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Forty Six

Author: Goldie
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Damien

The weight of sadness and depression in my heart was enough to drag me down to the lowest I'd ever been. It crushed me like a giant fist, and my world turned upside down.

My heart was heavy with the absence of my love. Every day, I wake up hoping for a miracle, but as time goes by, that flicker of hope dims.

I've searched high and low, leaving no stone unturned, combing through those forests, sleeping at the police stations and border… I tried everything.

The loneliness was drowning me in a sea of emptiness and suffocated me with guilt and regret. How could I have let her slip away?

Work becomes my solace. It's the one thing that kept my mind occupied, preventing me from drowning in my thoughts.

"Good morning, sir," my staff members chorused respectfully, and I ignored them, heading to the private elevator that took me up to the highest floor of my office building.

Alone, I wallowed in self-pity without worrying about prying eyes. The mirror showed my reflection; messy ha
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