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CHAPTER 37 - HELLO
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2020-11-15 06:06:03~TIA~
“WHO THE FUCK IS MILLIE?!” I screamed, gaining no reply. “AIDEN!! AIDEN!!” Shaking him vigorously as much as I could, his eyes remained shut and his body heavy. “FUCK!” I hissed. He’s out cold. I looked down at his half-clothed body and then to his mouth which had dropped open. He was handsome, even when drugged and I wanted him more than ever, but I knew that couldn’t happen, even with his comatose self. He was drugged, unresponsive in his entirety.
“Arghh!” I growled as I lifted from his side and paced the room.
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