ROSEANNA
I can't believe in what just happened. One minute he is this caring and nice guy. But the next minute, what I just saw was very scary. Even though I am immune to anger, his was not normal. His eyes were releasing fire that I can burn in. He understood everything.
Wait, is he going to-?
No! He will not tell Ace or Remmo brothers? Will he? He wouldn't have if I apologized but, the way I just ran out. It seems impossible to convince him. I was at a distant from maze room. As I was wondering why he didn't came out. Is he waiting for me to reach him again? Yes! I should. Maybe, that's what will be right. If I just go back again and apologize to him. And practically beg him for not telling brothers. Maybe things will be fine.
Even if not, just get on your knees Roseanna, you can't afford hurting shelly aunt again. Just beg him to let go of it. I wonder to myself, as I made my mind to go back inside and beg Kashton to never tell brothers about what he found. My steps were slow and they weren't moving fast even if I tried, as the eyes and his fury filled face ce in front of me. "No! Rose you can't do that to yourself." I screamed to myself. As I looked up at the door. "It's okay. Let's go." again repeating to take my self together in it.
I slowly walked inside when I couldn't find his trace anywhere. Where did he go, but then I saw his at one place, I ran towards thier, and ended up colliding on the mirror. "Mr. Raven," I said, when I did heard his voice from behind me. But I was still confused because of the mirror, where his reflections were.
"I can understand, what you demand from your wife. I totally do. What happened between me and Vellore-"
"Right, I am Mr.Raven and he is Vellore?" he asked me from literally nowhere. When I tried to follow the trace of voice which was different.
"I am used to calling him that, I still need to gather alot of courage to call you just... By your name." I tried to calm him, when his reflection tuned into a smirk.
"Why, did you come back, when you ran away?" he asked me suddenly, as I took deep breath to speak. "I promise you, that I will be loyal to only you if things turned out as the elderly are planning. In any case scenarios." I said as I waited for his response. When his visuals from the mirror dissapeared. "Mr. RAVEN?!" I screamed as I turned to look around the other side, "Mr. Raven?!" Again as I kept rolling here and thier, tried to look for him to the otherside of the maze room. "Kashton!" I yelled and suddenly his face came in sight in the mirror closest to me. And I freaked out, taking my steps face and to fall but a hand catched me. And the real him was in front of me now.
"Careful." he said, as he laughed. And I stood from his hands and walked few steps away from him.
"You're a jerk!" I screamed, as I hit his face with a slap, his face face slightly turned as then he again looked up at me.
"I came back, to beg you that please don't tell anyone about me and Vellore. Because that will put aunt Shelly, Lia and Rick in problem. But you are too cruel for any kind of mercy." I gritted with a tear slipping from my eyes, as I tried to get out of the maze room. But, directions?
Don't tell me, that I am stuck in here, with this man?
I was stuck at my place, thinking where should I go,"Take first left and then third right, you will find the directions you drew." he spoke with his husky voice, as I did what he said. I took the first left and then third right and did got the directions I drew earlier. I followed them back, and walked out of the maze room.
When I was back to the hallway again, little far from him, I saw Vellore on my way in the middle. He saw me walking fast in panic and his upset face turned into worries. He came to me jogging.
No! I can't let him see us together again, his words that he will too torture aunt Shelly, I decided I'd rather turn and ran the other side. As I took a different hallway and ran upstairs. I walked on rooftop as I sat at the edge of the roof at the backside. Since there are people on the front side at ground who can see me.
I looked out at the people who were happy and smiling.
I was here in this house I won't say I was happy but I still managed to steal some smiles from here and there. But what about where I am being taken away. Will there be something I can smile about. His face his reaction was just like Brother s. Or that even if was speaking words it felt like he was throwing arrows at me.
I don't want to go.
"Are you going to keep running from me? This won't hide the fact what you did."I heard a Voice from behind which sounded like.
Vellore.
"What are you doing here. If someone will see you. They will bury you dead. And not to mention, if Kashton saw us." I said worried, as the sweatbeads slipped from my forehead.
"He found out didn't he? " He asked me randomly as I couldn't ignore the question so I nodded. "Isn't it obvious? The way he recalled you whenever he mentioned me earlier? And then you screaming my name in the green House. It's already out." I told him, when he sighed.
