Chapter 40

Lydia's POV

It was friday now. 4 days before i was about to get away from here. My heart breaks every time i see Blake smile or tell me that he loves me.

I wonder what would he feel when i make it seem like i am cheating on him. My heart felt like it was being squeezed by someone. I sighed as one lone tear fell down my cheeks.

I had been getting texts from Davis eversince that event at charity ball. When i had got out of the bathroom, thankfully Blake hadn't noticed that i had been crying. 

The past week had been the worst for me. I sighed as i washed my face and headed out of the washroom. I went and laid on my bed.

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