LENNOX
Fear does not grip me, not even the looming threat of losing my job. For three long years, almost every hour of every day, I have dedicated myself to shielding his mother. It's no trivial matter. She is a timid person with an insatiable craving for attention from the opposite sex. Despite her tall, slender figure and delicate features that lend her an everlasting youthfulness, she attracts unwelcome gazes. Those who seek to torment her view her as an easy target.
I have endured countless instances of being spat on, taking blows meant for her—hooks to the jaw, uppercuts to the ribs. I even broke someone's cheekbone while defending her and ended up facing a lawsuit. But he was the one crossing boundaries with her.
I have confronted gunmen, knife-wielders, and troublemakers brandishing absurd objects like water pistols, bags of glitter, and even sex toys—anything to inflict harm. I have whisked Regina away from fervent crowds that posed a threat to her safety, ensuring every room and bathroom was clear before she entered. My mission was crystal clear: no one would lay a finger on her.
My actions define me, proving that I excel at what I do. If someone wanted to dismiss me, they would have done so long ago, especially when I ignore communication and leave gaps in my daily reports, which only fuels speculation among the security team instead of safeguarding my client.
Ashton tosses my pillow aside and asks, "So, is this a promotion or a demotion for you?"
I rearrange my black comforter and respond, "It's a transfer. In security, everyone earns the same amount, except for those leading a Force, who receive more." The unrelenting heat continues to bother us, and we wipe away beads of sweat from our foreheads.
Tony uses his shirt to dab his forehead, accidentally revealing his well-defined abs. Damn. I quickly avert my gaze, attempting to act unfazed.
Nonchalantly popping another bubble with my gum, I say, "But this housing situation is undoubtedly a demotion." I grin as he points to the door with his middle finger.
"If you can't handle it, there's the exit," he retorts.
"I can handle anything, Ashton," I assert, widening my smile as I continue to chew my gum. "I'm simply stating the truth. This townhouse is old and cramped. Where I used to live was a brand-new mansion in an affluent gated community not far from here, where families like the Johnsons, Walshs, and Haynes reside." The suburbs of Philadelphia.
In that very neighborhood, just a street away, two magnificent eight-bedroom mansions were purchased solely to accommodate round-the-clock bodyguards. It was where Security Force Alpha and Epsilon resided, the dedicated protectors of both the parents and the underage children.
As bodyguards entrusted with the protection of the eighteen-and-older children, we found ourselves scattered in different locations. Our living arrangements mirrored those of our clients, leaving us with no say in where we resided. We simply lived wherever our clients did. This resulted in frequent reshuffling of bodyguards.
Occasionally, someone would quit to prioritize their family or personal life, while others were dismissed due to incompetence. Some sought a change in their life's path. Regardless of the reasons, whenever a vacancy arose, the three leaders of the security team would often reassign many of us.
And this time, it was my turn.
I never really fit in with the cliques that formed within Security Force Alpha. The idea of cliques repulsed me, and I was always too much of a nonconformist to be accepted by the older, disciplined bodyguards. Now that I was part of Omega, I would have less interaction with Alpha, which suited me just fine.
Tony meticulously tucks in the final corner of my comforter. "So, when the security team found out you'd be my bodyguard, did anyone send you condolence cards or suggest that you should escape to the moon?"
He's trying to gauge how the security team perceives him, given that Rodney clearly didn't provide much information. "No one had the time to send me cards," I reply. "But if they did, most of them would probably wish me luck in handling your unpredictable nature."
"That sounds about right," he responds. "Is that all?"
Wow, he really has no idea. If I were to come face-to-face with Rodney right now, I'd shake his hand and tell him he's a complete jerk. But the truth is, I'd have to do the same with two-thirds of the security team. Each of us has a different relationship with our respective clients.
Personally, I prefer a mutual understanding.
"No one would pity me," I say as I slide my empty duffel bag under the bed. "It's not like when Davin was reassigned to Sandro's detail. We all threw a farewell gathering for him." I greet Tony with a raised eyebrow.
