~ LAYLA ~
Fucking little rascal. Raelin smiles. “Come on, Cupcake. I don't have all day. Your secret is safe with me.” His tone softens when he speaks to the girl, and despite the subtle tension hovering in the air, he is still fucking smiling at her. The expression tugs at something deep within me. Even the way he looks at her is heartwarming. A huge difference contrasting to the cold glares he has been unleashing on me since the moment he stepped in here. Anyway, he may be a two-faced asshole, but I can't deny that maybe, just maybe, he is not really that heartless like I thought. At least, he is giving me water. Maybe I am not going to die so soon. I watch the girl closely as she finally releases the water to Raelin. She is probably no more than eight or nine, with ash grey white hair curls tumbling down her small back. Ash grey white curls just like mine. But hers are shorter. Mine are longer, and now that I stare at my locks lazily draping over one of my shoulders, I can see that my hair strands are disheveled and messy with dirt. Damn. “Thank you, cupcake.” Raelin stands up with the water in his hand. “Now run along. We don't want your mummy finding out you are here.” The girl hesitates, her fingers picking at the hem of her cute little blue dress. “But, Uncle Ray, why is she locked up? She looks sick—” “Marina. Time to go.” Raelin's voice is stern now. Marina pouts at him, but she does not argue any further. She steals a glance at me instead, and I catch a flicker of pity in her puppy brown curious eyes. Eyes that look far too gullible and innocent for a dark place like this. “I also wanted to say her hair looks just like mine.” She giggles. Raelin rolls his eyes. With another glance at my direction, she scurries out of the cell, the sounds of her tiny footsteps echoing down the corridor until they disappear altogether. When Raelin turns back to me, the tenderness in his features is gone, replaced by that same mask of hatred. I want to blurt out that Marina is a tiny nosy one, but the pain of thirst still in my throat won't let me. It burns harder now that there is water right in front of me. Raelin approaches me slowly, holding the bottle of water in one hand, his eyes never leaving mine. My breathing falters when he gets close, too close, not bothering to keep his distance. There is this intensity in his gaze that makes my heart race, but I force myself to remain still, to not show any signs of further weakness. “You’re lucky that I’m still keeping you alive.” His dark tone is accompanied by warm breaths that fan against my face, his nose now almost brushing against mine. “But don’t think for a second that my kindness means that I won’t rip the truth out of you if I have to. You may be my mate, but you're still a fucking rogue.” I glare at him, my throat burning with every breath I draw in at the tempting sight of the water in his hand. The water is so close now, so fucking close, and my desire to quench my agonizing thirst is almost overwhelming me. Raelin twists the cap off the bottle and holds it out in front of me, just out of reach. “Why were you near my pack borders?” He asks. “What were you running from?” I grind my teeth, refusing to answer. He still wants to play this the hard way. Or did he forget that I am too terrified of losing my voice to speak now? Without warning, he lifts the bottle to my lips and tilts it gently. The cool water touches my parched tongue, and I almost lap at the cool liquid like a thirsty bitch, gulping down as much as I can before he pulls the bottle away. The sensation of the water sliding down my throat is pure bliss, and for a moment, I forget where I am. I forget the chains that bind me. I forget the danger of my situation. All I can think about is the sweet relief I now feel flowing down deep inside my throat. Raelin sighs, shaking his head. “Stubborn little rogue, aren’t you? He withdraws the water a split second later, not letting me indulge in the pleasure for long. He sets the half-empty bottle aside and narrows his eyes at me. “Now, speak. Tell me the truth, Layla .” The sound of my name on his lips makes me flinch in surprise. How does he know my name!? “Who told you my name?” I demand, my voice sharper than I intended. He smirks, leaning in closer, his eyes never leaving mine. “You told me the night we met, remember?” “What?!” He ignores my outburst of shock, his eyes drifting down to my