My mind is racing with so many thoughts and none of them are good. I don’t need to talk with the other council members to know what their answer will be, hell it would be mine too if only this were someone else. Right now, my battered and bruised heart is only calling out for its mate that it now knows didn’t leave us by choice. A giggle escapes as I let myself in my back door. The Rafe I know and love is still there. He didn’t leave me. I feel my cheeks push up into my eyes as I can’t hold in my happiness any longer.
“Mama?” I stop, startled that Jade is awake, sitting on the bottom stair of our staircase.
“Baby, why are you up so late? You should be sleeping.” I walk towards her after toeing off my shoes at the door and pick her up. She places her hands on my cheeks and forces me to look at her.
Unease settles in my stomach at the furrow of her brow and the seriousness in her young eyes.
“Mama, you can’t. This is about more than just daddy.”
I gasp and instinctively tighten my hold on her. “What did you just say, Jade?” my voice comes out in a harsh whisper that has no effect on her.
“The Moon goddess visited me in my dreams tonight. She told me what you were planning. And you can’t, mama. I love daddy so much too, but you can’t.”
Swallowing thickly, I slowly lower her to the ground as I drop to sit on the stairs.
Dammit.
“I don’t know what’s going to happen, sweetie, but I have to do something.” Sitting next to me, she takes my hand in hers. Looking down, I see her long hair covering half her face. At this moment, she looks older and wiser than her six years.
“I know you will do the right thing. You always do, so I have all the faith in you and so does the Moon goddess. She sees your pain and is with you.”
Clearing my throat I squeeze her hand, “okay squirt, you need to get back to bed. Head on up and I will see you in the morning.”
My eyes track her, heading up the steps and around the corner to her room.
“That’s low, Moon goddess. Sending my daughter to me like that. This is my mate, the one you blessed me with, so tell me, how are you here with me now?” I take a deep breath and lower my voice from the yelling I was just doing, “because I haven’t felt you for a while.”
I surge to my feet in frustration and grab water from the fridge, quietly going upstairs, I change and get ready to head back out to meet with the council.
“Vita, please calm down, we will hear from Raven as soon as she arrives,” Denton says inside the meeting hall. I should have known if the Moon goddess visited my daughter, then she did others as well. “Ah, see, here she is. Please take a seat everyone so we can begin.”
I stare at the ground as I approach the table and take my seat. My mind still trying to figure out every angle and option. This isn’t my area of expertise, though. This is something Rafe is good at and would have options A to Z lined up and ready.
The hall is quiet as I sit, and I feel all eyes on me. I feel roughly 20 pack members sitting across from us, but I have yet to look up.
“Raven, please begin,” Robert says next to me.
Closing my eyes on a deep inhale, I let it out and open them to see those that are here. Many that are here, I expected, as the Moon goddess visits some of them often. A growl escapes as I see Jade sneak through the door and slide into an empty chair in the back.
“When I arrived to relieve Billy for patrol, there was an odd scent that I followed and it led me to Duncan Michaels, he informed me he’s the one leading this charge against us, by being a hybrid, wolf, and witch he has the capability to manipulate minds. And he has done so with my mate, Rafe. That is why he is on Duncan’s side. He said he would release Rafe and end this charge in exchange for the Moonstone.”
An uproar fills the hall as everyone is now on their feet in outrage and protest. My eyes seek Jade as she remains calm in her chair, watching me, offering me a small smile.
“Calm down, everyone,” Robert’s voice booms as he bangs his mallet. He must have gone back for it when he saw the crowd, since we don’t normally bring out the mallet during our meetings between the council members.
“Raven,” Denton says turning to me, “what did you promise him?”
“Nothing. He told me I have until tomorrow night to hand it over, then he portaled out.”
He nods his head in thought as the crowd starts up again.
Some are calling out asking how he is a hybrid? Others, if he can mind manipulate how is anyone safe? And more valid questions. But the one that circles my mind is, why the Moonstone? We use it for our monthly full moon ritual, but as far as I am aware, it holds no actual power, so why is this so important to him he would start a war?