He smiles faintly and shakes his head a few times. "Sandro."
Sandro Walsh, Tony's nineteen-year-old cousin and the oldest among the Walsh children, is famously challenging to keep up with. One day he might be in Ibiza, the next in Paris, and then off to Japan. He's spontaneous and unpredictable, and among all the children, his candid tweets and remarks often go viral.
In an instant, Tony's face contorted with displeasure, his cheekbones accentuating his sour expression. Whispers circulated among the security team about Tony and Sandro's strained relationship, rumors that I had heard before.
I had been a witness to their heated arguments on previous occasions. If Sandro and Davin rarely spent time together, it meant that my opportunities to see Davin would be few and far between.
That was just the way things were.
Ashton's attention flickered to his vibrating phone, but he quickly returned it to his pocket. "Today, we'll have lunch at my place," he suggested. "You can make yourself at home here, do whatever you need to do. Around two, I'll head to my office in Center City. I'll text you when I'm in the garage."
"I need your number," I stated matter-of-factly.
He furrowed his brow. "Haven't we exchanged numbers before?"
I took my time chewing my food before responding. "We've never had to, wolf scout." Our paths only crossed when I accompanied Regina on her on-call appointments or during occasional holiday gatherings at the Johnsons'. Labor Day cookouts and a few birthdays were the only times I really saw Tony. We weren't exactly friends.
He was merely fifteen when I was already twenty, busy hanging out with friends my own age.
I tilted my head, observing him as his gaze wandered into the distance. Waving my hand in front of Ashton, I quipped, "Did I lose you?"
He brushed my hand aside, snapping back to the present, and then reached out. "Give me your phone. I'll add my number to your contacts."
"Or you could just give me yours."
"No."
I rolled my eyes at his firm refusal but decided to comply, handing him my phone for the time being. It wasn't a battle I needed to win. "What about after you finish work?"
He entered his number into my phone and handed it back. "Dinner plans are uncertain. If I decide to go to a restaurant, I'll let you know."
"Will you be free for the rest of the night after dinner?"
Before answering, Ashton peeled off his damp shirt and crumpled it in his fist.
I stared at him, my eyebrows arching in surprise as I admired his perfectly sculpted physique. His body was a masterpiece, with broad shoulders reminiscent of a professional swimmer and a lean, glistening torso adorned with beads of sweat. He looked like he belonged on the cover of a magazine, a prime target for paparazzi searching for that flawless shot. Some of his clients specifically requested that these ‘money shots’ be blocked from the camera's view, while others proudly displayed them on I*******m, rendering them worthless to the paparazzi. It might seem like a trivial concern, but Ashton lived by his own rule, Rule #67: don't worry about money shots. They held no importance to him.
The sight of his long arms catches my attention, their graceful curve commanding my gaze. Unable to resist a teasing remark, I quip, "Do you practically live at the gym? Because your mother used to be the epitome of a couch potato." Memories of my own past, where my scarce moments of leisure were split between Studio 9 and unconscious slumber, flood my mind.
Ashton, still perspiring from his workout, wipes his forehead with his bicep. "Just the pool," he responds.
"Just the pool?" I raise an eyebrow, skeptical of his claim.
"Yep," he confirms.
My throat itches, the tattoos of swords adorning my skin reminding me of their presence. "I can count at least eight locations on your body that suggest otherwise," I nonchalantly remark, pointing towards his well-defined abs.
Ashton scrutinizes me intently. "You don't seem impressed," he observes.
Accustomed to people openly fawning over him, he fails to elicit the desired reaction. I begin to smile. "That's because mine are superior, wolf scout," I retort.
He lets out a huff, glaring at me before gesturing towards himself. "Take off your shirt, and we'll settle it."
I pop my gum, relishing a good challenge. Swiftly, I remove my V-neck, casting it onto the nearby mattress.
His gaze sweeps over the black ink that envelops my chest, ribs, and abs. Nearly every inch of my fair skin showcases a mosaic of vivid skulls, crossbones, swords, tumultuous waves, and sailing vessels. The grayscale pirate imagery intertwines with vibrant sparrows and swallows. His eyes continue their descent, tracing the ink until they reach the hem of my black pants.
