I stared at the email, my heart pounding in my chest. "I KNOW YOUR SECRET." My hands hovered over the keyboard as I tried to think of what to say back. What secret could they possibly know? Antonio and I had been so careful… or so I thought.
I don't have a secret, I typed out, my fingers shaking slightly. You must have the wrong person.
I hit send before I could second-guess myself. There was no way someone could know what happened between Antonio and me. It was just a one-time thing, and no one else was there.
Maybe this was just a prank, someone trying to mess with me for fun. But who would do that? Antonio? Jenny? No, it couldn’t be them. They had no reason to.
I waited for a few minutes, staring at my phone, hoping for a quick reply that would reveal this was all a joke. But nothing came. The screen stayed stubbornly blank, the email thread mocking me with its silence.
I need to stop overthinking this, I told myself. It's probably nothing.
I set my phone down on my bedside table and crawled into bed, pulling the covers up over my head. I tried to push the thoughts out of my mind, telling myself that tomorrow would be better. Maybe by the time I woke up, the email would just be a bad memory, something I could laugh about.
I must have finally dozed off because the next thing I knew, sunlight was streaming in through the curtains, and my phone was buzzing on the table. I reached for it, my heart skipping a beat when I saw the notification.
The Mailer replied.
I sat up in bed, suddenly wide awake. My fingers fumbled as I opened the email, my heart racing.
"I wouldn’t dare me if I were you."
I stared at the screen, my breath catching in my throat. What the hell does that mean? My mind raced, trying to make sense of the cryptic message. Was this person trying to threaten me? Was this about Antonio? How could they know? I felt a cold sweat break out on my forehead as I started to type a reply.
Who are you? What do you want from me? I started, but before I could finish, there was a knock on my door.
“Vanessa? You awake? You’ll be late for school,” Antonio’s voice came through the door, making me jump. I quickly locked my phone and shoved it under my pillow.
“Uh, yeah! I’m up!” I called back, my voice shaky. “I’ll be ready soon!”
I heard him walk away, and I let out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding. My heart was still pounding, and my mind was spinning. I need to calm down, I told myself. It’s just an email. I’ll figure it out later.
I threw off the covers and got out of bed and took a quick shower. After that I quickly pulled on a random jeans jacket. My hands were still shaking, and I felt like I was going to be sick. I couldn’t stop thinking about the email.
Stop it, Vanessa, I told myself. You’re just being paranoid. I took a deep breath and tried to push the thoughts out of my mind as I zipped up my jacket. I grabbed my bag and slung it over my shoulder, ready to leave my room. But as I reached for the door handle, I hesitated.
What if this wasn’t just a joke? What if someone really knew? The thought made my stomach churn with anxiety, but I couldn’t just stay in my room all day. I had to face the world, even if I didn’t want to.
I opened the door and stepped into the hallway, trying to act like everything was normal. Antonio was waiting for me in the kitchen, his usual calm and collected self.
“You want a ride to school?” he asked, looking up from his cup of coffee.
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. My mind was too wrapped up in the email, in the possibility that someone out there knew my secret. Instead, I just walked past him, heading straight for the front door.
“Vanessa?” Antonio called after me, but I didn’t turn back. I didn’t even say goodbye. I just needed to get out of there, away from him, away from the house. I needed to clear my head.
I stepped outside, the cool morning air hitting my face like a splash of cold water. I took a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t shake the feeling that my life was about to change in a way I wasn’t ready for.
* * *
Class was a blur. I sat in the lecture hall, my notebook open in front of me, but I wasn’t writing anything. I wasn’t even listening to the professor. My thoughts kept drifting back to that email. Who could have sent it? How did they know? And why now? It didn’t make any sense.
“Vanessa?”
The professor’s voice snapped me out of my thoughts. I blinked, looking up, but I wasn’t sure what was going on. The professor was staring right at me, his eyebrows raised expectantly. The entire class had gone quiet, and I could feel all their eyes on me.