I look up to meet Phil’s eyes as he stares at me. Cocking an eyebrow, I question him. While Robert and the others are trying to calm the crowd, Phil leans forward and in a voice just loud enough that I can hear over the crowd, “I know what you’re thinking. Don’t ask about it now. We will talk without the crowd.”
I give him a nod, surprised he knew where my thoughts were, but then again, he is smarter than he looks and I give him credit for.
“Everyone, quiet. Vita, if you would like to start and tell us why you are here tonight?” Jules says diplomatically.
“Yes, well,” Vita stands up and looks at everyone haughtily then her eyes settle on me, “the Moon goddess came into my dreams tonight to warn me that Raven’s request can not by any means be allowed,” the rest of the pack members here all murmur in agreement.
“Is this why you are all here tonight?” Jules asks everyone.
They all reply with confirmation.
“Jade? I see you in the back dear. Are you here for your mom?” Serena asks, and I cringe. I had hoped they wouldn’t have noticed her.
Jade stands and walks down the aisle to stand in front of us. “The Moon goddess visited me tonight.” The gasps are loud in the near silence of the room. To be so young and receive a visit is unusual, but they don’t know this is not the first time for her, nor that I used to receive visits at a very young age. “She warned me of the upcoming fight and that there will be pain and heartache, but some decisions can not be brought to light, and that we all must stay strong and true to who we are as a pack and as the Moon goddess’ chosen.”
My eyes narrow at this child in front of me. She didn’t say that when we were home.
“She said what they have asked of my mother is one thing that can not grant. They can not get their hands on the Moonstone.” She turns and walks back to her seat without another word, as we all stare at her. It sounds like the others didn’t get as much information as the Moon goddess shared with my daughter.
The crowd talks over themselves again. “Quiet,” Robert yells as he stands. “I think we are all in agreement here, and seeing as Raven never posed the question, I think she understands the importance and severity of the request. So the Moonstone will stay with us. It is not something we would hand over.” Sighs and murmurs of relief sound from the crowd.
“We have much to discuss and still to figure out. As we know things, we will inform the pack. But for now, I ask you all to return to your homes. Have a good night. You are dismissed.” Robert says, sitting back down. The council stays as they filter out. Jade hoovers at the door. Giving her a small nod and a smile, she heads home, closing the door behind her.
I think in unison we all release a breath and relax back into our seats.
“They asked valid questions tonight. If we don’t give the Moonstone, there will be a fight. And if Duncan is gaining his army by manipulation, it won’t be an easy win as we expected, and we would hurt our own that are not making this choice of their own free will.” I say, running my hands through my hair.
Before this, I thought it to be an easy win. The Black Moon pack is the largest and most well-trained pack there is. We could take on one or two packs with no issue, but now the question is, how many does he have on his side?
“I know Raven, and I can only imagine how hard this is for you,” Denton says.
“I don’t think you can. This is my mate who is being used against his will, used against me. There has to be something I can do, we can do,” I stress.
“We will see if we can get an audience with the Moon goddess. Hopefully, she can give us some answers. Because this declaration of war until now seemed ridiculous. Duncan declared war against us and has yet to strike or make a move. And now his first move is requesting the Moonstone and saying it will end the war before it even begins?” Phil scoffs.
“So they wrapped this fight around the Moonstone that has been in our care since the beginning. A stone that outside packs really know nothing about since they’re not here during the rituals. So am I missing something about the stone? Does it do more than we think?” I inquire.
