In my step dad pack

It’s been three weeks since my mom got married to her new husband and today we were moving in with him back to our new park .

I actually do not know how to feel or how I was going to process all of this but all that I could feel was pure happiness for my mom .

I had never seen my mom this happy my entire life , seeing her happy and excited over the past few weeks had been the best thing that would ever happen to me and I wished that it keeps on happening to her .

“ Eleanor “ I heard my mom scream from the living room

Her scream made me snap back to reality and it was then that I realised that I had been keeping her waiting .

I quickly grabbed the last piece of clothing on the floor and zipped my bag .

I dragged my bag out of the room and as I got to the door , I felt that gush of emotions taking all over me .

I didn’t know how to feel about this , I had no right to be sad , I was going to have a better life there than here , I didn’t want to ruin it with my stupid thinking .

“ I let out a deep breath and shut the door. I guess it was time that I finally let go of this life and take the new life that had been given to me on a platter of gold .

By the time I got to the living room , my mom had already packed all her stuff out and I could tell that she was waiting outside .

I took a final look at the place that my mom and I had lived in forever .

I took out my phone and took a quick picture . This was one of the memories I do not want to lose ever .

I dragged my box out the moment I was done and just as I had predicted my mom was outside waiting for me and at the same time she was standing beside my step dad by the car who had that impatient look on her face .

“ What took you so long ? we have been waiting “ mom told me .

“Sorry mom “ I whispered, not wanting to explain myself and not wanting to sound rude .

Damon didn’t say a word to me but he just got into his car .

Mom helped me drop my box in the boot and I got in and she shut the door .

I took a final look at the house and the tears that I had held down welled up in my eyes .

It seemed like my mom noticed me because all I could feel next was her hands wrapped tightly around me .

“You know we have always prayed for this day, don’t feel bad that we are leaving , just be happy that you are going to get that life that you had always dreamt of and wanted .

I nodded my head to mom words without knowing the right words to say , I felt so fucking tensed

Mom held my hands and together we walked into the car .

I sat at the back while my mom and her husband sat in the front .

As the car moved away from this pack , I watched it , I knew this was my past now and I had to face it .

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When we finally arrived at my step father’s pack , it was already late at night and the only thing that I could see were the lights shining from afar .

I had so many thoughts in mind , I didn’t know how I was going to cope , the fact that I actually had to move school too and here I was .

The pains of living and starting all over were still tingling in my chest , but not when I know that this has got to be the best decision that I will ever make .

The moment we drove into my step father's house , I could see the pack guards standing all over and from where they stood they never moved an inch .

I dragged my tired self from the car and went to the boot to pick up my suitcase .

This wasn’t really the first time that I was coming here and so when I grabbed my box I started heading in since I already knew my room .

I was so tired and the only thing that I wanted now was rest .

When I got into the house , not even one of the house workers acknowledged my presence. They acted like I wasn’t existing but what could I do? I didn’t care , I am not the alpha daughter .

I walked into my room and seeing that my step dad had made it to my taste , I smiled .

I held on to my phone and dropped my box and by the time it was done I was already tired .

I quickly pulled off my clothes .

I wasn’t hungry , since we had already had some food while we were in the car .

I got into the bathroom and washed up and once I was done , I put on my nightwear and laid on the bed .

When I laid down the only thing I wanted was rest but I couldn’t help but wonder why we still haven’t met my step brothers till now , not even my mom had met them .

Well I didn’t want any trouble and so did my mom. I am going to try to be as polite as ever to make them like me , since my mom was married to their father .

I didn’t know how long I had been thinking , but when I slept off .

I felt that tensed breathing on my neck , I pulled my eyes open but I couldn’t see anyone .

I checked if the windows were closed , I didn’t want to worried over nothing so I went back to sleep .