"Kupido, hey!" Agaw ko sa atensyon ni Cupid na may dalang dalawang platong may pagkain. Nagpaalam siya sa akin na kukuha lang daw ng pagkain at antayin ko siya ngunit nabagot ako kaya nauna na akong lumusong sa tubig. The water was just super attractive that it tempted me to swim, kaya ayon, ako na ang nauna.
He creased his forehead upon seeing me swimming. Nasa may bandang malalim ako na parte ng tubig, marahil siguro ay nag-aalala siya. He doesn't need to worry though, I'm a swimmer since I was seven and I'm glad that the waves are calm.
Ibinaba niya ang dala niyang pagkain sa lamesa at lumapit papalapit sa tubig. He's now shirtless and God knows how I am sorry for having dirty thoughts about him. I mean, okay lang naman 'di ba? He's my boyfriend and hindi naman niya malalaman.
Bumaba ang mata ko sa kanyang dibdib kung saan sumasayaw ang kanyang dog tag sa bawat paglakad. His well-defined chest was
WARNING: R-18. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK."Then don't." That's the last word that come out on my lips before I felt him kissing and pinning me on the door behind me.He nibble my lips and insert his tongue inside my mouth. Napaungol naman ako sa kanyang bibig at agad na napakapit ng mahigpit sa kanyang balikat. His right hand caught my both arms and pinned them on the door whilst his left cupped my cheeks to kiss me deeper.Ang kanyang halik ay unti-unting bumababa hanggang sa makarating ito sa aking leeg. Mabilis ang kilos kong tumingala upang bigyan siya ng laya sa paghalik sa leeg ko. He let go of my hands then immediately cupped my butt cheeks to lift me up as his kisses went back on my lips. I encircled my legs unto his waist and felt his boner on my stomach."Cupid..." I called his name before he walked slowly and carefully lie me on the bed. Agad siyang humiwalay sa akin upang lumuhod at hubarin a
Falling for someone is not easy like how it seems like. You need to go through a lot of stages before accepting the truth that you already loce that someone. In my case, I don't want to fall in love with him but I can't control my heart whose screaming his name over and over again.Time flies so fast. Six months had past and it's nearing Christmas. Makikita mo na agad ang mga Christmas lights na nakasabit kasama ng mga naglalabasang Christmas trees na binebenta sa mall kahit November palang."What do you think should I get you for Christmas?" Tanong ko kay Cupid habang sabay kaming naglalakad papunta sa kanyang sasakyan. It's six in the evening and we're on our way to have dinner with my family.Lumingon siya sa akin at bahagyang ngumiti. "Kapag sinabi ko sa'yo, then hindi na siya suprise?" I fixed my beige cut out dress paired up with ankle strap heels as Cupid get my Chloe black bag from me. My single breast black coat was o
Isang katok sa aking pinto ang nagpagising sa akin. I looked at the clock on my bedside table only to see 6 AM.I groaned and put the pillow on my face. Ang aga aga mang iistorbo. I don't know what that is, maybe ate Perry since siya nalang naman 'yung nandito because as far as I know, mom and dad were already in the airport kasi maaga ang flight nila.Bumukas ang pinto, sa asar ko ay naitapon ko ang unan only to see a fresh and good looking olympian god in front of me.He's wearing his simple black shirt, his jeans and a a black cap with his phone on his right hand while two cups of coffee in his left."The fuck, Kupido? Ang aga-aga," naiinis na sabi ko bago tumalikod at inilubog ang mukha sa unan.I have three reasons in mind why I did that. First, wala pa kong hilamos and I looked like shit lying on my bed. Second, nakakainis kasi naputol ang tulog ko dahil sa pagkatok n
"Look at the sky, it's so peaceful and bright." I smiled upon looking at the night sky above us."Yeah, it's beautiful," I heard him whispered making me look at him. He was just staring at me like I was the most beautiful girl in the world."No, look at the moon, it's beautiful," I convinced as I giggled and look back at the sky.I heard him chuckled. "Nah, this view is better."Umiling ako nalang ako sa sinabi niya. This guy, he never really failed to make me blush. Naramdaman ko ang paghawak niya sa kamay ko at ang pagsiklop niya sa aming mga daliri. We were sitting on the hood of his car and stargazing. Hindi ko alam kung pa'no kaming napunta dito, ang alam ko lang ay sinabi niyang lalabas kami ng city but I didn't expect him to bring me here.I felt him kissed the back of my palm before staring me deeply in the eye and muttered, "The moon is beautiful, isn't it?
