I gave him the one last look, when the elevator opened and Vellore walked in, and I ran over the elevator, walking inside, I pushed the button. The door closing in front of me and him. He was shocked at what was I doing, when I was already down.
If that sick he is off me, I am done too. The last thing I have to be more is a burden on someone. The door opened, when I saw guards in front of the elevator. Making boundary with there arms, I pushed them but other set of guards made another boundary. "Ma'am, we have been strictly order to not let you go out of the building. " I too am you boss, and I order get away from here. " My foot was paining. And the elevator went up again. I pushed the guards but they were strong.
" If you all don't move, I'll put the case of sexual assault on you. Better be moving your ass then!"
ROSEANNA"What have you done?" I asked him, when he shook his head, the wrist he was groping on, he left and took my palm in his, looking deeply and intensely in my eyes, "Just promise me." He asked me. Looking deeply in his eyes, I didn't know what to say to this. I took my palm out of his warm ones. And twisted my head the other side. "I can't promise you this." I told him. When he rested his head down. Gulping something he was holding in his kneck from a long time, he looked up at me again."Okay! No problem, it's wrong of me to force you on something unfair like this." he suddenly changed, and left the area, when I forced to walk out again but he stopped my hold back, "Please! ROSE! Please. I know you are mad at me so much but please stop running away. Trust me, I didn't mean a single thing I spoke to you earlier. Trust me." he assured me again his grip back to my hand. He was intensely looking in my eyes. And I felt that I shouldn't revolt any mo
ROSEANNAWe were sitting at the rooftop. Looking at the rising sun, it was beautiful. The birds chirping, and the cold breeze it was all so worth it. I love it, the scene. Someone beside me, sitting too.He was fidgeting with his fingers while he played with them, he turned to look at me, once again and looked front. I don't know why? But he have been doing it very oftenly, he looks at me and then looks up front. As if he was wandering on whether to tell me or not. He just kept, trying but won't speak a word."Do you want to tell me something?" I asked him, since I couldn't take this anymore. I pivoted my head to look at him, when he watched me his eyes wide open when he stared at me, "What? I just can sense that you are looking at me again and again? What is it?" I asked him, when he turned his head up front."Nothing, I am sorry. I don't mean anything when I kept staring at you."He said, when his phone started to rang loudly in his pocke
ROSEANNA" Is that a just?"I asked shocked too when I stood furiously, while he was lost in his own number of worries. He was pacing the room right now when he turned and looked at me,"Yes it's just, we are always married, who cares but if he knows about your true identity, everything will be ruined Rose. Think carefully. It's not a joke. If it comes out that you are an illegitimate child. Everything we have planned will be ruined. The least that could happen is grandfather asking you divorce me and leave me. Do you get it? Don't even ask me about the worst. "He frustatedly screamed at me from a far. When he kept pacing the room.An illegitimate child? Me? I knew I was, but no one ever gave me a reality check like this. Why would he say that out with no concern that what it means?"What else did he say?" He asked me, turning to look at me. "Just this." I told him when he nodded. "Okay, let's prepare for Granpaa's house. We will lo
ROSEANNA.When was the last time you have ever felt confused. We always feel it easily don't we? We feel confusion between this dress or that, this shoes or that. Loud makeup, no makeup. And many more things.We felt confused between sun or moon, we feel confused between mountains and sea, we feel confused between day and night. We are always confused. But for me the defination of confusion in much kore intense. I feel confused, everytime someone speaks something, not because I am stupid but because, things are way to complicated when they something. They confuse me. With their words, with thier actions and with there behaviour, one moment both are intense, the other sad and next soft and sweet. And one minute they are talking about something the other moment they are talking about something else.I am always confused."Vellore" I heard the loud voice behind me when I turned and find Kashton standing there looking at me, with
ROSEANNA.He asked me, staring at me whil eths others were too fixated to look at me. I wanted to turn and look at Kashton to know what am I suppose to do after this, but I can't, because if I do, he will be dragged in this along. And I don't want him to be. I have to deal with it on my own. I decided and looked up front straight in his eyes, he was smirking.His evil smile bright and shot up light. Piece of garbage. "Roseanna?" He again asked and stood, taking his steps closer to me. His smirk was getting bigger and oissing me really off. To be honest I was thinking if killing one man can be forgiven. I raised my brows at him. But Kashton walked between me and him when he stared at him, trying to take my side. Noah tilted his head to look at me, and smiled, "I was wondering who you got the looks from your dad or Gabrielle?" Be intentionally to Gabrielle name and not mom.He knows."Noah, would you like to have a talk with the whol
