GALLAHAN’S POV
“Can you stop pacing around?” Maliya asked with exasperation loud in her voice.
I didn’t bother stopping as I replied, “Either you let me walk around in circles or you are going to allow me a bottle of whiskey. Go ahead. Take your pick.”
“Seriously, Gallahan. Relax,” Zuleika chimed in, mindlessly playing with a thin cluster of her curly brown hair.
She wasn’t even looking at me. Her gaze was focused on one of the chairs on the other side of the mahogany table, making it twirl around ceaselessly on one leg.
She was clearly jittery from nerves too. Hypocrite.
“Pot calling the kettle black,” I grumbled. “Besides, how can I relax when they haven’t arrived yet? Only fifteen minutes left befor
GALLAHAN’S POVI rose from my chair, but both Zuleika and Maliya held me by my elbow to stop me from making another move.“What?” I asked impatiently.“Seriously, Gee. Can you stop acting like you are meeting the family of your beloved? This is a negotiation! A parley. About this ongoing divide among werewolves.”“I know that!” I snapped. “I know, okay? But aren’t we supposed to be good and polite hosts for this?”Zuleika sighed, giving my elbow a comforting squeeze. “We should be polite and civil, yes. But… you aren’t hosting a happy get-together, Gallahan. As Maliya said, this is a negotiation. There is no need for you to be so hospitable and friendly. Let my family&r
GALLAHAN’S POV“Gallahan!”My name rang loud and shrill from Maliya’s and Zuleika’s lips.“It is quite alright, Miss Banfey, Miss Macarius,” Alfiero assured. “I already expected to be met with petulant tantrums even before I agreed to meet for a talk.”The genial way he addressed both women was instantly wiped away the moment he redirected his attention to me.He seemed unruffled by the fact that I was demanding for his granddaughter specifically. It left me with two possible scenarios.One. Willa had told him about us being fated mates.Or two. He was just damn fucking good at keeping his composure and hiding his real emotions and thoughts.But I had no habit of believing appearances and weightless words. So I had every intention to pry the truth from him.“Petulant?” I scoffed. “Perhaps some degree of introspection is needed, Headmaster. Maybe you will realize then that my petulance and impudence, as you have called it, is earned by your blatant disrespect. You ought to honor your wo
WILLA’S POV I never really thought of myself as a coward. I didn’t have the habit of running away from my fears and problems, but ever since I crossed paths with Gallahan, it seemed like all I ever did was avoid, evade, or run away. And that was what I was going to do again. But I wasn’t going to run away alone this time. I had my unborn child with me. “Willa,” Mom said gently as she held my hand and effectively halted me from adding more clothes inside my travel trunk that was already half full. “Are you sure about this? You know there is no shame in accidental pregnancies. You are still our daughter, and your future child will still be our grandchild.”
WILLA’S POVAs my mind whirred with a million possibilities of why Grandpa wanted to talk to us as soon as he arrived from the parley, I followed Mom and William into Grandpa’s capacious study. It was well-lit and with shelves upon shelves that exposed his thirst for knowledge.“Good that you’re finally here,” Grandpa said from where he sat on a large leather wingback chair that was behind his dark mahogany desk.He slowly rose from his seat and walked over to the couch set, where Dad was already comfortably seated with a cup of tea in hand.Mom, knowing her place was always beside Dad, sat down next to him in a matter of seconds. Grandpa occupied the lone armchair that stood at the head of the glass center table, while William and I claimed the couch across from the one our parents had taken.“Tea?” William asked me, gesturing at the porcelain teapot.“No, thank you,” I replied softly.I still had to meet with a healer again to know more about my growing baby’s health, the tonics I mu
GALLAHAN’S POV Willa looked the same, and yet she didn’t. Her eyes stared blankly at me, and somehow, despite my fading memory of her, I knew I got the wrong shade of green. The woman I painted looked just like her, and yet I was certain it wasn’t her. She wasn’t the Willa I had met all those years ago. Or was she? I couldn’t be too sure anymore. My memory of Willa was slowly slipping into the farthest, darkest and unreachable crevice of my mind. And much to my growing frustration, it was getting worse with every day that flowed by. It started more or less five years ago, and I had simply brushed it off. But if I had known it would get this bad, I would’ve asked Zuleika or Maliya to preserve each and every frame of my memory of Willa. From the moment I first laid eyes on her in the Ferndell Forest, and up until the last moment I had with her on my bed before she ran away. Now, I couldn’t even remember the right shade of green in her eyes. Was it pale? Was it deep and luscious?