Malaking ang ngiti kong naglalakad papunta sa condo ni Kupido. I was happy because at last, I'm going to see him. Ang bilis lang ng oras at isang linggo na agad ang lumipas at excited akong makita siya ulit.Sinulit lang namin ang pag-uusap sa isa't isa through texts and video calls. Minsan ay natatawagan ko siya ng bagong gising and sometimes while he's taking his dinner.I can see longing and sadness on his exhausted eyes whenever he's talking to me. He'll always tell me that he misses me and how he wanted to go home everytime he thinks about me. Wala naman akong magawa dahil kahit gustuhin ko mang bumisita sa kanya ay hindi ko magawa dahil busy rin ako sa kompanya. I'm the heiress so I can't miss every meetings.When I finally reached his condo, I used my key card to open the door. Sumalubong sa akin ang pamilyar na amoy niya kaya napatigil ako saglit. Ahh, I miss him.I was ta
Nagising ako sa sinag ng araw na tumatama sa mukha ko. I passed out last night--I mean, kanina. It's almost dawn after he's done with me. Kinapa ko ang katabi ko upang damhin siya ngunit napamulat ako nang wala akong maramdaman."Where's that guy?" I whispered. Kinuha ko ang robe na nasa gilid ng upuan bago iyon sinuot upang ipangtakip sa hubad kong katawan. Medyo masakit pa ang gitna ng hita ko, but I feel contented and happy.I combed my hair using my fingers on the way outside his room. Hinahanap pa rin siya ng mga mata ko. Nakarinig ako ng ingay mula sa kitchen kaya doon ako dinala ng mga paa ko. The smile plastered on my lips faded when I saw Anicka and Cupid laughing with each other while cooking something.Tumikhim ako para makuha ang atensyon nila pareho. Sakto pang nakahawak sa braso ni Cupid ang kamay ni Anicka na ikina-nuot ng noo ko.Remove your hands on his arms, girl. 
Tears started falling down from my eyes. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses na akong umiyak sa araw na ito. Ang alam ko lang ay pagod na ko sa lahat ng kasinungalingan at gusto ko ng malaman ang katotohanan.I parked near his café. I asked him to meet me here, kung saan kami unang nagkita. I want him to remember how we met each other as well as the truth coming out from his mouth.Lumapit ako sa bench na halos ilang metro lang ang layo sa café niya. Ang sagot niya sa'kin kanina ay susunod siya sa akin kaya hihintayin ko siya. May ilaw na nagmumula sa café niya na nasisigurado kong pasara na, at may ilaw din na nagmumula sa poste na malapit sa bench na inuuupuan ko. Nanlalabo ang paningin ko ngunit isinawalang bahala ko lang.I keep on looking at my phone habang pinagmamasdan ko ang mga taong unti-unti nang nawawala at umaalis. Umaasa pa rin ako sa mga pangako niya, sa mga sinabi niya a
PRESENTI ran. I escaped.I ran as fast as I could as if I was chased by a monster. I escaped as if this house is slowly suffocating me. My hands were trembling as another wave of tears flowed from my eyes.Betrayal. I was betrayed by the same person I trusted.Ang sakit sa pakiramdam na hindi ko man lang nalaman na siya 'yon. Na 'yung lalaking pinakasal sa'kin at ang lalaking minahal ko ay iisa. How stupid can I be? Hindi man lang nagtaka kung bakit hinahanap ko ang presensiya niya sa tuwing wala siya sa bahay.Ang daming tanong sa aking isipan tulad ng pa'nong siya 'yung pinakasalan ko? Pa'nong sa loob ng halos dalawang taon kasama ko pa rin pala ang lalaking minahal ko ng sobra? Bakit ako 'yung pinakasalan niya to think na, ginamit niya lang ako 'di ba?Mabilis ang hakbang kong pumasok sa sasakyan at nagmamadaling pumasok sa loob. My main agenda
