LOGINTwelve Hours Later
Every pothole the ambulance hits sends pain spiking through my chest, and I think: This is what humiliation feels like when it has a physical form.
The monitors are screaming. My body's symphony of failure is playing at full volume for everyone to hear.
Crystal grips my hand so hard I think she might break the bones that are left. "Hold on, Eve. You're going to make it."
I want to believe her. But wanting and believing are two different things , and I'm stuck somewhere between them, drowning.
My wolf is quiet again, like she's conserving energy for something. Or maybe she's already starting to let go, piece by piece, the way dying wolves do. The human heart stops last, they say. The wolf knows before we do.
The worst part isn't the pain. It's knowing.
I was strong once. Fierce. The kind of Luna other packs whispered about with equal parts respect and fear. I could pin a full-grown Alpha in training. Could run for hours without breaking a sweat. Could command a room with nothing but my presence.
Now I'm a body in a metal box, breathing because machines say I can.
And I'm going to him for help.
The man who gave the order that ended my world.
I'm going to kneel before him. Beg for my life.
The irony makes me want to laugh.
"Eve?" Crystal's voice cuts through my spiral. "Stay with me. Don't go anywhere in your head where I can't follow."
I try to squeeze her hand back. My fingers barely twitch.
Am I defiling my parents' memory by doing this? The thought burns through me. *What would they think, knowing their daughter crawled to their murderer for salvation?
But then another thought, quieter, more insidious: What would they think if you gave up? If you let Lance win?
My father always said the worst thing you could do was die with your enemy's laughter ringing in your ears.
The ambulance lurches to a stop. Doors fly open. Hands reach for my stretcher. I'm cargo now. A problem to be solved or discarded.
"Careful," Crystal snaps at one of the medics. "She's barely holding on."
They lift me, and the movement sends fire through every nerve. I can't even scream. That makes me hate myself.
We roll through automatic doors into the Metropolitan Care Center.
Axel's domain.
Every wall, every tile, every breath of recycled air belongs to him. The security guards wear his insignia. The nurses scurry with the particular urgency of people who know their boss doesn't tolerate incompetence.
I'm in his territory now. Powerless. Dying.
Perfect.
Crystal rushes ahead to the front desk, already pulling out the envelope stuffed with cash.
The receptionist looks up with the particular smile people use when they're about to tell you no.
"Emergency admission," Crystal says, sliding the envelope across. "High-risk patient. We need immediate—"
"We'll get her processed." The receptionist doesn't even look at me. She counts the money with practiced fingers. "There's a queue, though. Could be a few hours."
"A few hours?" Crystal's voice goes sharp. "Look at her. She doesn't have hours."
The receptionist finally glances my way. Her nose wrinkles. "Werewolf?"
She says it like she's identified the source of a bad smell.
I can see Crystal fighting to stay calm.
“She needs immediate care."
"Everyone needs immediate care." The receptionist's smile doesn't reach her eyes. "That's why it's called an emergency room. But we have protocols. Lycans receive priority treatment, naturally. You understand."
Crystal leans forward. "That envelope contains more money than you make in three months. You really want to—"
"Are you attempting to bribe a medical facility?" The receptionist's voice gets louder. Drawing attention from the crowded waiting room. "Because that's—"
"I already bribed you!" Crystal hisses. "You took the money!"
"I'm sure I don't know what you mean." The smile is acidic now. "Unless you'd like to make a formal complaint? I'm happy to call security."
I watch this exchange through a fog of pain and medication, and all I can think is: This is how I die while lying on a stretcher in enemy territory.
Crystal's about to say something that will definitely get us thrown out when a voice cuts through the chaos:
An older nurse appears from a side hallway. "How long has she been waiting?"
"We just arrived—"
"Then process her. Now." The nurse turns to the receptionist.
The receptionist's smile evaporates. "Fine. But it's an additional processing fee—"
"Jesus Christ." Crystal pulls out another envelope. "Here. Choke on it."
They wheel me through doors marked AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY, down hallways. Every face we pass looks exhausted. Nurses moving too fast. Patients slumped in chairs with the particular stillness of people who've given up expecting help.
This is where werewolves come to die, I realize. While Lycans get private rooms and attentive care, we get triage hallways and conditional compassion.
