A week has gone by and I still haven't heard from Dane. Maddy and I have decided to bypass Tex's and go straight to Tremors. I was completely fine with that after I humiliated myself last weekend. What the hell was I thinking? Hopefully, they're at the other club tonight playing with Ants new flavor of the week. I have resigned myself to it was just him giving a little payback after I left him standing by the dance floor. It's fucked up, but not really a surprise.
We are making our usual first lap around the club, just seeing who's there and if there's anyone worth flirting with. FUCK! There he is. Ant and Dane are playing pool on the other side of the bar. I grab Maddy, "Nope. Let's go to the other bar by karaoke. Ant and Dane are right there. I do NOT want to deal with that shit right now."
Maddy looks across the bar right as Ant looks up from his shot, they make eye contact and he smiles. "Well, looks like that's out the window. We've been spotted."
"I'm out. I'm not sticking around for this." I start to walk away trying to cut through the crowd as quickly as I could. Luckily, Tremors is a collection of three different clubs, I can duck and dodge them all night if I really wanted to... and right now... I really want to. Maddy and I get to the bar and grab a soda and start making our way to the other side, which is a completely different style of music, to see what's going on. Luckily the DJ is really good tonight and is playing all of our favorites and it's packed. Maddy and I make our way to the dance floor and start dancing to "Feel so Good" from Mase. We dance through three more songs, laughing and having a great time.
Maddy stops dancing and nods through the crowd to Ant and Dane making their way through. Guess it's their turn to take a lap. They haven't seemed to notice us yet. "I think we're good. If they see us, they see us. If not that's great too. I'm having fun." I say as the DJ comes on the mic... wait, that's not the DJ.
"This one goes out to Vi... You're all I can think about. Girl, you make me wanna..." He stops and Ushers- You Make Me Wanna starts playing.
Maddy leans close so I can hear her, "Well isn't that sweet. I can't stop thinking about you, but I'm not going to call you at all." She's rolling her eyes now. Maddy is not impressed by Danes' declaration. I'm not sure I am either. "Wanna bolt before he gets over here? I don't like this song anymore and I'm bored." She says with a smirk.
"I'm not sure what to do here Maddy." I'm watching Dane and Ant try to cut through the crowd on the dance floor. "Part of me wants to stay and listen to what he has to say if he has anything to say. And the other part says fuck this, let's go."
"We're listening to the smart part. Let's go." Maddy waves for me to follow her and we cut through the crowd leaving Dane and Ant behind. We make our way back to the country side of the club and get to the furthest bar in the place. We order a couple more sodas and wait. Just then two guys walk up and start talking to us. They're putting off a weird vibe, every time one of us tries to turn and look around they attempt to make us focus our attention back on them. Then a third guy appears out of nowhere holding our Cokes. "Are these y'alls? They were just sitting on the bar here." He says handing me the cups.
"DO NOT DRINK THOSE!! He put something in them!" Ant comes flying around the other two men and smacks the drinks out of my hands.
"What the fuck Ant! That shits all over me now!" I yell trying to wipe the soda off my pants.
"This fucker is trying to drug y'all." Ant lunges at the third guy making him turn and run right into Dane's chest. The bouncers weren't far behind, "We saw this piece of shit pull whatever he poured into your drinks out of his pocket and these two were distracting y'all. Dane went and grabbed the bouncers and I'm about to fuck his world up." Ant lunges again. But one of the bouncers grabbed Ant and told him to calm down. The police were on the way. The bouncers escorted the three of them outside. Apparently, they've done this before but weren't caught.
"Well, that could have ended very badly," Dane said standing next to me. "Why did you leave during the song? I wanted to talk to you."
"You wanted to talk to me on a loud dance floor?" I ask confused. I try to step back to avoid the electric current running through my blood when he's near me. There's nowhere to go, I'm up against the bar.
"Ok, maybe I wanted to rub up on you a little bit first." He said smiling.