“Vanessa?” the professor said again, a little louder this time, clearly annoyed that I hadn’t responded the first time. “Care to share your thoughts on the topic?”
My mind went completely blank. I had no idea what he had been talking about. I opened my mouth to say something, anything, but no words came out. I stammered, trying to form a coherent sentence, but nothing made sense.
Before I could completely embarrass myself, I heard a voice from the back of the room.
“Actually, Professor, I think what Vanessa is trying to say is that the author uses symbolism to convey the internal conflict of the protagonist,” the voice said smoothly.
I turned around, my eyes searching for the source of the voice, and there he was—Jason Montgomery, leaning back in his chair with a lazy smirk on his face. He winked at me, and I felt my cheeks flush even more. The professor nodded, seemingly satisfied with Jason’s answer, and moved on with the lecture.
I turned back around in my seat, feeling both relieved and embarrassed. Jason had saved me, but now I felt like I owed him something.
After class, I spotted Jason leaving the lecture hall, his tall figure cutting through the crowd with ease. I hesitated for a moment, biting my lip.
Should I thank him? It felt weird not to. I mean, he had totally saved me from humiliation in front of the entire class. I owed him that much, at least.
Taking a deep breath, I hurried after him. “Hey, Jason!” I called out, catching up to him.
He turned around, a slow smile spreading across his face when he saw me. “Hey there, Vanessa,” he said smoothly, his voice deep and confident.
I tried to smile, though I still felt a little awkward. “Thanks for… you know, saving me back there in class. I had no idea what was going on.”
Jason chuckled, his eyes glinting with amusement. “No problem. I could tell you were in a bit of a bind.”
I looked down at the ground, feeling my cheeks flush again. “Yeah, I’ve just got a lot on my mind right now.”
Jason raised an eyebrow, looking intrigued. “Oh?"
Jason’s smile grew wider, and he took a step closer to me. “Actually, I’ve got a better idea. How about you thank me properly?”
I blinked, a little confused. “Properly?”
“Yeah,” he said with a grin. “Let me take you to dinner. Tonight. You can thank me then.”
I felt my heart skip a beat. Dinner? With Jason Montgomery? I hadn’t been expecting that. I hesitated, my mind racing.
Part of me wanted to say no. I didn’t need any more complications in my life right now. But then again… maybe a distraction was exactly what I needed. And Jason? He seemed like the perfect distraction.
I found myself smiling, almost against my will. “Okay,” I said softly. “Dinner sounds good.”
Jason’s smile grew even wider. “Great. I’ll pick you up at eight,” he said confidently. He pulled out his phone and handed it to me. “Give me your number so I can text you later.”
I took his phone and typed in my number, handing it back to him. “Thanks again for earlier,” I said, feeling a little more relaxed now.
“No problem,” he replied, his eyes glinting with mischief. “Just don’t make me wait too long tonight.”
I laughed, feeling a strange mix of excitement and nerves. “I’ll be ready.”
With one last wink, Jason turned and walked away, leaving me standing there with my heart still racing. What have I just agreed to? I wondered as I watched him disappear into the crowd.
But at the same time, I couldn’t deny that it felt good. Maybe this was exactly what I needed—something to take my mind off the email and Antonio and all the other craziness in my life. Maybe Jason could be that distraction.
* * *
It was almost 8 p.m., and I was pacing around my room, trying not to freak out. I’d been nervously getting ready for this dinner with Jason since I got home, and now the time had finally come.
I had changed outfits at least three times, debating whether to look casual or dressy. Finally, I settled on a simple black dress—classy but not too much. I even did my makeup, trying to keep it natural but still cute enough to impress Jason.
As I stood in front of the mirror, checking my reflection for the hundredth time, I glanced at the clock. 8:05. Jason was late.
I huffed and grabbed my phone, scrolling through my messages to see if he had texted me. Nothing. I bit my lip, wondering if I should text him first. Maybe he got caught up in traffic or something. Maybe he forgot. Or maybe he was standing me up.