Under different circumstances, I might assume he's checking me out. However, Ashton possesses more ethical boundaries than an entire sports complex combined. He would sooner impale himself with a sword than compromise his principles.
"Mine are better," he asserts confidently.
"We'll need an unbiased judge," I propose.
Ashton glances towards the door. "Willow isn't home yet."
"I said unbiased," I remind him.
"Find someone who doesn't know me, and then we can discuss it," he replies, acknowledging the near-impossibility of such a request. Then he adds, "Is my list still in your back pocket?"
"Yeah," I confirm.
"You might want to retrieve it and make note of this," he advises.
His meticulously thorough list of rules lay before me, but it was clear that he conveniently left out some crucial details when it came to matters of intimacy. Not a single mention of nondisclosure agreements adorned that piece of paper, despite the fact that he must have them if he intended to engage in casual encounters without fretting over his belongings being stolen.
"I assure him," I confidently assert, "I can commit whatever you need me to remember to memory." In truth, I had already memorized his 132 rules during our car ride, and I quickly skimmed through the eight-page document. With steady hands and a sharp mind, I had managed to graduate at the top of my class in medical school, much to the chagrin of many faculty members. I didn't fit their preconceived notions of what a successful student should look like. Each day, I endured comments such as ‘remove your piercings’ and ‘cover your tattoos.’
When I made the decision to get tattoos on my neck and hands during my second year, it nearly caused a collective heart attack among the faculty. Nevertheless, I defied their expectations and graduated in the top one percent.
Without bothering to ask me to fetch a piece of paper, Ashton forges ahead. "At some point," he begins, "not tonight because I'm still processing this new arrangement—"
"Relationship," I interject, causing his shoulders to instantly tense up. It's abundantly clear that the notion of us being connected in any way greatly annoys him.
Disregarding my comment, he continues, "Soon, I'll go out to a nightclub, and I'll find someone to have sex with. It's purely about sex, NSA—a one-night stand. And I need you to remember the next part."
"What?" I ask, bewildered.
"You can't refuse," he asserts.
My nostrils flare, and my eyes roll in the slowest possible motion. "Are you serious?" I inquire, exasperated. His glare confirms that he is. "Tony—"
"Ashton," he corrects me, causing me to shake my head and nearly roll my eyes for what feels like the umpteenth time. Everyone in his family and security circle refers to him by his nickname, but the media and the public stick to calling him Ashton. I suppose he's including me in the same category as tabloids in an attempt to provoke me.
He gestures towards me. "For someone with such a remarkable memory, you seem to forget to address me by my full name quite often."
"Ashton," I emphasize dramatically, and he responds by flipping me off with both hands. I proceed to address the real issue at hand.
"If anyone with malicious intentions tries to approach you for intimate purposes, all the security personnel would undoubtedly decline. And I'm advising you to be more cautious than that."
As a billionaire celebrity, he attracts people who covet his wealth, fame, or even his physical presence. Often, it's a combination of all three, and some individuals are willing to cross boundaries to attain their desires. They might resort to slipping him a drugged drink, or I might stumble upon conversations he wouldn't catch.
The potential risks are limitless.
He contemplates my words for a brief moment, his mind processing the implications. "You have to rely on my instincts, just like Rodney did," he states.
The taste of stale gum remains in my mouth, devoid of any flavor. In the midst of this odd sensation, his words reverberate in my ears. "I'll trust your instincts until they fail you. How about that?" The statement lingers in the air, daring me to prove myself. With unwavering determination, I respond, "Alright. Because they won't let me down." As he turns and walks towards the exit, leaving my room behind, I'm filled with a mixture of resolve and anticipation for what awaits me in the future.
