I groan as I walk down the stairs clutching onto my stomach, I fucking hate periods, hate them! I also hate how whenever my periods come I'm sick and I've got important shit to do, and it just slows me down.
I enter the kitchen and open my fridge checking on what I can eat, I want chocolate...lots of it. Another thing I hate is the cravings that come, for one I really don't like chocolate, the bars but I don't mind cakes and milkshakes and stuff like that but here I am crying in front of the fridge for it.
My phone rings on the counter and I turn to look at it, I answer it sniffing out a hello.
"Hello?"
"Rina are you okay?"
Just hearing his voice makes me cry much more than I was, fucking hormones.
"K."
"Baby, what's wrong?"
I sob into the phone, he called me 'baby'. This is pathetic, damn you mother nature!
I looked at what he had done for me, for us, for the date. He had somehow managed to get the mattress outside, and a projector, he had a white sheet draped over the railing and walls making an almost perfect square.On the bed he had flowers and all kinds of snacks, on the floor, there were candles in the shape of hearts, wine...yay! This was a whole mood, a whole romantic mood."K this is beautiful!" I hugged him and he squeezed my waist, "Thank you." I whispered and he smiled."Figured that since you're on your periods you wouldn't want to go anywhere so I brought the date to you.""Well, there isn't really food..." I mumbled under my breath and he laughed."C'mon, let's get on with our date." I climbed onto the bed and he followed behind me, I sat cross-legged on the bed."So what are we watching?" I asked as I opened the packet of Doritos, my favourite- Sweet Chilli."I thought of romantic movies, well Bo did but knowi
Three weeks went by really quickly and it's been the same process. The kids came back after K's and I's date, which was incredible. I really missed spending time with him and just talking about anything and everything. And kissing him.We were currently in Alex's house, we being, Natasha and I finishing off...the final touches. It was the day before Christmas and he was going to see it tomorrow, my present to him for letting me work on his house with no budget at all...cool guy.We finished the house a week earlier than we were supposed to, so it is a surprise. I have to call him tonight."Oh God, I hope he loves it," I muttered as we were organising the stair nook."Are you kidding! He will love it, you're just amazing Rina." She said standing and admiring the nook."We're amazing Natasha, Idesigns is amazing." I smiled and she grinned, "I want to steal it." I squealed looking at it and she laughed.The staircase was spira
"Are you guys ready to see your house!?" I shouted excited to see their reactions, hoping it would be the opposite of what they are right now.I called them at four in the morning and told them to meet at their house at eight a.m, I don't understand why they're so grumpy because they weren't even asleep at that time."Sure." They both muttered and I grinned pulling them inside the house, "Oh My..." Josh said, Josh is Alex's husband; they're so cute."What the hell amor this is more than what I expected!""Do you guys like it?" I brought my hands to my chest batting my eyes."We love it, you exceeded our or should I say his expectations." I squealed and jumped pulling them off to different rooms explaining the details and any problems we encountered."Lastly, your master bedroom. We installed black mahogany laminated flooring, painting. Some walls as you can see, white to contrast and add effect in your room. This is
The kids walk in front of us and I keep my hand on her waist as we walk into my dad's house, it's pretty full for a ' small ' gathering. I look to my right and see Rina is pretty tense, I squeeze her waist and she gives me a small smile.We hear screaming to our left and see Sarah running towards us pushing everyone out of her way."Rina!" She stands there shocked but smiles widely looking at Sarah."Oh my gosh, Sarah! Look at you!" They hugged and separated looking at each other, "Your mom body is hot!" "Well look at yours! I missed you, I'm sorry I..." Rina waved her hand and hugged her once more."I missed you too, now where's that beautiful baby girl of yours?" The kids were standing by my legs and my dad came carrying a baby in his hands and my little sister walking next to him."Well, look at who we have here." He spoke softly and Rina turned to look at him."Steven! You haven't aged." She walked over to him and kissed his cheek and looked at the baby, "don't you get tired?" She
"I will call you when I've made my decision." I shook the guy's hand and walked away looking for Rina for the umpteenth time tonight, she always disappears whenever I talk to somebody.Both her and Sarah are sitting on the couch, Sarah is carrying Shawn in her arms and the twins are asleep on Rina's lap. They are laughing at something in front of them, Bo."Pretty boy!" He pulls me in for a hug and I pat his back, this guys energy is crazy, and he is always smiling, "This party sucks." He says as he pulls away with a smile, "But at least my bestie is here!" He shouts and the moms shush him, "Sorry." "Where is Jess?" I asked Sarah and she pointed her head upstairs."Steve took her to bed a few minutes ago." I nodded my head and looked at Rina, she shrugged her shoulders and I smiled."Let's take them to my bedroom." I took Khuli and she Khaili, I lead her to my bedroom, still looks the same except they changed the sheets. We laid the twins on the bed and covered them, "How's the party
