As Gracie and I had agreed, I was dressed and ready for a night out by 6 p.m., ready to let loose. I’d chosen a slinky black halter dress that hugged my body and accentuated my curves, reminding me of the confident, bold woman I used to be before I met Matt.
The reflection staring back at me in the mirror looked like a stranger—a bold, beautiful woman I hadn’t seen in a long time. Matt had preferred a more subdued version of me, so I’d molded myself to fit that image. I’d become the perfect, timid mate, trying to be everything he wanted. I should have known I’d never be enough.
A car honk sounded outside, signaling Gracie’s arrival. I grabbed my purse and phone, adjusted the straps on my heels, and headed for the front door. I didn’t bother leaving a message for Matt. He hadn’t been home all day, and frankly, I didn’t care whether he came back or not. All I cared about was getting out.
I spotted Gracie’s car parked outside and made a beeline for it. She rolled down the window, waving and flashing me a grin that brought a small smile to my face.
As soon as I settled into the car, the familiar scent of her lavender perfume filled the air. She gave me a once-over, raising a brow. “Damn, girl, you look smoking hot! If that jerk Matt can’t appreciate you, I’ll find you someone who will, and it’ll be his loss!”
I forced a laugh, though it was half genuine. “Thanks,” I said as I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and fastened my seatbelt. “I just need a distraction tonight.”
She flashed a warm smile, her eyes full of encouragement. “Lucky for you, I’m the queen of distractions.” She winked, flipping her hair over her shoulder playfully. “Let’s hit the club and forget about that jerk—for a few hours, or for eternity. I’m not picky.”
I managed a real smile, ready to welcome any distraction she had to offer. The drive was filled with light chatter—Gracie venting about work and a guy who’d been hitting on her at the training center. By day, she worked at the same company as Matt, owned by his uncle, and in the evenings, she trained as a guard. I marveled at how she managed to juggle it all.
Listening to her talk was a welcome distraction. Between her stories about work and the training center to her singing along with the radio, I felt some of the tension in me begin to dissolve.
But despite her best efforts, my thoughts kept drifting back to Matt, to what I’d overheard, and to Faye.
When we arrived at the club, music was already pulsing through the walls, loud enough to hear from the parking lot. I took a deep breath as we stepped inside, the dim lights and crowded dance floor offering the escape I so needed.
Sweaty bodies moved against one another, the walls vibrating with the beat. People were making out in corners, and the bar itself was hopping, the bartender rushing back and forth, prepping drinks—it was every bit the chaotic scene of a club.
Following Gracie’s lead, we headed straight to the bar, wedging our way between patrons. She ordered two shots of pixie dust tequila—the only thing that could intoxicate wolves—before I could protest.
“Drink up,” she insisted, pressing a glass into my hand. “We’re getting wasted tonight.”
I pulled a face, hesitant. Getting wasted wasn’t exactly my plan; I tended to do foolish things when drunk. But when she gave me a pointed look, I sighed and surrendered. The effects would only last a few hours due to our fast metabolism, so maybe it wasn’t the world’s worst idea.
Tipping my head back, I downed the shot in one go, the burn sliding down my throat.
And damn, it felt right.
I’d never been much of a drinker. Back with my old pack, I didn’t drink at all. When I joined the New Moon Pack, I started because Matt brought me along to all kinds of events, but even then, I kept it light.
It was for the best, considering he’d always end up wasted. I drank less so I could get us home safely and keep him from doing anything he’d regret. Because of that, my tolerance had only improved slightly. But tonight, downing three shots in a row, I knew I was in for a long, possibly wild night.Gracie didn’t say a word, just drank alongside me. After a while, once I’d finally stopped, she leaned back against the bar, giving me her full attention. “All right,” she said. “Spill, baby girl. What’s going on with you and Matt? What did he do this time? Or is someone else giving you trouble?”
I bit my lip, hesitating. Where could I even start without looking like a complete fool? Finally, I swallowed the lump in my throat and said, “It’s Matt,” my voice barely audible over the loud music, my eyes stinging with unshed tears.
