LEILA MILLER I could feel my heart hammering behind my rib cage, my head pounding as Alpha Sebastian’s words lingered in my head. I could not believe it even, it sounded so foreign to my ears that I found myself wondering for a moment if they were playing tricks on me. If this is truly happening…if Alpha Sebastian truly uttered the words of rejection. However, the instant pain that registered as those words escaped his lips was evident enough. It started small, like a flame of fire that started burning and within seconds, it had grown into a ball of pain so big, I felt suffocated. It spread through my entire body, paralyzing me as much as it was suffocating, and I could only find myself struggling to find my breath as I tried to get a hold of it. “I…I…” I parted my lips to speak, but no words were coming out. Tears welled up in my eyes, stemming from both the pain caused by the rejection and my broken heart as well. I felt my knees become weak, threatening to give out on me bu
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCAThe room was dimly lit as i twirled a cup of bourbon in my hand, the liquid in the glas scup glistening under the light it relefcts as my eyes followed its every move, and yet, instead of focusing on the alcohol or its buzz in my system, all i could think of was her.Of my so called mate, or the mate i rejected anyways.Of Leila Miller. Matt's now ex girlfriend and my ex mate as well.I found myslef flicking my eyes eyes shut as memories of her flooded in my head, like a broken casette it played in my mind, replaying the scene that transpired between us starting from that night at the club, that night i had her in my arms and nearly lost control, and would have comitted something i would be terribly regretting now.I am not one to lose control, i never have. And yet, that night, i did, almost entirely.I have always prided myself as a man of honor and patience, never swayed by women, at least not enough to mess with my senses. Indulge in pleasure, sure, but
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCA.She went to the rest room, and i waited outside for her to finish before stepping out. While i stood there, there were a couple of people that stumbled over, both men and women, attempting to go in the direction however, the moment they see me, they all came to their senses and a glare was enough to have them scrambling away, no longer going in the direction.Despite it not being my pack, i doubt there is any one that does not know me. I have businesses here, and i tend to come every once in a while so all the people know who i am, and knew not to mess with me. If you ask me why i chased them from going in while she is there, i cannot say as well. I just felt the need to do it, and so i did.She came out soon enough, and one glance at her, i knew she was hammered. It made sense because drank quite a lot, and by the looks of it, she does not have a high tolerance level for alcohol. Standing in front of her, i even intentionally made her bump into me, and sh
MATT WILDE.Leila was banished my Uncle, and my Alpha eager to please him as always, allowed that to happen. I thought i was onboard with it as well, after all, this is what i have always wanted, i was looking for a way to chase her away so i can be with Faye. Her only use all this while was to give blood to Faye, but since she was not willing to do anymore, there was no point keeping her any more. She is a good lay too i admit, but she does not compare to my Faye in any other place. I would find another source of blood for Faye, i did not care about Leila in the slightest. At least, that was what i thought until she actually left, and a feeling of emptiness began to take root within me almost immediately, her abscence ringing in every spot in the house that i have lived with her for two years in. I have never realized it, but Leila made the house a home, there was a bit of her in every corner of the house, effortlessly she had left imprint of herself in ways i did not even realize s
MATT WILDE."Frankly speaking, i do not understand why you will be affected by her leaving truly," Faye continued, in a dismissive tone that had a bitter edge to it. "I am probably over thinking this, right?" She then threw the question at me, with a brow arched and a look that told me i better agree to her latter statement. But, i was not sure what she was talking about exactly any more. I had zoned out for a moment thinking she saw through me, and that i was just thinking of Leila and her abscence prior to her arrival.So, i did the only thing that could get me out of this situation. "Hmm, you said what?" I blinked, trying to get her to repeat her words so i would know how to reply.her eyes narrowed slightly, obviously not liking how i had zoned out on her speaking, but she did not prod. Instead, she then repeated what i assumed were her earlier words. "I am overthinking this, right?" She repeated, "You were not thinking about that woman, nor missing her presence around here, righ
MATT WILDE."What do you mean?" I found myself asking in response to her statement, finding it hard to understand some of the words which Faye utters. She can be mysterious sometimes.Her smile did not waver, "Nothing," She shook her head instead. "I am just saying, i have a feeling your Uncle will meet the perfect woman for him sooner or later."I hummed, then shrugged. "I do not really care about that. In fact, let us stop talking about all that for now. And instead," My hands dropped down to her waist again, pulling her closer to me and eliminating the space between us. My lips brushed hers, and i found myself whispering against her lips. "How are you feeling now?" I asked, referring to her sickness.She pulled back from me, offering me a warm smile. "I am much better now," She said, then gestured to herseself. "Are you sure?" My brows drew in worry, my lips curling down into a deeper frown. "I will figure out a way to get you blood from someone else if i have to. Anything to get
