Alpha Calix went in front to give a brief speech. He said it was the councilorsā idea to give him a homecoming party and although he didnāt like parties that much, he agreed because it was an opportunity for him to meet the districtās people as the new alpha.
āAnd since everyone important is gathered here tonight, at the end of this evening, I will announce the five ladies I selected who are eligible to be my luna,ā he added in his speech which made most ladies gasp in anticipation.
āThese five ladies will come to live in my mansion for a month. I will observe each of them for me to know who is the best candidate among them. The parents shouldnāt worry though. I will ensure these ladies will be treated as the princesses that they are, and I will sign an agreement to promise not to sully these ladiesā honor.ā
āWho cares if the Alpha sullies my honor? I would gladly offer myself to him if Iād be chosen!ā
I heard giggles behind me and I wasnāt surprised how these girls could throw themselves to the Alpha without hesitation. He was the ruler of the whole district after all. He could keep mistresses if he wanted since there were no laws stating the Alpha should only have one woman. Being a powerful manās woman was a key to many privileges, but if it meant being a toy that could be disposed anytime, Iād rather step back and give the spot to the willing.
After Alpha Calix delivered his welcome speech, the party had officially started. Food and more drinks were served. Musicians played music to liven up the place while some enjoyed the dance floor with their partners.
I stood there with ladies my age who seemed to be more interested in art than men. My disposition was still not good but if Dad would see me at the corner like a wallflower standing alone without socializing with the people around, Iād definitely receive a handful of scolding.
āBenedict Davis, a famous artist from Rampshire will hold an art exhibit next month. Iām a big fan of his, it got me so excited,ā Anna said giddily.
āReally? Iāve also seen some of his worksā¦ā
As I listened to the group, my eyes wandered around. Dad was in a group of important people with the Alpha at the center. Iād like to have some fresh air outside. He wouldnāt notice my disappearance for a few minutes, wouldnāt he?
āIāll go to the bathroom,ā I said before withdrawing from the group.
I was about to discreetly leave the main hall when a chest blocked my view. Thankfully I managed to stop before Iād bump into the man who suddenly blocked my way.
āNice to meet you again, Miss Loraine.ā
I looked up and met Michael Gibbsā gaze. He was towering over me with a boyish smile on his face. He wore a dark blue suit and had his blonde hair brushed back.
āDidnāt we agree to be casual to each other?ā For the first time that night, I managed to smile without forcing myself. The manās light demeanor was really comforting.
āWell, I thought you had forgotten me,ā he joked.
āHow could I? You are my sisterās tutor.ā
He shrugged and lent me his hand, āWould you mind if I ask you to dance? This night is quite boring just like I expected. But you caught my interest. Letās entertain ourselves, shall we?ā
I shook my head gently, smiling. āIām not a good dancer, Michael. You should ask someone else.ā
āYouāre not a good liar, Loraine. Your father is a beta, Iām sure you were trained to be a social flower who attended a dance class.ā
He guessed it right. Growing up, Dad made sure I excelled in all fields a fine lady was expected to be good at.
āOne dance, then.ā
Dad didnāt mind me dancing with fine men like Michael at social events like this but he didnāt want me getting close to any man without his permission. It was also one of the reasons why I didnāt have the chance to build deep connections with the elite guys I knew.
āYouāre now the head of the districtās research team, I heard. You must really be a good scientist,ā I said as Michael and I danced. We caught some peopleās attention but it didnāt bother me. People, especially single ladies, tended to be curious about a fine bachelor like Michael.
āYou already have a big responsibility on your shoulders, why do you still work as my sisterās tutor?ā
āBeta Henry personally asked me to teach your sister. I couldnāt refuse. Besides, I donāt teach Roselle every day and each session only lasts for an hour or two. It doesnāt affect my job, donāt worry.ā
āWell, Iām glad to hear that.ā
In the middle of the dance, I caught a glimpse of where the Alpha was. It surprised me that he was looking in my direction.
It felt like he was looking at me.
Or I could be wrong.
It worried me though. What if heād mention to my father that he saw me in the market the other day? Worst, what if heād mention the state I was in? I literally couldnāt stop my tears that day. If he recognized me earlier, for sure he wondered why a betaās daughter was walking in the downtownās market alone and with tears all over her face.