"Where's the King?" Crystal demands as they push me into what barely qualifies as a room. "Isn't he supposed to examine high-risk cases himself?"
The older nurse—her name tag says MARGARET—sighs. "He hasn't arrived yet. And you better watch your tone, honey. You want him to help your friend? Then maybe don't insult him before he gets here."
I drift in and out after that. At some point they give me some medication that makes the pain distant but doesn't make it stop.
My wolf stirs.
Something's coming, she whispers. *Can you feel it?*
I can. A shift in the air.
The energy in the hallway transforms. Nurses straighten. Doctors snap to attention.
He's here.
I keep my eyes closed. Can't face it yet. Can't reconcile the contradictions in my head: that the monster who killed my parents is the only one who can save me now. That fate could be this cruel. That the universe could have this savage a sense of humor.
Maya pushes against my consciousness, more alert than she's been in weeks. Something's wrong, she murmurs. Something's... different.
The air gets heavier. Harder to breathe, and not because my lungs are failing. Because every instinct I have is screaming that the enemy just entered the room.
Crystal rushes to him. "Your Majesty. My friend is dying. She's all I have left. Please. Help her."
Someone tries to pull her back. She shakes them off.
"Your Majesty, Elder Lucien should be treated first." A nurse announces. "He's been waiting—"
"She's DYING!" Crystal's scream echoes off the walls.
"Enough."
One word. That's all it takes. The entire hallway falls silent.
His voice is cold. The kind of voice that doesn't need volume to command absolute attention.
"Do you think the world revolves around your friend?"
I hear Crystal's sharp intake of breath. "Excuse me?"
"Look around." His footsteps move closer. I can track them by sound alone. "See them? They're all dying. They all think they're the only ones who matter. You're not special. Neither is she."
Each word lands hard. He sounds indifferent. Like he's explaining basic mathematics to a child.
"You son of a bitch!"
Gasps ripple through the room.
"One more word," he says, and there's something in his voice now. Something dark. "And you'll be the next patient on a stretcher."
Silence pressed against my eardrums.
Then his voice again, slightly raised: "Who arrived first? Her or the Elder?"
A nurse stammers: "She did, Your Majesty. But Elder Lucien is—"
"I don't recall asking about the Elder's importance. I asked who arrived first."
"She did, sir."
"Then that's your answer."
I hear the doctor who examined me earlier try to interject: "But, Your Majesty, the Elder specifically requested—"
"Do I look like I care what the Elder requested?"
"No, sir."
Footsteps approach my stretcher. I force my breathing to stay even, force myself to remain perfectly still even though every cell in my body is screaming awareness.
"There won't be a repeat of this circus," he says, and I know he's talking to Crystal. "You get one chance. Use it wisely."
Maya is thrashing now. Actually thrashing, like she's trying to claw through my skin.
What's wrong? I ask her.
I don't know. I don't know, but something—
His scent hits me. Cedar. Rain. Something wild and ancient that makes my hindbrain light up with recognition that has nothing to do with memory.
My wolf screams. Not in pain. In recognition.
Mate.
