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Chapter 58:Ocean of sorrows

Author: Deborah96
last update Last Updated: 2022-11-24 23:11:25

***CADEN***

“We’re here,” I stop the car in the middle of the road. I am worried after seeing her condition. She keeps on saying to drive but that’s not what I intend to do actually.

How can I drive when she is in such a bad condition? She is clutching her head with both of her hands avoiding the sight in front of her.

What happened? Why is she behaving like that? I keep on holding her shoulder with one of my hand while my another keeps on rounding the steering.

She is terrified. Is there something traumatic related to the cars? I guess that might not be the case as she has been travelling in the car for a long time and I have not realized even once that she had trouble with it.

Then, what is wrong with her? What made her turn into someone like this?

So, I have no other options than lying to her. So, I lie to her. We haven’t caught Cohen but I don’t want to continue by hurting her.

She stays still for some minutes and slowly looks up in my direction.

“You okay?” I ask one more
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