I wasn’t used to this.
Not the hand-holding. Not the constant checking in. Not the way he looked at me—like I was something he wanted to protect, something he wanted to keep.
And I definitely wasn’t used to the kissing.
Because Luca kissed like he meant it.
Like every touch, every movement, was a promise.
It should have scared me.
It did scare me.
But right now, standing under the streetlights, our fingers still intertwined, I wasn’t thinking about fear.
I was thinking about him.
“Do you want to go for a drive?” he asked, voice low.
I should have said no. It was late. My father would kill me if he found out.
But the thought of going back inside—to the walls, the expectations, the rules—felt suffocating.
So I nodded. “Okay.”
Luca didn’t say anything. He just squeezed my hand and led me to his car.
We drove in comfortable silence, the hum of the engine filling the space between us. Luca’s hand rested on the gear shift, close enough that I could reach out and touch him if I wanted.
I wanted to.
But I didn’t.
Instead, I stared out the window, watching the lights blur past.
“You don’t have to talk,” he said, breaking the silence. “But I need to know you’re okay.”
I swallowed. “I’m fine.”
He didn’t buy it. I could tell by the way his jaw tightened.
“Sienna.”
I sighed, leaning my head back against the seat. “It’s just my dad.”
His grip on the steering wheel flexed. “Did he—”
“No,” I cut in quickly. “It’s nothing like that. He just… expects a lot.”
Luca nodded like he understood, but I wasn’t sure he really did.
His house was warm. His family was safe.
Mine wasn’t like that.
Mine was cold and calculated, a place where affection was earned, not freely given.
Luca turned onto a quiet road, pulling up beside a small overlook. The town stretched out below us, a sea of twinkling lights.
He shut off the engine and turned to me. “Do you want to get out?”
I hesitated, then nodded.
The night air was crisp, the scent of pine and distant rain filling my lungs. I wrapped my arms around myself, shivering slightly.
Luca noticed. Without a word, he shrugged off his jacket and draped it over my shoulders.
I looked up at him. “You don’t have to do that.”
He smirked. “I don’t have to do anything.”
My lips parted, but no words came out.
I didn’t know how to do this—whatever this was.
I wasn’t used to people taking care of me.
And Luca… he did it so effortlessly.
“Tell me what you’re thinking,” he murmured.
I exhaled shakily. “I don’t know how to do this.”
His brows furrowed. “Do what?”
“Let someone in.”
Something in his expression softened.
“You don’t have to,” he said simply. “Not all at once.”
I swallowed past the lump in my throat. “You make it seem easy.”
He let out a breathy laugh. “It’s not.”
I turned to him fully, the space between us suddenly feeling too small, too charged.
And then, before I could second-guess it, I leaned in.
Luca’s breath hitched.
“Sienna…”
I pressed a hand to his chest. “Tell me to stop.”
He didn’t.
He couldn’t.
Instead, his hands found my waist, fingers tightening. “You’re going to ruin me,” he murmured.
I smiled—because he was ruining me too.
And then I kissed him.
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I woke up to warmth.Soft. Comfortable. Dangerous warmth.For a second, I forgot where I was.The rain had slowed to a soft drizzle, the occasional rumble of thunder still rolling in the distance. The tent smelled like damp fabric, grass, and something undeniably Sienna.And then I realized—She was still wrapped around me.Her head rested against my chest, her fingers curled into my hoodie. One of her legs was tangled with mine, and my arm was still draped over her waist, holding her way too close.Fucking hell.I forced myself to stay still, even as every muscle in my body screamed to do the opposite.I should wake her up.I should move.But I didn’t.Instead, I let my eyes trace the curve of her cheek, the way her lashes rested against her skin.She looked so soft like this.So unguarded.I had the sudden, reckless urge to run my fingers through her hair, to tilt her chin up and kiss her awake.Instead, I swallowed hard and forced myself to breathe.What the fuck was happening to m
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I should’ve pulled away.I should’ve told him no.I should’ve done something other than let Luca Russo—cocky, infuriating, undeniably irresistible Luca—drag me through the house like I belonged to him.But I didn’t.Because deep down, in the place I tried so hard to ignore, I wanted this.I wanted him.The music pounded through the walls, the thrum of bass rattling through my chest as we weaved past people drinking, laughing, making out in corners like they had nothing to lose.But I barely noticed them.Because all I could focus on was Luca’s hand wrapped tightly around mine.The way his grip never faltered.The way he never once looked back, as if he already knew I wasn’t going anywhere.And the worst part?He was right.We reached the bottom of the stairs, and my pulse kicked up.Oh God.Where was he taking me?I should’ve asked.Should’ve stopped him.But instead, I let him lead me up, past more partygoers, past people I barely recognized.By the time he pushed open the door to hi
