Benjamin made me sit in the car. "Why do you think you are registered dead like this? How can someone do that?" the queries began, but what am I suppose to reply when even I am unaware that why I am registered dead? When I am alive and fine! I mean what could be the reason for him to register me dead like this? What did he wanted?
Why he wanted my name changed was already always a mystery. And now, I am registered dead? How can this be? And why?
I kept thinking. "Rosanna!" I heard someone calling my name, my head up in the air, "Whats wrong? You have been zoned out for a while now?" He again asked me, taking my hand in his clutching it tightly, "Don't worry! I will register the new changes and make the Amends," He assured me my hand in his. But I just don't care, not that I will stay or anything I will find reasons or maybe a way out and run away. I have better things to do in life then being someone's wife!
I didn't reali
ROSEANNEWalking around on the rooftop if the house iw as looking beneath me, thinking about all the things happened to me lately, I thought about the facts and lies he have gold me so far, thinking, that oh so thats why he said that, oh that's why he Didi that. Why he didn't wanted me to come california because I will be witnessed alive. Why he didn't wanted aunt Shelly to be here? Because she will hear it and tell me everything.That how he was planning behind me, why he was nice? Why he was all good to me! And just hide from me, thinking that yeah, this is what the gift box must have inside it, that yeah, that this why Noah was so sure I will not marry him, once I get aware of it. All the longs miseries, the little acts that use to bother me, things that Vellore told me usually, and the way he punched him. The way, Vellore and he passed each other look at the rooftop. All was clear and in front if my eyes.I was listening his words all
ROSEANNAThe one you think is the culprit isn't the one. Don't he and act according to what you hear, the world is a big place, and there are more people in the story!" He again started to make some clarification for his so called boss, but I ain't naive anymore."Stop toying with me!" I twisted his wrist, and pushed him closer to the floor. His forehead down on ground. "I know well, you and you people's deal," I told him, he laughing."Come on! Roseanne! You are trying to fool us. And yet you are believing in what others are telling you?" He laughs, who is he referring others too, "Who others?" I asked him, "You have your beads planted inside the house, I got it, who you are referring to others? That uncle? He have worked with my brother and my late father for years. Even he is more trustable then you!" I mumbled, when he kept laughing."Whatever! Roseanna! Don't trust me. I don't demand that from you. But hear me closely when I say
Roseanna."He is there too?" I asked, frowning at him when he just nodded. Kashton is there too, so I will see him there! "I wondered to myself while Benjamin took a step closer to me," I know you must be regressed by new thoughts. "He askijg me of course worried about his problems from his side.Don't worry! Benjamin! I am not going to forgive that guy for any any cost and reason. I am no more in love with anymore." I assured him, he looking down and nodding. "Well, if you say that I trust you with no doubts."We started to leave for good to take the flight. As I followed him to sit in the car. He sitting right beside me, taking my hands in his and assuring me with power.I don't know what's it about Benjamin but he kind of is like a safe space. I am not attracted or anything with him, but just his casually having around me doesn't look like a problem, I am calm this are cool. This aren't complicated I am rather first time j
oseanna."I don't fucking know what you are talking about right now. But your behaviour is really really upsetting me. Change and come to your posture or you will see those sides of mine. You never thought that existed. " He with his threatening session he thinks that this scares me? Who is he fooling?This doesn't affects me even by pinch. I think I have seen enough anger and frustration of people.He stared in my eyes intensely trying to scare me or calm me? I don't know and I don't think I care about it. He is just trying to back off.Is he not yet aware that I know all about his truth and his reality if what kind of a man he is? I thought his loyal mates he have left behind me like Ryan had already aware him. That's why he put all the blame on Vellore? Didn't he?Oh! No wait! This is all a fucking act! This is a lie!He is trying to use this strategy. So that he can fool me in making me think that I can't wa
Roseanna.The trace of his hands from mine got lost as I felt my self swaying down with my entire blood in my head. And suddenly I was now engrossed with water around me. The entire surrounding was water. I opened my eyes as I saw that I was in a deep pool and was on the very last edge as the floor were touch and the length to come out was so above.Everything blue around me, the water the floor. I was getting out of breath as I started to throw my legs and hands to come up but my consciousness was loosing me. And I was feeling suffocated. It was feeling like I was about to bust from the suffocation in my body as my eyes started to close. And even with my eyes open I started to feel everything was dark. And then I saw someone in the water along with me. In front digging deep in water as that person grabbed me, it was Kashton.He stared at me, from the little sight I had left, as a lips collided on me. I getting little water inside me now while he blo