After my dance with Michael, I excused myself and left the crowd. I went out to breathe some air and to think of an alibi if ever the Alpha mentioned seeing me the other day to my father.
I couldnāt let Dad know about Jacob. Especially not now when we had separated ways. Dad would ruin him if heād know. I couldnāt allow that to happen.
āDid you find the party so boring that you chose to stay here?ā After a few minutes of standing in the garden looking out of nowhere, someone from behind suddenly spoke which startled me.
When I turned around, my lips fell apart.
āA-Alpha!ā I immediately bowed my head and carelessly stepped back, making one of my heels roll over a stone. I lost my balance and if not for the strong arm that held my waist, I would have fallen to the roses with sharp thorns.
āLook how careless you are,ā he said silently with his face only an inch from mine while he held me.
āI-Iām sorry, Alphaā¦ā I said and quickly moved away from him. This time I made sure I wouldnāt land in roses full of thorns if ever I tripped while backing away.
He put his hands on his pockets and remained standing in front of me. I thought he was talking with my father and other elders? Why was he suddenly with me here alone in the garden?
āAre you not enjoying my party?ā he asked.
āI enjoy it, Alpha. I just went out for a moment to breathe fresh air,ā I reasoned out. āPlease forgive me for my clumsiness.ā
āYou are Loraine Sullivan, Beta Henryās daughter, am I right?ā
āYes,ā I answered without wondering why he knew me. He must have heard things about me from Dad and read my profile submitted in his office among the profiles of other ladies who wanted to be his wife.
āWe also bumped into each other the other day, do you remember?ā
I became nervous when he mentioned it. But since we were on the topic, I might as well ask him to not mention it to anyone else. It would be reckless to ask the Alpha a favor, but I had to try for the sake of Jacob.
āI do. I was in a hurry that day because I wasnāt feeling well. I apologize for not recognizing you as I havenāt seen you before,ā I spoke in a gentle manner even when my heart was hammering my chest.
His brow shot up in a provocative manner, āYou seemed to be in deep trouble that day. Did someone bully you?ā
āIā¦ā My mouth remained half opened, couldnāt find the right words to say.
Alpha Calix advanced a step, making me step back once. When he saw my reaction, he stopped. His dark gaze made me shiver. He seemed to be displeased with me backing away.
āYouāre like a scared kitten, do you know that, Miss Loraine?ā His tone was gentle, yet I sensed hostility in the way he looked at me. āTell me, do I look like a monster who will gobble you up?ā
I looked down. āN-no, Alphaā¦ā
He only stared at me with critical eyes. When he didnāt say anything, I answered his first question so I could go back inside.
āI was in the market that day to talk to a friendā¦ something happened but I wasnāt harmed in any way. If it wonāt cost you so much, please donāt mention it to my father. I donāt want him to worry about it.ā
āFor someone whoās scared of me, you are a little brazen to ask me a favor,ā he smiled but I wasnāt sure if that was a yes or no.
āSure, Iāll keep that small secret of yours,ā he said which only gave me a momentary relief because after saying his next words, I froze.
āIn return, you need to be a very good girl while you live in my mansion.ā
Alpha Calix smirked darkly at my shocked face. āYes, Loraine. Youāre one of the selected ladies eligible to be my wife.ā
When I went back inside, I was still dumbfounded. I wanted to think that whatever I heard back in the garden wasnāt true but who am I kidding?Why did fate seem to be playing with me?When the most anticipated time arrived, I stood there frozen among the crowd, my toes were curling on my shoes. If I was just any girl, it would have been a privilege. I would feel blessed for receiving the Alphaās attention and making my father proud, but that wasnāt the case.All my life I felt like I was chained. Dad honed me to be the person he wanted me to be. His principles were unbreakable rules. The world he gave me felt like a cage and all I ever wanted was to break free. I was under his control all my life, and now am I going to be controlled by another man?āI know most of you are waiting for this,ā said Alpha Calix with a smirk on his face. After looking around, his eyes found mine once again.An unfamiliar shiver ran through my spine.āNow Iām going to announce the five ladies who will be su
The butler of the Alphaās mansion, Mr. Judson, was waiting for me at the gates when my family car arrived. The middle-aged man was with some maids to assist me. āWelcome, Miss Loraine. Let us help you with your things.ā āHave the others arrived?ā I asked. āYes, they are at the dining hall with Alpha Calix. They are all waiting for you.ā I nodded and followed the butler. The maids took care of my belongings. I didnāt want to bring more than necessary but Dad insisted on bringing more than what I would need in my one month stay here. I guessed he was expecting Iād be chosen to be the Alphaās wife and there was no need to come back home. āAlpha has arranged everything for all the ladies. Your rooms are ready and I will let you see them later,ā said Mr. Judson. When we arrived at the dining hall, I realized what the butler said was really true. Everyone was already present at the table. Alpha Calix was sitting at the head of the table, on his right were Genevieve and Lea, while on h
