Miranda's POVI am giddy with happiness. I feel like calling Celine immediately so we can celebrate. I want to laugh out loud and jump up with joy but I can't. It's not the right place and time to do that. 'I can't believe this is happening to me for real. I can't believe I am now the Luna of the largest pack in the whole of North America' I thought in disbelief as I watch Ash shed bitter tears while I stand in her mate's embrace, hugging him close to myselfSince I never at first believed it could ever be possible to steal someone else's mate. Standing in his embrace right now feels so unreal like I'm living in a dream. Despite everything, the sorcerer put my body through... eating unimaginable yucky and stinky stuff. Standing for hours inside a cauldron filled with different matter that comes out of Ash's body. Taking away Pinky, my wolf's mind so she won't ever recognize her own mate if they meet in the future. Despite all these, deep down within me, I still never believed that
Miranda's POV My new mate confuses me. It seems to me as if he has a switch installed inside his mind that flips between hot and cold emotions. He was warm and loving some minutes earlier when he embraced and called me his mate. Suddenly, he flips and becomes cold, his body shrouded by some kind of aura that I find very unsettling I didn't say this to Pinky before, she isn't the only one scared shitless of him, I am also but can't let her know. She would only drill me with ceaseless questions that I'm not in the mood for."What suddenly made him change toward me? Could the magic be wearing off already? I'm thinking to myself when his gaze returns to me. His green eyes appeared to be drilling holes into mine, making me very nervous. It took everything in me to stay put and not shrink into myself with fear."Alpha"A female voice calls out to him behind me and I finally allow myself to breathe. Finally, someone takes his attention away from me. I look at the she-wolf and my eyes can't
Miranda's POV My heart starts to beat like crazy. What did I just hear her say?'Where she comes from, they chall enge their Luna to a duel all the time!?' What the fuck!I just can't comprehend, like what kind of a place did they came from?... In North America, duels are only used to settle serious disputes, not for the fun of it, and certainly not to take positions away! 'What the hell have I gotten myself into!? What's the essence of getting a position that I won't be able to keep? What's the essence of getting a position that would get me disgraced or killed in front of thousands of shifters and humans?' I ask myself again while imagining myself fighting in front of the kind of crowd that came to watch the duel between Thor and his brother... I'm naturally not a violent person and I never get myself involved in any dispute that I'm sure wouldn't be to my advantage. Celine never warned me about this, otherwise, I'm not sure I would have agreed to it. I would never have agreed t
Thor's POV Eric is driving me crazy.Kane is driving me crazy.My mate is driving me crazy.All my men are driving me crazy.Or maybe the problem is just me? I don't know which it is. What I know for a fact is that something is seriously wrong with me and I can't quite place my hand on what it is yet. I just feel... disconnected. I'm feeling as if I've been disconnected from an integral part of myself. Something so important that I feel useless without.'Something!... Something!... Something!...' I continually repeat the word to myself wonderingly as I pace around in frustration.'What the fuck is this important something I'm disconnected from that my brain can't grasp anymore!?... What!?... What is it!?... What the fuck is it!?...'I continually ask myself but no answer comes to me. I search my brain for the answer. I feel this SOMETHING is very close but still, I can't reach it. My brain feels to me like a difficult puzzle that I can't solve no matter how hard I try. I grow
Thor's POV"Feral!?" I shockingly repeat out loud.'Feral' The word every shifter doesn't want associate with them unless you want to get locked up in heavy silver chains inside a council dungeon"What the fuck are you talking about? Why will I be going feral?" I ask in disbelief. My eyes look from Eric to Ivar and then back to Eric again.'They can't be serious.' I think to myself as I frantically look around the room for a mirror to confirm their words. Of course, I know they will never yank my chain with something as crazy as me going feral but I still had to see for myself. I don't see any mirror in side the office so I set out to search for their toilet, closely followed by Eric and Ivar. Bear abandoned where he stood guarding the door to also follow behind us.Right there inside the lady's room, I finally confirm what I already suspected to be true to myself. My right eye; pupil, iris, and sclera, are pitch black like it belongs to a demon while the other is deep red like an A
Miranda's POVThere might be an inauguration ceremony for me after all. I'm not worried anymore. My mind is at peace now that Celine told me all I need is five minutes. I just need to be alone with Thor for five minutes to execute my next plan and everything will fall into its rightful place.The room they lock me in is obviously not meant for a Luna but it looks nice. I sniff the air around me and realize It must be a guest room that is rarely used since no essence of the prior occupant lingers in the air. The bed looks inviting, it reminds me of the fact that I've not slept in more than eighteen hours My eyes feel heavy and grainy because of lack of sleep but I dare not close them, not now anyway. I have to be ready to have my five-minute opportunity with Thor. I need to finally possess and be in control of his mind completely so he will do whatever I ask for. And the first checkbox I need to tick on the list of the things I want Thor to do for me is to kill AshYes! The sorcerer s