Vanessa We were halfway back to the palace, with arms still linked, but my thoughts were far from Alec’s warmth.Everything we’d said tonight had unraveled our parents’ mess. Their obsessions. The blood they spilled in the name of pride and desire. Alec had let it slip earlier that my father and his used to be best friends. I hadn’t known. It explained too much—and not enough. They’d once been boys who shared everything.Friends who turned rivals because of a woman.Because neither could let go.Alec pulled in closer beside me. “Penny for your thoughts?”I blinked back to the present. it. He always knew when I was holding something back. The problem was, this time, I was holding too much.I sighed. “I was thinking that maybe… Olga’s prophecy shouldn’t be taken as gospel.”His steps faltered. “You don’t trust her visions?”I chose my words carefully.“I think prophecies aren’t laws but possibilities. Not all of them come true. Some are warnings. Paths we can still change, if we’re br
AlecVanessa’s refusal to be my mistress left a sharp discomfort lodged in my chest, the kind that didn't fade with silence.I didn’t understand her.She had just carved the final answer, yet she still walked beside me like the night hadn’t shifted between us. If she meant it, why hadn’t she left? Why were we still pretending there was more to talk about?The question burned at the back of my throat as we passed more streets and corners. I kept glancing sideways, expecting her to turn around. She didn’t.We came to a mini-park tucked behind the baker’s row. A stone bench sat under a lantern. She slowed, then sat, taking off her scarf.I hesitated, then I sat, leaving distance between us, unsure if I was still wanted near her at all.Neither of us spoke.Then, without a word, she leaned sideways and placed her head on my shoulder.I froze.Her hair brushed my jaw. Her breath touched my collarbone. It wasn’t seductive or dramatic. It was gentle. Intimate. Completely at odds with everyth
VanessaA flicker of surprise crossed Alec’s face, followed too quickly by hurt.I had wounded him.I hated that part of me wanted to reach for him. That some traitorous piece ached to soothe what I’d just broken. But weakness dressed as tenderness is still weakness. And I was done apologizing for having a spine.As tempting as it was to imagine a beautifully quiet life in some hidden cottage, with his hands on my skin and no one else to bother us, it was a fantasy wrapped in shame.“Vanessa—”“No,” I said again, sharper this time. “You’re not proud of me. That’s what this is.”“That’s not true.”“Then why do you want to hide me?”He exhaled, pacing a step away, then turned back with barely restrained frustration. “Because it’s not that simple. I’m the Alpha. There are rules. You know the council. You’ve seen what Lucas is capable of—and he’s nothing compared to what the others would do to you.”Of course, it wasn’t simple. That was the problem. I remembered the way Lucas looked at me
VanessaI double-checked the latch on the bathroom door. Old habit. Olga had taught me never to cry where someone could hear it. I didn’t just learn survival from her. I learned silence. Learned that grief was something to swallow, not spill.Weakness was always currency to be used.I was troubled by her threats. She had saved my life, taught me to be strong, and sharpened my hatred into a weapon. I owed her a debt I could never repay and felt the sharp sting of betraying her.But lately, the lessons felt more like chains. Even thinking that felt like betrayal. I hated myself for it, and hated her more for making me choose.Without Olga’s cause, who was I? I didn’t know. And maybe that was the real fear.Maybe she wasn't evil. Maybe she was blinded by her long-nurtured grief. Maybe she hated Alec so much that she couldn't see anything else.But I was tired.Because somewhere along the way, I’d stopped fantasizing about Alec’s death. I hadn’t even noticed it happening.That terrified m
AlecAfter the gender reveal, Maya had vanished into her shell, keeping to herself. Even Isabella couldn’t coax her out. She ignored her, ignored general meals, and wasn't even active in her Luna coronation process.I’d told Isabella and Lucas to try, as I didn’t have the mental patience to deal with her, knowing they’d calm her down or distract her.“She won’t speak to anyone,” Isabella said, her tone caught between concern and exasperation.Lucas joined her. “She’s moody because the child is a girl? That’s absurd.”“No,” Isabella corrected, folding her arms, “she’s moody because she’s afraid. And you would be too, Lucas, if the only thing holding your place in the palace was your womb.”I didn’t want to hear any of it. She wasn’t being logical. It wasn’t like I was going to cast her aside.“She’s still carrying my child,” I muttered, standing near the window, watching the gray clouds roll across the hills. “That hasn’t changed.”“She’s not talking to anyone,” Isabella reported, exas
VanessaThe strip of fabric scrubbed against the washboards. Where sounds were usually soothing, today they did nothing to quiet the storm inside me. My hands moved on their own, scrubbing and wringing my clothes, but my mind was miles away.All I kept thinking about was Alec and Maya—and the poison. My stomach twisted. I knew, with a certainty that chilled me to the bone, this was no accident. Someone had tried to harm Maya, and by extension, Alec’s child.It had to be Lucas. I knew Alga was lying to me. He was ruthless and ambitious. Perhaps he saw Maya as an obstacle—but an obstacle to what? He seemed loyal to Alec. The thought sent a shiver down my spine. Or perhaps it was his wife Isabella? Or even Nina and Gary, though I knew how ridiculous that last thought was.But I couldn’t trust anyone—not even sweet Nina.And I hated how bothered I was, as if Maya were my sister or something. For someone who had smashed a pot on my head, why did I care so much? But deep down, I needed to k







