Lies dance with my pain, along with the shards of things that have broken inside me.
I’m shattered...But this time, I want to cut those who left me like this.When I stop next to Mrs. Smith, she coughs — no, she pretends to cough. I grip the hold of the bag tightly, meeting her eyes, which turn confused when they meet my expression that, I’m sure, isn’t the best of them.“Darling-”“Bullshit.” I interrupt her, with my voice shaky and loud, attracting the eyes of everyone around me, especially Eric’s, which widen with genuine surprise. “Do you want to know, Mrs. Smith? I wondered who Eric was pulling this poor character on... But now I see there’s someone much worse than him... and that’s quite shocking.”“Angelee, darling-”“Don’t call me darling!” I retort louder, raising my hand to interrupt her. “Actually, don’t call my name..When Julian opens the door to the hotel room he has booked for our date, my heart tightens. The main suite of the most expensive hotel in New York is so majestic that I can see the starry sky the moment we set foot in it.He enters the room, leaving me standing in the doorway with my feet frozen on the floor. His expression has remained serious ever since he put me in his car and drove here. I smelled alcohol mixed in his cologne, but I didn’t dare say a word... In fact, my voice has been gone since I left that damn restaurant.Now, I feel a screaming anxiety that makes me hold my breath.Julian is standing with his back to me, running his hand over his face and up through his hair, in a deep silence that, heavens, is making me so desperate that I can hear my own heart beating.Honestly, I feel terrible... I’ve been on the verge of tears ever since I heard all those hateful words... ever since I saw Mrs. Smith’s mask fall and found out she
“Do you think you can be convinced?” Julian asks mischievously, touching the edge of my panties. “You know I’m good at it.”I bite my lip, my body burning intensely with desire, drying up all traces of tears in my eyes. Now, there’s only lust and anticipation tickling between my legs.The truth is, there’s no convincing — of course, I want to marry Julian. Being with him is everything I’ve ever wanted, something I never imagined would be possible... And hearing him ask me to marry him like that, so casual, so passionate… somehow suits us.Julian knows there’s no doubt in my mind. He knows that I love him... I always have. From the moment I laid eyes on him, I fell in love. I have fallen for my Daddy’s friend, and there’s no going back... there never was.Still, he wants to play with it. Julian wants to revel in the expectation and arouse the most different sensations
The smile that appears on Julian’s lips when he hears me say yes makes my heart beat faster, and a warmth spreads through my chest. His green eyes shine brightly, even glistening with tears that seem to be of relief and happiness. But it’s not long before his gaze is once again dominated by desire.“Hum, I remember the first time you sat on my lap like that...” Julian gives a wicked smile. “You were so horny, wanting my cock.”“Yes...” I moisten my lips, now forcing Julian to look at my mouth. “I just wanted you to fuck me.”“You drove me crazy, you know that?” He lowers the distance between our faces, merging our breaths. “That day, I realized I was messed up.”I giggle, our noses almost touching. “How so?”“So naughty, with lust all over that pretty little face... tight and wet like that just by sliding into my cock… Damn, I wanted to fuck you so ha
The pleasure that explodes in my body the moment Julian thrusts makes me gasp. A loud, pleasurable moan escapes my lips and meets the hollow sound of our bodies colliding. Julian grits his teeth and keeps his cock all the way inside me, throbbing... so warm that I feel a tickle in my lower belly.His hands slide down my legs in a slow, rough caress until they pass my hips and reach my belly. I hold my breath, holding his gaze, goosebumps running down my skin. Suddenly, his hands are back on my hips, and my body is pulled even closer to the edge, allowing the erection to go even further — if that’s even possible.Julian holds my hips up, and I spread my legs a little, allowing us both to see his cock disappearing inside my body, completely swallowed by warmth. That causes Julian to grunt, his breathing getting heavier as his grip on my thighs gets stronger.“You’re so beautiful...” He gives me a mischievous smile and raises his eyes to loo
I can hear my own heart beating in the middle of this silence. The words slip through my lips calmly and softly but are lost in this room, even though I can almost feel them hovering around us.Tears wet my lashes, and I close my eyes, surrendering to the anticipation that burns in my chest, ache, tearing it apart.Honestly, time seems to stretch out; the minutes seem to drag by. I don’t even know how long I’ve been waiting for an answer. In fact, I doubt it’s been that long, but it feels like this silence has been upon us for decades. But of course, Julian’s arm is still on my body. He still holds me possessively, tightly. His breath is still on the back of my neck, chilling my overly sensitive skin. And his heart is pounding hard, too, as I can feel it against my back.I open my lips, but is there anything else to say?I’m pregnant.I’m expecting your child.And your silence is more of an answer than you reali
Julian lowers his eyes as his hand slides along the curve of my waist… And thankfully, he doesn’t wait long to finally ask, “Do you really think so?”“Of course, I do… You said yourself that it couldn’t have been better.” I caress his face and place a light kiss on his lips. “Do you regret your words?”“Um, I don’t know... Maybe I should take it back?”My eyebrows furrow, and he fights the silly grin that reveals how much he enjoys teasing me.“Should I forget about your proposal then?”“Well, you could forget it if you want... I’m sure I could convince you all over again.”“You idiot.” I retort, threatening to turn my body, but Julian holds me tightly.“Where are you going?” “I love you... But I really need a shower right now.”“Why?” Julian asks with a teasy tone. “Don&rsq
I can’t control my legs that abruptly rise out of the tub while my trembling hands grip the edge, making sure I don’t slip on the floor, which is wet from the water dropping off my body. I reach for the bathrobe quickly, wrapping the sticky fabric on my skin.But now that I’m standing a few steps from the door, I’m frozen in place, my heart pounding in my throat. I’m scared, with many doubts and intrusive, horrible thoughts dancing in my head.Why did he leave so suddenly? The look on his face... It’s like there’s something wrong. But there hadn’t been until a few moments ago.Was it something I said?What if Julian has regretted it? What if he’s thought it over and realized that this is a big, fast, thoughtless step?What if Julian no longer wants to marry me?I swallow hard and force my feet through the door, immediately leading me into the bedroom, to his broad back, also tight at his robe.
Be my wife, those were the words that escaped Julian’s lips... words I never thought I would hear.He used to be a playboy who won many hearts but never gave his heart away. Like my Dad used to say, a manwhore, with a lot of flings, one-night-stands... But that man asked me to marry him.I never thought we’d get this far. Lying next to Julian in this bed and looking at his sleeping, serene face after a rollercoaster of emotions seems like a dream to me… one of those that’s so good you don’t want to wake up.It seems so real that I can reach out to touch his face, the same hand that now holds a diamond ring. The most beautiful one I’ve ever seen in my life... the one Julian chose for me.I love you, future wife — these words bring tears to my eyes again, and I pull my lips back. I touch his face slowly, stroking his blond beard, darker than the hair that looks like strands of gold, and I move my touch up his cheek t