"Her name is Psyche Venice Azarcon. A 23 year old business management student." Inabot sa akin ni Hades ang papel na hawak niya. I looked through her basic informations. Her name, her age, her birthday, and more."Bakit wala siyang picture?" Napakunot ang noo ko.He shrugged. "She really don't post that much. Wala akong makuha. I can't find her instagram account either, hindi naman ako spy."I chuckled on what he said. I tapped his back and made my way out.Hawak ang papel ay sumakay ako sa kotse at nag drive papunta sa café ko. It's Valentine's, siguro ay marami ang costumer ngayon, lalo na sa main branch. My cafe is always special on Valentine's, of course, my name is Cupid.I arrived on a scene that made me creased my forehead . 'Yung lalaki, nag popropose sa girlfriend niya. Tss, nothing's gonna last forever.Imbes na sa harap ay dumaan ako s
Love cannot live without trust. The words you can hear when you talk about Cupid. But how can you trust when they betray a lot of times? How are you able to trust that someone again when they were the one who broke it?Forgiveness. I learned that forgiveness brings back the trust that is once lost. If you're able to forgive, you'll be able to trust again."So how did you do it?" I asked him as I fasten the seatbelt. We're on our way back to the metro after he had lunch with my family.Kasama namin ang pamilya kong magtanghalian. We talked about all the things that happened and I'm glad that my family forgives Cupid. My father asked for our forgiveness as well as him for hurting me. Now, it's all good.He glanced at me as he drive. "Uh, I.." he paused, "I changed my perfume and learned how to change my voice.""Oh?""Yeah, if you remember, I
I'm sipping my wine in the veranda of the hotel room I'm in. Nakatingin ako sa mga bituwin na nasa langit. I wonder what is he doing right now.Nakasuot ako ng black satin nighties and a robe. It's 10 PM here in Hong Kong and this is the last night here. Bukas ng umaga ay uuwi na ulit ako ng Pilipinas.Three month here on Hongkong and focusing on myself really did helped me a lot. Ang isang buwan ay naging tatlo dahil pakiramdam kong mas kailangan ko pa ng oras. Now, I'm on the process of healing.I gained more confidence and I was able to forgive my father. Hindi naman talaga ako galit kay daddy, I'm just annoyed because he didn't told me anything about that.For Cupid's mom, I understand where her anger is coming from. Nagmahal lang siya, and it ruined her. Ayokong dumating sa point na gano'n kaya mabuti na rin sigurong lumayo ako sa loob ng tatlong buwan.
Hindi ko alam kung paanong nakarating ako sa ganitong sitwasyon pero nakita ko nalang ang sarili kong nakasay sa kanyang kotse habang nasa driver's seat siya."Your seatbelt. You never changed, you always forgot to fasten your seatbelt."I scoffed. "I've changed. You changed me," I answered bitterly.Hindi ako nakarinig ng reponse sa kanya kaya itinuon o nalang ang attention ko sa labas. I'm annoyed at him plus the heavy rain that's starting to pour.Bakit ba 'pag uulan, nawawalan ako ng gamit?"I.." he paused, "I hurted you and I'm planning to do everything for you to accept me again."Hindi ako sumagot sa kanya at tinitigan lang 'yung mga ulan na dumadaloy sa bintana.Napapikit ako. This is fcking deja vou. Nangyari na ito dati but a lot of things changed. Almost six years ago, I was on the same seat with the same situatio
Wearing my white and cream asymmetric dress paired with ankle strap platform heels with my vintage chanel bag, I entered the building.Today is Monday, all my employees are busy as they entertain clients. Sa bawat pagdaan ko ay babatiin ako ng mga empleyado na babatiin ko rin pabalik nang hindi ngumingiti.Dumiretso ako sa elevator bago kinuha ang cellphone galing sa bag ko. It is nine in the morning. Ang aga-aga pero busy na agad ang mga tao. I did not even notice that I'm alone here.When it stopped on my office floor, I walked outside. Sinalubong ako ng secretary kong may hawak na bulaklak.Isang linggo na ang nakaraan matapos ang birthday ni Devan and since that week, I've been receiving white roses and americano every morning. Ngayong umaga naman ay may kasamang pancakes.Kinuha ko sa kamay niya ang Americano at pancakes. Good thing I haven't had my breakfa
