(…) If you just want sex, stop acting like this… Like it's not just sex… Like you have feelings for me.
Feelings for Angelee?No, I don't have feelings for her…I mean… She's my best friend's daughter… And that's just lustful, physical attraction, right? It's not like I'm… in love with her or anything… Right?I'm staring at the ceiling. How long have I been stuck in this room? Honestly, I don't know… But I'm thinking about those words so much that I'm bitter.My eyes are burning. I'm scratching them, but the feeling doesn't ease, it only gets worse. I feel like a walking mess, and I can't understand why.Hah, I need to drink, to get out of this damn apartment that seems to have a piece of Angelee in every corner.Fumbling in my pants pocket for my phone, I take it and type a message to Mike… But just as I'm about to press the SEND button, my finger stops in midair… Maybe I“Alright, I get your point.” Mike lets out a short breath and takes a sip of his whiskey, staying silent for a long moment before adding, “I'd certainly have trouble dealing with that, especially since Angelee likes to please people and comply.”I close my eyes tightly, with an intense chill taking hold of my chest, my stomach… It's a horrible shiver running up my spine and spreading across every inch of my skin.I knew it.Of course, I knew it.“My daughter is the most important thing to me. After Eric, I think I'm a little more concerned. I worry about Angelee a lot and think she might get involved with someone who isn't good again.” Mike looks at me intently. “And well, you're right, probably the father of the woman who is bothering your thoughts wouldn't want his daughter to get involved with a manwhore like you either — but does it really matter what he thinks?” He says with a smile on his lips and
It turns out that Tyler's idea of a new level of petty revenge is a date. Or almost that. It's not romantic at all, at least not for me. Julian really hurt my feelings and I needed to get away for a while. But when he knocked on my door looking so messed up, my chest tightened. And I stepped into the elevator, letting our gazes meet again, with a sigh escaping my lips. His eyes seemed to be begging me not to go… not to leave him. But I did.And once again, I feel stupid for crying in front of Julian. Of course he has no feelings for me. This is Julian we're talking about, the convicted bachelor. He has never committed to anyone, and wouldn't commit to me — his best friend's daughter.When the doors opened on the second floor, I didn't let Julian get to me anymore, just took a cab quickly. And soon, the car is driving through New York City, with the night sky already ruling the landscape. The drizzle has passed, perhaps it has dried up along with my tears
I blink a few times while Tyler's face gets closer. I'm sure that anyone who looks at this from the right angle thinks that we're kissing. It makes my throat narrow. He doesn't go any further than that, fortunately. Although our faces are close, it's not a really dangerous distance.“Are you afraid?” He asks slowly, rousing me from my thoughts.“I feel a bit uncomfortable, to be honest.” I give a sad smile. “I mean… there's someone following me around, I don't feel safe outside my home. And you never know what they might do.”“You could think of this as a test. If it's Laura who's taking these photos, she'll certainly twist this moment. That's how she acts, after all.”“You're right,” I say, holding my breath. “A trap!”“Besides, maybe you'll get what you want.” Tyler gives me an enigmatic wink that leaves me confused. I open my lips to ask what he means by that, but h
Julian places me on the bed without much care, making my body jump with the mattress. And just as I'm about to clumsily get up, he puts himself behind me, holding my throat, using his other hand to lift my hips. His lips brush against my cheek, my jaw, down to my shoulder. And the light bite he gives me there sends a new shiver down my spine.“Did he touch you?” Julian asks with his lips still brushing against my skin, teeth meeting the fabric of my blouse.“Uh-huh,” I mumble, lying again. I know I should keep quiet, shut up, and stop provoking him, but… The way his grip tightens when these lies roll off my tongue sets me on fire…“Where?” His voice is hard and angry.“Everywhere… all over my skin-”My answer makes him pull my body brutally, making me lie on his now-closed legs. I try to get up, resting my hands on the mattress, but Julian holds on tightly to my ass, digging his finge
A sigh escapes from my lips. I'm simply stunned.Of course, Julian is just saying this because he had too much to drink. His eyelids look heavy, and his voice is slurred. Perhaps he's as drunk as he was when said we should be just friends.But this time, there's something different. The intensity in Julian's gaze, the way he touches me with such greed… It's like there's chaos inside his mind and, while I'm pleased to see him suffer at least a bit like me, it also hurts me.I bring my hand up to his face… And the way he snuggles into my touch, kissing the palm of my hand, brings butterflies to my tummy.“What are you doing, Julian?” I ask, looking straight into his eyes.“Regretting.” He says, closing his eyes and rubbing his cheek against my slightly trembling hand. “I'm sorry, hum?”I open my lips to answer him, but Julian is sly and, while his face looks innocent, his hands are getting ready to connect
Julian holds me, his hands firmly on my ass, and stands up, still inside me. I purse my lips tightly to avoid making a noise while he leads me to the bathroom, so calm that makes my nerves prickle. I can already hear my father's footsteps walking towards my room when Julian releases me into the bathroom and closes the door with just one hand.“Angel?” My father's voice sounds close, dangerously close.Click — Julian locks the door, making me let out a sigh of relief. But soon the gap between my lips is filled by Julian's tongue that slides into my mouth while his hand grips my hair tightly again.My eyes widen at the sudden kiss, but I close my eyes, giving myself to him completely.I lean against the sink counter, running my hand up his arms, so strong, so big… until I finally reach his shoulders. Julian is so tall, I have to stand on my tiptoes to properly kiss him, and he also has to lean over me. He rests one hand on the counter behin
Hearing the word punishment escape Julian's lips always sends me a shiver… especially when he looks at me so intensely and holds my face, with his fingertips brushing through the hair on my nape.“Why don't you take off these clothes before I tear them all?” Julian says hoarsely, using his thumb to caress my cheek. And I nod, taking my hands to the dress straps that easily slide past my shoulders. I press my knees together, feeling something sticky between my inner thighs, running down my skin. It's odd, but I really like it.Pulling the cloth past my hips, I let it slide down to my ankles, revealing my bare breasts and thin panties.Julian runs his eyes down my body, still holding my face, and grumbles deep in his throat. His other hand goes to my breast, to my hard nipple, and it brings a wave of pleasure when it's finally touched.His thumb is playing with this slight stiffness of mine, rubbing his fingerprints quickly with circular movement
Julian sinks into the bathtub, pulling my body to his. The sensation of the warm water immediately relaxes my muscles while he wraps my body in his embrace, making me sit between his legs. His solid chest against my back is oddly cozy… Somehow, even though we're naked and so close… my body doesn't burn in the same lustful way, even though there's a warmth in my chest.“Where did he touch you, huh?” He asks me hoarsely, tossing my brown waves past my shoulders, wetting my hair that sticks to his skin.“I lied,” I whisper, feeling Julian's fingers run slowly up my arm. “He didn't touch me anywhere.”“Not even in your arms?” He whispers, his lips brushing against my ear, “Or your hair?”“No, he didn't.” I close my eyes when I feel his lips against my shoulder, placing a light kiss there.“What about your back?”I sigh thoughtfully… “Maybe he touch