I shook my head, trying not to let my mind spiral. It was just a few minutes. He’d show up. I grabbed my jacket from the bed and slipped it on, figuring I’d wait by the door so I could hear the doorbell.
Another five minutes passed, and my nerves were starting to get the best of me. I could feel the anxiety bubbling up in my chest. What if this was a mistake? What if he wasn’t coming?
Just as I was about to give in and send him a text, the doorbell rang.
Finally!
I practically leaped off the couch and ran to the door, my heart pounding with anticipation. I took a deep breath, plastering a smile on my face as I reached for the doorknob.
Jason was finally here, and I was ready for a fun night—something to get my mind off all the craziness of the last few days.
But when I swung the door open, my smile immediately fell. Standing in front of me wasn’t Jason. It was Blair.
I froze, my hand still on the doorknob as I stared at her in shock. Of all the people I could have expected to see tonight, Blair was the absolute last person I would have imagined showing up at my doorstep.
Her voice smooth but laced with something that sent a chill down my spine. “Hello, Vanessa,”
I couldn’t believe my eyes. Blair was standing right in front of me, with that smug look on her face like she had something to prove. My brain was screaming at me to get her out of the house. Without thinking, I blurted out the first thing that came to mind.“Antonio isn’t here,” I said quickly, the words stumbling out in a rush. I stepped back, already reaching for the door.My heart was pounding, and I felt like if I didn’t get rid of her soon, something terrible was going to happen. “You should probably go—"Before I could finish the sentence and slam the door shut, Blair didn’t even flinch.Instead, as I tried to close the door, it stopped with a sudden jolt—someone was holding it open from the outside. My heart skipped a beat, and I looked up, only to see Antonio standing there.“Antonio?” I stammered, my voice shaking slightly. My stomach flipped as I met his eyes, and I quickly pulled my hand back from the door, unsure of what to do. Antonio pushed the door open wider and step
My mind was spinning as I walked out of the diner with Jason. I had tried to shake off the nagging worry from the text message, but it lingered like an unwelcome shadow.My thoughts were scattered, and the weight of the unknown mailer’s threat was becoming more suffocating by the minute.Jason seemed to notice my unease as we approached his car. “Hey, are you okay?” he asked, concern evident in his voice. “You look pretty shaken up.”I forced a smile, trying to mask my anxiety. “It’s nothing. I just… need to go home.”Jason didn’t press further. Instead, he nodded understandingly. “No problem. I can give you a ride.”I appreciated his offer, though I was torn between feeling grateful and guilty for cutting our evening short.As we drove through the quiet streets, I stared out the window, my thoughts a chaotic mess of worry and frustration. The steady hum of the car’s engine did little to calm the storm inside me.When we finally reached my house, I felt a wave of relief mixed with app
I stared at Antonio in stunned silence as his words echoed in my mind. My heart pounded in my chest, and I found myself unable to process what he had just said.“Say it again,” I moaned, my voice barely more than a whisper, but the words came out as a plea.Antonio didn’t respond. Instead, he slowly got off his stool, his movements deliberate and almost painful to watch.Without another word, he turned and headed upstairs, leaving me alone in the kitchen. The sound of his footsteps fading away only added to the emptiness that filled the room.I exhaled deeply, my emotions a tangled mess. I grabbed the whiskey bottle and took another gulp, hoping it would help numb the confusion and heartache.* * *The days following that night were a blur. Two weeks had passed, and the atmosphere between Antonio and me had become unbearably strained.We hadn’t spoken a word about that night, or to each other at all. The silence was almost louder than any argument could have been.I tried to push