"He is quick-witted. Did he hurt you?" he asked me, as I raised my head to meet his eyes.
"Not physically." I said, as he again sighed. "He is not the type to hurt woman. But he is not very fond of them either. Be careful, I'd say. He can ruin someone's sane mind." he took his side but then he told his reality.
"I just had a taste of it." I murmured inside my mouth but I am sure he heard me. "I know I can't stop you from doing this, marrying Kashton for the sake of your self and the others you care about. But I rather blame myself for the fact that I didn't do what I should have. I should have asked him for your hand first from your brothers." he said as my eyes widen and I stood from my seat.
"You know you can never do it? " I asked him, as he nodded. "Myabe because I don't have enough power and money to buy him from them." he sad laughed as I squished my eyes, "Vellore I know I'm basically cheating on you by marrying someone else-"
"I know your spot Roseanna. I said, I don't blame you for any of it. I have seen the wounds your brothers have gave you and others. I'm not angry on you. I'm just angry that I missed the chance, I didn't knew where we was going until I reached your home. Or I would have at least told Kashton. So he wouldn't have agreed with them for me." he again regretted everything.
"Would he have? " I asked him as what I just saw a moment before didn't matched well with what he was saying right now.
"He might come out as a jerk sometimes but he is not much of a jerk. "
"Really?? He just threaten me if I will look at you he will plug out eyes of Shelly aunt " I asked him totally disagreeing with him.
"That's because he has obsession everything that is his"
"That excuse doesn't makes him ant less of an asshole." I yelled at him. "And at least for the sake of our past relationship, don't you feel hurt for me? Instead of consoling me. You taking sides of that boss of yours ?" I asked him getting mad at him as he laughed how can he laugh at this.
"You are cute "
"Fuck you Vellore." I really hate him. Is he really counselling me to make me believe that he is nice guy. Yeah he is. I just had a trailer of that.
I walked away from roof as I came down and went in my room as it was filled with flowers. From up to down. Left to right. So many flowers.
I looked around at the flowers as-
"WOAHHHHH!!!!!! "Lia screamed in my ear from behind. "Which one in the two send this? " she asked me still in my ears.
I turned back to ask her for not speaking like this but she already continued before me. " I saw him going on roof after you, don't you think, you guys need to be careful? " She said as I realised and that she ran near one of the bouquet as she handed me.
"This one has a card. Read it "She said as she forcefully handed me the card and asked me to read it.
I am sorry.
-K-
It was Kashton . He send these many flowers in such a short time. When u was just on the rooftop for ten to fifteen minutes. As if instantly regretted what he did.
"What does it says? " she asked me as I looked at her.
"You are unlike this flowers. You are more ugly " I said to her as she got confused.
"Who says that after buying so many flowers. She got angry as she sat on the bed. "I'm kidding. He said I'm sorry." I told her when she frowned.
"Sorry for what?" she asked me, as I looked at her."Nothing." I said, when she came to be and started to ring "Tell me, tell me"
"No! Lia. Get out of here." I got angry, I don't even know why? I never do that. But she got hurt as she stormed out of the room with anger. Not that she can do anything about this.
As I looked around.
What a mess. What will I do with so many flowers. I roam around all the flowers as I smelled each of them as I saw a box in the middle of one bouquet.
I took the boy out as I opened it and it had a beautiful thin chain with a pendent necklace. The pendent had Ruby written on it.
Ruby? Did it got deliverd to the wrong address? Why would it have someone else name.
"Roseanna madam. Another helper asked me as I looked at her. And she told me that I was asked to be present in the chat room. As I nodded.
I kept the box under the pillow as I walked towards the place everyone talks about stuff as I saw everyone else were present there. I walk inside as I saw Ace Brother was now standing.
"Engagement will be down now. Than we will send her with you. As you already said wedding will be after four years. After she passes her graduation."
"There is more " Kashton said out of blue before Brother could have completed what he was saying.
"More? " Remmo Brother asked already disagreeing with his eyes.
"I will change her name. I want it to be Ruby not Roseanna. " He said and before he could continue I yelled.
