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CHAPTER 36 "DO YOU REGRET IT?"
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2024-10-29 19:42:56IT was already dark outside the window when Daniel woke up hugging Ara who was still sound asleep. The only light coming through the open window of his room is from the electric pole outside their house.
But despite that, that light is still enough for him to observe the deep sleep of the beautiful face beside him that is still resting on his chest.
The warm feeling quickly caressed Daniel's heart as he gazed at the most beautiful face he had ever seen in his entire life.
If what the doctor told him that he was about to die is true, that he would probably live only four to six months, chances are that he would just spend those times with Ara.
He didn't know if Ara's parents would agree to such a setup but he still wanted to try. Even if they say that something has happened to them already, it still won't change the fact that he loves her very much and that his love for her hasn't diminished even in
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ARA forced a laugh then stared into Daniel's dark eyes. They stared at each other for a moment.Her deep blue eyes against his dark eyes. After a while of silence she then just saw herself run to her boyfriend and hugged him tightly.Life is really not fair as what others say and she has proved it right. For now that she has found the true happiness and the true meaning of her life something as tragic as this happened."I don't know why I had to cross paths if this will also end like this. But Ara, don't leave me, give me a reason to still force myself to fight. I will force myself to fight for my life, for you, because I love you so much, I don't want to leave you," Daniel, who is like her, crying as he hugs her tightly.Ara cannot think of anything to say at that very moment. She could feel too much pain and that’s what she sees as the reason why her brain isn’t working.
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"WHATEVER you are trying to say I think we'd better eat first so that you can rest," she said releasing herself from the young man and grabbing his arm then guiding him to sit on a chair. "By the way, I haven't told you yet that Mama is coming home my sister, Danica," after a while while they were eating that's what she heard from the young man. Ara's feelings are divided in two because of that. She is happy because after a long time Daniel could finally be with his mother. And saddened because even though the young man had not yet told her the real reason for his sister and mother's reason for coming home, she seemed to have guessed what it was. "We'll get a second opinion," he said in an encouraging voice then held her hand tightly. Ara nodded then reached the young man's face and gently caress his cheek. "That's exactly what it should be, I hope the first diagnosis about you
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JUST as Daniel wanted to happen, she met his gaze. That's why she could clearly see how the emotion in his dark eyes changed as he claimed her.They were both soaked in the cold water flowing from the shower.But that did not decrease the heat that she was feeling as soon as her husband's furious maleness started to go in and out of her femininity."Y-You might get tired, ohhhhh!" she said then closed her eyes again when she felt a deep thrust coming from Daniel."I'm okay, don't worry about me," her husband replied as the corner of his lips rose before he lowered his head and claimed her lips. "I love you," he whispered huskily when he released her mouth. After that, he lifted her and sat her at the long bathroom counter.Her husband's actions intensified the heat that she felt. She felt very hot because with each attack she could feel the anger of his manhood hitti
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