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Insecure

Author: Lommie Cee
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(Nisha's POV)

I felt like crying as I watched Maddox leave the room.

I suddenly felt very insecure and stupid, silly thoughts started running through my mind.

What if he just took in Vivian the same way he had taken me in yesterday? Maybe, she would just kneel down and beg Jim and pretend to be all remorseful and his heart melts like it did in mine?

Then I would have a new competitor all over again.

I stood up and paced around the room. As I passed the mirror, the image reflected back at me did not look like someone who had just had the best time of her life for a while just a few minutes ago.

"Get a grip on yourself. Get a grip." I whispered to myself. But it did not look like it was helping.

"Get. A. Grip!" I screamed at my reflection in the mirror.

It smiled weirdly at me. For a second, my heart stopped beating. Then I realized it was smiling because I was too.

I burst out laughing. Funny what love can do to us, isn't it? Who would have thought just two months ago that I would h
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