Gracie scoffed, clicking her tongue in frustration. “Of course, it’s that asshole,” she muttered, lifting a hand as if to punctuate her words. “He’s always been the problem in your life. What did he do now? Just how badly did he mess up this time?”
I nervously held her gaze, fearing what she’d think of me. But this was Gracie—the reason I’d called her was because I knew she wouldn’t judge me, no matter what. So I decided to rip off the band-aid. I swallowed thickly, my voice barely holding steady. “He’s been lying to me all this time,” I whispered, hating how fragile I sounded. “He’s been using me. All those blood donations—it was all for her.”
“Her?” Gracie frowned, confusion flashing in her eyes. “Who’s ‘her’?”
“Faye,” I replied, the name tasting bitter. “His coworker. He’s been giving my blood to her… for two years.”
“Hold on—wait a second!” She sat up, her back straight. “You mean he’s been taking your blood for another woman, for Fay?” Gracie’s expression darkened, anger flashing in her eyes. She clenched her fists, fury rolling off her. “That fake little bimbo. I never liked her at work. The two of them are always together, but I never imagined it was like this, that he’s been cheating on you with her.”
Her words might have comforted me if I weren’t in the midst of hating myself. “And he’s been using you for blood for her?” she asked, her voice laced with disbelief.“She’s sick, and apparently, my blood is the only thing that can help her—or maybe I’m just the only one stupid enough for them to keep draining.”
Gracie shook her head, a frown tugging at her lips. “I always thought it was weird, you donating blood so often. I’ve never heard of that being done to a rogue. But since Matt’s the Beta, I didn’t want to question it—and I knew you’d probably defend him, anyway.”
“He’s been lying to me all along,” I whispered, my voice hoarse. “He’s treated me like a fool and a tool, a means to get blood for her. Nothing more. He said it himself.”
“That damn piece of shit,” she muttered. “He doesn’t even deserve to breathe the same air as you.”
I shrugged helplessly. “I don’t know what to do,” I admitted. “I’ve wasted two years of my life on him.”
“No, no, no, you haven’t,” she insisted, placing her hands on my shoulders, forcing me to meet her gaze. “You learned from this, Leila. You grew. Don’t think of it as wasted time. But you definitely deserve way better than him.”
“I feel trapped.”
“Then we’ll find a way to get you out,” she said firmly. “But for now”—she placed another shot in front of me—“we drink our problems away.”
The nightclub’s music thumped through my body, but all I could focus on was the haze in my head. How did I end up here? Oh, right—Matt. His lies, his excuses, all his fake promises. “Working for his uncle” or “expanding his business”? Yeah, sure. He was probably with her. Just the thought made me throw back another drink, trying to drown out the anger.Was he with her now? Laughing, touching her? My chest tightened. I needed to stop thinking about him.I had thought that Matt would be the one. He seemed so gentel and kind, but I guess that wasn’t the case. After this, I felt like never falling in love again.Gracie grabbed my hand and pulled me to the dance floor. “Come on!” she shouted over the music. I followed her, letting the beat take over. For a moment, I could forget. The crowd, the rhythm—it all blurred together, and I felt like myself again.After a while, I left the dance floor, the drinks catching up to me. On my way back, I crashed into someone—hard. My ankle twisted, and
The air in the room is heavy with the scent of our bodies merged together, the tension between us so thick and suffocating it filled every space of the room. His hands wee every where, sliding over the bare skin of my thighs and pushing the hem of my dress as his lips became more intense, kissing me deeply, and his scent overwhelming me as a whole, stealing every bit of rational sense left in me.I was left with no thought but that of him in that very moment, his body on mine, his intoxicating sense that drowned me in him. His lips moving on mine were rough, insistent, and I let myself drown in it…in him too.I am not sure how we ended up in one of the rooms at the club, a vip room I supposed but my brain was too much of a mess and a haze for me to recall exactly how the events escalated. One minute we were kissing in the hallway, and the next, my back was hitting the bed as he hovered above me, his entire being taking me away to nirvana. Most of the alcohol was out of my system by t
