I looked at the man that was supposed to be my father and the odd ridiculous dumb request he just made. Does he really think that after all these years, I would just roll over and agree? "What about your other daughters, can't they reproduce as well?" I asked him crossing my arms over my chest."They don't have any children," He responded and I rose my eyebrow at him."Perhaps because they're not ready? Give them time, you'll get grandkids from your children," I stressed letting him know that I have no interest to engage in his shenanigans."That's the thing right there, I don't have time to wait for them.""Aww, well patience is key Chief!" I exclaimed getting up, "Now that we've got that out the way, let me show you out," I clapped my hands together."Wait please just listen," the Chief pushed his hands forward and I stood there watching him. "We have no other choice, you being the only one with a child, a boy child you have to take on the responsibility of being queen and passing d
Today was the day I was going to meet my dad for lunch and I was super nervous, I felt like cancelling our lunch date but Khalil convinced me to go and see if all will be well.I really hate him for convincing me of that, but it just showed how much he wants us to try to form some sort of relationship with my dad.Checking to see if I had everything and I looked presentable enough, I headed out to the restaurant we had chosen to meet at. Arriving at the restaurant, my dad was already standing there waiting for me at the entrance with his bodyguard standing right behind him, I don't think I would ever get used to seeing them every time, well it is what it is."Hey, I hope I'm not too late?" I asked walking towards him and we had this awkward moment where we went sure if we were supposed to hug or have a handshake, so we kept it at a brief smile."No, you're right on time. I wanted to send my bodyguard to come fetch you but I wasn't too sure about that..." Smiling I shook my head."No,
Today was Friday night meaning it was family night. My table was slowly getting fuller and as scared as I was about it it was also exciting. "Foxie?""Hmm?" I stirred the beef stew and K stood behind me peering at the pot over my shoulder."How many plates did you say I should take out?" He asked me right next to me and I giggled knowing he did that on purpose."Okay Khalil, what is it?" I said and he pouted pulling me with my waist and kissing my temples."We haven't had sex the whole week and we barely spend time together because you're always with your dad," He said in a childlike voice and I grinned."Are you jealous of my dad Khalil?" I teased and he rolled his eyes."No!""Then why are you complaining? You're always busy too," I whispered and he gave me a boyish grin."Because you're rarely here," He pressed his head against mine and I wrapped my arms around his neck softly pressing my lips against his."When did you move into my house?" We laughed and he kissed me once again, "
Waking up next to Foxie has to be my favourite part of the day and going to bed with her also had to be better, but the best part of the day was spending time with the twins, nothing could ever top that.'It's something about the way you stare into my eyes' Rina sang in the bathroom as she took her shower extra early today, she's been acting weird ever since the dinner and has been restless. Coming out wrapped in just a towel and barefoot she helped me with my tie and once she was done she pecked my lips and walked away. See acting weird.Making breakfast for everyone the twins joined me in the kitchen and sat down by the island holding their tablets, I always wondered what it is they do on those things."What are you guys doing on those things?" I asked them as I placed their plates in front of them, switching off their gadgets they looked at me."Playing on some education app mommy made us download," Khuli muttered, why is everyone in such a sour mood? "How was your weekend Khaili?"
