Lilith's POVThe reel continues as the events of that day run through my mind. Things had become stagnant out there in their garden leading to the pair of them to sigh between each other before turning to me. Celeste and Theseus showed me upstairs to a grand bedroom that is dressed down in pink and gold. It looked as if once, it may have been a nursery.There were safety catches on everything, and there are stoppers in all of the plugs, but where there should be a crib, there's a large double bed. I walk around the room, looking at the handmade bedding—the printed photos on the wall and the baby pink draping curtains. Outside two doors that I had previously presumed were windows is a balcony that is lined with black iron fences to prevent anyone from falling off to their death.It's pretty out here with the wildlife and the trees swaying not far away. It's serene.Just standing here looking out over a more beautiful land than anything I have ever seen makes me sad.This could ha
Lilith's POVYou have to choose the life fate has projected for you, Abyss mutters quietly as I surface outside of the darkness once more.Everything is quiet, and has been for a long time. I think I might have fallen asleep but her voice wakes me.What do you mean? I ask her back sleepily.Do you remember those words you screamed at Celeste? Do you remember telling her you wouldn’t take your rightful place? She asks me.No, no I do not remember, I answer exasperated.Things morph before me, as if a switch has been flipped.Images fill my mind again, images from months ago.I’m sapped from earth and up to the god realm with Khai.We’re walking through Celeste’s door…I hate to be up to here on the pretence of needing to be away from my place.I hate to be here in Celeste's home when I know she's condemned my child, her grandchild, to the same fate she doomed me to.She's supposed to love her own.Isn't that what they say about a mother?That they should love their child unconditional
Lilith’s POVThe images morph and I’m confused at first as I watch memories that aren’t my own.But as the images continue to play I realise that this is a memory of Celeste’s and not my own.She seems to be moping around the house, ignoring her housework and duties with the souls residing in her home.And she finds herself thinking of Zeus repeatedly. Neither he nor Theseus visits her and she’s starting to wonder whether it was her overactive mind making things up to punish herself in some way.It’s when she looks into the mirror, assessing the marks on her neck that I realise it was actually her memory I was reliving.There are bright purple and green blotches that are evidence to the fact Zeus had forced her to sleep with him.She wonders if he was punishing her or Theseus in extension of her.And she feels crushed because she had trusted him.She believed they had a good relationship, and thought he was abiding by the agreement he had made many, many moons ago, but he broke it an
Lilith's POVI summon my own memories of finding out about Lora's wolf.That day expressing itself like the worlds worst memory."Where are you going?" Khai asks me in a hushed tone."To pry that wolf from my child," I tell him.He followed along behind me, stepping as silently as he could as I stormed up the stairs in a loud fashion.I crashed through the door and headed for the pool furthest from the entryway, and I searched the floating balls of fuzziness for the purple ball we had looked at before.My daughter's soul is sitting at the bottom of the pool, unmoving.Dipping my hand into the water, I scooped her up.Instantly I feel a connection, a sense of home. Of belongingness, and I knew I had the right soul.My girl started to move inside of me, her movements hard enough to be seen on the outside."You need a new Wolf, sweetheart. This one will bring sadness to your life," I told her as I poked one finger inside her soul.The soul moved to form around my finger, refusing me entr
Lilith's POVMore memories surface isn’t he fav of unhappiness back then when I hadn’t cared to learn the truth about Lora’s soul bonding. I had stormed from the house in a fit of pure rage as I thought about the disappointment of not being able to pry my daughter's very soul from that of the wolf that I deemed would ruin her life.And I’m leaving the house and entering the yard I had found a hanging swing bolted to a tree not far into the tree cover, so I sat on it.And as soon as I did, a vision came unbidden to my eyes.Theseus had been working in a small workshop, sawing down a tree to make the very seat I was sitting on. His craftsmanship was fine to the detail as he cut and sanded the seat to perfection.It must have taken him days to make the seat and only seconds to hang it out here, and Celeste was watching along with a small child in her arms.I realise now that was me before they decided to rid me down to Earth to live the life they had bargained for me.I had shook the vis
Lilith's POVI shouldn’t, but I allow myself to get distracted by that day out in the hot springs. At first I start to remember the feeling of having one of my first flashback and the experience that came along with that.The vision depicted a conversation between Damian and Zeus, though Damian wasn't Damian.Well, he was. It was his body, his face, but his eyes were deep black, and his voice was the voice of my nightmares.I think I was the child his Damian's hands, but I didn't have time to assess whether I was because the vision morphed into another.Snippets of Zeus talking to a godly woman. Her skin was bronze, and her face angelic.He was talking about me, about how I was trapped in one of his disciple's grasps whilst Celeste and Theseus are non-the-wiser. The vision morphed again.Zeus watching me play in the woods. My hand inside Khai's and funnily enough remember that day vividly.Damian had allowed me to go play with the other kids.Khai, Andrew, Tipper and I were running
Lilith’s POVThings morph after a long moment of rest, yet this time I’m thrust inside the kind of the one person I detest most in my life.Damian.Or should I say Hati?My mind takes on his and o see things from his point of view, hear things as if I were him.I try to push away the memory of the day coming to me yet his narrative still plays out and I’m helpless to it’s demands of playing out.~~~They say that your heart freezes when you're touched by evil.I think that might be the case.I've been tainted by evil for so long that I crave it in some weird sadistic way to survive, yet I hate watching it now. I've not been let out of this cage called my own mind in what feels like an eternity, yet I think it might have been as short as a year.I watch life pass through the haze-filled vision of watching Onyx walk around inside my body.He has everybody fooled, including my best of friends and my longest-serving pack members.None of them bats an eyelid my way, presuming I am me and
Lilith's POVTimes running out, Lil. But there’s so much more I need to remind you of. I mustang waste time, I’m sorry that I cannot allow you to rest, Abyss tells me.I groan, my mind foggy feeling as if she just aroused me from a deep slumber.I feel groggy and peeved, tired beyond belief but the images start to roll anyway, moving at spear as I’m reminded of a day on the god realm.The day I found out about Calley and Arlo’s gifts to be exact. ~~~"Lilith, Calley," Theseus greets us outside in the yard whilst he stands under the swing I had sulked on just yesterday.The grass is frosty this morning, and the sky is still dark.It's six am, and the day is just getting started.Khai is standing just outside the glass wall of the house, and Theo is inside talking to his father through a telekinesis call that Celeste is facilitating.She seems helpful this morning, yet flat. Her body language shows her unease, yet her actions say another thing.Theseus gets started with me, making me pr