locket necklace. “And this,” he trails his fingers across the silver surface. “This is beautiful. I think I should have it for myself.” “Get your fucking hands off me.” I snarl, fighting not to shout. I don't want to waste my new found breath and energy. “It’s not like I am asking.” He smirks, curling away his fingers before folding his arms. “That's not what is important right now. What’s important is that you understand exactly what kind of trouble you’re in.” “I’m not afraid of you,” I lie, forcing the words out even though my heart is pounding and racing with fear. He chuckles, inching closer to my left ear. I swallow hard, trying to ignore the way his nearness makes my skin tingle. “You should be, darling.” He whispers, something in his voice instantly making my blood run cold. “Because if you don’t start talking, I’m going to make you wish you had.” A knot of dread twists in my stomach, but I don’t let it tremble my breathing. I can’t let my fear show. I have to stay strong. I have to stay in control. He finally pulls away, saving me from the sweet torture of his earthy cinnamon scent. For a long moment, he stares at me, his eyes dark and unreadable. And then, without warning, he turns and walks out of the cell, slamming the bars behind him. The sound reverberates through the small space and through my body, leaving me utterly alone with my racing thoughts. And with the gnawing fear that I may never get out of this place alive.~ RAELIN ~I slam the door of her cell behind me, the harsh sound reverberating through the walls.And then I walk away.Damn that stupid rogue.She is stubborn far more than I expected. I definitely know that she is hiding something from me.But I will find out. Whatever that is, I will find out. She is delusional if she thinks she can hide the truth from me.The cold air of the prison hallway wraps around me as I leave, but it does nothing to cool down the fire of anger and frustration blazing deep in my veins as I walk past a couple of cell guards standing at attention.They greet me, and I simply nod and hum in response. I barely even notice them.I can't pay attention to them when my mind is forcing me to pay undivided attention to my thoughts that are consumed with Layla.Rogues are not welcome in my pack, and Layla's presence here is posing a threat that I do not like.In situations like this, when it comes to matters of my pack, I prefer things to be simple. Straightforward.C
~ RAELIN ~Wes and I are just about a hundred meters away from the water fountain right in front of the Packhouse, where the current thorn in my flesh is waiting for me.The Bloodhounds Packhouse, my home, is huge, standing tall and domineering like it always is right in the middle of vast hectares of land.It is a fucking estate, built and equipped with high tech gotten from our numerous favors and trade deals with humans and other neighboring packs. Kira Gandall should not be here.Wes and I pass through the gates, the guards greeting us as we walk by. I take a deep breath, trying to stop my mind from wandering back to my rogue mate still locked up in one of my cells.However, the storm of emotions swirling inside me is strong, both tugging and forcefully pulling at my mind.I feel the anger, the frustration… and something else.Something else I still don’t want to acknowledge that has been taking up every part of me since the moment I held Layla's bleeding body in my arms on that
~LAYLA~It is getting dark outside.I look away from the window above me and exhale, rubbing my left wrist with my callused right palm.I still can't believe that I am unshackled.For now.The grumpy guard who unshackled me called me filth and said his Alpha gave him the order to have me freed from the chains binding me to the wall.I really contemplated on taking that chance; knock the guard straight out and escape.But then, I held back because I couldn't risk taking that move. At least not yet.Being rash could cost me my life. I am not stupid, and I don't want to die.Nevertheless, I am still locked up in here. Still not free.The cold floor beneath my bare feet is uncomfortable, but I have grown used to it. Right now, I am sitting on the small bunk bed right at a corner of my cell, staring down at a plate containing my dinner before me.Six loaves of bread, two hams, and two thick sausages.My mouth waters at the sight of the meal. To be honest, I am really grateful for the food.