"You've had a week to talk to me," I say frankly. I just won't look at him. If I don't look at him, I won't get sucked in again. Face front Vi. Pretend not to care.
"About that, can we go outside and talk?" Dane asks
"I'm here with Maddy. I'm not leaving her in here alone. We were almost drugged, remember." I'm getting better at this cold act. Although I can't believe he wants me to leave my friend after we were almost drugged in a bar. Who does that?
"Ants got her. She won't be alone. And we won't be long. I promise." He says and holds out his hand.
"Fine. I'll be right back Maddy." I tell my friend as she watches us suspiciously.
Dane leads me outside, we walk past the three assholes getting questioned by the cops and in handcuffs. He leads me to the side of the building to the extra parking lot and we get inside Ants truck.
"Ok, so talk," I say sitting as far away from him as I can get, still facing front and trying to avoid looking at him.
"You have to promise to hear me out and not get mad at me." He says with strain in his voice. That grabbed my attention and I turned to face him. He's got my full attention now, no more playing cold.
"Oh, Kaaaay," I say trying to remain guarded.
"OK. Here it goes... Last week when I saw you at Tex's, I wasn't pissed because we were there like Ant said. I was pissed because my girlfriend and I had a fight that day..." He starts explaining.
"Oh, you asshole!!! You have a girlfriend and you're seeking me out and fucking kissing me all damn day... dedicating stupid ass songs..." I start yelling
"Hang on, you said you would hear me out.... please," he said trying to calm me down.
I fold my arms across my chest and grit my teeth. "Fine. Finish."
" Like I said. I had a fight with my girlfriend. She and I have been fighting a lot lately, and I just haven't been feeling it with her..."
"So you cheat!" I cut him off again
"Vi. Please let me finish." I get quiet and wait for him to continue. "Ok. So we have been fighting and I have been thinking about breaking it off with her already." he puts his hand up because I take a breath about to interrupt him again. I close my mouth and purse my lips so he can continue his story. "Then comes you with your shoe obsession, and I NEEDED to see you again. I felt an instant connection." I rolled my eyes, even though I felt it too. I was not going to be a side chick because he wants to play games. "So I tried to find you the next day. But no one was giving up any information on you. Luckily Ant remembered you and Chuck were close and he knew where he lived. So we went there. I had no idea if you would even remember me or want to hang out with me... but I took the chance anyway." I'm starting to get annoyed with his little tall tale, he still has a girlfriend and I'm still the girl he cheated with. "Then... well I kissed you and you attacked me..."
"I attacked you! Mother fucker.. I don't even think..." I'm pissed now. Is he seriously trying to blame me for this!?!
"I'm just kidding. I'm trying to cut the tension a little. Sorry, I'll get to the point. The point is, yes I HAD a girlfriend when we talked at Tex's. Yes, I HAD a girlfriend when we kissed. And yes, I HAD a girlfriend when we spent the rest of the day together. But I don't have a girlfriend now. That's why I didn't call all week. I wanted to break up with Autumn before I called you, so if we start anything... and I really want to start something with you it would be right. I couldn't get the feel of your lips out of my head all week."
"Ok so if you broke up with your girlfriend, why didn't you call me all week?" I ask trying to ignore the feeling in my stomach. He wants to be with me... He thought about me too. Focus. Stop being a stupid girl.
"I didn't call because it took me all week to break it off... wait... let me finish," he said smiling like he knew I was about to say something. "Autumn had been feeling the same way and was avoiding my calls. It took me going to her house to be able to end it. So I'm single now, and I don't want to be. I want to be with you." He finished and waited for me to respond.
"Ok. So I'm only a partial side piece? And you and Autumn and completely done. You're not going to change your mind or some crazy ass broad isn't going to come at me screaming about you're her man?" I'm still trying to stay guarded
"Yes, we are completely done. She's already dating some other guy she met during that week." Dane says and moved in closing the gap between us a bit.