ROSEANNA."Noah, please tell me that it's not Kashton?" I begged him practically when he started to laugh."No don't worry its not your Kashton. It was someone else. Someone who was not me or Kashton and not someone who was ever related to the family. Its just, I don't like illegitimate childs. So I mistreat Kashton." What do you mean by you don't like illegitimate child like Kashton?" I asked him, shocked at the things he was revealing to me right now. Its all so strange."Nothing," He shrugged and walked over to where I was he took the photo of the woman from my hand. "You really use to love this woman don't you?" I can feel the pain in his eyes of loosing someone be loves. Come to think of it, this was was so transparent. "Does that means that the woman everyone talks about that you left her because she got cancer was actually a lie?" I interrogated him when he just nodded, "Apparently it is. But I always lied and told her to do
ROSEANNA His hand swede lingering on my back, his face above me and the things running in his head was clearly visible in his eyes, this intense look of his was sending me down in a slumber to get lost in him without regrets, and I will. I will live in the moments with no concerns for future, that is mu resolution for today at least. I wondered to myself, and kept my lips on his, when his arms that were holding me pulled me closer to him, our body grabbing each other like a magnet would, unseperatably, he picked me up, as I put both my legs around him, taking me towards the edge of rooftop now, he kept on the boundary, as he pushed his lips intensely in me, making me crazy about his touch there were roaming around my butt, his tongue entered me, making me taste him, when played intensely with his lips, both dancing well, with each other, in perfect rhythm. His hands on my butt, which he was grabbing with his firm and rough hands, while he sl
CHAPTER 36. Marriage arrangements.ROSEANNAI told him, when he raised his brows in realisation, and started to put efforta on his head on what he can do. While I sat up wrapping the sheet around me, walking back and forth in room thinking what can i do? I can't wear shits out! I can't wear his clothes!"Can't you ask your aunt or others for getting me some clothes?" I asked him when he shook his head, "Never, I can't tell them, they will be laughing stock.""But we are married, who cares?" I asked him when he thought again, keot staring at me while his mind kept waking around all the places. While mine was blank. "What about your brother's girlfriends? I am sure that they will have something." I asked when be shake his head again, "Just wear my clothes, its okay, we are couple. We can share our clothes there is nothing to be so concern and hyped about." He explained and tried to calm me, which seem like he was trying more to calm
CHAPTER 100 - EPILOGUE 2 HOURS EARLIER ~ROSEANNADo you believe in fate? i don't. Though once I had strong believe in one and I always though that everything that happened to me so far is because of the fucking fate, but no. There is no thing as fate. Fate is fake. Destiny is fake. Nothing just happens because the earth revolves and causes it to happen. Things happen for two reasons. And neither of them is fate. The first reason is because of your deeds. You pay for what you have sow. It's what it is called Karma. And second reason is the good awaiting you. Future. Sometimes no matter what you do. And what you give up. Your deeds and what you deserve never disappears and when needed Karma will aways show up to fuck up your life. The things that happened to me. i won't define them or name them as my fate. Fate is so small to describe what I went through. Neither I will accept them just because th
CHAPTER 99.ROSEANNA I read the notes as I couldn't helo but sit down on the ground and cry my heart out. Thinking about all the things I possibly can gather in my head. I lost it all. Now it's all gone. I have disrupted everything while being selfish, I deserved to die. I want to die. I told myself as I hastily stood up. But Eithan caught me, "Where do you think you are going? You can't go anywhere do you hear me? You can't..." He said it to me. "I know, I am going now where. I am coming to you."I told him as I took his hand and kept it on my neck." Please kill me. Please choke me and kill me right here. Eithan. Please,"I begged him. Shnr he frowned at me thinking what the hell was I doing? I begged him to reply and cried to him. To kill me falling down on the ground back on again whole crying. But he didn't move. " Why acting now? Isn't this what you wanted? You wanted to kill him! That's why you acted all clue less you made him dead. Roseanna, r
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."