LEILA MILLER.It has been two long years since I left my pack but I still remember my way around it, not so surprisingly. After all, it is my home and where I grew up and lived my entire twenty years of life, until I left it two years ago for Matt, way too certain then that I was chasing my happily ever after and that I would have no regrets. Now, two years have passed, and as I ran through the forest, not once stopping since I packed up my stuff and left Matt's pack, all I felt was bitterness that threatened to swallow me as a whole as I made my way further into the forest--with no fear of the danger that lurks, or what could possibly await me on the way. Perhaps, I would have been scared if I was someone else, but I really am not--The Leila Matt knew and every one else in the pack knew is not the one his Uncle and the members of their pack knew is not the same person I am, not who I really am and I seemed to have forgotten who I am too deep down. The journey from Matt's pack to my
LEILA MILLER.Dylan Miller, ever so charismatic and calm, is the epitome of the eperfect example of a ladies' man--not because he whores around, but because he has the look and the attitude enough to pull him a number of ladies as he so desires. But, he is ever the stoic and intimidating official as well, and quite frankly, the most over protective and overbearing person I know.Also who happens to be none other than my dearest, and beloved elder brother. Hope you note the sarcasm, though only to a certain extent. He really can be the sweetest person there is out there. And in that moment, the moment i changed into the change of outfit provided for me, i stepped out from behind the the tree, looking at the oversized sweat pants and the hoodie that he handed to me, which is heavy with his scent. He, along with all the otehr guards had their backs turned to me, but even with so i allowed the sounds of my footsteps approaching them and my voice that followed signify me being done. "You
LEILA MILLER.Dylan Miller, ever so charismatic and calm, is the epitome of the eperfect example of a ladies' man--not because he whores around, but because he has the look and the attitude enough to pull him a number of ladies as he so desires. But, he is ever the stoic and intimidating official as well, and quite frankly, the most over protective and overbearing person I know.Also who happens to be none other than my dearest, and beloved elder brother. Hope you note the sarcasm, though only to a certain extent. He really can be the sweetest person there is out there. And in that moment, the moment i changed into the change of outfit provided for me, i stepped out from behind the the tree, looking at the oversized sweat pants and the hoodie that he handed to me, which is heavy with his scent. He, along with all the otehr guards had their backs turned to me, but even with so i allowed the sounds of my footsteps approaching them and my voice that followed signify me being done. "You
LEILA MILLER.It has been two long years since I left my pack but I still remember my way around it, not so surprisingly. After all, it is my home and where I grew up and lived my entire twenty years of life, until I left it two years ago for Matt, way too certain then that I was chasing my happily ever after and that I would have no regrets. Now, two years have passed, and as I ran through the forest, not once stopping since I packed up my stuff and left Matt's pack, all I felt was bitterness that threatened to swallow me as a whole as I made my way further into the forest--with no fear of the danger that lurks, or what could possibly await me on the way. Perhaps, I would have been scared if I was someone else, but I really am not--The Leila Matt knew and every one else in the pack knew is not the one his Uncle and the members of their pack knew is not the same person I am, not who I really am and I seemed to have forgotten who I am too deep down. The journey from Matt's pack to my
MATT WILDE."What do you mean?" I found myself asking in response to her statement, finding it hard to understand some of the words which Faye utters. She can be mysterious sometimes.Her smile did not waver, "Nothing," She shook her head instead. "I am just saying, i have a feeling your Uncle will meet the perfect woman for him sooner or later."I hummed, then shrugged. "I do not really care about that. In fact, let us stop talking about all that for now. And instead," My hands dropped down to her waist again, pulling her closer to me and eliminating the space between us. My lips brushed hers, and i found myself whispering against her lips. "How are you feeling now?" I asked, referring to her sickness.She pulled back from me, offering me a warm smile. "I am much better now," She said, then gestured to herseself. "Are you sure?" My brows drew in worry, my lips curling down into a deeper frown. "I will figure out a way to get you blood from someone else if i have to. Anything to get