I'm not sure what to do, so I just sit there and try to think it through some more. He reaches across to touch my hand. I don't pull away and let him hold my hand. The current is running through my body again and I look into his eyes. I see how sincere he is in this moment. He pulls my hand toward him and I follow. I move closer to him closing the space more. He pulls my hand to his mouth and kisses the back of it and looks back into my eyes.
"I'm sorry if I made you feel like I was playing with your emotions." He still holds my hand and pulls me again this time laying the palm of my hand on his chest. I can feel his heart pounding. "I'm nervous as hell right now. You're not giving me much of a clue as to how you're feeling or what you're thinking."
I open my mouth to speak, but I stop and I smile. I scoot closer making the space between us nonexistent and lean in close to him and say "Nice shoes, wanna fuck?" He laughs loudly and kisses my hand again. I laugh with him. I love the sound of his laughter. My heart is pounding in my chest, electricity is shooting through my body like crazy. He stops laughing and leans in and kisses me hard and long. We finally come back up for air and he places his forehead on mine. "You're my girl now, you know that right? My girl. Mine. Only mine." With every claim, he kisses me on the lips, on the cheek then finally on the neck with a bite at the end.
"I'm still not calling you Big Poppa," I say playfully
"Dammit! I thought I was winning that." He said throwing his hands in the air in pretend exacerbation.
"Nope sorry Buddy. Never gonna happen." I laugh
He gets quiet for a moment and looks back at me with a mischievous smile on his lips "I bet I can get you to say it..." he says taunting me
"I bet you can't." I smile arrogantly.
He leans in close and kisses me hard again. Pushing me back until I'm laying on the seat with him on top of me. I can feel the pool beginning to build between my legs. He pushes my legs open with his knee and lays down between them. He's pushing his rock-hard erection against my core as he's moving his hips in a circular motion. I moan into his kiss as his hand traces the side of my body, lifting my shirt to find my breasts. He pulls at one of the cups freeing my hardened nipple and pinching it between his fingers. I moan loudly again and arch my back in pleasure. He kisses down my neck to my exposed breast and takes my nipple in his mouth sucking it gently then flicking the end with his tongue. I feel his hand slide down to my pants. He unbuttons them and slides his hand down inside my panties.
"Fuck you are so wet. Is that for me?" He slides his finger down into my slit and begins to move it up and down. Teasing my sex. He bites my nipple and makes his way back to kiss me again not allowing me to speak. My body is on fire again. I moan loudly and dig my nails into his back. I arch my hips longing for him to put his fingers inside...
**KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK**
"Aye. Asshole... forget someone???" Ant is knocking on the window of the truck.
"Shit!!" I start trying to pull my shirt down and cover up. Dane yanks his hand out of my pants, sits up, and starts laughing. "It's not funny!" I scold still trying to adjust my bra with what little dignity I have left. He looks at me and licks the fingers that were just in my panties.
"Mmmmm. Next time there won't be any interruptions." He leans to me and kisses me again. "Tastes good huh."
He unlocks the door and I see Ant and Maddy standing outside. Maddy doesn't look very happy. Shit. Dane hands Ant his keys and gets out and comes to the passenger door to let me out. "Hey, guys. Get tired of dancing?" he asks plainly.
"No. I'm hungry and ready to go." Maddy snaps back at Dane. Shit Mads. Calm down. Maddy is glaring at me and Dane. "Are you ready Vi?"
"Food sounds good. I could use something to eat. I worked up an appetite." Dane reaches down and grabs my ass for effect. "You hungry Ant?"
"I could eat." He says looking like he's up to no good.
"Vi rides with me," Dane says and Ant tosses him the keys. "Mind giving my buddy here a ride Maddy girl? I'd like some more alone time with my girl."
My girl. The sound of him saying it puts a smile on my face and sends shivers down my spine.
"Abso-fucking-lutey not! We ride in together.. .we leave together. That's how it works." Maddy says with as much venom as she can.