Walking into K's workplace was super uncomfortable considering that everybody else here was dressed in formal wear and here I was dressed in a black mid-thigh bodycon dress with white sneakers, receiving different stares from all kinds of people which only made K pull me into his office faster because I walk 'slow'.I sat on the Astoria velvet charcoal couch which I immediately fell in love with, while he sat behind his desk and took off his jacket and giving me a show of his muscles. Studying his office it was pretty empty, nothing that interesting about it except for the couch I was sitting on and another door that I didn't know what was behind it, probably his own bathroom or something."You're really quiet," K said and there was no point in looking at him because I was already gawking at him as he worked. Plus after that session, we had in the car I had nothing to say."I don't want to disturb you while you work," I explained and his eyes met mine as he slow
About two weeks later of me ignoring my dear mother I realized it was time I stopped being a 'brat' and talk to her, I missed her more than anything and this wasn't healthy for any of us. Walking to her door I knocked and waited, normally I would just are in because it's her house but seeing that we are not on good terms, for the time being, I waited for her to open the door to her house.Not even after a minute of standing outside, she opened the door with a straight face but as soon as her eyes met mine she had a huge smile on her face but it slowly became flat."Hi," I waved and tears poured out of me and she pulled me in for a hug, this is exactly why she is my mother. "I'm so sorry," I cried and she shushed me rubbing my back and telling me it's okay even though it isn't. She silently pulled me into her house and I followed her into the kitchen rubbing my hands against my jeans feeling nervous, I sat down on the chair and looked at her."What do you want to drink?" Telling her m
I stared at her in disbelief, did she really say she's pregnant?"Aren't you going to say anything?" She sniffled wiping her nose with her sleeve and looking at me with teary eyes."How?" I whispered and she frowned getting up."What do you mean how? You were the one that came in me, I don't know how many times after I told you I am not on the fricking pill!" "No, no no! I didn't mean it like that how I-""Well, how did you mean it?" She glared at me with her hands on her hips, thinking about it now I see where I went wrong, giving her a small smile I tilted my head shrugging and she shook her head and stormed past me.Running after her I grabbed her by her waist and carried her ignoring her shouts to put her down, sitting down on the bed with her on top of me, I wrapped my arms around her waist and laid my head on her chest, after a few seconds of me doing that she finally threaded her fingers in my hair and laid her head on top of mine."You're really pregnant with my baby?" I whisp
I was sitting in the waiting room scrolling through my phone checking on baby feeds, clothes, cottages, name everything that involves babies I was there! This time around, I was extremely excited for this pregnancy because I had money.I'm not saying I wasn't excited when I was pregnant with the twins because I was, it was just the fact that I couldn't provide for them on my own and I don't like being dependant on anyone."Mrs Mancuso?" Now don't tell me K booked this appointment for me as his wife, the nurse repeated again and I got up slowly."Yeah," I walked towards her and she led me into the doctors room."Are you here alone?" she asked with a smile and I gave her a short nod."Uhm, K- I mean my husband has work to do, so yeah.""Alright, the doctor will be with you shortly," she said professionally and left. I sat on the bed and looked around the room, staring at the charts with all the pregnant women and what happens to you when you're pregnant, how the baby turns with time as y
Being married to K had to be the hardest and most challenging thing ever, and I don't mean our relationship was hard, not at all, it was whohe was in this place. Always attending events, having photoshoots, a million interviews and having so many people around us. It was exhausting and annoying too.Which brings us to this day, two years later and we're finally having our wedding! However, let us clarify that a bit, the wedding isn't happening because I want it to happen, it's happening because he's Khalil Mancuso and some other reason that I don't remember.Standing in front of the mirror I huffed looking at myself but I was screaming internally looking at my wedding dress, I repeat my wedding dress! It was a ball gown wedding dress, filled with pearls and diamonds at almost every piece of the dress, it had the longest sleeves I had ever seen in a dress, they were see-through but they also had those small pieces of diamonds and pearls plastered around t
After months of much-needed therapy sessions, I was finally able to finally hold my babygirls and I broke down when I held them and I didn't want anyone to take them from me, their smell was extremely sweet and I loved it, their smiles drove me crazy and every time they smiled for me I would giggle like a school kid and cry afterwards. My babies were everything and I missed out on so much of their lives, ten months was a lot but I would make up for it.K said I was becoming obsessed with them because I would always watch them sleep and follow them around the house as they crawled around it, maybe he doesn't understand that I'm trying to make up for lost time and I just can't get my eyes off of them, at all!"Rina! Come help me finish packing up," K shouted from the bedroom and I ignored him watching as Khuli and Khaili played with Remi and Rene, the K twins were just as obsessed as I was with Remi and Rene, I mean who would never be obsessed with such adorable twins? "