"It's always been forever with you," K said, he obviously wasn't going to sing so I decided I wasn't too. Okay, so I don't know who is singing this song but I like this song, I really like it. Although he wasn't really K wasn't singing the song, he was singing along with the artist as Bo played the song via his phone, he was looking at me straight in the eye, making me feel things I shouldn't. I tried to look away but Bo moved my head to look at K and I pinched his arm."Ouch." He grumbled and I smirked at him, "It's your turn bestie." My smirk fell and he grinned, "This is going to be awesome!" He squealed pushing me to where K is."You don't have to do it if you don't have to do it if you don't want to," K said as I stood in front of him, I took the mic from him rolling my eyes"I'm going to kill Bo," I said once more, he always finds ways to annoy me. " Play 'Problem With You' by Sabrina Claudio," I told Bo typing in the song I want on his phone.'Went to hold you, but I wanted to
We spent the next few days planning for the wedding day, or at least they did. They being the wedding planner K got and me? I've been busy going out with Zo and Thuso for suit fittings.Their last 'wedding' they had they both wore dresses, so this time it was Thuso's turn to choose. It's been hilarious having to watch them argue about what colour of the suits should be."Can you please stop stroking that dogs back and help me with tonight's outfit!" Zo shouted at me and I smiled snuggling further into the Bruno's fur... So soft."I still don't see what your problem is with Bruno, and why are we even going out?" Bruno was the Siberian husky K bought for me after he, of course, bought the twins their own puppies and me being the brat I am, I cried for one too."Because one, I don't like dogs and two tomorrow is my wedding and I would like to have fun with my best friend before her baby daddy decides to marry her as well!""Don't disrespect Bruno, she
We get to the club and find all of our friends there, some of mine and some of Zo's but it's not a lot of people. We enter the VIP booth and somebody puts a 'Bride to Be' sash over Zo...and a rainbow coloured 'Again' is written.The first round of drinks was simple, champagne and we were just talking about how much fun tomorrow is going to be."Baby girl are you okay?" Zo calls me baby girl when I'm sad, I faced her and nodded smiling, "You've been nursing that drink for far too long and all of us here are already on our third shots.""I'm fine!" I downed the champagne in my glass and grabbed the bottle, "It's your night! Let's have fun!" I shouted over the music and ' Change Your Life ' by Kehlani came on and we want crazy."Baby let me change your life!"Zo and I sang on top of our lungs sharing the bottle of champagne, well most of it ended up on the floor because of the way we dancing."I love you, Rina!""I love you Zo&eacu
Being married to K had to be the hardest and most challenging thing ever, and I don't mean our relationship was hard, not at all, it was whohe was in this place. Always attending events, having photoshoots, a million interviews and having so many people around us. It was exhausting and annoying too.Which brings us to this day, two years later and we're finally having our wedding! However, let us clarify that a bit, the wedding isn't happening because I want it to happen, it's happening because he's Khalil Mancuso and some other reason that I don't remember.Standing in front of the mirror I huffed looking at myself but I was screaming internally looking at my wedding dress, I repeat my wedding dress! It was a ball gown wedding dress, filled with pearls and diamonds at almost every piece of the dress, it had the longest sleeves I had ever seen in a dress, they were see-through but they also had those small pieces of diamonds and pearls plastered around t
After months of much-needed therapy sessions, I was finally able to finally hold my babygirls and I broke down when I held them and I didn't want anyone to take them from me, their smell was extremely sweet and I loved it, their smiles drove me crazy and every time they smiled for me I would giggle like a school kid and cry afterwards. My babies were everything and I missed out on so much of their lives, ten months was a lot but I would make up for it.K said I was becoming obsessed with them because I would always watch them sleep and follow them around the house as they crawled around it, maybe he doesn't understand that I'm trying to make up for lost time and I just can't get my eyes off of them, at all!"Rina! Come help me finish packing up," K shouted from the bedroom and I ignored him watching as Khuli and Khaili played with Remi and Rene, the K twins were just as obsessed as I was with Remi and Rene, I mean who would never be obsessed with such adorable twins? "
Five Months LaterGiving birth to twins was difficult as it always is, but not being able to bond with your own children was worse and attending therapy had to be much worse, but as long as I was getting the help I needed right? Dr Ferg understood me all too well, or what it was I tried to say but wasn't able to get it through my lips. I'm currently going through a phase of hating myself eternally and internally, what kind of a person has a hard time being around their own children?I always pre-pump my milk, every time K enters the room holding them I exit and stay in my bedroom until I eventually fall asleep on top of the covers and wake up underneath them with K's arms wrapped around, but these days he's always facing the other direction and I don't blame him.Explaining all of this to Dr Ferg is relaxing to see somebody is listening to me and not trying to get me to see things their way, but help me figure things out."Why do you think Khalil hates you?" he asked me and I took a d