ASHTON With a firm grip on the steering wheel, I make my way towards the grocery store, multitasking by holding my phone in my other hand. Using a notes app, I begin listing the items I need to buy, but frustration quickly wells up within me as the automated voice misinterprets my words. It reads back a garbled version of my list that leaves me annoyed and shooting a glare at my phone. Sitting in the passenger seat, Lennox finds the situation amusing and suggests I brake. Caught off guard, I slam on the brakes, narrowly avoiding a collision with a white sedan. It's only been two days since Lennox became my bodyguard, and I'm already feeling the impact of having someone constantly around. My mind is scattered, my nerves are rattled, and there's a growing tension building up inside me. Specifically, it's sexual tension. It's been 48 hours since I last had sex, and even this morning in the shower, I couldn't help but imagine Lennox while trying to masturbate. It was a futile effort to
ASHTON Six months ago, in the dead of night, Willow Walsh burst into my room in a flurry. Her face was smothered in an avocado mask, and her brunette hair was twisted up in a pink towel. "Tony?" she whispered urgently. I was still awake, so when I heard her breezy voice, I quickly switched on my lamp. Willow's eyes fell upon the girl nestled under my covers. Both of us completely naked. Willow winced. "I'm sorry. It doesn't matter," she said, ready to leave. In a hushed tone, I pleaded, "Wait." I jumped out of bed and hastily put on my boxer briefs. "Willow," I called out as I sprinted towards the door. The girl from the one-night stand drowsily called my name, and I reassured her, "I'll be right back." I purposely left the door slightly ajar, hoping to discourage her from taking any pictures of my bedroom. Willow was waiting for me in the middle of the staircase. Rodney, stationed at the top, was engrossed in a game on his cellphone. He had been guarding my room that night, gra
ASHTON Willow rests her chin on my chest and looks up at me. "Just the two of us. Well, except for the two strapping bodyguards, the bakery staff, and your three siblings who will join us at seven." I had invited my two sisters and brother to join us later. "I appreciate you calling the bakery in advance," I say sincerely, without a hint of sarcasm. When I asked Willow if my younger brother could come along, her immediate response was, ‘I'll reserve the entire bakery for a couple of hours.’ Willow and I don't usually shut down establishments for our own convenience. We can handle the attention from the media and the public. But Willow understood that my brother, Blake, wouldn't feel comfortable with strangers around. Instead of suggesting we leave him behind, she was the first to offer a solution that included him. "Avec plaisir," [With pleasure]she says in a smooth, silky tone. So here we are, fluent in two foreign languages for completely different reasons. I won't delve into th
LENNOX Ashton descended to the first floor. "It's only been two minutes since I last saw you." "Thirty-three," I corrected, watching Willow settle down on the loveseat and unscrew the bottle of sweet almond oil. I had a feeling I knew its purpose. I shifted my attention to Tony. "Security wants more information about the Camp-Away." Realization dawned on him, and he nodded. "You'll have to wait. I promised Willow a massage, and she comes first." "Are you giving or receiving?" I inquired, a mischievous smile playing on my lips. His eyebrows shot up, and he licked his lips, tilting his head slightly as he rubbed his sharp jaw. I smiled, feeling a flutter in my chest, but I pushed the sensation aside. "The massage, wolf scout. Are you giving or receiving it?" "Receiving," he answered more easily. "Willow is trying out massage therapy." She tied her wavy hair into a low ponytail. "If you two need to discuss the Camp-Away, I can wait—" "No," Ashton firmly replied, shaking his head
ASHTON I find myself in a state of utter desperation. With every breath I take, I try to calm the raging emotions coursing through my veins. Is it desire? Frustration? Obsession? I stare defiantly into his eyes, unashamed. However, deep down, I can't deny that I've never wanted to obey an order as much as I do in this very moment. I've always been drawn to alpha males, those who crave dominance as much as I do. Most of the time, I get what I want, but the idea of being with someone equally strong and dominant entices me like nothing else. As I stand here, I can't help but imagine that person. And it hits me like a lightning bolt that Lennox Burke is the ultimate match. He's my bodyguard, a fact that my moral conscience reminds me of. It's the reason I refuse to let my gaze wander to his tempting lips or his imposing six-foot-three build. I don't even allow him to read my reaction for too long. I quickly tie the loose drawstring of my pants and then kneel on the rug, eventually ly
