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Chapter 46: Falling on his feet

Author: Deborah96
last update Last Updated: 2022-11-11 22:41:22

***ESTHER***

It was just foolish of me to speak something so recklessly. How can I talk about the thing that I don’t want to talk myself. You are still such a reckless person Esther.

I clutch my duvet and cover my whole body trying to repent on my mistake from before. I clearly heard him closing the door. By now, he must be already in his room and I am feeling damn suffocating inside this duvet.

I slowly let the duvet get away from my face and peep over it. He isn’t there. Why would he be? I just made myself and him awkward out of nowhere when everything between us was getting clearer.

I sigh as I hold the corner of the bed cover and look at the direction of the door.

“He just did something out of way for me, today. Nobody would have been able to do this but he did it. The one who hated me a lot,” I talk to myself.

Yeah! He hated me a lot and I hated the fact that he hated me before. But at the same time, I also knew that he hated me because of the strange circumstances between us and
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