~LAYLA ~ She is fucking gone. I unfold my arms, turn around, and head back to my bunk bed. Reaching it, I settle down on the bed. My fingers dig into the foam as I curse, venting out my pent-up desperation. “Fuck!” I am really trying so hard not to lose my mind in here, but I am realizing that the longer I stay in this cell, the harder it will be for me to hold onto the last strings left of my sanity. I hate this feeling. This feeling of always being trapped. Of being powerless and incapable of being free. And now, on top of that, a crazy shewolf is dying to rip me apart. Isn't that amazing? My stomach growls, still hungry, and I take a look at my supposed dinner. My fingers graze the soft crust of the loaf of bread on the plate. It is cold now. I pull back my fingers. My life is in danger in here. Anyone, especially that crazy shewolf, can easily slip poison into whatever food that will be brought to me. Thankfully, I know this precious food right in front of me is not p
~ LAYLA ~Twigs and branches scratch against my skin as I run through the trees, my lungs burning from the lack of enough oxygen. My breathing comes out in short ragged pants as I keep running.I don't know where to go, because I don't have anywhere to go. I have no family left. No place I can run to for refuge.But I keep running. This is what I have been doing since the night I lost my family. Running.And doing everything I can to stay alive.I push harder, my legs burning as I pick up more speed.“Aaahh!”I hiss loudly in pain as I fall to the ground, my toes burning from the sharp agony inflicted by some evil huge rock I hadn't realize on time was in my path.Fuck.I wince in more pain as I crawl towards a nearby tree, trying to reach it and use it as a support to help myself stand up. The night wind blows around me, rattling through the leaves.And then, for a fleeting mere moment, the wind ceases, and I hear low growls far behind me.My blood instantly chills to ice.Panic grip
~ RAELIN ~I am so going to fucking kill Wes after this.His offer, our supposed offer, still awaits Layla's response. Silence hovers above all three of us. Five of us to be exact.My Gamma Cal and his friend Derek are still waiting impatiently by the tree near us, their paws furiously scratching through the brown dirt on the forest floor.I feel their annoyance, because I understand it myself too. My mate here is so fucking stubborn, a trait I both love and hate at the same time.I can't deny that I don't love it more though. Back in the past when I was still desperate to find my mate, I had specifically told Selene that if she were to ever bless me with my mate, she shouldn't give me a liability.Babysitting a dumb Luna is much worse than fighting off a thousand mad rogues, and if I am to ever have my Luna, she must be willing to stand by my side and be fearless to point out my faults if any.I need a strong worthy Luna who won’t just cling to my every word and decisions like I am s
~ LAYLA ~Our journey back is short and quiet. I don't know if I made the right decision by agreeing to stay with them.But it seemed like the right choice at that time. Raelin was right about one thing; I can't keep running forever. Out there, I don't have anyone to protect me, or even give me shelter. Both my parents and baby brother are all gone. I don't have anyone to call my own or that will even treat me like a living being. I hate to say this, but since Raelin is my mate now, he is all I have left by my side, apart from this locket necklace around my neck. He is quite an asshole that hates the likes of me with reasons I believe are quite justifiable, but he is the only one right now that I can trust, despite how fragile that trust is between us.On his own part, I know he doesn't even trust me at all.Out there, while trying to survive on my own, I don't know what will happen to me again if I ever get caught by another bounty hunter.Packless rogues are always easy targets fo
~ LAYLA ~ I follow Gaia—sorry Aunt Gaia—as she leads me down a quiet corridor. The vintage clock I see nestled on the wall by my left shows me that it is already 11pm, so very late into the night. If I had successfully escaped, what would have been my fate out there? What would have happened to me? I shake out the thoughts as I look away from the wall clock. Whether I escaped or not does not matter now. What matters now is that I have a roof over my head. I have also found my mate, even though he isn’t the sunshine prince I dreamt of. At least, he is here. He is not abandoning me, or killing me like I thought he would. I still don't know what the hell we are going to do about this bond between us. However, first things first. I need to survive this place. Just tread one step at a time Layla. I rub my hands down my arms as I continue following Aunt Gaia silently. The walls by my sides are colored oak brown, and has various exquisite art paintings hanged on them. They are beau