MATT WILDE."Frankly speaking, i do not understand why you will be affected by her leaving truly," Faye continued, in a dismissive tone that had a bitter edge to it. "I am probably over thinking this, right?" She then threw the question at me, with a brow arched and a look that told me i better agree to her latter statement. But, i was not sure what she was talking about exactly any more. I had zoned out for a moment thinking she saw through me, and that i was just thinking of Leila and her abscence prior to her arrival.So, i did the only thing that could get me out of this situation. "Hmm, you said what?" I blinked, trying to get her to repeat her words so i would know how to reply.her eyes narrowed slightly, obviously not liking how i had zoned out on her speaking, but she did not prod. Instead, she then repeated what i assumed were her earlier words. "I am overthinking this, right?" She repeated, "You were not thinking about that woman, nor missing her presence around here, righ
MATT WILDE.Leila was banished my Uncle, and my Alpha eager to please him as always, allowed that to happen. I thought i was onboard with it as well, after all, this is what i have always wanted, i was looking for a way to chase her away so i can be with Faye. Her only use all this while was to give blood to Faye, but since she was not willing to do anymore, there was no point keeping her any more. She is a good lay too i admit, but she does not compare to my Faye in any other place. I would find another source of blood for Faye, i did not care about Leila in the slightest. At least, that was what i thought until she actually left, and a feeling of emptiness began to take root within me almost immediately, her abscence ringing in every spot in the house that i have lived with her for two years in. I have never realized it, but Leila made the house a home, there was a bit of her in every corner of the house, effortlessly she had left imprint of herself in ways i did not even realize s
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCA.She went to the rest room, and i waited outside for her to finish before stepping out. While i stood there, there were a couple of people that stumbled over, both men and women, attempting to go in the direction however, the moment they see me, they all came to their senses and a glare was enough to have them scrambling away, no longer going in the direction.Despite it not being my pack, i doubt there is any one that does not know me. I have businesses here, and i tend to come every once in a while so all the people know who i am, and knew not to mess with me. If you ask me why i chased them from going in while she is there, i cannot say as well. I just felt the need to do it, and so i did.She came out soon enough, and one glance at her, i knew she was hammered. It made sense because drank quite a lot, and by the looks of it, she does not have a high tolerance level for alcohol. Standing in front of her, i even intentionally made her bump into me, and sh
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCAThe room was dimly lit as i twirled a cup of bourbon in my hand, the liquid in the glas scup glistening under the light it relefcts as my eyes followed its every move, and yet, instead of focusing on the alcohol or its buzz in my system, all i could think of was her.Of my so called mate, or the mate i rejected anyways.Of Leila Miller. Matt's now ex girlfriend and my ex mate as well.I found myslef flicking my eyes eyes shut as memories of her flooded in my head, like a broken casette it played in my mind, replaying the scene that transpired between us starting from that night at the club, that night i had her in my arms and nearly lost control, and would have comitted something i would be terribly regretting now.I am not one to lose control, i never have. And yet, that night, i did, almost entirely.I have always prided myself as a man of honor and patience, never swayed by women, at least not enough to mess with my senses. Indulge in pleasure, sure, but
LEILA MILLER I could feel my heart hammering behind my rib cage, my head pounding as Alpha Sebastian’s words lingered in my head. I could not believe it even, it sounded so foreign to my ears that I found myself wondering for a moment if they were playing tricks on me. If this is truly happening…if Alpha Sebastian truly uttered the words of rejection. However, the instant pain that registered as those words escaped his lips was evident enough. It started small, like a flame of fire that started burning and within seconds, it had grown into a ball of pain so big, I felt suffocated. It spread through my entire body, paralyzing me as much as it was suffocating, and I could only find myself struggling to find my breath as I tried to get a hold of it. “I…I…” I parted my lips to speak, but no words were coming out. Tears welled up in my eyes, stemming from both the pain caused by the rejection and my broken heart as well. I felt my knees become weak, threatening to give out on me bu
LEILA MILLERAlpha Sebastian's voice was one we bith recignized almost immediately, despite being in the haze of the moment that clung onto us. For a moment, we stilled, with neither of us making a move while the tension in the room, the thick one, enveloped us like a shroud, as if the entire world held its breath to see what would happen and how it would all unfold.Then, Matt ever so hesitantly pulled away from me, and the moment his hold around me slackened i was quick to pull myself away from him, putting as much distance between us as possible as i wrapped my arms around myself, a sort of protective instinct. Matt noticed it, and i did not miss the slight glare he sent my way before he huffed out a loud breath. Carefully concealing his beastly side, he intertwined his fingers and yawed his gaze in the direction of his Uncle. "Uncle Sebastian," He breathed out, his voice calm in contrast to how he was a few minutes ago. "What are you doing here? This is does not concern you. I am