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75. Faces I hide

Author: AM
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-17 23:58:45

[Zephyr’s POV]

No matter what I do or how hard I try, she will never be mine.

I knew it long ago, yet I hoped... quite foolishly, that is.

I made a truce with my love and myself that even if she never chooses me, I will always choose her. Even if she doesn’t love me, I will always love her. I will give my everything to her even when I am nothing for her.

She is my world. There’s not a second I don’t think about her.

So why can’t I be her world? Why do I have to share her attention with anyone else?

Why do I have to see her pay all attention to that stupid bird and not strangle it? Why the fuck do I have to keep pretending to be ok with her being busy with the world?

I bore with that birdy, played with it, fed it, and took care of it because that made Diana smile. I brought her flowers and saw them burn with a smile because that made Diana feel bad for me. That made her pity me. It made me happy. It made her look at me, search for me.

It made me feel special.

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