As Gracie and I had agreed, I was dressed and ready for a night out by 6 p.m., ready to let loose. I’d chosen a slinky black halter dress that hugged my body and accentuated my curves, reminding me of the confident, bold woman I used to be before I met Matt.
The reflection staring back at me in the mirror looked like a stranger—a bold, beautiful woman I hadn’t seen in a long time. Matt had preferred a more subdued version of me, so I’d molded myself to fit that image. I’d become the perfect, timid mate, trying to be everything he wanted. I should have known I’d never be enough.
A car honk sounded outside, signaling Gracie’s arrival. I grabbed my purse and phone, adjusted the straps on my heels, and headed for the front door. I didn’t bother leaving a message for Matt. He hadn’t been home all day, and frankly, I didn’t care whether he came back or not. All I cared about was getting out.
I spotted Gracie’s car parked outside and made a beeline for it. She rolled down the window, waving and flashing me a grin that brought a small smile to my face.
As soon as I settled into the car, the familiar scent of her lavender perfume filled the air. She gave me a once-over, raising a brow. “Damn, girl, you look smoking hot! If that jerk Matt can’t appreciate you, I’ll find you someone who will, and it’ll be his loss!”
I forced a laugh, though it was half genuine. “Thanks,” I said as I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and fastened my seatbelt. “I just need a distraction tonight.”
She flashed a warm smile, her eyes full of encouragement. “Lucky for you, I’m the queen of distractions.” She winked, flipping her hair over her shoulder playfully. “Let’s hit the club and forget about that jerk—for a few hours, or for eternity. I’m not picky.”
I managed a real smile, ready to welcome any distraction she had to offer. The drive was filled with light chatter—Gracie venting about work and a guy who’d been hitting on her at the training center. By day, she worked at the same company as Matt, owned by his uncle, and in the evenings, she trained as a guard. I marveled at how she managed to juggle it all.
Listening to her talk was a welcome distraction. Between her stories about work and the training center to her singing along with the radio, I felt some of the tension in me begin to dissolve.
But despite her best efforts, my thoughts kept drifting back to Matt, to what I’d overheard, and to Faye.
When we arrived at the club, music was already pulsing through the walls, loud enough to hear from the parking lot. I took a deep breath as we stepped inside, the dim lights and crowded dance floor offering the escape I so needed.
Sweaty bodies moved against one another, the walls vibrating with the beat. People were making out in corners, and the bar itself was hopping, the bartender rushing back and forth, prepping drinks—it was every bit the chaotic scene of a club.
Following Gracie’s lead, we headed straight to the bar, wedging our way between patrons. She ordered two shots of pixie dust tequila—the only thing that could intoxicate wolves—before I could protest.
“Drink up,” she insisted, pressing a glass into my hand. “We’re getting wasted tonight.”
I pulled a face, hesitant. Getting wasted wasn’t exactly my plan; I tended to do foolish things when drunk. But when she gave me a pointed look, I sighed and surrendered. The effects would only last a few hours due to our fast metabolism, so maybe it wasn’t the world’s worst idea.
Tipping my head back, I downed the shot in one go, the burn sliding down my throat.
And damn, it felt right.
I’d never been much of a drinker. Back with my old pack, I didn’t drink at all. When I joined the New Moon Pack, I started because Matt brought me along to all kinds of events, but even then, I kept it light.
It was for the best, considering he’d always end up wasted. I drank less so I could get us home safely and keep him from doing anything he’d regret. Because of that, my tolerance had only improved slightly. But tonight, downing three shots in a row, I knew I was in for a long, possibly wild night.Gracie didn’t say a word, just drank alongside me. After a while, once I’d finally stopped, she leaned back against the bar, giving me her full attention. “All right,” she said. “Spill, baby girl. What’s going on with you and Matt? What did he do this time? Or is someone else giving you trouble?”
I bit my lip, hesitating. Where could I even start without looking like a complete fool? Finally, I swallowed the lump in my throat and said, “It’s Matt,” my voice barely audible over the loud music, my eyes stinging with unshed tears.