"It's ok Maddy. We are just going across the street. He's not going to kill me in the next quarter mile." I try to calm her down as much as I can, or this breakfast is going to be awkward.
"Are you serious Vi!" Maddy looks at me in betrayal. "You know what. What the fuck ever. Let's go Ant. I'm hungry. Oh, and you're fucking paying Casanova. Hope you can afford it." Maddy points at Dane and glares at him.
"Well... that went well. Guess she's a tad bit unhappy with us." Dane says mocking Maddy's point and laughing. "Ant will calm her down... I hope."
"She'll be fine. But... she doesn't like you, so you have your work cut out for you. Shouldn't have ignored me for a week." I say shrugging.
"Awww that's not fair. I had an issue to take care of." He said pouting. "UGH! You're gonna be the death of me. I can already feel it."
"Probably," I say laughing as I get back in the truck. Dane closes the door and goes to get in on the driver's side.
"Hey..." he pats the seat next to him. "I already told you, woman, you ride next to me." I roll my eyes and scoot to the center of the bench seat. He puts his hand on my thigh "That's better." And we leave to meet our friends.
The next few days fly by like a dream. I've learned Dane and Ant are roommates, which explains why they're always together. Dane and I rarely get any alone time. It almost feels like Ant is jealous. I'm not sure of what, but his behavior doesn't feel right to me. Maddy is still annoyed with me for leaving with Dane that night, but she's starting to get over it. Turns out Maddy met her own "Casanova" Saturday night. Frank, Ants buddy, is an interesting guy. He's on the shorter side, about 5'7, golden tanned skin, a shaved head with constant 5 o'clock shadow. But it's the beady brown rat eyes for me though. He always looks like he's up to something. It's almost unsettling. Maddy said it was the uniform that got her. He's a volunteer firefighter and had a picture of himself on top of a car putting out a house fire in his wallet... who does that? Maddy thinks he is the sexiest man walking, I think he's probably on a list somewhere. But she's happy. So I'm happy for her.
The next morning we were woken up by Tammys screaming "What the fuck!! I told y'all not to do anything on my fucking couch!! Get the fuck up and get out and take your slut with you!" Dane and I were still cuddled under the blanket, naked. Oops, guess we forgot to get dressed. Startled, Dane yanks the blanket up to make sure I'm covered completely. "It's a bit early for all this crazy, don't you think Tammy," Dane says lifting his head to face her. "Last time I checked, we were all grown. And you'll get over it. I promise." He kisses me on the head before dropping his back down on the pillow. Ant comes out of the room, "What is all this yelling... oooo oooo my boy got him some finally. We are gonna talk about it later." Ant says laughing turning his attention to Tammy. "Girl, leave them alone. You're just made they got some and you didn't." "A few times..." Dane mumbles and snickers to himself causing me to smile. I wiggle my rear into him tauntingly. "D
I was dropped off at home so Ant could go on his "date", and I could shower and get some much-needed sleep. I lay in bed going over the events of the past two days, over and over. How can I be falling for him so quickly? This still doesn't make any sense. What if it scares him off? I've got to try and distance myself. *RING*RING* I check the caller ID, a little disappointed, it's Scott. Not the name I wanted to see, but I haven't talked to him really since he helped me get all of my stuff from Ken's house. "Hello" I answer. "Hey, what are you doing this weekend?" His voice is full of energy and excitement. "Um, nothing that I'm aware of or have plans for. Why what's up?" I reply "So my mom is taking me and my brother to Queenstown for the weekend. Do you want to go?" He asks. "It'll be fuuuuun. You'll have your own room and everything, but we can stay up watch movies, eat bad food and go hang out on the Riverwalk. The hotel we are going
