Chapter 05.

Scarlett's POV:

All i think about right now is Anthony..

It was the middle of the night and he's still not home, after i ran to my room i stayed there, my mom came twice to check up on me, but i wasn't ready to talk to her, yet..

I wanted to call Anthony but i remembered i don't have his phone number...i was so worried about him, he's not use to be that late, i wonder what could happen if he knows the truth, i bet things will change between us when he know.

i was about to close my eyes and go to sleep but…i heard footsteps on the stairs, he's finally here, i opened my door i wanted to check up on him, i looked at him, he opened his door and was about to enter his room but he stopped, he shoot me one of his deadly glares, as if i was the only source of annoyance in this world, i froze didn't move, suddenly he closed the door after he entered his room. i sigh, i understand his feelings, i don't blame him anymore.

I entered my room but i couldn't sleep, i decided i should play violin since it become a habit, every time I’m sad i play it, i held my violin closed my eyes and started playing, just some random beat, it's what i do when I’m nervous, After a while of playing, my door cracked open, i turned in surprise, to see Anthony glaring at me.. he was walking towards me his footsteps weren’t the usual. Is he drunk?.

He stood right in front of me his closeness caused me Goosebumps, i become nervous while my heart beats accelerated, i looked at him in confusion, what is he doing?

out of sudden he touched my left hand the one I was holding the violin with, he took the violin with his hand and looked at it.

"among of all musical instruments you choose violin? why? do you have to torture me like this? do you have to remind me every second of her? ". he said angrily taking one step away from me.

I'm opening his wounds!!

me playing violin? does it bothering him this much?

I loved it when his mom used to play violin whenever we ask her. it's because of her I became an amazing player like this.

"you know how much I loved it when she was playing violin, and I know it was our favorite sound back then, it still the same for me, it still the greatest thing I've ever heard, actually it's the only thing that makes me feel better, that I'm safe, that I'm alive ". I said moving closer to Anthony but he lost control and threw my violin on the floor. my violin turned into broken pieces in less than two seconds, I was very close to it, a sharp piece flew over my right cheek and cause me a deep wound. I put my right hand to touch it and I saw blood. but I didn't care about it. my violin's broken!!!!!

"nooooo!! ". I screamed while Anthony covered his ears with his hands, he gave me a terrified look before running away out of my room.

nooo, I can't believe he just broke my violin. this is my first violin ever.

I sat on the floor with my broken heart, holding the pieces of my violin, feeling a stab in the middle of my heart.

"why? why would you do this? ". I said crying my heart, I was tearing up.

"honey what's going on?!!! ". mom entered my room with a terrified face.

"he_he broke my violin ". I said while mom hugging me. she said nothing, she just took me to bed and said nothing more than "he needs time honey, in the end, you do play violin like her, that's like open up wounds but only to heal them, and to heal wounds we need a lot of time ". mom said planting a kiss on my forehead.

I cried till I fell asleep..

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Anthony's POV:

I kill people in my mind.

I only see the bad side in everything.

03:01 AM time is running.

Another minute just passed.

That sound is killing me.

It's in my head, listening to her playing violin like that.

I think it's the best sound that i actually heard.

It's the only sound i liked besides my mother's voice.

That soft sound of violin just, made me remember things..

I remember the day she left, my mother.

It was spring.

I loved spring, it was my favorite season!!.

Now i hate spring.

I remember that day...

Flashback:

I feel the sun burning my eyes but I’m not angry or sad, I’m just happy cause it's sun of spring i opened my eyes slowly, a wide smile appeared on my face when i notice mom beside me on bed. she was trying to wake me but I’m already up.

"You're awake?" She said with surprised tone. "morning mom" i smiled at her.

" morning Tony" she smiled making me getting up the next thing I know I was hugging mom, i was exited it was spring ,finally!!i don't like winter.

Winter is dark.

Spring makes me feel I’m in heaven.

My mother was laying beside me on my small bed. Suddenly i felt her hand making her way to my stomach. i started giggling knowing my mom well ,she's about to tickle me, she really likes to torture me like this.

Allot.

"Hahaha mom please stop pppplease...hahahahah oh no mom hahahaa.."

Next thing my mom stopped tickling me "okay enough now" a small laugh left her lips "so what are you gonna do today?"

"I was thinking about going to the park with lil scar it is a good day to go and have some fun". "well, can’t you two play tomorrow or something. I want to spend some time with my son today cause i missed him ,plus I’m not working today, what do you think?"

"I don't know mom i promised lil scar to meet her today and go to play". I was exciting to go and spend some time with mom but i promised lil scar ."so ,what if we go all together to watch a movie? then you go play with her". "Yaaaay !!yes mommy i love you".

Mom is the best momy in the world.

"you're always late Tony boy, I’m mad at you" lil scar said she was in the park already. "no you always come early lil scar" she was really mad she didn't even want to look at me.

"Hey lil scar are you really mad?" "i don't know dummy boy what do you think?"

"well i think Scar looks like the beautiful princess from the movie Snow white" her face turned red i started giggling , this works every time.

"Thanks Tony boy" she said with her eyes staring to the floor. "I have a surprise for you lil Scar" she immediately looked at me. "really??" "yep, do you want to go with me and mommy to watch a movie then we go to play?" I can see her smile grow on her face.my favorite smile.

"Yaaaay yes yes! Yesssss!" "okay then let's go cause i left my mom waiting in the car she said she'll call mrs. marie so she won't be worried about you". "yes let's go come on"

She held my hand and we both started running.

"that movie was so cool" lil Scar said. we watched "Cinderella”. “thank you for the movie Mrs. Smith" "yeah mom thanks for the movie". I’m so happy i could spend time with my two favorite people in the world.

"You're welcome guys i love you so much both of you" then she hugged us.

"I’ll give you a ride to the park then go to make dinner" mom gave us a ride to the park she opened the car door and followed us to the park she gave me a tight hug "lil Scar do you promise me to be my son's friend no matter what and take care of him?"

"ma'am i know that Tony boy sometimes act like dummy boy but don't worry i like him in my life so i'll always take care of him, he's my best friend". she smiled my mom hugged her and then hugged me and said" take care Anthony my boy and don't be late okay?" "okay mom i won't be late don't worry". she got up and started walking to the car.

"Tony boy i love your mother she's beautiful and funny she's so cool" i turned to lil Scar "yeah i love her too lil scar she's the best" then we started playing we had so much fun.

I said goodbye to lil Scar i told her i promised mom that i won't be late.

I got back home i didn't find my mom she was always the one who open the door to me but this time it was my father who opened that door.

"dad? Where's mom?" Dad run to me and pulled me into a tight hug "I’m sorry son we lost your mother" he started crying" let's go and find her dad maybe she is at..." dad looked into my eyes. his eyes were drowning in tears" son your mother. ..she…she died"

she died…mom died…

"Dad you mean she died like Scar's cat?"

Dad was surprised when he heard my words "yes my son, yes like Scar's ..cat"

I knew that feeling… But this time it wasn't a cat who died..

It was my mother.

She's gone.

Forever.

End of flashback.

Back then i was only six years old.

i still remember the funeral.

Spring turned to winter cause everything was dead to me since that day.

After the funeral dad decided to move on and go to London he said he got a job there. Then he got married again with that witch.

A witch who has two faces.

A real face and a fake nice face.

A real face she always used it when my father wasn't at home.

The second she only use it when my father's at home.

I hate it when i get drunk...i broke Scarlett's violin, she was hurt, the hurt in her eyes i can never delete that scene from my mind, i regret doing it, but she deserves it, she once hurt me too.

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