Gracie scoffed, clicking her tongue in frustration. “Of course, it’s that asshole,” she muttered, lifting a hand as if to punctuate her words. “He’s always been the problem in your life. What did he do now? Just how badly did he mess up this time?”
I nervously held her gaze, fearing what she’d think of me. But this was Gracie—the reason I’d called her was because I knew she wouldn’t judge me, no matter what. So I decided to rip off the band-aid. I swallowed thickly, my voice barely holding steady. “He’s been lying to me all this time,” I whispered, hating how fragile I sounded. “He’s been using me. All those blood donations—it was all for her.”
“Her?” Gracie frowned, confusion flashing in her eyes. “Who’s ‘her’?”
“Faye,” I replied, the name tasting bitter. “His coworker. He’s been giving my blood to her… for two years.”
“Hold on—wait a second!” She sat up, her back straight. “You mean he’s been taking your blood for another woman, for Fay?” Gracie’s expression darkened, anger flashing in her eyes. She clenched her fists, fury rolling off her. “That fake little bimbo. I never liked her at work. The two of them are always together, but I never imagined it was like this, that he’s been cheating on you with her.”
Her words might have comforted me if I weren’t in the midst of hating myself. “And he’s been using you for blood for her?” she asked, her voice laced with disbelief.“She’s sick, and apparently, my blood is the only thing that can help her—or maybe I’m just the only one stupid enough for them to keep draining.”
Gracie shook her head, a frown tugging at her lips. “I always thought it was weird, you donating blood so often. I’ve never heard of that being done to a rogue. But since Matt’s the Beta, I didn’t want to question it—and I knew you’d probably defend him, anyway.”
“He’s been lying to me all along,” I whispered, my voice hoarse. “He’s treated me like a fool and a tool, a means to get blood for her. Nothing more. He said it himself.”
“That damn piece of shit,” she muttered. “He doesn’t even deserve to breathe the same air as you.”
I shrugged helplessly. “I don’t know what to do,” I admitted. “I’ve wasted two years of my life on him.”
“No, no, no, you haven’t,” she insisted, placing her hands on my shoulders, forcing me to meet her gaze. “You learned from this, Leila. You grew. Don’t think of it as wasted time. But you definitely deserve way better than him.”
“I feel trapped.”
“Then we’ll find a way to get you out,” she said firmly. “But for now”—she placed another shot in front of me—“we drink our problems away.”
The nightclub’s music thumped through my body, but all I could focus on was the haze in my head. How did I end up here? Oh, right—Matt. His lies, his excuses, all his fake promises. “Working for his uncle” or “expanding his business”? Yeah, sure. He was probably with her. Just the thought made me throw back another drink, trying to drown out the anger.Was he with her now? Laughing, touching her? My chest tightened. I needed to stop thinking about him.I had thought that Matt would be the one. He seemed so gentel and kind, but I guess that wasn’t the case. After this, I felt like never falling in love again.Gracie grabbed my hand and pulled me to the dance floor. “Come on!” she shouted over the music. I followed her, letting the beat take over. For a moment, I could forget. The crowd, the rhythm—it all blurred together, and I felt like myself again.After a while, I left the dance floor, the drinks catching up to me. On my way back, I crashed into someone—hard. My ankle twisted, and
The air in the room is heavy with the scent of our bodies merged together, the tension between us so thick and suffocating it filled every space of the room. His hands wee every where, sliding over the bare skin of my thighs and pushing the hem of my dress as his lips became more intense, kissing me deeply, and his scent overwhelming me as a whole, stealing every bit of rational sense left in me.I was left with no thought but that of him in that very moment, his body on mine, his intoxicating sense that drowned me in him. His lips moving on mine were rough, insistent, and I let myself drown in it…in him too.I am not sure how we ended up in one of the rooms at the club, a vip room I supposed but my brain was too much of a mess and a haze for me to recall exactly how the events escalated. One minute we were kissing in the hallway, and the next, my back was hitting the bed as he hovered above me, his entire being taking me away to nirvana. Most of the alcohol was out of my system by t
