Chapter 42 :Losing something (continuation)

ANUSHKA'S POV

I was laying under the massive tree with the thickest stem I'd ever seen and packed leaves that bent to its sides forming something like a dome..I had curled myself like a foetus on the ground as I wailed in my agony..I had cried and screamed until I couldn't find my voice anymore and now the tears were just silently flowing off my eyes on their own..I couldn't stop them no matter how hard I tried..I was in so much pain ,the pain that nobody could ever heal ,the pain of losing someone that meant the world to you..Someone that completed your soul, someone that was figuratively a part of you and now that that part was taken away from you ;life felt useless..It had been so many days and nights since I've curled myself under the same tree ,not even moving a single muscle as I continued to drown myself in my own tears..It hurts so much that I wanted everything to end ,like literally end..

I slowly opened my eyelids as I felt something gently