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FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) CHAPTER 28
chapter 28✍️I didn’t want to tell her I couldn’t, because this is the same guy I kissed few weeks back and ever since then I had been avoiding him, not taking his calls. And I haven’t been able to get my mind off him.But I had to give her an answer. I nodded my head positively, “Okay, I will if I have the opportunity cause we aren’t full friends, you know that right?” I asked her, but she simply just shook her head and pleaded with me with her eyes.I stopped trying to push it out and responded nodding my head in approval. I was going to speak to him tomorrow on your behalf, and she smiled widely and hugged me, whispering thank you in my ears and I batted my eyes in nervousness.After Ella left, Lizzy came in all happy and I asked her what was it, and she said it was her boyfriend. He got her gifts and took her out on a proper date yesterday. I sat there whilst checking her pictures that were all fine. Lizzy questioned me about how close I and Ella had been for
Last Updated : 2025-02-23FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) KNOWING THE TRUTH HURTS
CHAPTER ONE ✍️Starr’s POV“Trust me Starr, I’m your best friend and I always want the best for you, I wouldn’t lie or accuse Charles of something that’s not true. So please believe me when I say he’s a freaking liar and a cheat.”“I saw him this afternoon in Nirvana lounge with a beautiful, average height, light-skin lady, and they looked so happy like people in love. Nirvana lounge, that rang a bell in my head. That’s the hotel me and him always stayed whenever he’s around.“And before you say anything, that didn’t look like a business deal or friendship date”. She added trying to sound convincing.I hung up abruptly, and sat quickly on my bed thinking about what lizzy just spurted. I didn’t want to believe “Could she be telling the truth? No, no, Starr stop, don’t do this,” I murmured as I welcomed denial.Charles would never hurt me. And what the hell would he be even doing in Dubai? I mean, he isn’t back from Canada, where he went on an important business trip for months now.
Last Updated : 2025-01-14FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) DEEPLY HURT
CHAPTER 2✍️As the elevator came to a halt, I stepped out and returned the keycard to the receptionist. I sprinted out of the building and flagged down a taxi. The drive was cold and silent, and my vision blurred from excessive crying.Getting to my destination, I sat in a bar with three bottles of pure alcohol, drowning in my sorrows. I knew that was exactly what I needed at that moment. As I struggled to regain control of my emotions, memories of what I had witnessed came flooding back.The memory of her stunning beauty lingered, and I couldn’t help but compare myself to her. She was a version of perfection, stunningly beautiful, and in that moment, I knew I would never measure up to her. Even in a fairy dress, he’d never love someone like me. He needed someone beautiful, model looking, confident, and someone who’d give him a Child, I was none of them.I remembered how they looked into each other eyes with burning love passion, and it dawned on me. “Never in a million year
Last Updated : 2025-01-14FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) FINDING OUT A DREADFUL PART OF ME
CHAPTER 3✍️ I woke up in an unfamiliar place; the ceiling was far different from the ones in my room. “Where the hell am I?” I asked myself. I tried getting up, and that was when I saw the bed I was lying on. “I’m in a freaking hospital.” The door creaked. I looked up to see what was wrong, and I saw Lizzy walk in with a man that looked like, he’s in his late forties and yes, he was with a stethoscope on his neck. “Yeah, how great. Lizzy brought me to a fucking hospital.” “Hey, Starr, right? How’re you feeling?” the doctor asked, his voice gentle. I hesitantly answered, “I feel good doctor,” please can you give me and my friend a moment together? It’s really urgent. I need to speak with her. The doctor nodded sympathetically. “Of course, I’ll give you some privacy. But just for a minute, okay?” As soon as the doctor left, I turned to Lizzy, my voice low and urgent. “Why the hell did you bring me to a hospital, Lizzy? You know how much I hate hospitals, it smells, It
Last Updated : 2025-01-14FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) ONE LAST TIME