Miranda's POVI am on the brink of giving up. I am tired. I am hungry and I am thirsty. For how long will they keep punishing me with starvation I wonder.I look with hatred from the useless bottle of water in my hand and toward Ella who has gone back to sitting on her mate's lap with a smug look on her face. Since I don't have the power to fight her, I wish I knew sorcery, so I can make her die in the most gruesome way I can ever think of."I understand that look..." Thor's Beta whispers loud enough for everyone to hear in my ears. "You hate Ella so much you can't wait to kill her right?... Don't worry, you'll have your opportunity to kill her later when you both fight each other, okay?"He speaks with compassion as if he understands the way I'm feeling but I know he's mocking me from the sinister smile on his face. Five minutes is all I need alone with Thor, Moon goddess please grant my wish. Please! I pray silently in my heart"Well, you don't have to drink the water if you don't
Ash's POVEric assured me that my mate will one day return to me but his words aren't assuring enough to stop Sif from howling inside my head for Kane and it certainly isn't assuring enough to stop my heart from painfully aching for Thor. There's this feeling of emptiness I have inside me that Eric's words of assurance couldn't fill up no matter how genuine they sounded. He told me I shouldn't attempt to see Thor. I can't even call him. He said I should give him a month to sort things out, everything will be back in place by then.But how am I ever going to last a month when everything I think of is...'I wonder what he's doing right now I wonder if he's making love to Miranda right nowI wonder if they're out on a date right now...'I don't think I'll last a month. I want my mate now. My body, heart, and soul yearned for him. My fervent need to see him makes it impossible for me to function at anything. I haven't stopped crying ever since Eric left. I am miserable to the extent th
"The Council Chairman!" I exclaim with surprise when I see a familiar white-haired old man walk out from beside the villa and towards the aisle. "The Council Chairman is the officiant!?"He grins"Surprise!" He says with a flourish "Now walk. And remember, your best man is closely behind."I happily smile and nod at our guests as I walk behind the old man hobbling on his walking stick.I can't believe that the Council Chairman himself is going to officiate our wedding!? He's already so old but still makes the time. Today sure is full of pleasant surprises. He arrives at the front and turns to face the guests."Council Chairman, what an honor this is," I say as I arrive before him, my back to the guests.He smiles "Giving the opportunity to join the Chosen ones of House War-Cloud and House Howell in matrimony is a great honor that I dare not pass to another."I nod and he also nods backEveryone arrive at the front and stand at their respective places as we had rehearsed. The moment
I look at my Patek Philippe Nautilus watch before getting up to start dressing up. Just as I put on my tuxedo jacket, someone knocks on my door."Come in," Eric answers Timothy enters, already dressed for the occasion."The guests have arrived. The ceremony will begin soon." He saysI nod and reply,"We're ready. We'll be out soon." He nods and leavesEric finishes buttoning his tux before turning to me. He looks at me critically as he brushes something off my satin lapel and straightens my bowtie."Hmm..." He says satisfactorily before taking a step back. "Hair– on point. Skin– flawless. Tux– immaculate. Shoes– nice pair, they really compliment your outfit. All in all, you look good, man. Your bride will fall in love with you all over again."I smile at his compliment."What about the ring? Do you have it?" I ask to be sure he hasn't forgotten."I have it right here." He replies with a nod, patting on the area it is resting inside his tux. I exhale and nod"Then shall we?" He
Instead of going back to sleep like I tell him, he groans and slumps back into bed."Ugh!... C'mon, don't be a bitch about this."I scoff, looking at him in disbelief."Who's the bitch here? You're obviously tired and need to rest. I'm allowing you to do that but you can't see my good intentions." I guess he thinks I was being sarcastic when I apologized for disturbing his sleep.He sighs and gets out of bed then go to the wet bar. There, he gets a bottle of water and gulps it down in one go. "Now I'm awake..." He says before asking me, "Water?""Yeah, sure," I replyHe hands me the water before going to sit on the sofa."Alright, tell me about your anxiety attack.""I can't sleep. I thought I mentioned that earlier." ''Why can't you sleep?""How the hell am I supposed to know? I just can't!" I know I sounded defensive right now. That's because I know this conversation would end up with him poking fun at me."I wouldn't have found sleep difficult if I was at Alpha's mansion. My m