I’d barely had any sleep last night, my mind still tangled with worries and unanswered questions. As I entered, I was surprised to find Antonio in the kitchen, wearing an apron and busily flipping pancakes.“Good morning,” I said, trying to sound cheerful despite the fatigue weighing down on me.Antonio glanced up briefly, his face impassive. “Morning,” he mumbled, his attention quickly returning to his pancakes.I hesitated, unsure if I should bring up the awkwardness from the previous days, but the silence between us felt suffocating. “So, is this how you want to keep being? Just ignoring me?”Antonio chuckled, a sound that seemed to lack genuine warmth. “Why would I be angry at you?”My heart skipped a beat at his casual dismissal. “You know, about me having a boyfriend and what you said that night...”Before I could finish, Antonio cut me off. “Oh, that was nothing.”Just as I was about to respond, Blair waltzed into the kitchen, her face lit up with a smile. She looked from Anton
I stood up from the bed, hastily adjusting my dress, my heart pounding as if it were going to burst out of my chest. This wasn’t how things were supposed to happen. My fingers shook as I smoothed down the fabric, trying to regain some composure.“Jenny, I can explain,” I said, my voice trembling with desperation, but Jenny was already walking out of the room, her heels clicking sharply against the hardwood floor.I whipped around to face Antonio, my mind racing. “I have to go after her. I can’t let her leave like this.”Antonio’s jaw tightened, but he nodded. “Go. Talk to her.”Without another word, I hurried out of the room, my heart racing as I followed the path Jenny had taken. I caught sight of her near the bar, standing there like nothing had happened, but I could see the tension in her shoulders. She asked the server for a glass of champagne. I ran over just as the server handed her the drink.“Jenny,” I said, standing beside her, trying to catch my breath. “I know you’re shoc
As the night wore on and the party finally began to wind down, I found myself standing outside with Jenny, Clay, and Jason. We stood in a small circle, saying our goodbyes, but my mind was still in a million places at once. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Antonio and Blair together, and that announcement replayed in my head like a bad song I couldn’t turn off.Jenny hugged me first, wrapping her arms around me tightly. She leaned in close and whispered, “We still need to talk, okay?”I forced a smile, trying to mask the turmoil bubbling inside me. “Of course we will.” I squeezed her back, though my heart wasn’t in it.As we broke away, Jason stepped forward. He pulled me into a hug, and his arms felt heavy around me. There was a part of me that wanted to melt into it, to just let myself forget everything for a moment. But it was like my body wouldn’t let me relax. I was too tense, too wrapped up in what had happened with Antonio. I couldn’t let it go.Jason smiled down at me, h
I stood there, staring at my phone in disbelief, my heart racing so fast I thought I might pass out. I was shaking, my palms sweaty as I tried to make sense of the threat. I barely had time to process it when the bathroom door swung open, and Jenny walked in, her carefree smile lighting up the room.“Hey, I’m gonna grab some alcohol from the living room. What do you want?” she asked, her voice full of excitement.I could feel my face burning up, the anxiety building inside me like a dam about to burst. “Uh, I’ll just have a beer,” I stammered, trying to play it cool.Jenny raised an eyebrow at me, clearly unimpressed with my choice. “Nonsense, girl. You need something stronger. Vodka it is.”Before I could protest, my phone rang again. My heart stopped for a second as I glanced down at the screen, the unknown number flashing once more.“I… I really need to take this,” I muttered, trying to keep my voice steady.Jenny, thankfully, just shrugged. “No problem, I’ll be back with your dr
ANTONIO's POVAs I pulled the last of the clothes out of the washer, something soft and lacy caught my attention. I frowned, holding up the black panties between my fingers. These…weren’t Blair’s. I knew what Blair wore. She liked things simple, full coverage. This—this was something else entirely.I stared at them for a moment, my mind racing. They didn’t belong to her, so there was only one other possibility. Vanessa.I raised the panties to my face, inhaling the scent deeply, and immediately I felt a rush. My heart pounded in my chest as I exhaled slowly. I could feel myself losing control—my thoughts swirling around her.I dropped the panties into the laundry basket, shaking my head. “I’m going crazy,” I muttered under my breath, trying to push her out of my mind. But the truth was, Vanessa had been in my head for days, maybe even weeks, and now, holding this small piece of fabric, I couldn’t deny how much she was affecting me.I quickly made my way to the living room, needing