I skip heading home as the sun is making its grand entrance on this day. After going round and round with no answers or ideas, we finally called it a night or morning, I guess. My thoughts wander to the Moonstone that I have locked away at home. To do with as I see fit. My mate would be worth it. But first I want to know more about the stone.I haul my tired legs up the large stone staircase to the library, pushing through the heavy wood doors. Once inside, the stale, still air assaults my nose as I glance around, trying to remember where everything is. This wasn’t my scene, whereas for Rafe, if he wasn’t at home, he was here, buried in books and learning everything he could. A sigh escapes as I give up and go look at the directory board. Of course, there is no section specific to our origins or creation, so I take a guess and go to the oldest section I know of.Stars dance across my eyes as I press the heels of my palms in
“I don’t know what I would do without you,” I say to Haylee as I walk down the stairs after putting the kids to bed.“Good thing you will never have to know. You are stuck with me,” she says as I hug her and I feel her shock while we embrace. I’m not a touchy person, but today I have hugged and kissed the kids more than ever before and feel the need to hug Haylee, too. I don’t know why, but I know things are changing and I feel the need to hold those I love close.“I have to say I’m surprised Phil is not sending an army to accompany me. The few warriors that will be in the treeline on the edge of our border will be enough. I want to get there and get back. I need to find another way to free Rafe from Duncan’s control. There has to be a way.” I murmur the last part more to myself as I think things through.“If there is, I know you will find it. Stay stron
I said nothing to the warriors as I passed by them as I crossed over into pack lands. My steps are slow as I mindlessly make my way back home. Relief rushes through me as my house comes into sight. I want to get inside, kiss my babies and climb into bed so tomorrow can finally come. I trudge up the steps and quietly open the door in case Haylee is sleeping.I’m not surprised to see her awake watching tv in the living room. She shuts it off and stands up as I close the door behind me.“How did it go?” Her eyes are wide as she stays rooted to her spot. I quickly cross over to her with tears now streaming down my face. Taking me into her arms, she hugs me and slowly lowers us down to the couch. “What happened, Raven?” concern coats her voice.“He-had-Rafe-with-him-” I hiccup out through my tears. “At first- it was like- he wasn’t even there Haylee,” I cry out, “h
After spending some time with Jade in the morning and asking if she recalled what she said the night before, she didn’t. I walk her to school and then head straight over to the library, saying thanks and giving fake smiles to those I pass who offer me their sympathies, not stopping on my mission.I walk straight to the back and strain on my tippy toes to reach the book that Finn had pulled the day before. After a few little hops, I manage to get a grip and pull it, opening the secret door.“Shit,” I spit out when the lantern is not where I saw Finn replace it yesterday. I plaster myself against the wall and use my sight the best I can in the pitch-black stairwell and slowly make my way down. A sigh of relief as I feel that I’m finally at the bottom and walking into the room. I’m pleasantly surprised to see Finn is here.“Finally you are here,” he says with no preamble. “I pulle
“The Moon goddess’ temples,” Finn shouts as he jumps up from his seat.The book drops from my hands, startled by his outburst.Leaning down on the table, he looks at me, “the Bloodstone is hidden in one of the Moon goddess’ temples.”My breath stutters, “are you sure? Any idea which one, cause there are five of them.” Excitement growing at the possibility of finding it.“Yes, I am sure. Which one, though, of that I am not.”“Finn?” I twist my hands together on the table in front of me. I’ve thought a lot about what finding this Bloodstone would mean, and the thoughts I have are darker than I’m used to, I don’t want to share them for fear of him stopping me, but I fear if I don’t share them, I won’t be stopped.He gazes at me knowingly.“If I find this Bloodstone, you know I w
“Arrogant assholes. Do they forget who you are?” Finn grumbles as we leave the Half Moon pack, upset with how they dismissed and treated us callously.“You mean who we are? We’re equal Finn.” I glance out the side of my eye at him.He scoffs, “we all know that’s a lie, Raven. As much as we preachthat everyone in our pack is equal, it’s not true at all.”I stumble at his words. Swinging around to face him, he comes to a stop.“Is that how you feel? You don’t feel you’re treated the same as everyone else, the same as me?”He weighs his words before saying, “the same as everyone? close. We may not have the hierarchy like this pack here,” his hand swings out, motioning behind us to where we just left, “but the groups or cliques make up for that in our pack. The council, though they say they are not above anyone, always act like they are a
After an uneventful trip, we finally make it to the city and the temple. The same as the last village, we shift before entering. The difference between this city and the last village is that even though the streets were empty when we arrived, you could tell it was a lived-in village, but here it has an empty, eerie feel to it. There are no lights on in the run-down houses or shops we pass. I see no movement nor sense any. The only light comes from the temple up on the hill.“I’m wishing I would have just stayed home at this point. Nothing about this journey has been what I expected. And from your reactions, it’s not normal either,” Finn mutters as we take slow, calculated steps through the town, peeking in windows that show they have abandoned this town some time ago.“The last one was weird. No men that anyone remembers? Now, this? This town, since it houses a temple, should above any others be thriving and teeming with life.”
