Theo's POVLilith’s been out of it for more than a week, her temperature soaring as her body lays limp, white and sweaty.Yet despite her illness, her mind has not rested.Any moment I touch her I see the things she’s seeing, her mind obviously going back throughout the time she’s spent here with me in my pack.At first I thought it was her dreaming, that she was randomly recalling these things but I noticed a pattern to them a few days after she fell into her sleep like state.For example, right now she’s recalling that very night Khai pledged to me.~~~The connection is instant, waking me from the slumber we had fallen into after having sex this afternoon.Lilith is lying on my chest, her eyes closed and breathing even.And Khai is sitting against the window on the bench as he looks out across the yard.'What is it?' I ask.'I'm ready,' he tells me whilst staring over at me.His eyes are so sincere that they break my heart.'For?' I ask because he could be ready for anything. Ther
Lilith's POVFor a long moment I stand unsure of what to do with myself as I watch Celeste disappear with Abyss. My heart constricting in a painful way as I watch my other half leave me.I don’t u set stand why this is my reality, why Celeste would have given me a wolf only to take her back when the time was convenient for her.And in my sorrow I remain in the starkness of being along where ever here is.It feels almost as if days have passed, yet my mind concentrates only on the unfamiliar place around me.I’m lonely, alone.Where am I?How do I get home from here?I feel abandoned yet there’s no one around to keep me company or guide me through memories. It’s after a long bout of thinking, the thought that Abyss had been showing me important things I had missed that I reach out to go back into memory lane.But I’m unsuccessful? Pulling at memories only for them to snap away from me as if I haven’t the permission to go back to them.Falling to the floor I cry into my knees begging A
Theo's POVLil remains stable over night yet I can’t sleep, I’m troubled by what she’s recalling and I’ve found myself urgently researching if there is meaning behind why she’s seeing these things.It hadn’t slipped my conscience that we believe we are inordinate, that our tripper pairing is something more than one would expect.But I find nothing and I’m exasperated.So I go back to bed, willing myself not to touch Lil, not to see what she is seeing.But I’m unsuccessful… the events of the past plaguing not only her but me now.~~~The packs emotions are all over the place today.And not only am I struggling with dividing myself from those emotions but I'm also struggling not to act impulsively on Khai's.He's terribly uncomfortable, his emotions frayed to say the least and there's nothing I can do about it.As it is, I've found myself travelling to the training friend to watch from afar.At first I don't particularly see what Khai's problem is.They are all training as they should b
Lilith's POVIt feels as if I’m caught up in the votes of a hurricane, the memories swirling around me as I grasp onto anything that might give me stability. I’m in one for a long moment and then ripped out and thrust into another not of my own accord.Currently I’m watching the day I went to meet baby Arlo…I have everything ready whilst sitting in the kitchen waiting for Theo to come back from his walk.He promised to take me to Tabby so that I could see them for myself and deliver the flowers, food and cookies.I know they've asked for space but I think as Luna and alpha of the pack, we deserve to visit them after such a monumental occasion.Anyway, Tabby and Leo agreed staying for us to come right after the doctor who went there around an hour ago.So as soon as Theo surfaces through the trees in the yard I bounce with happiness whilst gather the basket and Lora in one go.I'm ready to leave before he even walks through the back door."Can we go now?" I ask.He smirks at me, seein
Theo's POVThe day has been hard and that only made me crave to fall asleep besides Lil as she lay sleeping, so to speak. She body is still, just as much as any other day over the last few weeks, yet despite the medical apparatus surrounding Khai’s side of the bed.These are the rare few hours we have alone where the nurses aren’t constantly checking on her. Though they do have access to the monitors downstairs to ensure nothing untoward is happening.They are as confused as much as we are, there now being no known reason as to why Lil is still unconscious.Christ… I hope she wakes up soon. Otherwise they’ll be medically taking the twins out without her permission.I roll to my side, watching her sleep peacefully, allowing my own tiredness to take me under its grasp…Having a mate leads you through many internal emotions as you move through life experiencing one another's emotions during momentous situations that we find one another in.But having more than one, and especially whilst
Lilith's POVHave you ever watched one of those really old films in one of those black boxes that cut out at the end with wavy white lines and that horrid static noise?That’s what’s happening to me now.One moment I’n one memory only to be ripped into static, then thrust once more into another.I can’t keep my head straight, my line of sight seems to be blurred and my emotions aren’t catching up quick enough.But right now I’m burning. A familiar burn that didn’t happen so long ago.I’m remembering my heat. That day I fell pregnant with…Oh Christ, how had I forgotten?My boys, my twins… how had I glazed over their existence?~~~At first I hadn't noticed what was wrong with me.I just thought spending time alone with Khai was carrying me through some sort of whimsical feeling but I figured it out pretty quickly when I couldn't stop from finding some sort of release that brought me an endorphin filled rush.Khai has been more than happy to oblige to all of my begging, my dry humping
Hati's POVDeath, destruction... despair, it sits on my tongue as walk throughThose are the things I have given humanity, specifically those belonging to Celeste and Theseus. Those are the things I feel are necessary when thinking of the future generations all because I am made to be this entity that I do not want to be. The question of why do I need to repeat life cycle after life cycle when I've already suffered life without parol is always the first thing I think of when my eyes open. Yet it's days like today, where the air seems thick with unknown that I need the company of Belle. My mate is out there and I shouldn't want another female but yet her I am, failing to stop myself from falling further in love with this girl that was once just a toy from the coven. I suppose you many would call me a weak man but the thing is even if I took my mate now, she wouldn't be physically ready for me so I have come to the conclusion that Belle has at least thirteen to fourteen years of us
Lilith's POVI wake disorientated to Khai bringing me my baby.Lora has been unsettled for much of the day apparently, screaming so angrily that her poor little cheeks are flustered and her eyes blood shot.I have no clue of what's wrong with her but I think it might be to do with the fact we abandoned her for the last few days.She's unsettled and refusing to eat, and if I couldn't know better I'd have said she was upset and angry.I can understand that, I really can.I went into my body, allowed my hormones to rule me and in turn I left her to be looked after by god knows who.I hadn't stepped back, I hadn't ensured she was okay...I was in heat and I allowed that to rule me.I try feeding her but she's having none of it.I've tried cuddling, cradling, walking around with her in the sling but she's still having none of it.Khai tried to help me, he stays with me feeding me, reassuring me but he can read the things going through my mind, he can feel the guilt I feel for leaving her.