Lilith's POVI watch as my head hits the tree with a thud and crack, pain migrating down my spine as a vision takes me."Wait, wait for me" it's the annual mating run but I still haven't been able to coax my wolf Abyss to shift. She says the time isn't right, that I'm not whole. I need to be whole. She speaks in riddles most of the time and it leaves me confused all of the time.No one else seems to struggle to shift after their thirteenth birthday, but for me the doctor says it's to do with my head injury that I might never be able to shift now and I don't know how I feel about that.You'll shift when you are complete.I'm running along behind my best friends Calley and Arlo they are twins and the betas siblings. They too live in the pack house because unfortunately their parents were killed in a rogue attack a few years back leaving the three of them orphans but Theo's taken to looking after them and me.Arlo skids alongside me having morphed into his wolf Jaxon, he bends his he
Lilith's POVThat day is fresh in my mind, the birth of Lora ingrained in me like no other memory before…I drop my hold on Rex and Obsidian as my hands come to cradle my stomach.Yet another wave of agonising pain takes hold of me, and my little girl isn't happy.Her aura is scared, anxious and sad, and I think mine is starting to mimic hers, and what's worse is Theseus must feel that. His eyes are wide like saucers as he takes in the scene before him.And Celeste snaps my attention from him to her. She's standing in the upstairs window watching as if he isn't surprised as if she saw this coming from a mile away.Theo's the first to shift, not caring about his nakedness as he scoops me up from where I am standing on the floor.He rushes towards the house and demands for a doctor as he goes.Khai shift almost immediately after him, cupping his cock as he, too, follows behind."We need a doctor, towels. Whatever you need when you give birth," Theo demands in his aloha aura. The need to
Lilith's POVThose moments after Lora’s birth revisit my mind, despite Abyss trying to steer me away.But we don’t need to remember this… she states.But my memories are far more cemented that her need to show me important things and my mind travels to those feelings in the aftermath of my first birth.~~~I'm absolutely exhausted, my body feeling like a ten-ton truck has run it over.My legs ache, my back aches, even my shoulders, and they did nothing as I pushed out my child, my little girl who looks the perfect mix of both her fathers.That's the thing I wondered about most.This child has three DNAs running through her little body. How does the genetic makeup work in that case?It's obvious to see how that she took after her fathers rather than me, though maybe she will change as she grows.She has a head full of brown hair, chubby cheeks and a slim and slender body.She hadn't opened her eyes before Dr Knight had taken her, but I'm sure she will have one of their eyes too.Will t
Lilith’s POVI’m remembering those first time emotions, the struggling with breastfeeding, the skin to skin cuddles that made me feel complete.But images morph, blackness taking my vision as Abyss mutters angrily to me.No, no you need to see important things, not things your can look back on in your own time, she tells me.I grumble, unhappy that images flit to my mind per her request.And at first I do not take notice of what I’m seeing, what I’m hearing.But then my mind wonders when I started thinking egotistically, why I feel like I’m of importance.It’s then I realise this isn’t my memory at all, but of Zeus and that’s only because the beautiful goddess I’m peering at calls me, Zeus.It’s as if I’m seeing the memory through his eyes, and it’s intriguing.~~~Life often passes by with the same old routine.I am God, and in turn for being that I get what I want when I want, and I'm not ashamed of that.There's something about being the person everyone worships. The one they turn
Lilith's POVThat was uncalled for Abyss, I needn’t have seen that…Okay, okay… maybe I could have skipped the whole meeting but don’t you see. He wants you, Lil. Want you how he had them. Now think back, remember that day he came to Celeste’s home. The day he sent his gaurd, sent them for you, she says.So I do, I sift through my own memories as she passes the reigns over.And I find it very easy to push through the memories and wade in on one.Honing in on that day I watch the past me.~~~Our night is full of disturbed sleep, Lora waking every few hours with a soft cry to let us, mainly me, know she's ready for more food.I hadn't thought much outside of the pregnancy but now I'm faced with a sleepless first night and breastfeeding my child.She's beautiful, breathtakingly gorgeous and she's mine.When I was a child, or even up until recently I never fathomed that I might become a mum.It wasn't in my mindset. Finding Theo wasn't either.I was sure that I would live a long and pain
Lilith’s POVAbyss changes the images once again as the next morning filters through my mind.See things how Theo saw them back then, she demands.My thoughts morph and I feel a sense of belonging, and a sense of sadness. I hadn’t noted how much I missed Theo but now that I’m remembering that day as him my feelings become apparent.No, Lil, concentrate on his memory, Abyss demands.~~~I note the warriors outside as I stare out of the bedroom window. After getting dressed for the day. Six men that put any of mine to shame, put any of our kinds to shame. They must all stand above seven foot. They've hardly anything on and their bodies are pack with muscle showing their strength and ability. They've not moved an inch, standing with weird spears that look as if they could cut someone within an instant for the last twenty minutes.They were not here last night, nor any other night we've stayed here.This is new and there must be a reason behind their appearance.Sending men to guard a
Lilith's POVIt seems Zeus was waiting for me to drop by, a platter of lunch is served and he's sitting in a grand throne in nothing but a pair of white trousers.His chest is bronzed and bare and as are his feet."Dear, Lilith. I hadn't expected to see you so soon after the miracle birth of your young pup. Where is she?" He asks, looking around me and the warrior that accompanied me inside."With her fathers," I spit his way angrily."Why do we need these men guarding Celeste's home?" I get straight to the point."They aren't guarding Celeste's home. They are guarding your daughter... I thought you might want some protection after those horrid bears escaped and attacked the three of you."His words sound sincere and the simple smile he has plastered on his faces begs to fool me but I know better.Of course he isn't protecting my child.He has another motive in putting his men around us but he isn't willing to share and I mustn't conclude when I have next to no evidence as to what his
Lilith’s POVTake note, Lil, time spent with Zeus passes at an extortionate rate. You must be careful with him, she warns.Here’s how Theo felt that day, take note of the time you were away… she warns.As I see Theo’s version of events.~~~'What was you thinking?' I start our conversation through mind-link, hoping that Zeus is not a spectator to our conversation.Lilith has already attached Lora to her breast and Lora has calmed enough to feed successfully. I note Lilith's breasts are swollen and sore and I wonder whether she realised how long she was actually gone for.She left me and Lora without any method of feeding our newborn pup. For three hours she left doing god knows what.I walk to her, a low growl in the back of my throat as I smell the crevice of her neck.I'm not sure why I do it, what causes me to believe she may have done something undesirable whilst she were away but my jealously rears it's ugly head and here I am, smelling my mate as if she's done something formid