~ LAYLA ~I won't back down.Not now. Not ever.All of a sudden, I feel Nora's hands leaving my body. She is trying to back away from behind me.However, Kira’s eyes sharply catches her just before I turn around."Nora," Kira drawls in her sickeningly sweet voice, causing Nora to pause, "Why don’t you thank Layla here for saving you from scary monsters like me?"Nora keeps mute. She looks so terrified with her eyes darting from Kira to me and then right back at Kira. When I turn back to the evil bitch, I see a twisted smile curling her lips. "I—I,” Nora stammers. “I—I didn’t ask her to—""Shut up!" Kira snaps at her. "You’re really clumsy and so stupid that you don't even know questions that don't demand your filthy answers."Nora’s mouth clamps shut. She steals a glance at me before she looks down at her fingers, shrinking deeper into herself. She is trying so hard to make herself small, to make herself disappear.However, her fear and timidity only encourages Kira to continue bully
~ LAYLA ~“Girls, what is going on here?”Kira's voice stops Millie just in time, saving me the stress of having to do it myself and saving Millie from receiving the delivery of my own brain resetting slap to her wretched face.Bitchy Millie Blonde is so damn lucky.However, I wasn't really prepared to see Kira so soon again this morning.Her loud heels clicking against the ground heralds her approach, and there is a heaviness in the silence between me and these bitches. I watch Samie and Millie as they step back while Kira strides to stand between them, her precious pets.She faces me squarely.Kira is really beautiful, but her nasty character dampens it and dirties everything about her and seems to get worse every time we are together.I thought she was gone already. What the hell is she still doing hovering around the premises?When she glances down at the petite girl behind me, a sadistic smile appear on her face. I feel the girl flinch behind me, and I use my hand gently to rub d
~ LAYLA ~During the rest of our breakfast, I had managed to convince Cupcake to stay in her room and rest. She wanted to play and share her dolls with me, but I felt so bad that I would not be fully in the moment to give her all my attention.Or maybe..... in fact, the truth is that I am scared of getting too attached emotionally to her.She is already weaving her witty charm and innocence around my heart, and I am afraid of what that will do to me.Especially now that I am still not certain about my fate in this pack.After breakfast, I also helped Aunt Gaia and Mrs Chen clean up the dishes, despite them telling me not to bother.I insisted, not wanting to feel guilty about letting them do all the work while I just languish upstairs in my room.It did not sound fair and kind to me, even though I am the one stuck in this pack for now. Also, boredom would have killed me already.Now, I am done helping them out and heading back to my room upstairs. Earlier when I was helping Aunt Gaia
~ RAELIN ~ “You’ve kept a rogue alive, Alpha Raelin. A rogue who trespassed on our territory. A rogue who defied the kill order.” Elder Theron has always been a man of rational thinking. I don't really like him, but he is the only elder among the five Elders of my pack that I can tolerate more than the other elders. Especially that old snake, Markin. I am seated on my leather chair as I listen to Elder Theron speak. Wes is nestled on the wall by my side, his arms crossed as his sharp eyes flit between me and Theron. He is listening too. Frankly, my mind is already made up irrespective of whatever Elder Theron will keep saying. I am the Alpha of this pack, and my decision to keep Layla here won't be changed. It is fucking final. “I've seen the rogue, Alpha Raelin. She's such a beautiful little trick. Definitely a threat to this pack—” “She’s not a threat to my pack,” I cut him off. “Layla is staying in this pack under my protection.” “But that doesn’t change the fact that she’s