āHow was your sleep? If there is anything you donāt like about your rooms, just tell Judson. He will make the necessary arrangements,ā said Alpha Calix during the next dayās breakfast. Our places on the table were still the same. Genevieve and Marianne had the seats nearest to the Alpha while I took the farthest among the five ladies. Last night, I thought about what Roselle said to me when I left our mansion. She said something like turning off the alpha so he wouldnāt choose me. It actually made sense. If I would just mind my own business and wouldnāt try hard on pleasing Alpha Calix like what everyone else was doing, then probably he wouldnāt see me as a wife prospect. I should also try doing the opposite of what he was expecting from us. The quicker heād get turned off, the quicker I could leave. āLoraine.ā When Evelyn, who was sitting beside me, kicked my foot under the table, it was only then I realized that Alpha had been calling my name and I wasnāt paying attention. I lift
Even when I was already in the car with the girls, I still could feel my cheeks burning hot. I knew Alpha Calix was flirty but I didnāt know he was shameless! How could he say words as scandalous as that? I really wasnāt wrong when I thought the agreement he signed about not sullying the ladiesā honor was an empty promise. He was good looking and powerful, I got that, but did he expect every woman would be pleased with his advances and bite his trap mindlessly? āYour cheeks are flaring, Loraine. Not feeling well?ā Evelyn asked which made Genevieveās head turn to me. We were inside one van while Alpha Calix had his own car. āYou should have told Alpha that youāre not feeling well, dear Loraine. You donāt have to try so hard even when you canāt make it,ā Genevieveās tone indicated concern, opposite to what she was implying. āIām alright, Genevieve. Thanks for the concern. Iām just feeling a little feverish due to the cold weather. I can manage just fine.ā I really didnāt understand
āAre you heading back to the mansion now?ā Michael asked after the match. Even when it was the first time he joined Clayburrowās equestrian match, Alpha Calix aced the game. There were a fair number of participants who knew well what they were doing, but Alpha seemed to be a little more aggressive than the others. The way he moved with his horse, it felt like he wanted to burn the whole arena. Thinking about how he looked at me before the match started made me feel a hollow in my stomach. If it was really me he was looking at, did I get him annoyed? But I only changed seats. Did he say something like the girls should stick together at times like this? I couldnāt remember. āLoraine?ā Michael called when I didnāt answer his question. I offered him an apologetic smile. āSorry. Yes, I think so.ā āWe should go to our favorite cafĆ©, Lory! Mr. Michael can go with us too!ā Rose butted in. āIām sure the Alpha doesnāt forbid you going out?ā I shook my head. āThen thatās great! What do you
Alpha Calix went out of the car first by the time we arrived at the mansion. What he said caught me at a loss for words. My palms were covered with cold sweat as I tried to come up with something, but the words wouldnāt roll out of my tongue. Perhaps why I couldnāt argue about it because deep down, I knew it was true. I felt safe around Michael and being with Alpha Calix was a whole different thing. Alpha had already made it to the mansionās door with his long strides while I was still halfway through it. As if my body hadnāt gone cold enough due to the anxiety I went through, the rain suddenly poured. I ran to the mansion but I still got drenched. Water was dripping from my dress to the floor as I hugged myself to ease the cold. āGet her a towel.ā I looked around and saw Alpha near the stairs, watching me with the same dark eyes. I jumped a bit when a loud thunder came. The maid who was asked to get a towel hurried. She was about to give it to me but Alpha grabbed it from her han
Iām not sure if the man meant luck or misery, but at that point I only know one thing. I can use Alpha Calix to free myself from my father's grip. I have no idea what heās planning to do with me but Iām ready for the worst. If he will have me as his whore or his slave, then so be it. Staying pure doesnāt matter now. Staying alive does. I need to live no matter what the odds are because thatās the only way I can go back to my sister. āYou are one lucky lass. You became Alpha's favorite,ā said the woman who is dressing me up. I donāt have the energy to move so I just let her do what she wants. I stared at the mirror mindlessly, and didn't have the time to care how I looked or what dress I was wearing. The bruises in my arms I got from running in the forest were covered with long sleeves of my knee-length dress. The other girls were dressed with short sleeves, I was the only exception and I guess it was because Iād looked horrible with my bruises. My pale lips were also now painted wit