Two weeks laterThor's POV 1:10 am! I glare in disbelief at the digital clock on my bedside drawer as if it's its fault that time chooses to be moving at a snail's pace today of all days. It was 12:49 the last time I checked, I can't believe that only nineteen minutes had gone by since then."Ugh!" I growl and slump back in bed as I recall all the advice I got yesterday from all the females around me. (that did not include my mate, mind you. I haven't spoken to her in two days because of some Howell's wedding tradition)"You should go to bed early, Alpha," Lily said as they were about to leave for Night Howlers Pack. (They are Ash's maids and matron of honor.)"Yes, you should." Carla chipped in, nodding, before I could ask Lily why she wanted me to go to bed early. "Poor sleep can lead to breakouts, you know?" "Breakouts?" I asked, looking at both of them with interest."Yes, breakout. Believe me, Alpha, you don't want that..." Clarita replied, looking appalled as she shook her he
I step out of the lobby's revolving door and frantically look around me. I don't see him anywhere but his essence is stronger. He's definitely here."Ma'am..." A voice questioningly calls and I turn around to see Jeremy, one of my security details that comes from my Dad. I wonder where he sprang from? "Have you seen the Alpha– I mean my mate?" I say, handing him my backpack."No, ma'am, I haven't." He replies, looking in the parking lot's direction."Yeah, maybe he's just arriving," I say and hurry towards the place. When the parking lot becomes visible, I smile when I see him leaning on his car reading a book. Immediately, he turned in my direction and grinned as if he knew I was coming. I know it's because he smells my essence.I run, speedily closing the gap between us, and then jump into his arms, tightly wrapping myself around him like a koala bear hugging a tree."Oh, hi, monkey." He says, chuckling.I laugh, slightly pulling away from him "Hello, monkey's husband," I say. "
Twelve weeks later"Prom is more than a dance, Miss Reynolds. It is also used to celebrate and honor students who excel in academics, athletics, and extracurricular activities..." Mrs Jones, my homeroom teacher, lectures me. "Even though you're only spending this term with us, your excellent performance has made you popular among the teachers. You're also loved by not just your peers but also your juniors. Even though you're a new student, they voted for you to be on the prom court, and with what I've been hearing on the grapevine about you, I'm sure they would vote for you to be this year's Prom Queen. Now, won't they be disappointed if they find out you don't want to be part of the event? It would be a shame if..."'Would it? Aren't you over-exaggerating?' I think as I continue to listen to her drone on and on. Contrary to what she's been saying. As far as I know and can see, no one truly cares about anyone amongst my peers in Apex Academy. Most of them are rich, pompous, opportu
"You didn't have your wolf and you weren't aware of my existence. I just recently figured it out myself. That was why I said earlier that a lot of things about our bond recently became clear to me. Even though I was made aware of our mate bond, I didn't know it was such a big deal. Uncle Elias also didn't see it as such; otherwise, he wouldn't have gotten me a girl on my birthday. Only The Seer knew. Knowing he's one of our number one fans, I guessed he also didn't make a big deal out of me being with other women before I met you because he knew the connection between us was not complete. You were too young. You were six years old when I was sixteen..." It suddenly feels as if I've been slapped in the face with the difference in our age. Damnit! Why didn't I think about that before!? Now that he called my attention to it, I feel I've been insensitive. To think I was eight years old when he was eighteen! An eight-year-old child is too young to shift to their wolves and has no busines
"About us..." He replies, and my body stiffens. "About what happened before you left for Hill-backside." "But I thought everything was fine now. We are fine now so why do we still need to discuss that?" I say and want to stand up, but from his lap, he prevents me, holding me in place. "Please..." He says, looking at me soulfully I exhale "I just don't see any reason why we should talk about that. We're fine now, aren't we?... I love you. You love me. Nothing else should matter except that." I say, not knowing if I should confess to him my real reason for not wanting to discuss that matter. Should I tell him I'm afraid to hear what he wants to say? I'm afraid I might not be able to bear it if he tells me how he manipulated his way around our mate bond? Should I let him know I would rather pretend Delilah never happened than risk hearing about her and not be able to forgive him out of jealousy. How would I let him know that I just want to forget the bad memories. I don't want to di
Even though it bothers me, I'm not really surprised when I return from the bathroom to see Thor in his nightwear, sitting on the sofa far away from the bed. At least now I know without doubt that something is indeed bothering him.He stands when he becomes aware of my presence."Can we have a few words?" He asks seriously and my heart thumps again.I nod. Few words about what? What could be bothering him this much? I wonder as I walk towards him. He doesn't need to say another word before I know what he's about to discuss is very serious. It's written all over his face. "I sensed something was bothering you. What do you want to talk about?" Even though I asked, I dread his reply and hurriedly add"Don't tell me! I don't want to know...""You don't!" He exclaims. "But we really need to...""Okay– but please not right now!..." I plead. "I can tell from your expression that what you want to talk about is serious and I... I don't want to talk about anything serious right now, Thor! Tod