Five Months LaterGiving birth to twins was difficult as it always is, but not being able to bond with your own children was worse and attending therapy had to be much worse, but as long as I was getting the help I needed right? Dr Ferg understood me all too well, or what it was I tried to say but wasn't able to get it through my lips. I'm currently going through a phase of hating myself eternally and internally, what kind of a person has a hard time being around their own children?I always pre-pump my milk, every time K enters the room holding them I exit and stay in my bedroom until I eventually fall asleep on top of the covers and wake up underneath them with K's arms wrapped around, but these days he's always facing the other direction and I don't blame him.Explaining all of this to Dr Ferg is relaxing to see somebody is listening to me and not trying to get me to see things their way, but help me figure things out."Why do you think Khalil hates you?" he asked me and I took a d
Rina squeezed my hand really hard as she was being rolled into her private room that I had paid for because let's be honest about this, they deserve this. She was doing some breathing exercises with my mother and her mother was on his way. Her water breaks in the weirdest places, first it was Bo's couch now the restaurant but I didn't want to say anything about it. It's almost funny looking at these cooperate with each other but I'm not going to say anything about it."K," Rina whispered looking at me from the corner of her eye, her skin was glistening with sweat and I wondered if she was pain."Yes?""Could you please stop thinking out loud, it's making me angry," she said so calm and I was confused, wasn't she supposed to be shouting and screaming right now?"How long ago did her water break?" the doctor asked me and I was shocked, I couldn't respond, I opened my mouth but nothing came out."About twenty minutes ago," my mother responded and they helped her get on the bed and into t
I sat back on the chair rubbing my belly as hunger coursed through my body and my stomach grumbling loudly disappointed in my actions of not feeding myself."K where is your mother?" I growled bouncing my knees up and down, she had requested this dinner to talk over the contract although I didn't understand what was the purpose of me being here. To add to my distaste of this day, I was a week late with my pregnancy and since I wasn't really sure when was my last period, the doctor concluded that we had calculated my 'estimate' time wrongly."She'll be here Foxie, relax," glaring at him, he shook his head. "Maybe I should call her.""You think?" I snapped, besides, I don't understand what was the point of even having this dinner over a contract that was terminated two months ago! Most important of all, again, why am I here!"I have arrived, you can stop calling me son," she said in her strong, powerful yet so lady voice."You're late mother."
"Well, open it!" I thrust the package that was in my hands to K's, it was flat covered in a gold wrap neatly."Why should I be the one to do it?""Because she's your mother, now do it," I pressured him wrapping my arm around his."It's kind of hard to open it if you're clinging onto me like that," he said and I rolled my eyes grabbing the package from him and ripping it open, I pulled out the black envelope with her initials on it, honestly this woman was a classy bitch! "I like the envelope," I said and it was his turn to roll his eyes."It's not about the envelope, what is inside it," he took I from me and opened it pulling out the papers and scheming through them as he flipped over to the next page."Well, what do they say?" I asked trying to see what was written in the paper but instead, he wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up spinning us around making me dizzy and screaming for him to put me down. "Today is an awesome day!" he said as he pressed his lips against my
After all of my excitement over winning the bet against Foxie, and most importantly, being blessed with another pair of twins, girl twins! We all sat around the table, Foxie sitting right next to me pretending to sulk but the excitement on her face evident, and on my left was Khaili while Khuli sat on the left of his mother.Both extremely excited to welcome their baby sisters not so long from now, well to be specific it was two months from now. It's really funny how time flies by really quickly, not so long ago I was begging her to take me back and now we are here about to have two more babies, I can't wait!"K?" "Yeah?" I met her brown eyes that were wide open, looking all innocent yet she was far away from that, she was licking the icing off from her fingers and I wondered if that's what she called me for, either way, I would still enjoy the teasing.Pinching my arm her eyes looked mischievous but it was obvious that isn't what she was calling me for."Where's Jerome?" She asked as
"I'm so close," I whispered into my arms as K pounded himself in me from behind, groaning we both climaxed and he released in me and pulled out shortly after, pulling my dress down I turned around to find him pulling his pants up. "We should stop doing this.""You're the one that came here Foxie," he shifted the blame to me and I glared at him as I pulled my dress straps up."To talk about the party, and then you decided to seduce me with your eyes!" So perhaps K and I have been having some hot sessions almost everywhere, in his car, my car, his office, the toilets and whichever secluded area we happened to be in."You could've said no," he said smirking knowing exactly I could never say no especially in the condition I'm in. "So what did you want to talk about concerning the party?""I hate you," I stomped my feet and he laughed coming closer to me and wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me closer."And I love you, and will c
I opened the door allowing K to come in for one of his visits which seems to be every day and once again he brought flowers and chocolates."Hi, Rina," he kissed my twenty weeks pregnant belly and just like the other days, he talked about how he is going to fight for all of us and how we're going to be a family soon."They're out in the garden," I told him where the twins were and he nodded walking off in the direction of the garden where he was welcomed with a huge scream."Tell me again why you broke up with him?" Screaming, I jumped facing Karabo who was standing behind me eating potato chips."What is wrong with you?" I snapped and he grinned crunching on his chips and he winked."What is wrong with you letting the man you love go?" he asked me and I rolled my eyes walking to the kitchen and getting myself a glass of water."I'm making his life easier, he won't have to choose between me or the company," I shrugged and he roll