"No!!! " before any one could have said anything or agree with this bullshit. I revolted. "It's my mother's name and the last thing I own I will never change it. " I said to him as he looked at me astonish.
As he stood up and took a few steps ahead.
"Isn't your all mothers name Gabrielle? " he asked me as I realised what is this about.
He doesn't knows who I am.
ROSEANNA"Rose, what you are talking about?" he pryly asked, as he took a step nearer to me, and then raised my chin to asked me once again."Roseanna!" I heard a scream, as Remmo came running to me, he grabbed my hair and pulled me away from him. And he look gave me a look. He was clearly saying not to ever open my mouth. He looked at me and then the man behind me.Were Brothers lying to him about my real identity. Were they trying to crack deal by selling them lies. He is unaware of all the facts about me? This is marital fraud. He can ruin everything and everyone."She is just out of her mind. And lost it." he said as he laughed and then twisted my wrist behind my back, but Kashton sure knows it already because his eyes were up near my hand. And the way Remmo brother was behaving was a clear sign that it was making Kashton more suspicious of everything.
ROSEANNA"Kashton, I'm really okay. Please don't call a doctor." I said, as I looked up at him and Vellore, who was looking at me, half sitting on the bed while looking at Kashton who was at the seat beside my legs on the bed too.After a little while of silence, we heard that doctor was down. So Vellore went to bring the person from down. In a minute or two. Again, he brought him up. As soon as the doctor came, Kashton stood from his place and turned to walk towards the other side, and looked at how the doctor was checking on me. "What happened?" I heard the doctor say, and looked up at him and then Kashton. I have never seen a doctor before when I use to get hurt. I don't know how to explain. So with my stare, I was asking for his assistance, and he did understood me. "Her back! It got hurt, Find a remedy to intanstly heal it." he said, as he turned to look at me, seeking my approval if he said it right or not. "Okay, do you feel fever? Or difficulty in b
ROSEANNA"Roseanna, are you ready?" I head a voice behind me, when I turned to follow the trace. I looked back at the mansion, when I saw Remmo and Ace standing, With Ace's furry eyes resting on me. It looked at me, telling me that he will not let me live at all.I failed in breaking the marriage earlier and this is the result. I saw Lia walking towards us, as she looked behind too following were my eyes was.But as she did, she instant straighten her body language. Since they are really strict about things, also not to hide the fact that they are cruel even to her. The last time, they almost burned her face with that boiling water. Its a no joke.But now, I'm leaving. Leaving this trashy place I once called home, leaving this cruel and worthless life I was living all this while. Inhaling all the scary words they have mixed in the air and taking in all the pain. Now, it's time to leave. Ever since Aunt Shelly told me
ROSEANNA"You have no idea, what you are talking about and who you are dealing with. Do you understand me? Use your brain more than your attitude. Or who else will accept an illegitimate child like you? In thier House? " he said on his way up and passed me. While I was shocked at my spot, standing Shunned at his words. Isn't it Vellore."How can you say that?" I asked him after taking a brief second of realisation and turned towards him, I asked him, as he shrugged like he was right. And that made me scoff, "I'm saying what I think." he too turned towards me steps ahead from me.He grabbed my hands and pulled me closer, "You are a fraud and I am glad that I got free of you. And just dumped you over another guy." his words were bitter. And I couldn't believe in what he said."This is not you Vellore." I tried to find a rational reason behind his words.But he started to laugh and one again grabbed my wrist tightly, "Wha
ROSEANNAThe feeling of shattered wasn't something very new to me. Instead I'm very use to it. Because I usually break two to three times in a day, from one thing or another. On a daily basis. Either by brother hurting my loved ones, or me. Either by his words or his actions. If not him, then the maids and servants talking behind me. Anything.And I didn't even expected much from this guy either in the beginning. He sounded like them, he did things like them, all they way, yet, when I see those little things about him that weren't so bad, I had something rose in me, that said maybe it's not that bad. But right at this moment, I beg to differ. Completely. The fact that he threaten me over my loved ones too. He is not different."If that what it takes to keep you under my fist." he said huskyly. And gave me his look of, I am big nice. Well, I don't need the look, I already am aware."Are you still going to pretend that you are strong o
