What is going on? What's this feeling? She straightened up and coughed repeatedly, unable to meet his gaze.
“Are you not going to tell me sorry for bumping into me?” He shrugged, his hands wide open.
“You could have watched where you're going or maybe you stood there and knew I was going to bump into you. Am I wrong?” she adjusted her hair after which she shook her head so they fell behind her back.
What is he looking at? Why is he staring at me like that? Won't he say something? She pondered.
She waved her hand close to his eyes. “Are you now a statue or what are you doing?”
Ryker raised his hand and dared to touch the mole on her face. Just as immediately, Eirlys shoved his hand while at the same time, her feet shuffled backward.
“What do you think you're doing?”
“Just admiring the symbol on your face.”
“And what about it? You don't talk about my mole… it's none of your business.” She backed away for a moment, then without another word, she turned on her heel and strode off.
Maybe I shouldn't have talked about it? But I was only joking, trying to get her to talk. It won't be easy talking to her. I just have to find a way around this but how can I bring down her ego. That I don't know. I'll just have to try. He thought and followed after her.
“Are you not going to wait up and let me show you to your room?” He hurried in his steps and in no time, caught up with her.
“Where am I to crash for the night?” she stopped in her tracks.
“Come on.” He shook his head and walked ahead of her.
In less than a minute, he stopped in front of a door and gestured with his hand, his palm wide open. Eirlys understood what he meant— this is it, your room and it's all yours.
Eirlys shoved him as she stepped ahead. The door slightly creaked open as she slid it. She peeped while at the entrance and scouted with her eyes. It was almost an empty room. The only thing that was alive was the bed, it was high and it was one of the best things Eloise could wish for with her state. She stepped inside and could notice the writings on the walls. They were like symbols that caught her attention.
Eirlys turned to notice Ryker who just stood there, watching her every move. She wanted to ask what it meant, who had been in the room before and why it was the only room he could make available for her. Afterall he was an Alpha and there must be another. Another room, better than this. But those questions caught in her throat. She could not bring herself to ask, trying to avoid talking to him.
“So, here it is. And if you need—”
“That'll be all for tonight, Ryker. Thank you! I won't be needing anything.”
She tilted her head to one side, ushering him to leave as she had to shut the door. Ryker hummed, his eyes widening. He retreated, though he was silent. Eloise didn't bother to wait, she locked the door the moment he turned his back to her.
She bounced on the bed and lay there. Her arms stretched so wide that her fingertips brushed the cold floor on either side.
The next day, her eyes fluttered open. She had been woken up by sounds. They were voices, coming from the other side of the door of the room she was in. She sat up at first, trying to catch a glimpse of the words that were being uttered.
Seeing she could not hear them. She launched herself off the bed in one swift, her movements urgent and sharp. She held her breath and pressed her ear gently against the door, straining to hear their muffled voices.
It would have been easier if only she had her wolf. Those that were wolfless fell into the category of those that were tagged as void. They were tagged as cursed and Eirlys had faced more than she could handle since she was growing up. Even with her ears resting on the door, she could not grasp their words.
All she could tell was that there were two voices and they were ladies. Like they were arguing about something. She straightened up and wondered what was going on.
Well, she already had her guess and knew that coming back to a pack that once rejected her would stir up questions and she might probably be thrown out a second time. She just had to be careful and take in whatever that would be thrown at her. And now, the chatter she was hearing was all about her. So she thought.
With a steady hand, she turned the knob and pulled the door. She looked up and there they were. They were two ladies, facing each other. They both turned their heads to notice her when she said. “What is going on? How may I help you?”
Though, asking such a question took more than her own stored confidence, realizing she might be the one to finally answer questions.
“And who are you? Who is asking?” One of the ladies questioned.
Eirlys eyes flickered to the other girl. She studied her for a minute in silence. Her eyes wandered off to the other girl that questioned her. The contrast was impossible to miss. The one who had spoken carried herself with an air of authority—her dress shimmering with fine embroidery and jewels around her neck and wrist… a clear mark of someone from the royal residence. And besides her stood the other girl, quieter. Her simple attire and lowered eyes looked obvious. Anyone could tell she was at service— maybe a maid.