LENNOX The street was alive with activity as the bright street lamps illuminated the scene. Rapid camera flashes filled the air, casting intermittent bursts of light on the idling black Escalade. Ignoring the continuous chatter in my right ear from the security team, I confidently maneuvered through the chaotic swarm of paparazzi. Around five men swarmed the car, desperately trying to capture a glimpse of whoever was inside. They pressed their lenses against the tinted windows, while others paced anxiously on the sidewalk, hastily relaying information to their colleagues. "Hurry up and get here!" "We think it's one of the Johnson kids, hopefully Blake." Two men were huddled near the rear door, but I powered forward. With each stride, I exuded an air of menace that sent them stumbling backward. Taking hold of the Escalade's handle, I mimicked opening the car door to shoo away the overly eager fools. Suddenly, a man rushed towards me and collided with my solid back. I shot him a br
LENNOX I handed her a cup with a mixture of mouthwash and saline solution. "Swish it around and spit." Blanca winced as she swished and attempted to say "dammit" with a mouthful of salt water. Saliva dripped down her chin, and I guided her to the sink. "Now spit," I instructed. She did as told, and bloody salt water splattered into the metal sink basin. "That stings so bad," she breathed, gripping the sink's edge. "It's happening again," I warned her. "Stick your tongue out." Blanca winced preemptively. "Right now?" She wiped her forehead with her arm, her cheeks turning beet-red. I needed to take her temperature. Ashton glared. "Do you plan on going somewhere, Blanca? What else are we doing?" "Well, Willow promised a movie night. We could watch the movie first and then come back," she suggested, awkwardly shrugging her shoulders. "Yeah?" She gave me a thumbs-up. "Stick your tongue out," I said. Blanca frowned. "Tony is supposed to be the tough one." I rolled my eyes. "I was
LENNOX Seth absentmindedly scratches his unshaven jaw, sweat glistening on his golden-brown skin. A small scar lies beneath his eye, and his slightly crooked nose bears the evidence of a past boxing injury. Davin shares similar marks. Security personnel often joke that no matter how many punches they've taken in their professional boxing careers, they will always be good-looking. "I was deliberately censoring myself," Seth clarifies. "I didn't want to mention anything inappropriate about a teenage girl, you know?" "Clit," Perry interjects. "Jelly bean," Davin adds with a smirk. "Magic button," Perry chimes in again. Seth shakes his head, as if thinking we're all messed up. I raise an eyebrow at him. "You're the one who jumped to 'clitoris piercing' when I said 'unmentionable.' And weren't you a teenager yourself just a year ago?" Davin and Perry burst into laughter, while Seth gives me a half-hearted glare. He still has a lot to learn about intimidation—he's new to the security
ASHTONThe silver lining in the midst of losing my job and ending the tour prematurely is the beautiful scene unfolding before me today. Lavender floral bouquets fill the air, accompanied by the presence of tuxedos, a hundred close friends, family members, and a charming garden gazebo.As the spring flowers bloom, I find myself seated in the front row, surrounded by my siblings. From this vantage point, I witness a heartwarming sight. Underneath the gazebo, my mom wears a radiant lilac dress, her face beaming with joy. Beside her stands my dad, dressed in a striking black-on-red tuxedo. Both of them exude pure happiness and contentment.I remember being present at their wedding as a young child, although my memories have faded over time. However,
LENNOXWhat surprises me the most is Ashton's reaction. He ignores Jesse, not giving him a lingering look or allowing his anger to take over. He doesn't storm forward to attack an unconscious body.His eyes lock with mine.He notices the blood, most likely smeared across my forehead, cheeks, and caked in my hair."Not mine," I say quietly. "Animal." Most likely.He continues to approach, unwavering and committed.I remain motionless, clutching the knife, unable to let go.We were
LENNOX"Watch it, you little bastard," I exclaimed as I quickly snatched Warren, the calico kitten, before he could dart into security's townhouse. With a swift kick, I shut the door and Warren meowed while pawing at my cheek.My lips curled into a smile, not because of the cat, but because I couldn't stop replaying the moments I had just shared with Ashton. Every little detail kept playing in my mind: the primal noises he made, the intensity in his eyes, the raw vulnerability, and the overwhelming emotions. Damn it, I was annoyed at myself for leaving my stuff in his room because all I wanted was to be with him.But I needed to focus and make this quick.I released Warren, allow
ASHTONThe realization seized my thoughts, and I could vividly imagine Lennox penetrating me with fervor on that very bed.Fuck. I blinked several times, snapping out of my daydream. I had been lost in my thoughts for too long. Grimacing, I focused on the six-foot-three Yale graduate who leaned casually against the dresser, observing me.A smile tugged at his lips. "Welcome back, space cadet."I scowled and unbuttoned my jeans. "I wasn't spacing out that much."His smile broadened. "Let me ask you something. How many times have you fantasized about me fucking you on my bed?"