Chapter 4✍️“Always make sure you sleep well, rest early, and stay away from alcohol, okay? And also stay hydrated.” He added.I nodded slightly, still gazing out the window. Lizzy squeezed my hand reassuring.“We’ll get through this, Starr, like we always do, okay? Lizzy consoled me. Yes.” I answered.The doctor smiled softly, warmly. “You’ll need to come back for a follow-up appointment in two weeks’ time. We’ll monitor your condition and adjust your medication as needed.”I turned back to face him, forcing a weak smile. “Okay, doctor. Thank you.”After an emotionally draining day, I collapsed onto the bed as soon as we got home, exhausted, took over. Lizzy let me sleep, knowing I needed to recharge.Hours later, I woke up feeling a bit more refreshed. Lizzy was sitting in the living room, her eyes fixed on me as I walked in.“Hey, how are you feeling?” She asked, concern etched on her face.I shrugged, taking a seat beside her. “Better, thanks.”Lizzy nodd
Last Updated : 2025-01-14FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) MOVING FORWARD
Chapter 5✍️“Where are my freaking clothes?” I shouted at the top of my voice. The door swung open, and someone walked in. I looked up and my eyes widened in horror. It was the same guy I met at the club! “What was his name again?” I thought to myself, panic setting in. “I don’t even remember and I don’t care!!!”“No, no, no, this can’t be happening, I exclaimed, my voice and hands trembling. “W-what am I doing in your… your house?” I stuttered, trying to process the situation. “Who brought me here?” I demanded, my anger rising.The guy’s expression remained calm, but I could see a sense of amusement dancing in his eyes.“You don’t remember me, do you?” He asked, his voice low but smooth.I shook my head, feeling a mix of embarrassment and frustration. “No, I…I don’t, and funny enough, I don’t care. The only thing I wish to know is, Why the hell am I in your fucking bed?” That’s all I want to know.I tilted my head sideways, trying to calm my frazzled nerves do
Last Updated : 2025-01-14FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) New beginning
Chapter 6✍️The cool breeze enveloped me as I stepped off the plane in France. I joined the stream of passengers moving towards the baggage claim, the sound of luggage wheels and chatters filling the air. I felt a thrill of happiness knowing I was away and I wanted to start all over, but I still had thoughts of that suspicious phone call. I don’t frolic around with any man, so who could that be? I mean, I would have easily said Charles’s wife, but they were long gone and I haven’t spoken to him since our last encounter at the airport, so definitely it’s not here, then who? I thought to myself with a blank expression on my face. I rolled my luggages to a taxi, gave the driver my destination and few minutes later, I stood at the front of a beautiful tall building.This was it, my new home. I smiled and stepped inside. The concierge greeted me warmly and handed me the keys to my apartment. I thanked her and made my way upstairs, unlocking the door and stepping inside
Last Updated : 2025-01-25FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) Chapter 7✍️
CHAPTER 7✍️Starr’s POV I and Mr. Jenkins were still conversing, but we were nearly finished.“I like that.” He quickly reached for his landline and called someone to come in and after a few minutes, a beautiful brunette lady came in and he told her to take me to my office.We got outside, and she complimented me. “Hey, I’m Racheal, but you can call me ray. I wouldn’t mind, I mean cause my friends call me that.” She stuttered, and God! You’re so beautiful,” she added.I blushed immediately, that rolled out of her mouth. “Thank you Racheal, you look beautiful too,” I complimented her too, and she slightly tapped my arm. “Oh, please, don’t flatter me.”We got a cabin, and we stopped there. She opened the door and told me this was my space, while hers was just beside mine, and if I ever needed anything, I shouldn’t hesitate to call her. And I responded, “ Okay, Rachael, thank you.”After a long stressful day at work, I got home, had my shower, and headed outside t
Last Updated : 2025-01-27
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FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) CHAPTER 28