Matt: Reply me immediately you see my messages.Matt: I mean it, Leila.If I was not in my right senses up until a while ago, and I am not, the messages cleared the entire fog of lust on me. My stomach twisted in uncomfortable knots, and the surge of desire vanished as cold clarity dawned on me on what I was just about to do.Fuck, what was I just about to do? What was I doing? I was about to cross a line, a line that I could not come back from. No matter how upset I am, I should not have stooped down to Matt’s level, this cannot be the answer. Two wrongs do not make a right.I hesitated, my breath uneven as I looked back at the man. His eyes were on my phone, his expression hardening and growing even more colder than ever. There was a flick of something that masked his expression, almost like a realization suddenly dawned on him and almost as my touch burned him, he withdrew his hands back, his intensity cooling.Without a word or so much as a look spared in my direction, he straight
LEILA MILLER The morning might filtered through the opened windows as I stepped into my house with Matt of two years. Except today, the usual enthusiasm and affection I had for this place I had poured my all into making it my home is no longer there, and in it's stead, the weight of everything from last night weighed me down as well as everything that has happened in the past few days as well. My head is throbbing, a full reminder of the mistake I had almost made last night. I had not gotten a wink of sleep last night entirely, simply tossing and turning in Gracie's Bed where I had seemed shelter the night before, not wanting to return to this place with my thoughts scattered all over like that. Despite Matt's message, I could not stand to look at him or seal with anything that has to do with him in any form last night really, especially not while still under the influence of alcohol. Now though, as I walked into the room, something within me has shifted, more like a fierce de
LEILA MILLER He move closer to me his presence shadowing over mine as he closed the distance between us. Before I could react and prepare myself for what he will throw my way, he took a hold of my arm in a bruising grip, and the shoved me hard against the wall nearest to us.A gasp escaped my lips as pain registered from where he gripped, and from the impact of my back being pressed against the wall. Panic flared within me, especially when I saw his eyes glow and it grew even more when I gent his other hand move to my dress, tugging the fabric roughly with care to my feelings it appears."What the hell are you doing, Matt?!" I claimed, the surge of panic within me growing as I struggled against him but he was stronger than I am, especially since my body is now greatly weakened.I could see the anger flaring in his eyes, it was clear as day." You really think you can say whatever it is you want to me and gt things done your way?" he hissed, his hand still fumbling with my dress, his m
LEILA MILLERPerhaps, I should thank Matt’s uncle’s sudden arrival because Matt’s grip loosened as the words register, and then, he stepped back, his eyes narrowing as if trying to maintain his composure but barely getting a grasp of it, I could tell from the way his shoulders were still stiff and his expression hard as steel.“Get dressed properly,” He said, his voice and tone as cold as it could ever be, devoid of any form of warmth. “We should not leave my Uncle waiting for long.” Of course, Matt would never want to upset his Uncle so of course he would need me to act in place and not out of it.I could only nod though, grateful for any form of distraction that would take Matt’s attention off me, even if it happens to be in the form of his Uncle. My fingers trembled as I rushed to pull back my dress, fixing it so it covers my body while smoothing it down. Matt had never been tis violent before. He was not exactly the calmest when pissed, but I have never seen him lose his calm like
LEILA MILLER I froze, my breath caught in my throat as the words registered, vibrating through my entire being. Mate? No, that can not be. So this is what my wolf has been trying to tell me since last night but I blocked her out. She was trying to tell me that the stranger I am with is my mate. I have been with Matt for years, there was attraction and love on my part certainly, but there was never something like this. This felt different. The lull the magnetic force drawing me to Sebastian, it as undeniable. My wolf has never said something while sounding so sure, so certain like this time around, and as much as I wanted to deny it, I too could feel it. My mate is none other than Matt's Uncle, Alpha Sebastian Salvatore Dr Luca. Fuck, fuck, and Fuck. Sebastian's cool gaze met mine, his expression impossible to read and for a split second I wondered if he knew, if he could feel the same thing I am feeling and if he knew we were mates. But there was no flicker of recognition in his e