Rina squeezed my hand really hard as she was being rolled into her private room that I had paid for because let's be honest about this, they deserve this. She was doing some breathing exercises with my mother and her mother was on his way. Her water breaks in the weirdest places, first it was Bo's couch now the restaurant but I didn't want to say anything about it. It's almost funny looking at these cooperate with each other but I'm not going to say anything about it."K," Rina whispered looking at me from the corner of her eye, her skin was glistening with sweat and I wondered if she was pain."Yes?""Could you please stop thinking out loud, it's making me angry," she said so calm and I was confused, wasn't she supposed to be shouting and screaming right now?"How long ago did her water break?" the doctor asked me and I was shocked, I couldn't respond, I opened my mouth but nothing came out."About twenty minutes ago," my mother responded and they helped her get on the bed and into t
I sat back on the chair rubbing my belly as hunger coursed through my body and my stomach grumbling loudly disappointed in my actions of not feeding myself."K where is your mother?" I growled bouncing my knees up and down, she had requested this dinner to talk over the contract although I didn't understand what was the purpose of me being here. To add to my distaste of this day, I was a week late with my pregnancy and since I wasn't really sure when was my last period, the doctor concluded that we had calculated my 'estimate' time wrongly."She'll be here Foxie, relax," glaring at him, he shook his head. "Maybe I should call her.""You think?" I snapped, besides, I don't understand what was the point of even having this dinner over a contract that was terminated two months ago! Most important of all, again, why am I here!"I have arrived, you can stop calling me son," she said in her strong, powerful yet so lady voice."You're late mother."
"Well, open it!" I thrust the package that was in my hands to K's, it was flat covered in a gold wrap neatly."Why should I be the one to do it?""Because she's your mother, now do it," I pressured him wrapping my arm around his."It's kind of hard to open it if you're clinging onto me like that," he said and I rolled my eyes grabbing the package from him and ripping it open, I pulled out the black envelope with her initials on it, honestly this woman was a classy bitch! "I like the envelope," I said and it was his turn to roll his eyes."It's not about the envelope, what is inside it," he took I from me and opened it pulling out the papers and scheming through them as he flipped over to the next page."Well, what do they say?" I asked trying to see what was written in the paper but instead, he wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up spinning us around making me dizzy and screaming for him to put me down. "Today is an awesome day!" he said as he pressed his lips against my
After all of my excitement over winning the bet against Foxie, and most importantly, being blessed with another pair of twins, girl twins! We all sat around the table, Foxie sitting right next to me pretending to sulk but the excitement on her face evident, and on my left was Khaili while Khuli sat on the left of his mother.Both extremely excited to welcome their baby sisters not so long from now, well to be specific it was two months from now. It's really funny how time flies by really quickly, not so long ago I was begging her to take me back and now we are here about to have two more babies, I can't wait!"K?" "Yeah?" I met her brown eyes that were wide open, looking all innocent yet she was far away from that, she was licking the icing off from her fingers and I wondered if that's what she called me for, either way, I would still enjoy the teasing.Pinching my arm her eyes looked mischievous but it was obvious that isn't what she was calling me for."Where's Jerome?" She asked as
"I'm so close," I whispered into my arms as K pounded himself in me from behind, groaning we both climaxed and he released in me and pulled out shortly after, pulling my dress down I turned around to find him pulling his pants up. "We should stop doing this.""You're the one that came here Foxie," he shifted the blame to me and I glared at him as I pulled my dress straps up."To talk about the party, and then you decided to seduce me with your eyes!" So perhaps K and I have been having some hot sessions almost everywhere, in his car, my car, his office, the toilets and whichever secluded area we happened to be in."You could've said no," he said smirking knowing exactly I could never say no especially in the condition I'm in. "So what did you want to talk about concerning the party?""I hate you," I stomped my feet and he laughed coming closer to me and wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me closer."And I love you, and will c
I opened the door allowing K to come in for one of his visits which seems to be every day and once again he brought flowers and chocolates."Hi, Rina," he kissed my twenty weeks pregnant belly and just like the other days, he talked about how he is going to fight for all of us and how we're going to be a family soon."They're out in the garden," I told him where the twins were and he nodded walking off in the direction of the garden where he was welcomed with a huge scream."Tell me again why you broke up with him?" Screaming, I jumped facing Karabo who was standing behind me eating potato chips."What is wrong with you?" I snapped and he grinned crunching on his chips and he winked."What is wrong with you letting the man you love go?" he asked me and I rolled my eyes walking to the kitchen and getting myself a glass of water."I'm making his life easier, he won't have to choose between me or the company," I shrugged and he roll