I woke up in an unfamiliar room that the walls were painted dull gray, with a harsh light shining through the bars.My head felt heavy, like a fog was still lingering from last night. As I rubbed my eyes and sat up, I noticed Cesar sitting right next to me, smirking.“You slept like a log,” he said, that cocky grin of his never wavering.I blinked, feeling a little dazed. “Where… where are we?”He chuckled, leaning back in his seat, his eyes twinkling with mischief. “You don’t remember? Police came last night.”Bits and pieces of the chaos started to float back into my mind: the cops bursting in, everyone screaming and running. I closed my eyes, groaning. “Yeah… I remember now,” I muttered.I shifted uncomfortably, trying to piece everything together. “But why did they arrest us?”“Noise pollution or something,” Cesar replied with a shrug. “Apparently, some of the neighbors weren’t fans of the party. So, here we are, waiting for someone to bail us out.”I let out a sigh, feeling the
As Cesar took my hand, he led me away from the main party, and I felt a rush of excitement coursing through me. The atmosphere shifted as we entered a different area of the mansion, where the music was quieter but the energy felt charged. It was almost like stepping into a hidden realm reserved for the elite, where laughter and whispers danced in the air."Here we are," Cesar said, motioning toward a sleek bar that shimmered under soft lights. "Have a seat."I sat down, feeling the coolness of the bar beneath my fingers. Cesar had this commanding aura, and I found myself drawn to him, wanting to know more."What would you like to drink?" he asked, his gaze locked onto mine."A beer," I said, thinking about something simple.He laughed, shaking his head. "Nonsense! You have to try their special punch. Trust me, it's legendary."My interest was piqued, and I couldn't help but smile. "Alright, I'll have some."He went to a large bowl filled with a colorful concoction and poured two gl
As Mr. Ruben’s twisted words sank in, I felt disgust churn in my stomach. I took a shaky step back, my fists clenched as I tried to keep my voice from trembling.“You’re disgusting,” I spat, feeling the heat rise in my cheeks. My heart was pounding, and I could barely think straight.Mr. Ruben’s face twisted into a scowl. “Keep your voice down,” he hissed, looking around the empty classroom. “Do you want the whole campus to hear?”I took a deep breath, glaring at him. “I don’t care who hears. You’re a creep.”Turning on my heel, I stormed out of the classroom. But before I could make it to the door, his voice echoed after me, cold and threatening. “You’ll regret this, Vanessa. I’ll make sure you never pass my class.”Ignoring him, I pushed the door open and broke into a fast walk down the hallway. The further I got from that room, the better I could breathe. My legs felt like they were moving on autopilot as I headed for the parking lot, desperate to get away.Just as I turned the c
I pushed open the door to the living room, my head throbbing from the hangover that made everything feel twice as loud, twice as bright. All I wanted was to crawl into bed and sleep it off, away from any questions or judging looks. But just as I stepped inside, my heart dropped. Blair was standing there, watching me with that look—one that screamed she was ready to pounce on me with questions I had no interest in answering.I turned, trying to slip past her toward my room without saying a word, but Blair was quicker. She moved in front of me, blocking my way. Her arms were crossed, her expression cold and focused. “Where have you been, Vanessa?” Her voice was like ice, and it irritated me.“Please, Blair,” I said, rubbing my forehead. “Just get out of my way.”Her eyes narrowed, her jaw tightening. “As long as you’re under my roof, I need to know where you’ve been.”I couldn’t help but let out a bitter laugh. “What on earth gives you the idea that you’re in charge of me?” I shot ba