LEILA MILLEROne minute i was standing outside trying to make sense of every thing that has happened, and the next Matt appeared out of nowhere, took a bruising grip of my wrist and dragged me to the nearest empty room in sight, practically shoving me into it. The room was darker than i had expected, something i have never done well with and as such, i could feel the nerves growing almost immediately.The moment he slammed the door behind him, cutting any source of light that could penetrate, it felt as though all the light in the room was drained out of the space, leaving it with a suffocating feeling. My heart hammered behind my ribcage, a loud thud that i feared even he could hear. I did not need to see his face to be able to tell he was fucking angry--i could feel the fury rolling off him in waves. His footsteps were slow and measured as he trudged in my direction, closing the distance between us. The nager from him filled the space of the room, like a predator ready to talk his
LEILA MILLER Everyone in the hall clapped in acknowledgement, but I think I broke some people because they all seemed too frozen in their position in shock. Two people in particular. One, Matt fucking Wilde. And two, Sebastian asshole de Luca. Oh and of course, Anastasia who watched with a mouth that fell open, it nearly touched the ground. If I was close, I would have reached out and helped her close it because with the way it was wide open, something might actually fly into it. Though I think I would love to see her face as she chokes really. I ignored them, grinning as Pa turned around to face me. “My princess,” he started, “My daughter. Happy birthday.” He reached out and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into his embrace. “Thank you, Pa,” I leaned into his embrace, loving how secure and protected I felt being in his arms. And then he pulled back after a while, Ma coming in next as she pulled into her embrace. “Happy birthday, honey.” She said, giving my back a pat.
LEILA MILLER.Pa's words had everyone keeping shut, the entire hall becoming so quiet, a pin drop could be heard. It turned still, breaths held in anticipation, as curious eyes looked around the room, as if the birthday girl would mysteriously show up. I pushed Sebastian away from me, my heart hammering behind my ribcage so loudly I feared he would be able to hear it, and thankfully, he did not hold back, letting me get back up on my feet though his strong arms remained around me to ensure I was standing on my feet steadily. But, he did not move away, and instead stood beside me, almost protectively. My gaze fell on a fuming Anastasia who tried to fake a smile on her face but it was not working.She was rather glaring between Sebastian and I. Still, she forced a smile on her face, her lips curling uowards almost robotically before she then parted her lips and said. "Sorry. My hand slipped." She said, her apology half baked.I scoffed. As if. Who is she trying to fool?My scoff seemed
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCA.The Millers sent out an invitation to their birthday party, and they allowed me to take two guards of my choice, and a plus one. Now, rationally, I chose to go with Eric and Drake, leaving Xavier and my Delta to look after the pack. And for a plus one, I really did not want to take anyone. But apparently my health status was still in jeopardy. I did not believe it before, but when I started getting dizzy out of the blue, it became apparent that there might be a need of Anastasia closeby, which was why I had to take her with me as well. I already Drake in the background searching for a good toxicologist doctor as well that would fill in for her. And once I get one, which i am hoping would be soon, I would have, then she would be out of the picture. I could not keep her around any longer, and I know what I am saying. It already is a stretch having her here. The Millers decided to host it at one of their hotel's grand halls, a smarter choice than having a
LEILA MILLER.Truly, why was I not surprised to see her in his arms? She was with him that night as well. I still remember what was said that night at the fundrasing gala, something about them being together before. I guess, they got back together, and I no longer matter. That must have been why he ignored my messages and calls. Great, just great.On the other hand, I could feel Matt's piercing gaze on me as well, but that was the least of my concerns. I moved my gaze away from either of them, holding my head up as Ian and I walked past them, and we made our way to a table amidst theirs, one where I spotted the Abbot name tag sitting there nestled perfectly. My brows drew in surprise, and I found myself leaning forth to ask him. "Who are you exactly?" I could not help but ask, because by all indications, he is a very important person to get front row seat, but I could not remember where I must have heard his name before or heard of him.Ian folded his lips in for a moment. "Yeah, a
