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FIRE CRACKER SHE LIED? (32)
The sound of my feet hiring the ground filled the empty hallway. I needed to get to Rye fast, I needed to help her recover and then expose Alice as the monster she truly was. Even in all this, I felt some relief. Like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Because it was not my fault, it wasn’t that I was too hard to love, Alice just never knew how to love anyone and that was not my fault. My feet stomped on the beige tiles as I ran to the elevator. The relief I was feeling did nothing to drown the heavy weight of worry that lingered on my chest: Rye was in danger, she was dying. I needed to find a blood donor soon. I would need to contact Jared, he’s the only one who would help me at this point.I dug my hand into my pocket to pull out myPhone but it wasn’t there, panic hit me in waves, where had I left it? It was with me when I walked back into the hospital. I ran my hands through my hair and tugged on the tips, my scalp hurt and I tugged on my hair harder in frustration, why
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"What?!" I exclaimed with wide eyes. Tyler shrugged as we arrived at the canteen and sat down opposite each other. He had bags under his eyes and looked exhausted. I felt a pang of guilt because, in reality, He was like this because of me."It's a pretty funny story," He said as the food arrived, I rolled my eyes at his indifference."But, but, she had a pregnancy test and that whole drama...? What—" I sighed "Women." I mumbled underneath my breath.Tyler chuckled and glanced at me. My cheeks flushed and I averted my gaze back to the food in front of me. It was a basic meal actually, A burger and some coffee. Quite an addictive combination I had to admit."Do you eat with your eyes or...?" my head snapped up at Tyler who had his burger a few inches from his mouth. I chuckled before I grabbed my burger and took a bite without giving him a response. Tyler simply shrugged. I wondered if it was a habit of his or if he just found me genuinely boring. Instead of asking him though, I shrugge
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“Dad!” I cried as my eyes shot open, I could hear my heart beat loudly in the walls of my chest, fresh puffs of hot air left my lips as I felt my eyes sting, I felt like someone was banging heavily on my head and like every other time that I had woken up like this, I tried to curl into myself. But for some reason, I just, couldn’t. I shut my eyes and tried to breathe and remind myself that everything would be okay, that it was just a nightmare and I would wake up soon, that all of this would be a lie but what I had just seen, it wasn’t like my other dreams or night terrors. This felt so real. It felt like it was happening in front of my eyes and not many times I had watched my father die, this hurt differently. there was something different about this… about this new silhouette that made every inch of my skin burn with fear and horror, I tried to push away the thoughts and pressure that were building around me. I wanted to breathe, I needed to breathe. To do something. I needed to fi
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“How dare you yell at me?!” Alice boomed at me with fiery eyes. “How dare you try to take my sister away here, huh?!” I matched her tone as I broke the proximity between us. I touched the bridge of my nose as I took in my environment. Rye was on a stretcher in the process of being removed, an oxygen mask laid on her nose as she glared at me. She looked furious as it seemed like she was trying to say something. Probably to defend her manipulative mother“Do you think that you can stop me?” Alice challenged in a heavy tone. I rolled my eyes and addressed the doctors and medical professionals around me,“How is it possible that you agreed to this? What was it? Barley twenty-four hours ago, she was...” I trailed off and locked eyes with Alice “Admitted for ‘supposedly’ try her own life and now you are letting her make life decisions for my sister? This woman is deranged! She isn’t mentally stable.” I spat.“What? What are you saying?!” Alice fumed. I smirked and broke the proximity betw
FIRE CRACKER YOU HAVE SOME AUDACITY (36)
“What are you doing here, Jared?” I questioned when I finally found the strength to stand up. Tyler wrapped his hands protectively around me and I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. I was the person on earth who needed protection. I was used to surviving on my own ever since I was born. It’s first nature.“So it’s him…? He’s the one you left me for?” Jared questioned as he stood in his black tuxedo. His lips pursed in a line as his gaze burnt into my skin the desire for an explanation filled his eyes.“You seem to forget one thing,” I said as I took a step forward. “We were never together” I reminded him softly and matched his stare. “That’s why you found the next… gullible guy to hook up with? Just to get off the streets?” Jared spat.I sighed. Took in his words and marched over to him, when I was close enough I ensured my hand collided with his cheek hard enough to snap his head in the wrong direction. Jared’s eyes widened and I heard Tyler stiffen a chuckle
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I shoved my hands into my pocket and walked down the street. It felt like a good time to visit that artistic company and review that offer, Right? The sun was still up, the only problem was that I wasn’t sure about the address and I can’t even remember where I had dropped the file. So many things had happened and now... I breathed. I honestly needed to breathe.I felt around my pockets and hit a rectangular square, Realization hit me and my lips curled upwards as I recalled that I had collected the man’s business card. I brought it out and looked over it, it was a gold business card with silver linings around it, a business number and address were engraved at the bottom and the top had the initials SA. I raced the initials with my fingers and I had to admit it was a beautiful design. Smith Adams, sat at the top right, So Smith Adams was his name? Well at last I have some information on the man now. I ran my hands through my hair, then hailed a taxi. In a few minut
FIRE CRACKER SHALL WE?
I got out of the car and paid the taxi driver. The man simply collected the money and drove off. I stumbled back as my eyes came in contact with the tall and elegant building. It had ‘ADAMS’ Written boldly at the top, at this rate, it felt like a trademark. As I took tentative steps toward the building, I could not help but gawk at the designs. The sight from afar did not do any justice to the beautiful exterior designs and the aura of the building, it felt and smelt like home. The doors of the building opened the moment my I was an arm's length away. A small smile grew on my lips as I walked in. The last time I had stepped into a building like this was a few years ago when I visited Derek’s company to fill in for him. That company was currently mine but that was not the point.I increases my pace when I was in the building, the walls were adorned with artistic paintings, and I mentally calculated how long it must have taken to design and finish them, the effort, the time, the dedic
FIRE CRACKER TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE (39)
"You are finally here," Mr. Adam smith spoke from behind his desk the moment I stepped into the office. Mr. Hermès had opened the door.“I figured I should come and you know, at least what I would be working on,” I replied in a soft tone. The man nodded and tore his gaze from his laptop to me. He had grey eyes and the edges of his lips curled upwards as he stared at me in what seemed to be a wide grin. “Come in, have a seat.” Mr. Adams offered gingerly. I nodded and sat on the chair that was opposite his. My feet tapped against the ground tentatively as I licked my lips and rubbed my hands together.“Your designs were very alluring and I assume that if you are here, it’s to accept my offer, right?” he asked.“Well, not exactly,” I chuckled nervously. “You’ll never believe this, but I lost the file you gave me that day so I didn’t have time to go through the job description properly, I came to request if I could get it and perhaps make my decision now?” I rushed out.The man simply n
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"Aiden," I growled and he smiled. He had a fun held up straight to my face and I was almost thrown off by the audacity of the man. Here, in broad daylight, he was pointing a gun at me, a smug grin plastered on his face as if he had just been given hot coffee on a stressful morning."Danielle" His voice was calm and held no remorse at all, his eyes narrowed at me and rested on Alice's body which was behind me. I watched as Aiden's grey eyes darkened for a bit before they returned to their previous form."For the first time in my entire life...I'm sad I was right about something." The words were not directed at me, rather it was where his gaze rested. Completely fixed on Alice. "If you cared about her, you would have stopped this a long time ago." I shot a glare at him, and he scoffed and stared at me with a piercing gaze. "It's because of her, I did this!" He snapped and shot one of the medics, I stumbled on the side of the van, my eyes went wide and I clenched my fist."That's a li