Who could she be? No one could dress this way, especially not a girl like her… she let out a sigh.
“Will you just stay silent? Why are you here?” she placed her hands around her waist, her fingers wrapping around each side. It was a small, firm gesture, like she was trying to steady herself… or more like trying to ground herself for her next movement.
“And who is asking? Does it matter whether I'm here or not?” she looked away, trying to hide the side of her face where the mole was from her.
“Ryker brought you, right? And for what? Look at you. You're not even upto the standard of my maid… or are there any objections.”
Who is she? But how did words get out that Ryker brought me here. We came during the middle of the night and there were only a few guards awake. How come?
“I'm not here for this. Could you just go your way and let me be. I have other things to attend to.” she turned her back to her about to retreat back to the bed.
But just then, she felt a pull. It was the girl that seemed special, Celeste. Celeste pulled her back, returning her back to the spot where she was before.
“I'm talking to you. You don't turn your back on me.” She yelled, pointing her finger at her face. “Who are you and why are you here? Why have Ryker brought you here?”
Eirlys bit down her jaw. She could not meet her gaze. It was strong and filled with authority. And it wasn't because she could not. Her mole was the major problem. Whenever anyone was staring at her, she had always imagined and guessed they were not looking at her face but her mole. She was always quick to read the way their eyes wandered and with that, she had no other thoughts—than they were actually finding words to taunt her with her mole.
“Who are you? Why are you asking me? If I'm going to answer to anyone then it must be someone worth answering to. Don't you think so?” She put on a bold face but deep down, her heart was pounding.
“You want to know.” She chuckled. “I’m Celeste, Ryker's mate and will soon become his Luna… so, now, you tell me what you're doing here?”
Eirlys sat alone in the small, dimly lit room Ryker had given her. The silence stretched thick around her. It was skin broken by the faint sounds of wolves training outside. The scent of unfamiliar wolves clung to the air, a stark reminder that she didn't belong here.She ran a hand through her tangled hair, letting the strands fall forward to hide the mole on her cheek—a habit she would never quite grow out of.Her heart ached, heavy with memories she couldn't silent… At first it was Ryker she thought about since it was all his fault bringing her back to the pack. The name itself sent a bitter taste flooding her mouth. He has rejected her without a second thing, tossing her aside as if she meant nothing. And still, no matter how much she wanted to forget, part of her held onto the pieces he had broken. A cruel, twisted part that longed for something she knew would never be hers.“Stupid,” she muttered, clenching her jaw against the burn rising in her throat. “You're stronger than th
Eirlys walked hurriedly, her steps one with determination to get to her destination. She had halted and stopped a maid she had guessed by her dress. She had asked for Ryker's chamber and had gotten her answer and now she was on her way to his room.She discontinued when she got to his doorstep. She knocked once and the moment she heard a response, she jerked the door open and stepped inside. She stood in the center of the room, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, her nails digging into her skin as if the pressure amkns could hold her together. The air around her felt heavier, weighted with everything she had left unsaid. But not tonight.“You should have told me,” she said, her voice low but sharp, cutting through the tense silence as Ryker only pressed on with his gaze on her.Ryker leaned against the doorframe, his broad shoulders casting a shadow across the room. He didn't answer her immediately. All he did was to stare. His expression was unreadable. There was nothing on his
The air in the pack hall hung heavy, laced with the scent of power and judgement. Wolves filled the space, their conversations a low hum, but the moment Eirlys stepped inside, yeah noise faltered. She could feel their eyes—sharp and pressing on her like a laser beam from a sniper—as if her very presence disturbed the natural order.Still, she lifted her chin and kept her shoulders back. Weakness was the last thing she would show them.Ryker stood at the head of the room, his face blank like an empty sheet of paper, his arms crossed over his broad chest. His gaze swept over the crowd but it never lingered on her.He hadn't spoken to her since their last tense exchange, and the distance gnawed at something he felt toward her.Eirlys swallowed against the ache rising in her throat. She should have left. She didn't belong here, not with them. Not after everything.“I don't know why she's still here,” Celeste's voice rang out, smooth and cold as polished steel. The room bushes further. “A