I woke up to the sound of someone pounding on the dividing door between my room and Scotts. I look at the clock on the nightstand, what the hell it's almost 1:30 in the morning. I get out of bed and open the door."Thank God! I'm soo sorry!!!" Scott pushes past me, almost knocking me over. He runs to my bathroom and slams the door behind him. The next several minutes are filled with sounds of him vomiting and cussing the restaurant they had eaten at earlier. He finally comes out and looks like he's been run over by a Mack truck."What's wrong?" I ask concerned, but I already knew. I was grateful I skipped dinner."Food poisoning..." he moans. "I knew that meat tasted funny. But they swore it was perfectly fine.""Oh, shit. Are all of you sick?" I ask looking to the dividing door again."Not just me and Johnathan. Mom had cheese enchiladas." He flops across the foot of my bed."Well, that's good at least. Do you want to stay
After a long night of terrible movies and worse snacks, we finally get up and moving around 9:30."Morning sunshine," Scott says. "Ready for some shenanigans?""Sure, let me go shower real quick," I say yawning."I'm gonna go next door and check on my brother and let mom know we are headed downstairs for the day." He says getting up from the bed. "I'll get dressed and stuff over there.""Ok, sounds good. See ya in a bit." I get up and grab my bag and take it to the bathroom. I check my pager to see if I missed any pages, nothing. Hmmm. Ok. Hopefully, they had fun doing whatever it was Ant had planned. I finish my shower and put on some light makeup and get dressed. Scott is back in the room and ready to go."You look nice," he says with a warm smile. "Thanks for being so patient with me while I was sick. I had fun last night. But you are grounded from movie selection from now on. Those were God awful." He laughed."He
Before I know it, a month has passed by. The leaves are changing and there is a chill in the air. Ant finally turned twenty-one and started a job with Dane at his fathers' company. I don't see them very much during the week, but with my classes and work, I don't have much free time anyway. I have to settle for talks on the phone and visits on Saturday and Sunday. Ant has laid claim to Friday nights as "boys night", they go do whatever they do and I usually hang out with Maddy. She and Frank didn't work out. Tammy found out and suddenly decided that he was the love of her life and couldn't be without him. So, he went back. Maddy and I are hanging out in my bedroom listening to music when my pager goes off. Its Dane. I grab my phone to call him back. He picks up on the first ring. "Hey, baby! I missed you today." The excitement in his voice makes me smile. "Hey, babe. What's up?" I ask "It's football Saturday. We'll be on the way to pick you u
Lunch was fun, the entire group went to a local Pizza Inn to hit the buffet. Chuck let me know that he was not there to play football. He was a spot filler. So he did not touch the ball or get tackled. "Nothing like a group of filthy sweaty men to get the blood pumping," he said. Dane and I sat on the outer side of the large U-shaped booth. He kept his arm around me, every now and then he would lean in and kiss the top of my head, once he whispered in my ear "MINE" before the kiss. There was a lightness to him now. I ate my pizza and chatted with Maddy and Chuck about everything and nothing at the same time. Most of the large group ate and left, leaving our booth and the small table in front of it where Scott and the Grape-Apes sat. I have been wondering all afternoon what Ant said to them when they went on the field to Tattle on us for not letting them in the truck. "Hey babe," I began. Dane looked at me with love in his eyes. "I have to know what Ant
**TOLD BY MADDY** Vi is my best friend. I would take a bullet for her without a second thought, and I know she would for me too. But ever since she got with Dane, there's been a distance forming. I keep telling myself it's a new relationship and it's puppy love, you know all that good shit. There is just something about him that gives me a bad feeling. I know he cares about her, and God I know she loves him. I have this nagging feeling he's going to hurt her in the end. I don't think it's going to last. He spends Friday nights with Ant, why? They're together every single day. Why do they need a Boys Night? Every damn day is a boy's night. She's not bothered by it, I don't know why I am. I'm happy for her, especially after the year she's had. Losing her dad, that abusive asshole, her mom falling deeper and deeper into depression... I'm proud of her for taking classes and getting a job. It keeps her moving and she doesn't focus on the bad. That is part of the re