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Author: Mrs.Fernandez
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-01 01:31:44
BRITNEY POV

Hopelessness

I wish there were a word better to describe how I was feeling.

My eyes wandered around the open field, and my hands tightened on a piece of my myrtle I had angrily torn from the bunch Slade gave me.

The myrtle symbolizes love, good luck, and prosperity, but I had none. Maybe I had prosperity, but it was due to my father's affluence.

I lacked what I needed the most.

Love.

Slade had promised me. He had promised to love me until death parted us. I guess I was delusional. Standing in the cathedral wasn't enough. It was not a binding power in the werewolf, and I believe Slade had refused to have a mating ceremony with me because he was sure he'd return to Winter.

How stupid could I have been? Had he been laughing behind me all this while? Did he know all these would happen? I thought I could still have him.

Even after seeing Winter for the first time, I thought Slade was mine, and it would remain that way forever!

I had made a fool of myself.

Fúcking stupid, Britney
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