The moon hung high over the Nightfang Pack’s territory, its silver light spilling over the dense forest. A crisp wind carried the scent of pine and earth but beneath it lurked something else—an intruder.Ryker stood at the edges of the patrol line, his senses were sharper despite the late hour. Sleep had eluded him for days now since Eirlys return. His mind had been tangled in thoughts he refused to entertain. No matter how much he buried them beneath duty, Eirlys still lingered there, stubborn and unyielding. Her defiance. Her pain. Her resilience. And the way she stood tall despite the weight pressing her down. He hated how much he noticed. He hated how much he cared.A sound snapped him back to the present—a low growl. It was faint but distinct. His body tensed and his instincts flared to life as he scanned the shadows. Something was wrong.Then he saw it.A blur in the darkness. It was swift, moving with a predator's grace. Ryker didn't wait. He lunged forward, his muscles coilin
It was still night and the air was whistling softly. Ryker sat in the chamber where he had always had meetings with the pack members and the elders. His fingers drummed against the wooden chair. The fight with the masked intruder still haunted him, and his wound throbbed dully beneath the bandages. He has fought countless battles, but there was something familiar about the way his opponent moved—and the thought unsettled him more than he cared to admit.A knock at the door interrupted his thoughts. Without waiting for a response, Eirlys stepped inside. Her presence has become an unspoken storm in his life—one he both presented and drawn toward.Ryker leaned back in his chair, his eyes narrowing slightly. “Did you come here for something?” His voice was level.Eirlys crossed her arms. “You asked to see me.”He exhaled slowly. “Yes, I asked to see you. I need to ask you something.” he sighed. “Back at the Dreadhowl pack… did you ever come across anyone unusual? Someone who stood out?”
And just like that, Eirlys had a full place at the infirmary. It wasn't much, but sure it was something. Days passed and Eirlys threw herself into the work. She crushed herbs, prepared poultices and cleaned wounds without complaint. The other healers still eyed her warily but they didn't turn her away. Slowly, she started to feel like she belonged—at least within the walls of the infirmary.But outside, Celeste's cruelty only worsened. She spread whispers, twisting situations to further isolate Eirlys. When a young warrior tripped over a misplaced basket of supplies, Celeste made sure the pack knew Eirlys had left it there.When tensions in the pack rose, Celeste was quick to blame Eirlys for being a distraction.Eirlys gritted her teeth and endured it. She had already decided—she wouldn't break.What she didn't expect was Rowan.At first, Ryker's beta had been like the others—watching her with guarded suspicion, speaking to her only when necessary. But now, he lingered at the infirm
Late one evening, Celeste stormed into Ryker's office, her brown hair cascading over her shoulders in feigned elegance, but her eyes burned with irritation as she shut the door behind her.“You're letting this go too far,” she hissed, pacing before his desk. “She's manipulating them.”Ryker leaned back in his chair, rubbing his temples. “She's doing her job. Nothing more.”Celeste scoffed. “Don't be naive. First, she works her way into the infirmary. And now, she's having a little respect from your men… and my men too. She's getting close to turning them against you with any chance she gets. Let me guess… What's going to be the next thing, Ryker? You'll have her by your side, right?”“That's enough.” He stood up in a swift, his jaw tensed.But Celeste wasn't finished. She leaned forward, her voice dropping into a poisonous whisper. “You don't see it, do you? How she makes you weak. She's a distraction. And distractions get people killed.*A flash of memory surged through him—Eirlys, s
Eirlys moved carefully through the dense forest, her finger grazing over the rough bark of trees as she searched for the medicinal herbs she needed. The evening Sir carried the scent of fresh pine, calming her frayed nerves.She had come here to escape the judging eyes of the Nightfang pack, to lose herself in the simple act of gathering what the infirmary required. Though she wasn't alone as there were a few other healers but they were on different sides, distant from each other.Eirlys bent down to pluck a cluster of feverfew, but just then, a rustling in the distance made her freeze.Her body tensed and her instinct screamed at her to retreat but she forced herself to remain still while at the same time, listened. Then, she saw a figure stumble into view—a woman, her hair tangled and face smeared with dirt.Eirlys's breath hitched. She knew that face. It was Aria.The recognition was instant, a sharp jolt to her chest. Aria had been one of them—the Dreadhowl prisoner who had kicked
