*Dream*
"Roseanna! Where are you? Roseanna!?" I heard Mom scream, from the kitchen, when I threw my school bag on the door and ran towards her with my tiny little feets. I tried to reach near her, somewhere in the kitchen, but she was no where there. "Mom!?"
"Welcome home Roseanna?" I heard her voice again from somewhere, "Mom, Where are you?!" I asked her again, when I started to walk towards her, around the bedroom. "Roseanna!" I again heard her voice, when I ran inside the bedroom and stood on the bed so that I can catch her red handed behind the door. But no where.
"Roseanna?! Come to me! Don't tease mommy!" I heard her again, but this time around the window outside, in the lawn. "Mom! I'm in the room." I screamed, but no reply back. "Mom!" I asked as I ran towards the window. And looked around the lawn. I then ran from the room to the living room toward the lawn, "Mom! I'm here!" I screamed, as then is saw a shadow, passing
Roseanna.After having a fierce session with Vellore I walked inside my room, no so confident on my self. Instead, being shattered. I was suppose to be selfish but here I am, Named as Ruby now. I don't even know who it's is? What's it for? And why is it happening like this? But I am changed now.Roseanna is dead and gone. Along with mom, today even her name left me. Funny because I tried to protect it. With my all might. But being a failure is not a new thing for me, is it? I wondered to myself and I looked up inside the room. The owner of the house has stronger power then my will, and he won. A stranger, a stranger's house, and now he has my possession in those papers. That I signed.Like a football. I got tossed from one house of tortures to another. I heard a knock on the door but I didn't gave out any kind of permission. Because I am not sure that I have the right or not. The knock again rang on the door, when I stood and walked towar
ROSEANNAWe both saw, Vellore, walking inside with his hair still wet, it must be his working hour now, but remembering the position I was standing in right now, in front if Vellore. I felt bad for him. But even looking at this Kashton didn't move. "Reporting, sir!" Vellore slowly murmured, "Okay!" Kashton said, a moment of silence engulfed the room, when none of us were aware that what they wanted to do? At this Kashton raised his eyebrow, gesturing to leave. Vellore gave a bow and turned to leave. I saw him going out again, he kept turning until he was at the elevator. When he was finally inside, the elevator closed, once again, Kashton looked back at me."So Ms. Jealous, if you had a doubt, you could have ask me?" he muttered with a smile. As I rolled my eyes, I am not jealous if your overrated and beautiful collogues, Vellore! " I mispoke." I mean Kashton." I instantly tried to make it back up again, but his expression totally changed. "I am sorry." I tried t
ROSEANNA"What?" I asked in disbelief, he was upset about my name? "What's wrong with people calling me Roseanna? You already changed it legally, so what's the problem of people calling me Roseanna?" I asked him, screaming on his face and I was sure that it really made him very angry but he didn't bother to repeat back. "I'll call Myself Roseanna! My care takers will call me Roseanna! My family will call me Roseanna! Because that's my name. One place or other, everyone will call me Roseanna. I will call Roseanna!" I screamed on his face. Again. "When people will ask me my name, I'll say I am Roseanna. So what?!"That made him very angry, he grabbed my forearms, and fiercely passed me his eyes. "Stop revolting! Are you a kid." He asked me and his hand was now bruising me, "Don't ruin the things for me. I have worked very hard for everything, if you ruin anything for me. I'll kill you. Do you understand me?" He asked me and left me, "Done so much. And w
ROSEANNA.It was time. To leave or being Kicked out. He was throwing me away. And honestly I'm not shocked. I am rather very relieved. That I don't have to face him everyday. I will live on my accords, he wanted to change my name and change my personality, I'll make him regret it. Because if Roseanna is gone, then thier is no goodness in me my mom's name was everything for me."Are you leaving? Now?" I heard aunt Shelly on the door when she turned to look at her. I kept everything already. And was on the floor again. She came walking towards me and sat near my crossed legs. "Baby, what happened earlier? Was it something Lia did? Is that why you had a fight?" She asked me, when I shook my head, "No he is just a jerk. That's all." I said, when she smiled"He is not a jerk baby girl. He is just unusual. He is not like normal-""Aunt, Shelly, seeing you taking his side is the last thing I want to do before I get kicked out from the house. Pl
