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7 | Take Off My Mind
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2021-03-02 15:45:31Phoebe’s POV
The phone keeps on ringing on the bedside table yet I ignore it for the 37th time. I was literally boiling with rage. My hands were itching to turn the whole place upside down. I wanted to hurl the phone towards the wall as it started ringing again. I let out a huge groan of annoyance and immediately search my bag for medications that Alana prescribed me.
I really wanted to call her right now but I knew that now would not be the best time.
Begrudgingly, I check my phone and notice hundreds of texts from Noah and Ava. There were threads of apologies. But I couldn’t care less. Apparently, those idiots forgot to mention that the Lordly “Woodwards” family will be joining us in Monaco. It was almost like avoiding cockroaches. No matter where you go, they will always be there, in some way or the other.
It was a huge shock for me to see Emily and Nate in the lob
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