The knock at the door was soft and almost uncertain. Ryker barely looked up from where he had frozen.“Come in,” he called, his voice rough and thick with exhaustion.The door creaked open, and when the figure finally came through the door, his heart fluttered slightly. It was Eirlys.She lingered in the doorway, the door yet to be shut behind her. And for a fleeting moment, neither of them spoke. They only stared at each other, caught in a silence so heavy.Ryker had not expected her as he was about to go see her. And yet, now that she was here, standing before him, his mind scrambled to find something to say.A question. An apology. Anything. But the words never came.Eirlys shifted her feet, her fingers curling slightly at her sides. Then, she cleared her throat, breaking the silence that hung in the room between them.“I came to check on your wounds,” she propelled her head forward, her eyes settling on his side.Ryker gave a slow nod. “I appreciate that,” a smile curled around th
Ryker's fingers curled into his palms as he stood on a spot in the room, his back turned on Rowan. His thoughts drifted—pulled back to a time long before betrayal and bloodshed.He remembered the crisp autumn air, the soft crunch of leaves beneath their feet. The training grounds had always felt vast back then, an open space where strength was measured in sweat and bruises. His father, Marcus, stood tall at the edges of the clearing, his arms folded and his expression as hard as a stone.Ryker could see it clearly like it was yesterday—the two of them, both him and Orion locked in combat. Ryker, though was younger but already strong, moved with swift precision, his strike was controlled. And Orion, who was older but still struggling under the weight of expectations, also fought with determination but there was a crack in his stance—more like hesitation, a falter in his resolve.A sharp grunt filled the air as Ryker pivoted, using Orion's own movement against him. And with a forceful
The air was thick with tension before the first wounded guard even appeared at the edge of the clearing, approaching the main gate. A roar of noise erupted as several of Ryker's warriors stumbled into the pack grounds, their bodies battered and bleeding.Some clutched their sides, others leaned heavily on their comrades, their once-proud uniforms now stained with dirt and blood. Their ragged breathing and the scent of blood sent a ripple of unease through those who gathered.Ryker was already moving before he could process the shock. His heart pounded against his ribs as he pushed past the others, his gaze scanning the returning warriors, assessing the extent of their injuries. Beside him, Rowan's face darkened with concern and even Celeste—looked unsettled.“What happened?” Ryker's voice came sharp and commanding but none of the injured guards could answer immediately. Their exhaustion was too great and their wounds too severe.“I couldn't find any of you. But I'm glad you're back….”
Ryker paced back and forth in his chamber, his mind tangled in the past. The walls around him felt too close. His ribs didn't ache as before. He was now fit to go about.But he could not, the pain that lingered in his chest had lingered in his chest held him down. It was an old wound, deeper than claw marks or broken bones—one that never truly healed.He had once thought fate had given him a gift.The day he learned Eirlys was his mate, something had lit up inside him. He had been raised to believe in strength and power, in the bond that tied gated mates together. And when his gaze had first locked onto her, he had known. She was meant for him.He had been overjoyed.He could still remember that moment—the way his pulse had quickened, the way his wolf had stirred with a certainty he had never felt before. She had been standing before him, fragile yet unbroken.And not had been fleeting. Whispers had started almost immediately, murmurs that slithered through the pack like poison. At f
The past had a way of creeping in when she least expected it. No matter how much she tried to bury it, no matter how many times she convinced herself she had moved in, it still clung to her like a shadow, refusing to let go.Eirlys walked alone through the corridors of the packhouse, her fingers brushing against the cool stone walls as her mind drifted back—back to a time when she had nothing. No home. No freedoms. No name, only a whispered reminder of who she used to be before everything was stripped from her.She could still feel the cold chains around her wrists. She could still hear the laughter of her captors, their voices taunting her as they shoved her down into the dirt. The Tyrant's pack—The Dreadhowl pack had been ruthless, showing no mercy to those they deemed beneath them. She had been nothing to them—a prisoner, a slave, a thing to be used and discarded.For months, she endured it. The hard labor, the punishment, the endless cycle of torment designed to break her spirit.