Matt: Reply me immediately you see my messages.Matt: I mean it, Leila.If I was not in my right senses up until a while ago, and I am not, the messages cleared the entire fog of lust on me. My stomach twisted in uncomfortable knots, and the surge of desire vanished as cold clarity dawned on me on what I was just about to do.Fuck, what was I just about to do? What was I doing? I was about to cross a line, a line that I could not come back from. No matter how upset I am, I should not have stooped down to Matt’s level, this cannot be the answer. Two wrongs do not make a right.I hesitated, my breath uneven as I looked back at the man. His eyes were on my phone, his expression hardening and growing even more colder than ever. There was a flick of something that masked his expression, almost like a realization suddenly dawned on him and almost as my touch burned him, he withdrew his hands back, his intensity cooling.Without a word or so much as a look spared in my direction, he straight
LEILA MILLER The morning might filtered through the opened windows as I stepped into my house with Matt of two years. Except today, the usual enthusiasm and affection I had for this place I had poured my all into making it my home is no longer there, and in it's stead, the weight of everything from last night weighed me down as well as everything that has happened in the past few days as well. My head is throbbing, a full reminder of the mistake I had almost made last night. I had not gotten a wink of sleep last night entirely, simply tossing and turning in Gracie's Bed where I had seemed shelter the night before, not wanting to return to this place with my thoughts scattered all over like that. Despite Matt's message, I could not stand to look at him or seal with anything that has to do with him in any form last night really, especially not while still under the influence of alcohol. Now though, as I walked into the room, something within me has shifted, more like a fierce de
LEILA MILLER He move closer to me his presence shadowing over mine as he closed the distance between us. Before I could react and prepare myself for what he will throw my way, he took a hold of my arm in a bruising grip, and the shoved me hard against the wall nearest to us.A gasp escaped my lips as pain registered from where he gripped, and from the impact of my back being pressed against the wall. Panic flared within me, especially when I saw his eyes glow and it grew even more when I gent his other hand move to my dress, tugging the fabric roughly with care to my feelings it appears."What the hell are you doing, Matt?!" I claimed, the surge of panic within me growing as I struggled against him but he was stronger than I am, especially since my body is now greatly weakened.I could see the anger flaring in his eyes, it was clear as day." You really think you can say whatever it is you want to me and gt things done your way?" he hissed, his hand still fumbling with my dress, his m
LEILA MILLERPerhaps, I should thank Matt’s uncle’s sudden arrival because Matt’s grip loosened as the words register, and then, he stepped back, his eyes narrowing as if trying to maintain his composure but barely getting a grasp of it, I could tell from the way his shoulders were still stiff and his expression hard as steel.“Get dressed properly,” He said, his voice and tone as cold as it could ever be, devoid of any form of warmth. “We should not leave my Uncle waiting for long.” Of course, Matt would never want to upset his Uncle so of course he would need me to act in place and not out of it.I could only nod though, grateful for any form of distraction that would take Matt’s attention off me, even if it happens to be in the form of his Uncle. My fingers trembled as I rushed to pull back my dress, fixing it so it covers my body while smoothing it down. Matt had never been tis violent before. He was not exactly the calmest when pissed, but I have never seen him lose his calm like
LEILA MILLER I froze, my breath caught in my throat as the words registered, vibrating through my entire being. Mate? No, that can not be. So this is what my wolf has been trying to tell me since last night but I blocked her out. She was trying to tell me that the stranger I am with is my mate. I have been with Matt for years, there was attraction and love on my part certainly, but there was never something like this. This felt different. The lull the magnetic force drawing me to Sebastian, it as undeniable. My wolf has never said something while sounding so sure, so certain like this time around, and as much as I wanted to deny it, I too could feel it. My mate is none other than Matt's Uncle, Alpha Sebastian Salvatore Dr Luca. Fuck, fuck, and Fuck. Sebastian's cool gaze met mine, his expression impossible to read and for a split second I wondered if he knew, if he could feel the same thing I am feeling and if he knew we were mates. But there was no flicker of recognition in his e