chapter 28✍️I didn’t want to tell her I couldn’t, because this is the same guy I kissed few weeks back and ever since then I had been avoiding him, not taking his calls. And I haven’t been able to get my mind off him.But I had to give her an answer. I nodded my head positively, “Okay, I will if I have the opportunity cause we aren’t full friends, you know that right?” I asked her, but she simply just shook her head and pleaded with me with her eyes.I stopped trying to push it out and responded nodding my head in approval. I was going to speak to him tomorrow on your behalf, and she smiled widely and hugged me, whispering thank you in my ears and I batted my eyes in nervousness.After Ella left, Lizzy came in all happy and I asked her what was it, and she said it was her boyfriend. He got her gifts and took her out on a proper date yesterday. I sat there whilst checking her pictures that were all fine. Lizzy questioned me about how close I and Ella had been for
FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) MIXED FEELINGS
CHAPTER 27✍️I quickly ran out of his house. The gatekeeper was staring at me. I was sure he was wondering why I had run out like that.I went out of the gate and entered my car. My heart kept on racing. What did I just do? I questioned myself.I shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have kissed him back! I said as I banged my hands on my wheels. Shit!Now he’d think I have fallen for him or something. I murmured to myself and my subconscious mind replied me. “Yes, you’ve fallen for him.” But I replied, shaking my head negatively.I couldn’t imagine doing that, falling in love. I sat there for about 30minutes, reminiscing about the kiss and I wouldn’t deny that it made me feel alive. I felt like a woman again after 2years and some months. And I wouldn’t deny that he made me fucking wet.Snapping out of my review, I started my car and drove home.I got home and opened the door. Ella was in the sitting room, watching a movie. I just moved past her and went up
FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) LYING TO MYSELF
Chapter 26✍️ Shit! What explanation would I give to him? I thought to myself. I moved closer to him to hold his hands, and he let me. He just stood there staring at me, probably searching for answers in my eyes. “Kay,” I began as I called out his name, but he was just too quiet, so I continued. “I can explain,” I added. “Exactly, and I’m waiting for it,” he said softly, like someone who wasn’t upset, but I knew he was. I knew it was time to come out plain, but I still contemplated in me if I should say the truth, will he forgive me? “I followed Lizzy to see someone, her boyfriend.” I said, and he responded almost immediately. “So her boyfriend gave you a hickey?” He said, his face straight and rigid. “What? No, no Kay, it wasn’t him.” I replied, stuttering. He raised an eyebrow and said, “Then who did?” He asked, but before I’d reply, he added. “Wait, Starr, please don’t tell me it’s that same guy.” He said, squinting his eyes, and I stopped talking as I stood loo
FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) CHAPTER 25
chapter 25✍️“Do you think he can make you orgasm like I would do without no stress? Do you think he can fuck you like I would?” Immediately that rolled out of his mouth, I swallowed my spit before it’d choke me, but he continued.He brought his lips close to my ears as he spoke directly into it, my legs wiggled but I didn’t want to show it, “Oh, beautiful, you don’t want to imagine what I can do to you.He kissed the nape of my neck gently and this time I moved my hands to his arm to stop him, but he wouldn’t bulge. Next, he sucked deeply in my neck, I didn’t want what he was doing , but I couldn’t deny that I liked it. I did all I could to suppress the moan that was choking my throat.He kissed it one more time, and spoke, “But I can imagine my fingers working down there, and you screaming out my name.” Oh, god! I didn’t want to hear anymore so I tried shoving his hands that were on my waist so I could step out from his broad chest cage and successfully I did.He
FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) CHAPTER 24
chapter 24✍️So basically I had a boyfriend. I watched Seven come closer, he looked surprised as he stared at me before he came close and greeted Gab with a handshake.He also greeted Lizzy and came closer to me like he wanted to greet me, but as I opened my mouth to say something but he passed me without sparing me a glance.I felt a huge blow hit me. I leaned back and rested my whole body on the arm of his couch. Lizzy looked at me with pity and gab chuckled.I wanted to leave, but I didn’t want coming here to be in fruitless, I had to stay and talk to him.Few minutes later, he came downstairs with a short and loosed black T-shirt. He really looked hot, but I didn’t let myself stare too much cause I didn’t want to be tagged as creepy.They all spoke freely and laughed while I sat there watching them cause I wasn’t free and honestly I didn’t know what to say.My phone has been ringing, but I had been declining it. I didn’t want Kay to find out I was here in
FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) MORE THAN A TRIANGLE
CHAPTER 23✍️No, no, I murmured and ran out of my room…….I ran as fast as my legs could carry me to Ella’s room, as I still prayed inwardly that the dress she wore should not be mine.I got to the front of her room door and pushed it open. I didn’t bother to knock.She was walking out of her bathroom when I got into her room. She didn’t look surprised. it was more like she was expecting me.She smiled, and I irked my eyebrows at her and asked her the question I came here to ask her. “Did you take my dress?” But she acted oblivious to the whole thing. She turned to face me directly and smirked before she answered.“What dress?” She asked, squinting her eyes, and that got me even more angry.“Don’t play smart with me and answer the fucking question. Did you take my black dress?” I asked again, but this time my voice was laced with anger.“Oh, that dress I wore to the dinner with Seven? The one you saw me on yesterday? It’s where it’s supposed to be, in the thrash c
FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) Tangled Emotions
Chapter 22✍️I was caught, Not by Lizzy, Tania, or any of my close friend, but a man I didn’t think would ever find me in bed with another man, cause I told him days ago that I was single.I was just caught in bed not with a random stranger, but one who everyone knows was my best friend.I felt speechless as I stared at his shocked face, while his mouth was slightly open. The expression on his face was very priceless. I couldn’t point what exactly he felt. Was is anger? “No,” I thought to myself. “Yes, it was definitely jealousy.”He had that look of jealousy plastered on his face. I quickly pushed Kay off of me, grabbed the duvet and looked back at Seven.He cleared his throat before curtly speaking up. “I’m sorry I barged into the wrong room, but I thought this was Ella’s room.” Immediately I heard Ella’s name roll out of his mouth, I couldn’t help but think what he wanted from Ella by this time of the night. Yes, it was past 7pm.I also cleared my throat an
FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) CAUGHT IN A COMPROMISING POSITION
CHAPTER 21✍️ I just nodded my head like he could see me, till I voiced out an answer. “Yes, of course. You can come pick me up at the house tomorrow.”I heard him sigh as he replied with a simple answer. “Okay, I’ll pick you up then tomorrow.”Immediately he hung up the phone, I squealed out throwing myself on my bed giggling to like a kid. I felt happy. I had never felt this happy in a long time.Finally, I could go out with such a handsome, hot, man. Who I know was clearly interested in me. I couldn’t wait to dress and…….A thought crossed my mind just as I made mention of the dress. I didn’t know what to wear. In-fact I didn’t have anything to wear. All the clothes in my closet were old and annoying.I wanted something more arousing and seductive. Wait a minute, I think I’ve an idea. I’ll probably get it done tomorrow while she’s out.I was finally able to catch some sleep after having different lovely thoughts run through my mind the whole night.Starr’s P
FINDING TRUE LOVE(Beyond Beauty) TWIST
CHAPTER 20✍️ My eyes bulged out in shock and I didn’t even know how to react so I just stood there till he pulled away.I turned around immediately and I saw everyone stood in shock, including Lizzy. She stood akimbo staring at I and Kay.Ella, bursted out laughing, and still held Seven’s hand. He slipped his hands off Ella’s and walked towards the car. I guess it is his, cause he went straight to the front seat.I turned back around and walked Kay out of the gate. I bid him goodbye, and he drove off. I walked back into the compound and I saw they were driving off, Chris and Jude waved at me goodbye, but Seven made a stern face and drove past me roughly.Seven POVHonestly, for some reason, I felt shocked to see a guy come to her home to look for her, but I got more shocked when she came down dressed like a seductress in that tank top and short. Her legs were very smooth and long. Her curves were clearly evident even in the short, not to talk of her as