Roseanna.I stood from the place I was sitting as soon as I heard his confession. My mind was blown away and it took me few minutes to release what he said. He haven't just lost his humanity but he have lost him mind as well! A confession at a tile like this! When I am yelling out that he is a bastard. And Ithat I hate him by the core of my heart! He is saying I love you to me?"How come you can say I love you now? Mister?" I came out frustrated at him. But now, hearing the words I crave to hear always sincerely, made my heart tickle a little. After all I am a woman.But I am not nuts! I won't let his tactics to bring me down actually wokr on me! I am well aware that everything he is doing and saying is just a fucking freaking game for this man."Yes! Because I think the most best time to confess your love for someone is when you know you are going to loose that person. And I am never ever going to loose you! So I think. I should tell you what
ROSEANNAHe just left like that leaving me alone and I am nit at shock that he felt bad about my words as con-artist to him. He was that person after all. He married me for a company under my name. Isn't that what hold diggers do? And then he played tricks with me to get the company under his name. Isn't that what con-artist do?I don't feel guilty. Even after thinking of runny away if I was stayed back, it's not because of something I have settled inside for him. I never had, and everything is just so past that now. The fact that he saw the lost child in me just for his company? And inheritance? And not once felt the ache in his heart just for loosing his child?Even if the person responsible for the fraud comes out Vellore, I will never ever turn and see Kashton that way.Maybe for a zero point one second I had hope in my stupid head back then? But not anymore! I am just not ready for taking this in anymore!I
ROSEANNAOpening my eyes under the morning sun if this strange place. I came back to realize that where I was and what was going in my life, that everything is not a fairy tale for me. And that more then I can thing of exceeding that limit - this life sucks. I am like a ball thrown back and forth in my depth of thoughts. Which I feel is playing me on the whole another level, that what Kashton is will look small at me. This fate! I must say your morning entertainment must be roasting my life! And your evening smile must be my tears.Wow! I hate whoever have wrote my fate! I am nit the person who have done alot wrong in there life that the Karma is here to bite me? Have I? I guess I was just a girl on side no one saw until the day I was exploded for being given to someone else. See me! I sure am an living example of non karma ful struggle fucked up life!I wanted to scream loudly all my frustration out. Ahh! But that's not an option th eguy
CHAPTER 100 - EPILOGUE 2 HOURS EARLIER ~ROSEANNADo you believe in fate? i don't. Though once I had strong believe in one and I always though that everything that happened to me so far is because of the fucking fate, but no. There is no thing as fate. Fate is fake. Destiny is fake. Nothing just happens because the earth revolves and causes it to happen. Things happen for two reasons. And neither of them is fate. The first reason is because of your deeds. You pay for what you have sow. It's what it is called Karma. And second reason is the good awaiting you. Future. Sometimes no matter what you do. And what you give up. Your deeds and what you deserve never disappears and when needed Karma will aways show up to fuck up your life. The things that happened to me. i won't define them or name them as my fate. Fate is so small to describe what I went through. Neither I will accept them just because th
CHAPTER 99.ROSEANNA I read the notes as I couldn't helo but sit down on the ground and cry my heart out. Thinking about all the things I possibly can gather in my head. I lost it all. Now it's all gone. I have disrupted everything while being selfish, I deserved to die. I want to die. I told myself as I hastily stood up. But Eithan caught me, "Where do you think you are going? You can't go anywhere do you hear me? You can't..." He said it to me. "I know, I am going now where. I am coming to you."I told him as I took his hand and kept it on my neck." Please kill me. Please choke me and kill me right here. Eithan. Please,"I begged him. Shnr he frowned at me thinking what the hell was I doing? I begged him to reply and cried to him. To kill me falling down on the ground back on again whole crying. But he didn't move. " Why acting now? Isn't this what you wanted? You wanted to kill him! That's why you acted all clue less you made him dead. Roseanna, r
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."