LEILA MILLERRecognition dawned on me as I remembered the familiar face and scent, the memory of our meetup clicking in my head like missing puzzles of a jigsaw. It was as if something in my mind clicked, and in an instant, I was taken back to where I knew him from, and how we met. The man outside my apartment that day, the one I hid behind when evading my brother’s beta as I ran away. I had only been with him for that brief moment I hid behind him, using him as a shield until I made my way out of the apartment building. We did not even speak, at least I told him that I owe him one, and then ran off before he could say a thing.I did not think much into it, I just thought that if by some chance we run into each other, I owe him one for helping me that day. But of all the places I thought we would ever cross paths, my birthday party was not one of it.What is he doing here? And who is he?My confusion only grew when he offered me a warm smile, and then he helped me get back on my feet
LEILA MILLER.The birthday party was set to take place in on Eid the hotels our company has. They initially wanted to host it at the pack, but they figured it would be a high security risk to allow so many people into our pack lands. So, they decided to have it in the city, which is practically no man’s land, a place where all the guests would feel much more at ease being as well.Ma and Pa left earlier, as they wanted to arrive and welcome the guests first. We were supposed to go with Dylan, but his Beta came to accompany us instead because Dylan apparently had an unexpected work call that came through so he would be joining us later.Gracie seemed a bit disappointed when she heard that but she did not let it show for long. All I could do was offer her smiles of encouragement and assure her that he will be around later, and it will be worth it when she sees his reaction.The drive to the hotel seemed too much longer than I would wanted it to be. Or perhaps I was just too stuck in my
LEILA MILLERBy the time Gracie and I had our makeup and hair done, we had basically transformed into more beautiful versions of ourselves. Personally, I know I am beautiful, and I own it, but in that moment, I could not help but stare at my reflection in awe.Who is that beauty? She’s is so fine.I glanced at Gracie, who was staring at her reflection as well, her lips parting as she fan over herself. She truly looks good. Her usual glow and ambience these past few days was dimmed, making her glow disappear but it was back in that moment.I could tell she felt that as well judging from the way her eyes seemed to have this glint as she stared at herself in awe.I parted my lips, and then threw in an earnest comment. “We are about to have my brother down on his knees.” I stated, because I just know it. I gave her low whistle. “Damn girl, you are getting some tonight, even if I find it disgusting to even think about my brother doing such things…” I shuddered, before I grinned and then ad
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCA."DAMN IT! WHY CAN'T ANY OF YOU FIND HER?!" I yelled, pushing away the content on top of my work desk, sending them flying across the room as I heaved out heavily, my hands tightening around the edge of the table, my knuckles turning white. From behind me, I could feel them exchanging looks amongst themselves. They were quiet for a while, and then Eric's cautious voice came as he took a step forward. "Alpha, she could be well for all we know...""Then why can't you find her?" I snapped, turning around to look at him as I gritted my teeth, my nose flared. "Huh? Why can't any of you find her anywhere if you are so sure she is alright?!" It has been hours since I woke up, and there has not been a single second where my mind was not flooded with the thought of Leila. I went to her house earlier, and I have waited there for a while, but there was no answer on the other end. I had to check in with the receptionist, but she said Leila has not been around in days
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCA.Fuck, I think I might have underestimated those rogues' poison quite a lot, because when it knocked me down, it did so badly.A slight groan escaped my lips as I peeled my eyes open, welcomed by the rays of light coming in through the slightly opened curtains of my room. From what I could tell, it must be morning or afternoon. I tried to move, my whole body feeling weak, as if something was weighing me down. My body was sore, and I cannot remember the last time I felt that way really.I pushed myself to a sitting position, my gaze falling on the digital clock by the side of my bed, only to see the time read 11:00AM. I blinked, trying to push past the grogginess and then get out of the bed, making a direct beeline to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. I stayed back and took a shower as well, to get rid of the sore muscles as I tried to recall my last memory and recollect all that had happened.By the time I was done and made my way back into t