I’m determined more than ever to continue, if not only for the Bloodstone, but to get an idea of what Duncan has under his control and what we will be up against when this war happens. My mental list is growing with concerns to report when I return home.“I checked on them again and made sure they’re still knocked out,” Finn says, coming up behind where I stand outside, looking down on the town.“You’re not supposed to go by them, Finn. We talked about this,” I scold.With a shrug of his shoulders, he takes off down the path.“Dammit, Finnian. First of all, you need to stop just walking away without me. Second, listen to me about this. If we come across any more witches, you need to get away so they can’t use you.” I say, striding up to his side.“Why do you think you’re so special and the only one that can fight off their advances?” He asks, perturbed.“Finn
RAFEAs I stand here looking across the yard, Raven’s beauty still makes me catch my breath. Right now, her head is thrown back in laughter at something Finn just said as Lucy laughs along with her. Despite the stress, she’s been under this last week. I’m glad she’s been able to find these moments with her friends while they are here visiting.As I walk, I see Marge crossing the yard on the opposite side of me and cringe, knowing what is coming. We both step up to the group and as I drop into the open chair, Marge turns to Raven.“Luna, may I have a word before you leave today, please?”Raven looks over at me with a resigned look before pasting on her smile and allowing a moment of her very limited time for a pack member.“Of course Marge.” She stands and leans down to hug Finn and Lucy. “I love you both. If I don’t get to see you again before you leave or we leave, please travel safely. We will talk soon.” With a sad smile, she walks off with Marge.“She is going to burn herself out
I take a moment and look over the crowd and I see families huddled together, hugging in grief. I see a woman standing by herself, staring up at the sky, her arms wrapped tightly around herself. She’s holding so tight it’s as if she’s imagining she’s in the arms of her lost love.My heart breaks for everyone here, for the women who lost their mates, the children who’ve lost a parent, and the families who lost a son, daughter, brother, or sister. For the ones who lost someone to the outside. I don’t know which loss is harder, never getting to see someone again but knowing they passed on valiantly. Or knowing your loved one is now on their own, living in a world apart from you with no magic or wolf. Always wondering how they are doing, if they are surviving. Even though they were banished, you can not banish love from the heart.“Good evening,” I say, letting my magic carry my voice so all can hear it.Once everyone’s attention is on me, I falter for a moment, trying to think of the righ
“Mom, stop,” Jasper whines and tries to escape my hold.I haven’t been able to leave the twins alone since we returned. To them, it was no big deal, and hugs of glad you made it home, and Jade said she knew we would return unharmed and successful, were all we received on our return.“Sorry, not sorry. I just love you so much.” I pull him in closer and plaster him with kisses all over his face.“Oh, you think that’s funny, do you? I guess it’s your turn,” I say to Jade, who’s sitting on the couch with Rafe, laughing at her twin.“No,” she squeals as I release Jasper and jump over the side of the couch, landing on both of them and pulling her down to me. Soon it’s me squealing as Jasper and Rafe tickle me, while Jade wiggles free.After our time roughhousing, we all sit laughing on the couch as one big family. I’m feeling the best I have in what feels like a very long time.It’s been two weeks since we returned, and tonight we will have an official memorial for all lives lost during the
“Raven, hold on to this, please.” Selene holds the Moonstone out to me.I take the stone and zip it into my vest. I step back as she floats above the ground, light emanating from her, causing me to squint.“Listen closely to my words, for I will not repeat myself, nor will I ever interfere again.”Her voice reaches everyone here. They have all risen to their feet and now give her their undivided attention; the fight is forgotten.“The mistakes I made with your ancestors have festered and have passed down to you to carry out. You are all my creation and are meant to live together and work together in harmony. What one of you excels at the other lacks and needs, and vice versa. I made you to need each other. Whether you get a witch or wolf as a mate or have one as your best friend, both types of relationships are equally important in your life.”People are shuffling their feet, listening to her. The wolves are eyeing the nearby witches wearily. I’m sure not quite believing they are supp