LEILA MILLEROne minute i was standing outside trying to make sense of every thing that has happened, and the next Matt appeared out of nowhere, took a bruising grip of my wrist and dragged me to the nearest empty room in sight, practically shoving me into it. The room was darker than i had expected, something i have never done well with and as such, i could feel the nerves growing almost immediately.The moment he slammed the door behind him, cutting any source of light that could penetrate, it felt as though all the light in the room was drained out of the space, leaving it with a suffocating feeling. My heart hammered behind my ribcage, a loud thud that i feared even he could hear. I did not need to see his face to be able to tell he was fucking angry--i could feel the fury rolling off him in waves. His footsteps were slow and measured as he trudged in my direction, closing the distance between us. The nager from him filled the space of the room, like a predator ready to talk his
LEILA MILLER.His words brought me out of the trance I was lost in for a moment, and then I blinked, my lips parted as I released a shaky breath. My eyes then narrowed at him, though I did not exactly push him away. "You did not answer my questions," I pointed out.He hummed, as if he was aware of it. And then, one of his hands went to my waist, slipping under the shirt so his bare hands touched my bare skin, and I found myself swallowing down a lump, suddenly beginning to feel hot all over again--and judging from the look on his face, he is very much aware of it. "How was your night?" He asked in that same husky tone. "How are you feeling now?"I sighed, but decided to answer after all. "I am fine," I said, trying to keep my expression blank. "But you need to leave," I said, "I have to go to work, and you do as well." I saw the time on the clock earlier, it already is past eight in the morning--making us both late for work.But here we are, acting as if we do not have work to head to
LEILA MILLER.I let out a sigh as I opened my eyes, only to be greeted by the faint glow of light peeking through the drapes. As I drew the pillow in my arms closer to me, I closed my eyes once again and let out another sigh of relief and satisfaction. However, I stopped when I smelled something.Taking another smell of the scent emanating from the pillow, my eyes sprung wide, and sure enough, it was Sebastian's... I was reminded of everything that had happened the previous evening, as though the aroma had opened the gates to memories that came flooding in almost instantly. From his picking me up from work to the fundraiser dinner, to dress shopping at Lerouxe, and even sleeping together.I clenched my eyes shut immediately, silently screaming in my head as I realized I had slept with Sebastian after all. Blood rushed to my cheeks as I buried myself under the pile of duvet before I realized there was no point in regretting really. What is done is done, and though I still feel like sma
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCA.I caved into my desires after all. I was not sure what was the final breaking point for me exactly. Was it from being ignored by her throughout the night since the mention of Anastasia? Or was it when I saw her being hit on by that drunk man? I am not sure exactly, it could be it all to be honest.But as we sat in that car, on the way back to her house, I held onto the very last thread of patience I have before I would do something i definitely would not regret. Her scent was too strong, it was messing with my senses. I could not stare at her, I dared not to because by doing so I would be losing that bit of composure I have always prided myself in having.I could feel her gaze on me occaionally, but i forced myself to keep my gaze out there, exhaling a few calming breaths to myself. As much as it was torture itself, I still wished the ride was longer because way too sooner than I would have liked, the car pulled up in front of her apartment, and she stepp
LEILA MILLER.Not in the least bit able to think clearly. Sebastian devoured my lips so quickly that I had little time to respond, and I was forced to yield to his touches.The only thing that came to me in the hazy mess that was Sebastian was his kisses, his touch, and the way he made me feel hot and fuzzy inside. When I tried to kiss him back, I was unable to equal the passion of his kisses, but I was able to free my hands from his and wrap them around his neck.I knew that I should keep my distance, pull away, and keep him at arm's length, but none of those things mattered to me in this situation. I am not sure whether I was caving in because I am too caught up in lust, or whether my heart was starting to sway to him but I knew one thing for sure: I am craving his touch, intensely so.So, I melted in his arms, throwing away all those thoughts that were making me second guess the situation, and simply caved into the passionate kiss. Sebastian's lips finally left mine, allowing me t