Iāve always felt the weird demeanor Benedict has all those years of him acting loyal to my father. Heās handsome, quiet, I think the quietest man Iāve ever met, heās most of the time serious, and he never looked at any girl in our pack. He was either training the men or handling the packās affairs. I didnāt have casual conversations with him even though he was often invited to our house for dinners and parties. Iād always seen him in the town, and back when I was still studying, we went to the same school. I didnāt give him much attention then, but I knew he was good at academics. Well, heās good at everything he does if my memory serves me right. Although his beta father died early, with his contributions, everyone believed that he was the only man worthy of my hand. They said we were perfect for each other. I couldnāt disagree more. I had never pictured myself marrying Benedict Allen. I could stomach Tyler, his geek cousin who couldnāt even throw a punch, but not him. Even though
Tears of joy rolled down my cheeks when I read what is written in the invitation delivered to me. Calix, who was carrying our little girl in his arms, went to me with an alarmed face when he saw my expression.āWhat is wrong?āI shook my head and smiled. āIām just happy.āāHappy about what?āHis eyes drifted to the invitation card I was holding.āJaxon is getting married to his mate?ā His gaze went back to me and I saw his worried face as if something is wrong with me, or that I feel bad about it and he wants to comfort me or something.āYes.ā Whoever this Lea is, I am happy that she filled the hollow part in Jaxon's heart. He is such a good man and I have been waiting for this day to come. For him to be finally happy again. For him to be loved again the way he deserves to be. And I feel so glad that I couldnāt help but burst to tears.āYou are upset because heās getting married,ā Calix stated in a calm voice as if he understood clearly that I love another man aside from him.āNo! I d
After one monthā¦As soon as I got out of bed I immediately felt nauseous. I quickly run towards the bathroom. I grabbed my hair and vomited on the sink.Early in the morning this is what happened. So I couldn't help but doubt that Lili's suspicion was true. From what I've heard, pregnant women sometimes have morning sickness.I heard the bathroom door open, I no longer bothered to look back because I was busy vomiting. No one enters my room without asking for permission first except Calix."Lory," his voice was soft.I thought he already left last night but here he is, fueling my irritation again."Why are you here? Get out! I don't need you here! You should leave me!"I tried to get out but he just blocked me. With our body's closeness, I can smell his manly perfume. I inhaled his scent. It's so fragrant I feel like I want to smell you all night.But I tried to ignore the feeling of wanting to hug and smell him all day."Don't block my way, Calix!"He sighed. A ghost of smile plaster
Alec couldnāt speak in too much irritation and probably, anger. His eyes were so red, like the color of evil itself. The color of blood and war. The color of death. Yes, red can symbolize love like that of a rose. But it could symbolize many things such as what I have mentioned already.I know what I am doing is a big risk, but I have to try regardless. I need to save the innocent lives of those people who chose to stand by my side. They donāt deserve death like that especially when Alec is the one serving it. He is evil. His soulāif ever he has one which I doubtādeserves to rot in hell all together with his evil subordinates, especially Vienna. If only I am given a chance, I will really kill her. With the anger I am feeling for her, I wonāt miss it for sure. She is just lucky that I am not capable enough to do that especially with the given circumstance. Because if only I was capable enough and there is no Alec blocking my way, I would have surely done it, given of course with the he
Back when I was young, my dream was simple. Stay out of troubles, help the pack, earn a degree, make a good career, marry my mate and have kids, maybe two or three. I envy those big families so I wanted to make my own. Maybe because I grew up in a broken family and I felt lonely. When Dad remarried to a woman who has a daughter same age as me, I thought I would finally have someone I can call as sister. I wanted a sibling. I wanted a normal happy family. But turns out that I would be kicked out in my own house because of her. Not that I was literally kicked out though since I left myself. But it is still the same for me because I knew I had no choice but to leave. It was getting worse every day and I donāt want Dad to worry about my issues. I went to Lynnwood, hoping I would calm down there and I also hoped that my stay in a new surrounding would bring good to me.However, looking back now, I can say that it brought me to something both good and bad. Staying in Lynnwood opened me to m
