from me.Tears still run down her cheeks, moistening the bedding below her as they drip from her nose and chin and despite myself I reach out to stroke her cheek.“Keep this up, and I might keep your for weeks until I tire of you,” I whisper.She doesn’t flinch or beg for me not too, she just stares with eyes wide and fear lancing through them.Ah, there it is. The fear of me doing this everyday gives her an emotion I like to elicit.What a beautiful soul she is, with a beautiful mask and beautiful vessel she calls her body.Sometimes I find happiness in this life, and she is one of those things.We lay in silence for a while as I allow my body to rest, my heart rate dropping from its spike as time stands still between us.And I think we have one of those silent conversations hum
Lilith’s POVI wake disorientated to Khai bringing me my baby.Lora has been unsettled for much of the day apparently, screaming so angrily that her poor little cheeks are flustered and her eyes blood shot.I have no clue of what’s wrong with her but I think it might be to do with the fact we abandoned her for the last few days.She’s unsettled and refusing to eat, and if I couldn’t know better I’d have said she was upset and angry.I can understand that, I really can.I went into my body, allowed my hormones to rule me and in turn I left her to be looked after by god knows who.I hadn’t stepped back, I hadn’t ensured she was okay…I was in heat and I allowed that to rule me.I try feeding her but she’s having none of it.I’ve tried cuddling, cradling, walking around with her in the sling but she’s still having none of it.Khai tried to help me, he stays with me feeding me, reassuring me but he can read the things going through my mind, he can feel the guilt I feel for leaving her.Sh
Hati's POVI wake to the girl softly sleeping in front of me, not having moved or struggled to get away and despite my usual affliction it seems I've cuddled her all night.Which is not something I choose to do.I roll to my back looking to the ceiling with a sigh as I think about last night and what it meant for me, my future, Aspens future. I've never tied with a girl before, never had pleasure such as last night when in a mixed form of myself and human, and strangely that forces me to feel some sort of loyalty to the girl that gave me more than I thought possible.She's beautiful, that I'll admit.But she isn't Aspen, she isn't my mate.I have no emotional pull to the girl, at least I do not currently feel one.But the problem has arisen that we did indeed tie and for wolves, especially, tying means the possibility of pregnancy fall.And though I know the probability is slim to none, I cannot let her go.I cannot give her back for fear that perhaps Zeus has given my a reprieve, th
Theo's POVI hate seeing Lilith stressed this way, I hate seeing her so unsure of herself but at least Lora has settle down now. Allowed Lilith to feed her into the safety of sleep which in turn has aided Lilith to calm some.Lora hasn't cried this much in her whole life and I wonder what is wrong with her, whether this is something we cannot see or whether this is normal for being so young.Is she in pain?Is something internally wrong?Did us leaving her have this much of a detrimental effect on her emotions, even at such a young age?I haven't a clue but something niggles in the back of my mind for the whole day as Lora and Lilith rest in bed.They deserve the rest, after all but I worry and I cannot help but wandering upstairs in the middle of my day, ignoring my work and the tasks that need doing to stare at them to try and figure this out.Lora lays flush against Lilith's tummy as Lilith lays on her side feeding Lora.What a beautiful sight to behold.My hand darts out of its ow
Hati's POVI'm finding it hard to think of anything but the girl in my house.Belle.Beautiful Belle, I can feel her loving around my home doing as I’ve asked.I follow her in my mind, feeling her very being like I’ve felt no other woman since I last saw Aspen.And just the thought of Aspen makes me snap back into reality.What am I doing?Why am I infatuated with this girl after only one night?Yes, my emotions fray and that only in turn makes me angry as I deal with the fallout of why I feel like this.Never had I imagined that my love for Aspen would fracture, but it is and that angers me beyond anything I’ve ever felt before.I push it aside though, concentrating on taking the information about the evenings events whilst barely listening.The words of my warriors go in one ear and out the other without barely registering but I do not let them know I’m distracted.Instead I choose to nod and fake my way through the meeting I was late to before I send them on their merry way, none t
Khai's POVLora has a whirlwind of a bad week.Her constant crying, in-consolation and lack of feeding has all three of us in a tis of emotion as we try our damned hardest to settle her throughout the days and the nights.But our break never comes and it's gotten to the point we've now decided to seek medical advice incase anything's wrong with her.Sitting here at the doctors office with our u settled two month old is not something I had planned on doing.Everyone looks our way as she screams and I swear they think she's some type of brat already. Maybe they're right, perhaps this is all behavioural but something deep down in my gut tells me this is not the case.So we wait a solid half an hour for the doctor, my anger building the whole time and Lilith's anxiety manifesting also. I hate that Theo's more than happy to sit with a loose hold around Lilith's back as he talks to the pack members also waiting in the waiting room.He has no cares and tribulations about Lora's behaviour.H