~ LAYLA ~I move quickly down the quiet hallway as I head towards my destination.My heart is still pounding inside my chest even as I take a corner by my right. With my eyes fixed on my path ahead, I am still struggling internally to fully concentrate regardless of the tension of my exchange with Raelin that is still raging everywhere inside my mind.'We made a deal, Layla Kavros, and you promised to stick to it.'Like hell....I want to scoff at the memory of those words. However, the memory is burning into the depths of my very soul.It is indeed true that I made a deal with him and promised to stick to it. Nevertheless, the raw desire I witnessed in his eyes as he spoke those words, the deep possessiveness I felt in his voice.....They all wrap around me like twisted vines immune to any destruction, and the more I fight to shake them off, the more they dig deeper, branding themselves into the core of my being.It is clear that Raelin is hellbent on never letting me go. I should ha
~ LAYLA ~I swallow down a lump stuck inside my throat. My heart keeps slamming beat after beat inside my chest. He can't be serious right now. No, he… he can't be.At some point in the future, he is going to come back to his senses. I may be his mate now, but I…. I am a rogue. A fugitive just bidding her time in this pack.And one day, that time is going to be up. Expired.And then, Raelin here will realize that he does not want to have anything to do with me, a mere rogue. That him and his pack deserve someone they accept better to rule by his side.Someone who is more fitting for them and…. and worthy.Relying on blind hope is not going to save me. It never did before. And it never will.Raelin sighs and steps away from me, finally releasing me from his hold. My heart is still pounding furiously inside my chest with so many confounding emotions making me feel fuzzy and torn apart.But despite my emotions clouding inside my head, one thought stands out. Bitter.A thought so ugly t
~ LAYLA ~ He brought me to an office. His office. “Are you just going to stand out there?” He throws the question at me, still keeping the door open and impatiently waiting for me to get back to my senses. Well, I already have. I step into his office, and he slams the door shut behind us, the loud sound making me flinch. Is he angry? One glance at him as he walks past me towards his desk is all I need to have my answer. He looks so tensed with that clenched jaw and those tempting lips that are pressed into a thin line as he yanks open his desk drawer and retrieves something from inside. A black file. I remain silent as I watch him dump the file on top his desk. His broad back muscles flex with every single movement he makes. No no no… I can't get distracted now. I should be focusing on trying to figure out the right thing to say, what could happen next, and— “I'm sorry for the way Kira treated you back there.” His calm voice trails into my thoughts, his words sounding both
~ LAYLA ~ I hate this fucking silence. Waves of jealousy thrum through my veins time and time again as I fight to steady my breathing. My heart hammers in my chest, threatening to break free as I helplessly watch Kira stare at my mate in both defiance and something else I know all too well. Desire. Raelin is glaring at her, his jaw clenched and he appears angry. But Kira? That fucking shewolf is busy trailing her seductive eyes down his body, moving agonizingly slow and shamelessly lingering on his muscular arms and chiseled abdomen. I squeeze my free hand into a tight fist, the urge to rip her apart almost overwhelming me. I am somehow grateful that Aunt Gaia strangely seems to be quietly holding me back right now. But nevertheless, someone should keep that rabid shewolf in a leash, or else, I will be forced to do it myself and stop her from eye-fucking my mate. I swear I won't mind— “You want a photo?” Raelin’s voice cuts through the tension in the air as he throws the taunt
~ LAYLA ~There is this strange satisfaction I am currently deriving from watching Cupcake dig into her breakfast right in front of me, time and time again.Breakfast has been served, and everyone I have met so far: Cupcake, Aunt Gaia, Brie, Mrs Chen, and Zuby, are all seated here with me, each person busy with the food served right in front of them.Our breakfast includes the pancakes that Cupcake was raving about, also bacon, eggs, cheese sandwiches, and finally lots of sliced red apples and blueberries.I love red apples, but I guess it is no one's business now.So far, I have only had just a couple bites of my own breakfast, which is looking just the same like everyone else’s.They didn’t reduce my portion, neither did they serve me anything lowly different when they dished out my food to me earlier. The act alone made me wonder; why treat me the same, like I am one of them?My fingers toy with an apple slice on my plate, its red smooth surface cold against my fingertips. Around m