I looked at myself in the mirror. I just stopped walking back and forth like some psycho who can't behave her ass. I also kept on checking my clothes, my hair, my face, and everything that could be noticed about me. Well, who can blame me? It's weekend today. The day I promised Calix that I would meet his parents in their home.The past few days, I have been really preparing myself for this even Calix told me many times that I have nothing to worry about. But isn't it normal for a wife to be nervous when meeting her husband's family for the first time?I looked at my outfit again. I was really torn earlier if I should wear something so feminine like a dress, skirt or if I should just be casual and have my usual attire when I am walking around Lynnwood ā skinny jeans, fitted blouse, cardigan and sneakers. Though at the end, I decided to choose the latter since I am more comfortable with it.My hair was on loose, the mermaid curls naturally curling on the ends of my brown hair. I only p
"Hi, Lory! It's good that you have accepted my invitation. Hello, Alpha Calix," Irish said enthusiastically with Peter beside her. We just met outside Lynnwood, in the establishment where we agreed to watch the new movie she was talking about."Hi, Lory and uh... Alpha Calix," Peter greeted me with a smile but when he mentioned Calix's name and his eyes drifted to him, his smile became uneasy. He looked suddenly nervous.I can't blame him. Calix is such effortlessly intimidating. You know, every time you look at him, the first thing you would notice is his intimidating air that is screaming with authority and dominance like no other. I know because I once experience to be initimidated with him so bad.Actually, Calix still do intimidate me sometimes, but I am much more comfortable with him now that we already have a relationship and we have the chance to know each other deep each day. I only feel awkward around him seldomly, when we talk about something or he does something that makes
The whole time I was aware that I was falling, my eyes were close and there was still that fear that I might hit something down there. Though, the fear slowly faded when I felt how warm and hard the arms wrapped around my body were.Calix's not gonna do something that would hurt me. I hold onto that belief.And when I finally felt the cold water against my skin, I didn't hit onto anything. It was just the cold water, me holding my breath, and the ironclad body against me. I was about to move to swim up, but I froze when in the midst of coldness, I felt warm, soft lips that touched mine, easing the coldness and my fears away.I almost forgot that I couldn't breathe underwater, but with Calix giving me enough air as he kissed me, I had completely forgotten where we are and how cold the water was.I was to carried away that I didn't notice Calix was already swimming our way upward with his ironclad arm around me. The next thing I knew, we were already on the water's surface. He gave me e
āIsn't she the luna of Alpha Calix?"Iām feeling dizzy and my body feels sore everywhere but I still did my best to open my eyes. The first thing that met my gaze was a bright light. It blinded me for a moment.Am I in heaven?Thatās possible. I remember falling off the cliff after being chased by my pack. Itās just reasonable that Iām dead by now.I felt a warm thing that touched my face. A finger, perhaps. It pressed on my cheek, which startled me.I moved my eyelids up, this time wider. Thereās still that blinding light but as I try to focus my gaze, I realize itās the sky.āSheās awake.ā I dropped my gaze on the little boy on my right. Heās quite young. Around four or five, I guess. He stared at me with curiosity and worry in his bright brown eyes.When the cold wind blew, that was when I knew Iām soaking wet. I looked on my left and saw an older boy. Heās obviously younger than me. He has the same bright brown eyes the small boy has, so I assume they are siblings. Both of them ar
"Did you know what pack they are from, Alpha Calix?" Gideon asked after the invited guests were completely wiped out. "No traces in their swords and daggers, nor in their bodies. And no one dared to speak." "What pack must be behind of this?" it was from Henry. There many assassin guilds but the biggest and most prominent is ours, the reason why we have a lot of enemies. This did not happen only once that was why we were not surprised of the attack. "That is hard to know since we have a lot of enemies," I said before walking out from the group. "Where are you going? We are still in a meeting." Henry is such a nuisance. He really gets into my nerves most of the time. "I need to prepare for my mission tomorrow." Before he could talk more, I was already out of the room. The following night, I left the manor before sunset as what I have planned. It was already dark when I arrived at the Dark Valley where the base of Raven pack was situated. Wolf shifters have very sharp sense of sm