Ryker exhaled sharply, shifting slightly against the pillows as he tried to sit up but the sudden pain in his ribs made him pause. His eyes, still intense despite his exhaustion, bore into Eirlys as he spoke.“Are you not going to answer the question?” he clicked his tongue. “Is that really it? Was it because you're not fast enough or there was something else?”“There was nothing else… there couldn't have been something else and you know it.” she said immediately.Ryker gulped and nodded his head. “Yeah, you're right. There couldn't have been something else but it doesn't matter,” he responded. “Even if you weren't fast enough, you could have at least tried to run. Instead of standing there, waiting to be killed.”Eirlys lowered her gaze, her fingers gripping the edge of the chair she sat on. She didn't argue—because he was right. She hadn't moved. She hadn't even thought about running. And because of that, Ryker had thrown himself in front of her, taking the hit that was meant for he
Eirlys walked hurriedly through the packhouse halls, the scent of fresh herbs clinging to her fingers as she clutched the bundle tightly against her chest. The infirmary had been quiet save for the hushed voices of the healers, but her mind had been anything but. Ryker's injuries weren't just injuries, they were deep. And she had gathered the best herbs she could find—ones to speed up the healing.Her heart pounded as she rounded the corner and her thoughts were so preoccupied that she barely noticed the figure in front of her until it was too late. She soon collided into someone, the impact jarring her and instantly, she instinctively reached out to steady her balance.“Well, well,” a familiar, saccharine voice crooned.Eirlys froze. It was Celeste.The blonde took a slow step back, her icy blue eyes flickering over the herbs in Eirlys's arms before settling on her with a knowing smirk. “Let me guess,” she mused, tilted her head slightly. “You're off to play nursemaid to my mate?”E
Eirlys barely felt the scorching sun as she rode through the rays of light that shone through the trees, her breath coming in quick gasps. She gripped the reins tightly as she led the horse forward at a relentless pace. Every time she risked a glance behind her, her heart clenched at the sight of Ryker slumped in the saddle of the other horse, barely conscious. He wasn't the one controlling the ride—he was too weak for that.His body swayed dangerously with every gallop, his breathing labored and his stormy gray eyes barely open.“Hold on,” she whispered. “Just a little longer, Ryker. Stay with me.”But he didn't respond. He slightly opened his eyes and smiled at her.As they neared the pack's borders, the looming gates came into view and Eirlys screamed out.“Help! Someone—help us!”Her voice echoed through the stillness of the day. She sounded desperate.At first, there was only silence. Then—in the next second, there was movement. Figures emerged from the gates, guards rushing for
The journey back was silent, the weight of their conversation still lingering in the air. Eirlys walked a little behind Ryker, her thoughts tangled between the moment they'd just shared and the uneasy feeling settling in her chest.The trees around them looked like silent sentinels, the rustling leaves whispering secrets of the past. Then, in an instant, the world erupted into chaos.Unknown wolves lunged from the trees. They were swift and calculated. Ryker's instinct flared and before Eirlys could react, he had already stepped in front of her, his body tensing as claws and fangs gleamed under the morning sun. A growl rumbled deep in his chest, a warning but their attackers showed no fear.The first strike came fast. Ryker met it head-on, dodging a blade aimed at his side and countering it with a powerful blow. Eirlys barely had time to register what was happening before she was yanked backward. She fought against the grip, panic clawing at her throat, until she realized it was one o