Mabilis akong umalis sa pagkakahawak niya at naglakad papalayo sa kanya. I don't want to see him, I don't want to talk to him either."Psyche," he called.I stopped and glanced at him, "what?" Kasing lamig ng simoy ng hangin ang boses ko.I saw him hesitating to say something but his eyes were pleading. Hindi ko alam kung para saan ang pakiusap sa mga mata niya at ayaw ko ring malaman."Are you gonna say something?" I keep my face stoic pero sa loob ay halos magwala na ang mga lamang loob ko. I clenched my fist to prevent them from trembling. Nanghihina rin ang tuhod ko at parang anytime ay babagsak ako."C-Can we talk?" His voice is soft as feathers but I know better. Maybe he's just pretending to be like that like how he lied about being my husband.I pressed my lips together. "We're already talking Mr. Monteverde."
"I am willing to invest 3.5 million in your company," I was sipping on my juice when Madam Christina said that. Muntik pa akong mahulunan dahil sa gulat."That's a very huge amount," I said formally, tinago ko ang pagkagulat at ipinakita ang formality sa boses ko.Bago kami makapag-usap ng ganito ay ang tagal kong hinanap ang table na pina reserve niya. Kinailangan ko pang i-contact ang secretary ko dahil 'yung boss ay hindi alam kung ano ang name na under reservation.When I reached her table, nagulat ako dahil mukha siyang bata. I mean, since she called herself Madam Christina, I thought she was in her 60's already pero hindi. She's wearing a sun dress and a brown cat eye shades. May hawak siyang pouch and she looked intimidating.We shaked our hands and introduced ourselves to each other before we reached this far."I asked my inaanak kasi kung saan ako pwedeng mag
"Guys! Nakakita na ako ng pupuntahan for team building. Hindi ba naghahanap si sir Devan na pwedeng puntahan?""May nahanap din ako!""Mas maganda 'yung sa akin!"Nadatnan akong nag-uusap ang mga nasa finance department kasama ang mga interns. Nang makita ako ng isa sa kanila ay agad silang nagsibalik sa kanilang ginagawa na para bang hindi ako kasali sa pinag-uusapan nila kanina.Ano ba kasing pinag-uusapan nila?I rolled my eyes. Hindi naman talaga ganito ang ugali ko pagdating sa mga employees pero bad trip ako ngayong umaga. Pinipressure ako ng board dahil sa mga investor na munting nang mawala at ako ang sinisisi nila.Ni hindi ko nga alam bakit ako ang idinidiin nila and after that, I decided to asked my secretary if it's my fault. Now I realized that my personal problems were starting to interfere with my work. Hindi ako makapag focus
My head hurts like hell.Dahan-dahan akong bumangon mula sa pagkakahiga ko sa kama. Ang una ko agad napansin ay ang texture ng hinihigaan ko. I know how my pillow and bedsheet feels like.Iginala ko ang mata ko. Unfamiliar. Dumapo agad ang tingin ko sa cr at nakahinga ng maluwag. I thought I'm on someone else house ngunit napansin ko kaagad ang cr at ang buong kuwarto na halos walang personal na gamit. I know that I'm in a hotel room somewhere.My head is throbbing, so are my eyes. Ang sakit ng mata ko sa kakaiyak kagabi. Even though my head hurts, I manage to stand and fix my things. Dumiretso ako sa cr na nasa loob ng hotel room at inayos ang sarili ko. As I put concealer below my eyes, I remembered what caused me to be like this.I closed my eyes as I felt a lone tear escape my eye. Sariwang-sariwa pa ang sakit na nararamdaman ko and it can't stop me from crying over again. Hindi naman