So many emotions rush through me as I peer at her. Her shoulders roll back as she turns to fully face me. A brilliant smile illuminates her beautiful face while a thundercloud darkens mine.Everyone appears to be frozen in their spots as I rise on wobbly feet.“Raven,” she says.“Moon goddess.” My tone is curt, nowhere near as soft and pleasing as hers was.Her lips droop into a sad smile before she breaks eye contact to look around her for the first time. As she spins in a slow circle, her hands raise, one to cover her heart and the other to her mouth.She spins back to me sharply. “What happened? What did you do?” Her tone is no longer happy but holds a scary, manic edge.I know I shouldn’t cock an attitude with the Moon goddess, but at this moment I can’t help it. My eyebrows furrow as my eyes squint at her. What kind of question is that? We are obviously in the middle of the war she refused to help with.She stalks the few steps between us as her eyes search me from head to toe. O
RAVENWhen I see the sword cut through Rafe’s rear leg, I jump down from the rock and rush toward him. My wolf surges forth, aiding my speed, a desperate attempt to get to him.My eyes stray from the witch and the sword in her hand, to see Rafe faltering on the ground, growing slow in his movements until he’s flipped on his back, watching helplessly as the witch comes for him.I am focused on Rafe that I almost miss the wolf coming at me from the side. Not breaking my stride, I stretch out my arm and shoot a fireball at the attacker. Not bothering to see if they’re down, I leave them for someone else to finish.With each step I take, I feel the burning rage back in my chest. The rage is almost all-consuming and I barely notice the burn in my hand as I watch the witch stalk toward Rafe, wearing a sinister smile as she looks down at my mate in triumph.No, this is not a fight she will win.Only a few more steps.My heartbeat pounds in my ear as she raises her sword.Almost there.Her sm
RAFE She is so infuriating. I watch her take off, pushing her way toward danger, while Finn and Lucy fall in step behind her. She’s not staying back safely, as we agreed upon. Instead, she’s rushing to the front line. It’s only a heartbeat that I wait before I follow, but the space between us is quickly closed as I lose sight of them. I try to push through our pack but am soon engaged when something barrels into my side. Thankfully, I don’t fall as I’m pushed into another wolf, which keeps me upright, making it easy for me to recover and turn to the attacker. Saliva drips from his fangs as he bares them in a growl at me. His blank eyes track me as his muscles bunch, getting ready to strike again. My front legs drop, bringing me closer to the ground, readying me to also attack. My hind legs push forward and we clash mid-air. I turn at the last minute to protect my neck and it gives me a clear shot at their exposed neck. My teeth clench around their neck, blood seeps through my bare
Howls fill the air as the hairs on the back of my neck and arms stand up. Gnashing of teeth and growling fill me with apprehension as I wait for my chance to get back up there and in the fight. I said I would stay in the back with the rest of the council, but I have no intention of doing that. How can I see how we’re doing or when the other witches arrive if I’m so far removed from the fight? I feel responsible for this, granted I didn’t start all of it, but how I wish I could have lived in ignorance like the rest of the council wanted to when they believed the fight ended with Duncan’s death. How little he meant to this war when at the time he felt like the largest threat out there.Rafe stands glued to my side, his chest vibrating against me as a constant growl rumbles through him. After what feels like forever, flashes of color start mixing with the red and orange glow of the burning fires. That’s my queue to get in there. The witches have joined the fight. I guess the fire is prov
It’s evening when the forest comes into view. Light reflects through the trees, and torches glow softly, giving away their location within the depths of the forest. We stop a few hundred yards away. Except for those in the back with the food supplies and the council members, the rest are all shifted into their wolves. We bring no light or sound to give us away. We prepared for this earlier at our last stop once we realized we would arrive after dark.As we come to a halt, teams shuffle around to get in position. We hope by attacking while it’s still dark out will affect how the witches fight, seeing as they have the disadvantage of not having night vision like us wolves. The wolves will see and attack just fine. I stand at the front watching the woods, looking for any movement that shows they know we are out here. A nudge at my hip diverts my attention.My hand caresses Rafe’s head. He pushes it further into my hand as I scratch behind his ear.“I’m nervous.” My voice, barely above a