ROSEANNA*Dream*"Roseanna! Where are you? Roseanna!?" I heard Mom scream, from the kitchen, when I threw my school bag on the door and ran towards her with my tiny little feets. I tried to reach near her, somewhere in the kitchen, but she was no where there. "Mom!?""Welcome home Roseanna?" I heard her voice again from somewhere, "Mom, Where are you?!" I asked her again, when I started to walk towards her, around the bedroom. "Roseanna!" I again heard her voice, when I ran inside the bedroom and stood on the bed so that I can catch her red handed behind the door. But no where."Roseanna?! Come to me! Don't tease mommy!" I heard her again, but this time around the window outside, in the lawn. "Mom! I'm in the room." I screamed, but no reply back. "Mom!" I asked as I ran towards the window. And looked around the lawn. I then ran from the room to the living room toward the lawn, "Mom! I'm here!" I screamed, as then is saw a shadow, passing
Roseanna.After having a fierce session with Vellore I walked inside my room, no so confident on my self. Instead, being shattered. I was suppose to be selfish but here I am, Named as Ruby now. I don't even know who it's is? What's it for? And why is it happening like this? But I am changed now.Roseanna is dead and gone. Along with mom, today even her name left me. Funny because I tried to protect it. With my all might. But being a failure is not a new thing for me, is it? I wondered to myself and I looked up inside the room. The owner of the house has stronger power then my will, and he won. A stranger, a stranger's house, and now he has my possession in those papers. That I signed.Like a football. I got tossed from one house of tortures to another. I heard a knock on the door but I didn't gave out any kind of permission. Because I am not sure that I have the right or not. The knock again rang on the door, when I stood and walked towar
ROSEANNAWe both saw, Vellore, walking inside with his hair still wet, it must be his working hour now, but remembering the position I was standing in right now, in front if Vellore. I felt bad for him. But even looking at this Kashton didn't move. "Reporting, sir!" Vellore slowly murmured, "Okay!" Kashton said, a moment of silence engulfed the room, when none of us were aware that what they wanted to do? At this Kashton raised his eyebrow, gesturing to leave. Vellore gave a bow and turned to leave. I saw him going out again, he kept turning until he was at the elevator. When he was finally inside, the elevator closed, once again, Kashton looked back at me."So Ms. Jealous, if you had a doubt, you could have ask me?" he muttered with a smile. As I rolled my eyes, I am not jealous if your overrated and beautiful collogues, Vellore! " I mispoke." I mean Kashton." I instantly tried to make it back up again, but his expression totally changed. "I am sorry." I tried t
CHAPTER 100 - EPILOGUE 2 HOURS EARLIER ~ROSEANNADo you believe in fate? i don't. Though once I had strong believe in one and I always though that everything that happened to me so far is because of the fucking fate, but no. There is no thing as fate. Fate is fake. Destiny is fake. Nothing just happens because the earth revolves and causes it to happen. Things happen for two reasons. And neither of them is fate. The first reason is because of your deeds. You pay for what you have sow. It's what it is called Karma. And second reason is the good awaiting you. Future. Sometimes no matter what you do. And what you give up. Your deeds and what you deserve never disappears and when needed Karma will aways show up to fuck up your life. The things that happened to me. i won't define them or name them as my fate. Fate is so small to describe what I went through. Neither I will accept them just because th
CHAPTER 99.ROSEANNA I read the notes as I couldn't helo but sit down on the ground and cry my heart out. Thinking about all the things I possibly can gather in my head. I lost it all. Now it's all gone. I have disrupted everything while being selfish, I deserved to die. I want to die. I told myself as I hastily stood up. But Eithan caught me, "Where do you think you are going? You can't go anywhere do you hear me? You can't..." He said it to me. "I know, I am going now where. I am coming to you."I told him as I took his hand and kept it on my neck." Please kill me. Please choke me and kill me right here. Eithan. Please,"I begged him. Shnr he frowned at me thinking what the hell was I doing? I begged him to reply and cried to him. To kill me falling down on the ground back on again whole crying. But he didn't move. " Why acting now? Isn't this what you wanted? You wanted to kill him! That's why you acted all clue less you made him dead. Roseanna, r
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."