ASHTONThey look more like pink suede sandals with a chunky glittery heel attached. My aunt usually sticks to simple black dresses and classic heels, but these are eccentric.These are Willow.Upon seeing them, Willow stops midway down the stairs. "What are those?"Serena delicately holds the heeled sandals. "They're for you, but I'm not trying to buy your love," she says sharply. "I saw them, and they screamed Willow Eleanor Walsh, my beautiful and brilliant firstborn daughter... If you don't want them, I'll return them to the store or throw them into a fire. Watch them burn..." She tries to lift her chin, fighting back tears, quickly brushing the corners of her eyes. "Whatever
LENNOXFor Perry, Kaleb, Seth, and even Davin, it was the only place they had ever known. They never went to college or moved elsewhere. It had always been Philly.Some people have a strong connection to a specific place, as if it's a person, an inseparable part of them. I could see that in Perry's eyes."Say I'm from L.A. one more time!" Perry threatened. People mistakenly believed we were from L.A. because that's where our fame originated.Kaleb started yelling back at the heavyset guy on the end. He was so irritated that being off-duty made him throw the rulebook out the window.Davin whispered to me, "Those S
LENNOX"Get the hell out of Philly!" The profanity-laden heckle echoes through the smoky billiards and darts bar, its packed interior making it difficult to identify the source. However, the contemptuous stares and raised middle fingers leave no doubt about the target of the heckling.Surprisingly, it's not aimed at Ashton or Willow or any of the well-known figures. Instead, the recipient of the insults becomes apparent as I scan the crowd. Davin, who is currently arranging the pool balls, takes in the hostile atmosphere and comments, "Perry is going to lose it when he arrives."Perry, unlike us, wouldn't take kindly to someone demanding his departure from his own city. Philly is home to all of us, and the barrage of jeers began the moment Davin
LENNOXHe cracks his knuckle and briefly acknowledges a boy who calls out his name. His forest-green eyes return to me as he says, "They were vague, but they mentioned that there might be a possibility for me to be reinstated as the CEO. They didn't disclose any details yet."I drum my fingers against my mug, the sound of my rings clinking together. You see, I don't appreciate the fact that they conveniently omitted what he needs to do. It could be anything, and they could demand anything from him."They hold the power," I remind him. He has very little leverage in this situation.Ashton nods. "I know, but it's the only hope I have. They said they would provide more information i
ASHTON"Seven years ago," he continues, relentless. "Molly fell into the creek behind the lake house, sinking into the treacherous mud. I was halfway there, already ankle-deep in water, but you emerged out of nowhere, donning your shining white armor and carrying a ten-foot rope."His eyes are bloodshot as he says, "It's these little moments that define you. You mean everything to my siblings. To the Haynes girls, to your own sisters and brother. You've become an inescapable shadow, because when you're everything to them, I can't be anything. So who am I?" Sandro points at his chest. "Who am I? And what do I become if I follow you to Harvard? Lost and confused? I was already filled with self-loathing and bitterness, but I'd be even more resentful, waking up every day hating myself for not being more like Ashton J