"This is what I was talking about." He said to him, when his eyes shot wide open. "Trust me brother! I had no idea that it was like this. Trust me, maybe the cleaners did it. Yeah, Noah must have paid them without me knowing, I was here only for supervision!" He started to explain but Ryan didn't believe in him. He sighed and turned to bring the bags inside. "So Ruby? How is it going? Are you living well?" He asked me suddenly,I turned dto look at him and gave him a nod. "Yeah, it's going to good. What about you?" I asked him instead when Ryan threw the bag immediately, and looked up at us, "Ruby. I don't think your husband would like you talking with him." He warned me when I laughed, "And? Who is he to stop me from it?" I asked back. When he angrily glared at me. "He is your husband." He gritted when I raised my brow, "And does that qualifies him for stopping me to do anything I want?" I boldly asked him when he was quiet. "Drystan do
ROSEANNAI froze in my place, who is it? What he wants? What is he trying to do? What might happen right now? Such questions clouding me. His hands were around me, groping me.Kashton is not even here. Who will protect me right now? He was right! His brother is not trustable. I, slowly turned my head but I saw Drystan still near the born fire, still sitting with his drink, and drinking like an alcoholic, but then I realised he was not just drinking anymore. He had something white in his hand, as he kept his nose around and sniffed.He was doing drugs.But wait, if he is there. Then, who is this person?"Ah! You have a nice body, gotta say! Kashton made a nice choice." I heard the person slowly murmur, as I inhaled, I know thie voice. I know it. And I am sure that he is one of Kashton's brother. Its him. Noah!"Kashton will kill you, you better leave me!" I threatened the man, when he laughed.
ROSEANNAI couldn't believe on my eyes that he was wearing the same outfit from earlier in the video,I was still hugging him, and his hands were still down. But apart from his hands, I was too down right now, all the happiness in me just washed off. And I was no longer so pleased to find him back here."He went away." He said, as soon as I was apart. "Hmm." I replied back. When he looked inside my room and then me again. "What were you doing?" He asked me, when I looked at him face, should I ask him? Should I wait for him to tell himself? Why would he? He doesn't even know that I already know about the club and him. But I should say so there will be no confusion! But. Whats there to be confused about? It's crystal clear that he was at the club, his face shows that he is drunk, his eyes are swollen, his face have risen like a dough. He is stinking of alchohol and smoke. And when I hugged him, I smelled some flowerly fragrance too. But lets not hurry so much
Four years later~ROSEANNAI have always been living in my little world of brothers, just small things that made me happy, just small place that make me filled just small gestures that made my day. Always been living small. Big cities were not my thing. The farthest I had ever been from childhood was the dance academy. Or else brothers really had it on line for me. I was not allowed to go out with friends, go out any far or family functions, I was not allowed to live a bigger life. The mansion was my whole universe, brothers were all the people I know. As said before, it had always been small for me.But, now suddenly, without clear reasons and guidance,without prior notice and practice on how to face world? On how to live better? I was thrown in the big word, despite my wish. I was told to survive on my own, fight my own fights. Stand up on for myself. I was given a new dimension to live a life, I was send to new universe to survive.I
CHAPTER 100 - EPILOGUE 2 HOURS EARLIER ~ROSEANNADo you believe in fate? i don't. Though once I had strong believe in one and I always though that everything that happened to me so far is because of the fucking fate, but no. There is no thing as fate. Fate is fake. Destiny is fake. Nothing just happens because the earth revolves and causes it to happen. Things happen for two reasons. And neither of them is fate. The first reason is because of your deeds. You pay for what you have sow. It's what it is called Karma. And second reason is the good awaiting you. Future. Sometimes no matter what you do. And what you give up. Your deeds and what you deserve never disappears and when needed Karma will aways show up to fuck up your life. The things that happened to me. i won't define them or name them as my fate. Fate is so small to describe what I went through. Neither I will accept them just because th
CHAPTER 99.ROSEANNA I read the notes as I couldn't helo but sit down on the ground and cry my heart out. Thinking about all the things I possibly can gather in my head. I lost it all. Now it's all gone. I have disrupted everything while being selfish, I deserved to die. I want to die. I told myself as I hastily stood up. But Eithan caught me, "Where do you think you are going? You can't go anywhere do you hear me? You can't..." He said it to me. "I know, I am going now where. I am coming to you."I told him as I took his hand and kept it on my neck." Please kill me. Please choke me and kill me right here. Eithan. Please,"I begged him. Shnr he frowned at me thinking what the hell was I doing? I begged him to reply and cried to him. To kill me falling down on the ground back on again whole crying. But he didn't move. " Why acting now? Isn't this what you wanted? You wanted to kill him! That's why you acted all clue less you made him dead. Roseanna, r
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."