I couldn’t stop thinking about it.The kiss.Sienna.The way she’d grabbed me in front of everyone, like she’d finally snapped, like she had to prove something—to Amanda, to herself, to me.But she didn’t have to.Not to me.Because I already knew.Knew she wanted me. Knew she felt this, whatever the hell this was, just as much as I did.And now?There was no going back.I leaned against the porch railing, watching the lake, trying to get my head straight.It wasn’t working.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her.The fire in her eyes. The way her lips had trembled against mine. The way her whole body had melted into me, like she belonged there.Like she wanted to belong there.And now, she was running.I had seen it the second she stormed off after breakfast, Cassie struggling to keep up.She was panicking. Probably overthinking. Probably trying to convince herself it didn’t mean anything.Too bad for her—I wasn’t letting her do that.The cabin door creaked open, and I turned just as
I had officially lost my mind.That was the only explanation.Why else would I have grabbed Luca in the middle of breakfast—in front of everyone—and kissed him like I had something to prove?Because I had snapped. That was why.Amanda’s words, her smug little smirk, the constant taunting—I had reached my limit. And instead of ignoring it like I always did, I had thrown gasoline on the fire.And now I was burning.The moment my lips had touched Luca’s, the rest of the world had vanished.I hadn’t thought about Amanda.Or the people watching.Or the fact that Luca was Luca—the same boy I had spent the last few months trying to keep at arm’s length.All I had thought about was him.His hands in my hair. His lips moving against mine. The way he made me feel like the ground beneath me was shifting.And now?Now, I had to deal with it.I practically sprinted out of the breakfast area, ignoring the whispers and the knowing looks.Cassie was right on my heels. “Sienna—”“I don’t want to talk
I woke up to warmth.Soft. Comfortable. Dangerous warmth.For a second, I forgot where I was.The rain had slowed to a soft drizzle, the occasional rumble of thunder still rolling in the distance. The tent smelled like damp fabric, grass, and something undeniably Sienna.And then I realized—She was still wrapped around me.Her head rested against my chest, her fingers curled into my hoodie. One of her legs was tangled with mine, and my arm was still draped over her waist, holding her way too close.Fucking hell.I forced myself to stay still, even as every muscle in my body screamed to do the opposite.I should wake her up.I should move.But I didn’t.Instead, I let my eyes trace the curve of her cheek, the way her lashes rested against her skin.She looked so soft like this.So unguarded.I had the sudden, reckless urge to run my fingers through her hair, to tilt her chin up and kiss her awake.Instead, I swallowed hard and forced myself to breathe.What the fuck was happening to m
I was so fucked.And not in the good way.Standing outside the tent, watching Sienna wrestle with the poles like they’d personally offended her, I had to bite back a smirk.“Need help, Sunshine?”“Don’t call me that,” she snapped, not looking up as she struggled to drive a stake into the dirt.I shoved my hands in my pockets. “Alright, Sienna—do you need help?”She huffed. “I got it.”Yeah. Sure she did.I watched for another thirty seconds before stepping in, easily driving the stake into the ground with my boot.She scowled. “I could’ve done that.”“Of course you could’ve.” I grinned, grabbing the other pole and securing it in place. “But at this rate, we’d be sleeping outside.”She muttered something under her breath, but I was too busy not staring at the way her shirt had ridden up to expose a sliver of smooth, golden skin.Focus, Russo.By the time we finally got the tent up, the sky had darkened, the campfire was lit, and dinner was being passed around. But before we could even
The ride was long.Too long.The bus rumbled along the highway, filled with chatter and occasional outbursts from overly excited students, but I barely heard any of it.Not with him sitting just a few rows behind me.Not with his presence burning into my skin like a brand.Cassie had long since dozed off, head resting against the window, but I was wide awake, pretending to be engrossed in the scenery outside when, in reality, I was painfully aware of every single move Luca made.His laugh, low and lazy, floated through the air.The rustling of his hoodie as he shifted in his seat.The occasional murmurs as he spoke to Ethan.I hated it.I hated how aware of him I was.I squeezed my hands together, nails biting into my palm. It’s just a school trip, Sienna. Nothing else. Keep your head down, and get through it.But of course, the universe had other plans.The moment we pulled up to the campsite—a massive stretch of land nestled between thick woods and a lake—our teacher, Mr. Harrison,