As Vanessa stood in the doorway, her eyes pleading with me, I could hardly find the words. "Uh, of course you can stay," I stammered, stepping aside to let her in. The moment she crossed the door, it felt like everything shifted. The air was thick with unspoken tension, and I knew deep down that things were about to change.She closed the door behind her, her gaze steady on me. "I'm tired of pretending I don't want you," she said, her voice low and intense.It sent shivers down my spine. "I want you so bad, Antonio. It's eating me up inside." I swallowed hard, feeling my heart race."You're just saying that because you're drunk," I shot back, trying to keep my voice steady, trying to convince myself of that.She stepped closer, her eyes narrowing as she shook her head. "Stop pretending you don't see it. You feel it too."The weight of her words hit me like a train. My mind was racing, caught in a whirlwind of desire and the reality of my situation. I reached out, placing my hand on
ANTONIO's POVAs I pulled the last of the clothes out of the washer, something soft and lacy caught my attention. I frowned, holding up the black panties between my fingers. These…weren’t Blair’s. I knew what Blair wore. She liked things simple, full coverage. This—this was something else entirely.I stared at them for a moment, my mind racing. They didn’t belong to her, so there was only one other possibility. Vanessa.I raised the panties to my face, inhaling the scent deeply, and immediately I felt a rush. My heart pounded in my chest as I exhaled slowly. I could feel myself losing control—my thoughts swirling around her.I dropped the panties into the laundry basket, shaking my head. “I’m going crazy,” I muttered under my breath, trying to push her out of my mind. But the truth was, Vanessa had been in my head for days, maybe even weeks, and now, holding this small piece of fabric, I couldn’t deny how much she was affecting me.I quickly made my way to the living room, needing
I stood there, staring at my phone in disbelief, my heart racing so fast I thought I might pass out. I was shaking, my palms sweaty as I tried to make sense of the threat. I barely had time to process it when the bathroom door swung open, and Jenny walked in, her carefree smile lighting up the room.“Hey, I’m gonna grab some alcohol from the living room. What do you want?” she asked, her voice full of excitement.I could feel my face burning up, the anxiety building inside me like a dam about to burst. “Uh, I’ll just have a beer,” I stammered, trying to play it cool.Jenny raised an eyebrow at me, clearly unimpressed with my choice. “Nonsense, girl. You need something stronger. Vodka it is.”Before I could protest, my phone rang again. My heart stopped for a second as I glanced down at the screen, the unknown number flashing once more.“I… I really need to take this,” I muttered, trying to keep my voice steady.Jenny, thankfully, just shrugged. “No problem, I’ll be back with your dr
As the night wore on and the party finally began to wind down, I found myself standing outside with Jenny, Clay, and Jason. We stood in a small circle, saying our goodbyes, but my mind was still in a million places at once. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Antonio and Blair together, and that announcement replayed in my head like a bad song I couldn’t turn off.Jenny hugged me first, wrapping her arms around me tightly. She leaned in close and whispered, “We still need to talk, okay?”I forced a smile, trying to mask the turmoil bubbling inside me. “Of course we will.” I squeezed her back, though my heart wasn’t in it.As we broke away, Jason stepped forward. He pulled me into a hug, and his arms felt heavy around me. There was a part of me that wanted to melt into it, to just let myself forget everything for a moment. But it was like my body wouldn’t let me relax. I was too tense, too wrapped up in what had happened with Antonio. I couldn’t let it go.Jason smiled down at me, h
I stood up from the bed, hastily adjusting my dress, my heart pounding as if it were going to burst out of my chest. This wasn’t how things were supposed to happen. My fingers shook as I smoothed down the fabric, trying to regain some composure.“Jenny, I can explain,” I said, my voice trembling with desperation, but Jenny was already walking out of the room, her heels clicking sharply against the hardwood floor.I whipped around to face Antonio, my mind racing. “I have to go after her. I can’t let her leave like this.”Antonio’s jaw tightened, but he nodded. “Go. Talk to her.”Without another word, I hurried out of the room, my heart racing as I followed the path Jenny had taken. I caught sight of her near the bar, standing there like nothing had happened, but I could see the tension in her shoulders. She asked the server for a glass of champagne. I ran over just as the server handed her the drink.“Jenny,” I said, standing beside her, trying to catch my breath. “I know you’re shoc