I blushed relentlessly at his teasing words. "Okay, okay," I raised my hand in surrender. Afterward, I recited a poem I'd written about a firefly yearning for the sun. The poem spoke of longing for something beyond one's reach, and I had no idea why I chose that of all the other options. When I finished, silence descended upon us. I found myself holding my breath, awaiting his review."That was..." Jin began thoughtfully. He paused as though he were searching for the right words. "That was beautiful, Nimue. It conveys a yearning for something more, a yearning for a light that seems impossible to reach. A yearning for a bond that seems… forbidden.”I don't know why his words made me feel exposed or why he emphasized those last words. I got so disorganized that I had to look down and away from him. "You write beautifully," he finally said, taking my chin and bringing my face up.I gulped down hard when his gaze held mine captive. "And you shouldn't underestimate the power of your wor
Jin studied me for a long moment, his golden eyes searching my face. If he was cool with me or getting pissed, his expression sure didn't depict it. "Is that so?" he asked but this time, his voice was devoid of its earlier possessiveness. The sudden shift in his demeanor left me even more lost. One moment he was the all-protective big brother type, the next he was distant and aloof again. "Yes," I whispered, shaking my head profusely. "This... this can't happen again." I had no idea why saying it shouldn't happen again sounded like I was giving a speech at a funeral. I didn't want it to happen again, right? So why did I feel disappointed in myself? Jin tilted his head slightly and I could finally see that his eyes had been graced with emotions. "Why not, Nimue? Did you not enjoy it?" His blunt question sent a blush creeping up my neck. I couldn't deny the definite attraction that had ignited between us, the way my body had melted into his. But logic screamed at me. Logic rem
My cheeks burned like they were on fire. Extremely mad at myself, I averted my gaze, feeling like I just won the award for the perv of the venture. Jin, however, appeared amused. His eyes glinted at me with a smile that reached his eyes for the first time since I knew him. It was as though he was telling me, ‘Caught you staring, little wolf. Enjoyed the kiss, did you? There's always more where that came from...’ Ugh! Nimue! Get it together! I shoved a forkful of food into my mouth, barely tasting it. Yet, I felt incredibly ridiculous. I could still feel Jin’s gaze on me. Every little motion felt dumb now. I had no idea if it was a good idea to put the fork down or have a glass of water. I decided a glass of water would be the best option to gulp down the nervousness in my throat. Thus, I reached out for the crystal jug with the intent of noiselessly pouring myself a glass but my eyes caught Kieran’s disgusted gaze on me. His eyes bored into me with such intensity that made m
There was a kind of sincerity in Jin’s voice that threw me into the depths of confusion. What was that possessiveness in his voice? What did he mean he was sorry he let me fall? Or that he’d fall before watching me do so? I mean, that was sweet but why would he want to feel that way with me? Kieran’s laughter abruptly died down upon seeing what Jin was doing. He watched with narrowed eyes as Jin grasped my hand, and I could have sworn I saw anger ignite in his eyes. What was getting him so pissed? Was it because Jin was helping me up and cutting his entertainment short? If so, to provoke him even further, I took Jin’s hand and allowed myself to be lifted up by this beautiful soul with a matching beautiful face. However, as my hand met with Jin’s, I found it cold against my palm, sending the jitters coursing within me. I couldn't resist getting lost staring into the depths of his eyes, searching for something I couldn't pinpoint in their golden glint. It took Mom’s call for me to
“Young mistress and the Luna will be measured by Viviana here.” Said a male designer who pointed at a female one with red lipstick and a pencil skirt.I was going to advance toward Mom and act my part, yet, seeing the fake smile plastered on her face and how Alpha Viktor was patting her back in a false affection display drove me to the edgeI couldn't take it anymore. I had to get out of there. “I-I’m sorry, but I suddenly feel pressed.” I excused myself and made my way to the bathroom. The cold water on my face did little to calm my racing heart. What was happening? Why did everyone seem to be playing a part in a twisted game?I looked in the mirror, my reflection staring back at me with a look of bewilderment. I was just a pawn in a game I didn't understand. When did my Mom turn this way?Kieran and Alpha Viktor were bad influences.Taking a deep puff, I braced myself and walked back to the fitting room. I had to face them, no matter how difficult it was. As I entered the room, al
It was a new day, a new dawn – and for me, a new chapter in life was about to unfold. Today was my eighteenth birthday. This is a day of a significant rite of passage in our werewolf world - the search for my mate. For me, it was also more. I had the Alpha Council’s order: find my mate or face the consequences. Whatever those consequences were, I had no idea. And to add to the complexity of the day, it was also the day of my mother's wedding to Alpha Viktor. Big Eughhh! I rolled over, trying to ignore the persistent tapping of my inner wolves eager to awaken. Today was the day they would fully emerge, joining me in the world as a whole. They would be fully awakened today and I’d finally be able to use my werewolf abilities. This day was the beginning of more than a new chapter for me. It was the beginning of a new book… if that made sense. "Come on, sleepyhead," Luna whined. How she managed to remain playful despite the gravity of the situation was irkish this time around. "It's
"Mom, don't be sad," I squeezed her hand tighter. "Dad would want you to be happy today." Her eyes were filled with a sadness I couldn't bear. "I know, sweetheart," she whispered. "I miss him terribly."I hated the way her voice was trembling. I didn't realize how all of these were making Mom scared. It made me wonder even further why then she was so hell-bent on proceeding with everything.Anyway, the whole thing was already at a point of no return. Mom had always been strong for me. Time for me to do the same.A lump formed in my throat as I said, “Me too, Mom. But he'd be proud of you. He loved you so much."I couldn't tell her that I had cried all night and had still grieved Dad’s absence this morning before coming to see her. A smile curved her lips. "Thank you, darling. You're so sweet." She took a deep breath. "I want to enjoy this day. For you, for Viktor, and for him."For Viktor? The asshole Alpha? Pfft. I tried hard to bury my irritation and pressed my lips together. “Go
Kieran ~~ These past few days had been filled with me holding my anger in and trying hard not to burst. I didn't need any goddamn fitting and wasn't even going to attend it had I not had a second thought. I was greatly looking forward to finding my mate since it meant I’d be saved from getting caught and Lucille. Eish! If I spent one more month with her, I’d lose my mind. Whatever it took, this time around, I must find my mate tonight. If I lost my position as the Lycan, I lose everything. It meant Jin won. It meant Dad won. It meant the Alpha Council won. No, never. I’d never settle for that. NEVER! Today was the wedding day. The frolic wedding day. Most importantly, it was the night of the mating ceremony as well. Here was another chance for me to find the woman who was going to help me save my status. My Mom wanted me to become the Alpha. I owed it to her to become one. I stood before the mirror, dressed in a black suit. The suit was tight on my physique, bringing out my br