I consider myself a controlled person… someone who doesn't get carried away by emotions… But all this is shattered when it comes to Angelee.And now… right now… I'm about to destroy this kid's face.“What?” I hear Eric’s voice sound sharper, and I move my gaze that had been following Angelee's back over my shoulder to look at him, right into his eyes.I straighten my posture, putting one of my hands in my pockets because otherwise I really will go to jail for assault. Gritting my teeth, I try to control this intense desire to give in to the beast in me, blinded by feelings that even I cannot understand.Honestly, from the day I first laid eyes on him… I didn't like him. His eyes sparkled when saw her, and always had a stupid smile on his face, trying to win her over little by little. Yes, he seemed like a nice guy, but I just couldn't like him, and I never understood why…When Angel suddenly agreed to date him, I avoided them at all costs… I simply knew that something was wrong, but p
I can't believe what Eric did. I'm so angry and scared and… furious! Even when we parked in our building and Julian brought me to the front of my apartment, holding my shoulders, I could feel my body shaking. And even though the door is here, in front of me, and the key is in my hand, I find myself unable to open it.Looking at Julian, I notice his soft expression, his green eyes that glow intensely with something I cannot understand. He's standing beside me, waiting for me to enter the apartment. But my hesitation is getting his attention, I can tell by the way he studies my face, my frowning lips, and my cold body. I know I shouldn't bother him any more than I already have… for putting him in this big mess, but…“Julian?” I say softly, surprised that I’m able to call his name. “Can I stay with you tonight?”I think my question has him surprised because I see how his eyes widen slightly. And I immediately regret it, feeling an intense chill take over my chest. I open my lips to say t
Lying in Julian's bed, in the silence of the night, with him beside me, is… arousing. My heart is beating so fast, and the thought that he might hear it's making me even more shy. Still, I'm with my back to him, listening to the sound of my breathing and his, heavy and rhythmic. “Julian?” I call him softly, without moving a muscle.“Hum?” He mumbles, and I seal my lips tightly, feeling my heart beat even faster.I turn to him and, when I open my eyes, I see that his are open too, in a darker shade than normal, so deep and intense that it certainly baffles me.“Can't sleep?” He asks hoarsely, keeping his gaze on my face, and I wouldn't be surprised if it was completely red. Fortunately, it's too dark for him to notice the effect he has on me.“No.” My voice comes out weak and faltering. I struggle to look away from his lips, away from his face. I'll surely die if this continues.“Come here.” He puts his hand on my hip and pulls me tight, bringing our bodies together so easily that I
The feeling of having Julian inside me is a mix of intense pain and pleasure. His firm hands on my hips, pressing me down, making me take everything deeply, makes me shiver and collapse on his chest. I feel him throbbing inside me, along with a grunt that escapes close to my ear….“Relax, babe….” His hands go to my thighs, stroking, trying to comfort me from this terrible pain that's spreading through my body.Something is dripping down between my legs, I can't tell it's my arousal or the blood of my virginity. But I'm shuddering… it feels like I'm being torn in half.“Relax…”“Don't move.” I growl between my teeth, digging my nails into his shoulders, grumbling with a mix of instant regret, “You're too big...”I hear him chuckle softly, “And you're taking everything. What a greedy pussy.”His hands go to my ass again, which strokes with gentle, circular touches.“Look at me, Angel.” I obey immediately, and see his smile widen, “What a good girl, so obedient… it's hard to resist.”I b
“Staying inside you feels so good…” I hear him murmur, running the tip of his cock over my entrance, and I notice that there's a little blood amidst my arousal. “You're so hot, so tight…”I bite my lips, looking straight into his eyes.“Hah, I can't resist this naughty face…” He grunts, closing his eyes and leaning over me, “It's dangerous… Let me get a condom.”Suddenly, I feel a painful twinge in my chest as I watch him open the nightstand drawer and take a condom from inside. I know that Julian is… a single man who should naturally have condoms in his home. Especially when it comes to Julian — someone who is used to having flings. And isn't that exactly why I wanted to lose my virginity with him? Because he never gave his heart to anyone? Because it would be easier?I crunch my lips together, feeling my heart being seized by an intense cold that brings shivers to my body… “I'm sorry, I…” My voice falters, and I'm too embarrassed to look at him.I've messed everything up.“Hey… Ang
I still remember the first time I saw Julian, and what I thought when I saw him.My heart beat fast. And I knew he would make a mess of my head.If I told the sixteen-year-old girl that, seven years later, she would finally be in the arms of her unrequited love… I'm sure that she wouldn't believe me. Because Julian never showed the slightest interest in me… Until the point when I realized that keeping this one-sided feeling would only hurt me, and I decided to move on.So, when did it all start? Probably not the day I accepted Eric's proposal, trying to escape from my feelings for my father's best friend, ten years older than me. It was the day I met Julian.Because although it's painful not to be loved back, I know that Julian cares for me. Not in the way I expected, but it's enough for me. Having him by my side… has become as natural as breathing. I know that I can count on him, that he really will stand up for me. That's why he's the only person I could think of when I knocked on h
I feel Julian's tongue slowly encircle with mine, exploring my mouth as if he wants to mark every corner of it in his mind. His hands are traveling along the curves of my body, and the texture of his slightly rough palm on my pantyhose is driving me crazy.Our lips part for a moment, and I allow a breath to enter my lungs. Julian is rubbing his lips against mine again, pulling them apart slightly with his teeth, taking his tongue back into my mouth to kiss me once more.I hold on to his tie, and he grunts, enjoying the way I control our rhythm. He doesn't interrupt the kiss as he holds my wrist firmly, hooking his own finger into the tie so that can loosen it.Giving a low chuckle, I say slowly, “We're late…”“So?” He replies with a playful tone, running his hand up my thigh, climbing dangerously inside my skirt, “I want to fuck you.”“I'm swollen…” I speak almost in a whisper. Yes, I'm really swollen. Julian is simply too big, and the fact that I just lost my virginity doesn't help
“Hi, Dad.” I say, walking out of the room, with the phone stuck to my ear, “Can you hold on a second, I'm in the kitchen…”“Did something happen?” He asks, worried. It's unbelievable how he knows the timbre of my voice, how he's able to recognize my emotions by the way I pronounce words. It brings a warmth to my heart, to know that I'm loved in this way.“I just want to talk…” I say, walking past the group that was probably the one talking about me. I cast a gaze over them, and they flinched, realizing they had talked too loudly… but just snort and walk to Julian's office, which I know is still empty — it's the only place I can talk openly with my dad right now.Sitting down on the couch, I take a deep breath, “Okay… I'm in Julian's office.”“Is Julian there?” My father asks almost disinterestedly. “He's not here yet.” I stare at the floor, my cheeks taking on a rosy hue because my face is definitely burning. “He must be on his way.”“Got it…” He mutters, still sounding disinterested