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70. Feral

Author: Biola Johnson
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-14 21:33:19

Thor's POV

Eric is driving me crazy.

Kane is driving me crazy.

My mate is driving me crazy.

All my men are driving me crazy.

Or maybe the problem is just me?

I don't know which it is. What I know for a fact is that something is seriously wrong with me and I can't quite place my hand on what it is yet.

I just feel... disconnected.

I'm feeling as if I've been disconnected from an integral part of myself. Something so important that I feel useless without.

'Something!... Something!... Something!...' I continually repeat the word to myself wonderingly as I pace around in frustration.

'What the fuck is this important something I'm disconnected from that my brain can't grasp anymore!?...

What!?...

What is it!?...

What the fuck is it!?...'

I continually ask myself but no answer comes to me. I search my brain for the answer. I feel this SOMETHING is very close but still, I can't reach it. My brain feels to me like a difficult puzzle that I can't solve no matter how hard I try.

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