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Author: Sicutcaelo
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All night I was thinking about every single thing he said to me, every single look he gave me, every single gesture he made on his face when I saw him, and they all lead me to the same question:

Are you interested in me?

Yes, it sounds ridiculous for someone over 20 to attract a 16-year-old girl, having plenty of girls her age within reach who can offer her so much more than I can. Because, what can I offer you in the first place? I can't think of the idea I've had about you.

I don't think someone like him could ever be one of those sick guys who stalk girls my age or underage. It makes me absurd to even think of that and that he could have that terrible and repulsive affinity. It's just that when I look him in the eye, I don't see the darkness and the wickedness these guys have.

I have to stop making stupid ideas about all this. Maybe he just said all that jokingly and I'm judging him without even being sure what I think. That's not right. I need to stop making stories for myself and
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