LEILA MILLER With one hand holding onto the stranger’s hand, Sebastian pulled me behind him with his other hand, so his body was shielding me from the man. He towered over the man, his hand twisting his arm in a position that is certain to be anything but comfortable, judging from the look of pain that took over the man’s features. He was quick to start pleading, “Look, bro, I am sorry, I did not know she is with you. Please. Let go.” Sebastian twisted his arm further, and even I started to feel bad for the man because I cannot imagine my hand being twisted in such direction. I could not see Sebastian’s face, but when he parted his lips to speak, I could detect the fury in it. His voice had dropped octaves lower so only the three of us could hear, and there was a low growl in his voice that I knew his wolf is about to show. “Or what?” Sebastian repeated his earlier words to me, as he stepped closer to him, the man’s body shaking. And then I heard it. The sickening sound of b
LEILA MILLER After Sebastian won that bid, the bidding continued with other displayed items but none caught my attention again. If anything, my mood has dampened significantly, an unwanted thought crossing that mind that what if, Sebastian got the set for that Anastasia of his. I intended to keep her issue out of my mind, I truly do. However, it just kept coming back, and in the process, ruining my mood. At one point, I decided I needed a break from the environment there, and so, pushed my seat back in an attempt to get up. Sebastian’s voice came finally, stopping me. “Where are you going?” He grumbled, his voice low, though still not sparing me a glance. I wanted to ignore him, but something in me did not allow me to. So, I found myself responding. “The restroom.” I said simply. He did not respond, or even acknowledge me, making my frown deepen. Sighing, I threw him a slightly pointed look, before I got out of seat and then walked out of the hall, asking one of the waiters
LEILA MILLER.Anastasia. The name of the lady that has apparently been by Sebastian’s side for the longest time. I felt the way his body stiffened beside mine when the name was mentioned, and the visible change of the air around us.Through the corner of my eyes, I watched his expression hardened, and my own lips curled downwards into a frown as the tension began to set in. Opposite me, the expression on Mrs. Robert’s face showed that was exactly what she wanted, it was the reaction she wanted to get from him.Sebastian’s response however threw her off balance, and before she could find her footing or her husband offer to aid her, Sebastian pulled me away from them, leading us towards the designated table for us as the event was about to officially start.It was not intentional. It really was not. But the mention of the lady served as a wake up call to me. That the short moment we shared earlier at Lerouxe is nothing more than just an illusion, and I am yet again reminded of the actua
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE.Leila looks absolutely beautiful, etheral even. That much I have to confess.Now thinking back, I do not think there was ever a time where i did not find her to be beautiful. The first time I saw her at the club, the time i saw her with Matt at the pack house, and the time I saw her with Dylan a few days ago after six months. She looked beautiful every single time, I just could not bring myself to accept that someone I held such a grudge against and had a bad impression of could look that beautiful in my eyes.I could also not accept that this beautiful woman, was my mate and I let her go.My wolf craves to be close to her again, despite my rational side struggling to accept it all. I admit, I am interested in knowing her now too, especially since knowing what happened between her and Matt truly but it does not change the fact that she is still a stranger to me, and all I feel towards her in this moment is an irrisistable attraction that stems from my Wolf's own f
LEILA MILLER.As Sebastian stepped in front of me, I swallowed a lump because I could smell his euphoric cologne, which only he found odd. Despite my heart pounding behind my ribs, I forced myself to ignore it and maintained eye contact with him."So?" I am surprised by how calm and strong my voice came out as I held his gaze. "Do I look representable enough now?" I arched a brow.The corner of his lips tilted upwards slightly, an action so faint I almost did not notice it. Then, in a swift move i did not expect in the slightest, he reached out, took a hold of my arm and then turned me around so my back was facing him.The sudden motion had my heart thumping beneath my ribs caused me to let out a small yelp. Now that I am facing the mirror that used to be behind me, I can see that my cheeks are flushed, and he stands tall behind me, a commanding presence that somehow, in such close contact, gave me a sense of security. His hand slid out to grab my hair and move it to one side, resting