WILLA’S POV“Home sweet home!” William exclaimed as he stormed inside my house like he owned it.I had long given up on making him stop barging in unannounced. I had also ceased my attempts at making him shut the hell up about how Grandpa tricked me into agreeing a compromise that was more in their favor.“Here we go again,” I mumbled to myself.In just a few seconds, William would prance into the kitchen and say his usual jab about my pseudo-independence.“Three. Two. One,” I whispered, counting down for my brother’s pesky presence.I wasn’t disappointed when he strutted in, bringing a tray of fresh eggs and a bag that was full of packaged red meat
Both William and I hastily stood up from our seats, briefly sharing a glance.Calisto and Gillian stood by the arched entryway of the kitchen, holding hands. They were so sweaty and a little grimy from playing outside all afternoon.There was a scrape on Calisto's knee, and his eyes were glistening with tears, which he valiantly tried to hold back.At the sight of him being hurt, I was immediately in front of him, kneeling down to check him and his little wound.“Are you okay? What happened?” I asked worriedly, cupping Calisto’s soft and plump cheeks in my hands, uncaring of how wet they were with sweat and tears.“He stumbled,” Gillian explained helpfully as Calisto mumbled, “I&rsquo
WILLA’S POVBefore I could respond evasively, Grandpa said, “Now is your chance to explain, child. Your son is asking. Might as well seize the chance.”Gillian and Calisto looked at me inquisitively, and I glanced at William for help.He heaved a deep sigh before he reached out to Calisto, picked him up, and got back on his feet. Then he gave a nod to Gillian’s direction.Biting my lower lip, I wrapped my arms around my daughter and moved her to sit on my lap. William then occupied the chair my daughter vacated, settling my son on his thighs and making him face me.“Go on,” William murmured.After drawing a much needed breath, I said, “Mommy has something very
WILLA’S POVBOTH.We ended up doing both.And bloody hell, it was so damn good.I didn’t think I'd ever felt this sated and blissed out before.And yet, Gallahan was still trying to draw me into another round, as if he hadn’t even had half of his fill.“You’re quite insatiable, aren’t you?” I teased with a sigh as he carried me out of the bathroom after a round of shower sex.“For you? Yeah,” he answered with a smug grin, settling me down on my writing desk with nothing but my robe keeping me decently covered.Meanwhile, Gallahan only had a white towel wrapped around his waist.“You’re just too… tempting. Too… addicting,” he said softly, nosing along the line of my jaw while his hands danced dangerously along the tie of my robe.“Seriously, you need to stop,” I said, bubbling a little with laughter and pushing him away from me. “It’s already pretty late in the night. We just stepped out of the bath, and we have to eat dinner.”But Gallahan was nothing if not stubborn. So he didn’t bud
GALLAHAN’S POVI couldn’t quite believe my ears when I detected a ring of insecurity in Willa’s voice.Incredulity. Disbelief. Fondness. Upset with myself.All of these emerged, coalesced and tangled into knots in my chest, leaving me speechless.But my silence sent the wrong signal, and I saw how Willa’s shoulders drooped and hunched as the light in her gorgeous green eyes dimmed like stars losing their shine.“Forget it,” she muttered dismissively, leaning forward to capture my mouth into another round of mind-blowing kissing.“Hey, hey,” I said as gently as I could while her lips tried to land on mine. “We have to talk about this.”“I think the humiliation could already last me a lifetime. Let’s just forget I ever said anything.”“No, Willa,” I said as firmly as I could. “I won’t let you stew on this until it eats you from the inside out. I need to set the record straight.”Willa was unwilling to return my gaze. She had set her eyes stubbornly glued on a particular spot on the left
WILLA’S POVGallahan’s words sent a shiver down my spine, while my heart leapt into a whirlwind of emotions.Was I really going to open up and allow Gallahan in, just because Miss Banfey wasn’t actually his chosen mate and the arrangement with Elodie no longer stood?Yes.Yes, I was.Because when Gallahan insisted that I was his only mate and that I deserve to be put on the priority list, I realized that those things were what I wanted too.I wanted…No.I needed to be loved and cared for.And deep down, I wanted Gallahan.I wanted and needed him so bad that it felt visceral and raw and…Gods… I had been deprived of a whole lot all these years. I spent a good chunk of my life dedicating myself to a cause I deeply believed in, then pouring every bit of me into motherhood because the twins needed me.I was also sick and tired of being haunted by the what ifs and of soothing the ache with nothing but imagined fantasies.But here and now? Gallahan was offering me a chance to grab somethin
GALLAHAN’S POVI stiffened as disappointment with Calisto bubbled in my veins.He wasn’t allowed to disrespect my mate and the very woman who carried him in the womb and birthed him to this world.Son or not, I wouldn’t let such a remark slip. Not by me.“Don’t be too hard on him,” Willa suddenly said, seemingly knowing what ran in my mind. “He’s just a little kid, Han.”“All the more reason to instill respect in him, don’t you think?” I countered easily. “Nip it in the bud, Willa. Because I sure as hell wouldn’t have a son who couldn’t respect women, especially their own mother.”“Han, he’s five,” she replied with a deep sigh. “He said it in the peak of his emotions.”I frowned, feeling utterly concerned that she would shove her own feelings down as if they didn’t matter. “Doesn’t make it any less hurtful for you.”“Yes,” she agreed slowly, as if she was talking to a five year old, and not a grown man. But it was hard to take offense when she was so near and looking so fucking beauti
GALLAHAN'S POVI couldn’t believe it.Willa was jealous. JEALOUS!But then again, this wasn’t the first instance she showed me how jealous she could get, given how she almost lost her composure when she saw Zuleika put on my ancestral sash for me.Tonight, though, I nearly erupted, ready to return the anger she was dishing out to me so unfairly.I was so damn close to losing my temper; I was basically just a step a way from fighting her—her vitriol against mine—until she began spouting nonsense about me being a philandering asshole, as if I hadn’t been losing my mind as I tried to look for her in the last six years.Instantly, the burning and venomous urge to argue and spat out angry words fizzled out. But it didn’t mean I was just going to let her continue to stew with all her wrong assumptions until they could fester and completely poison her thoughts and feelings for me.Daringly, I approached her and tossed the other half of her broken pencil aside. Then I plopped down next to her
WILLA’S POVGallahan’s hands were balled into tight fists at his sides, and I could almost make out the mild tremors of barely suppressed anger in them.“Because a relationship goes both ways, Willa,” he said softly, yet his tone carried a certain icy sharpness that would’ve made a lesser man tremble.Except, I was no lesser man. So I slammed my sketchbook shut, carelessly tossed it and my broken pencil aside on the couch, and said evenly, “But that’s the thing, Gallahan. Is there even a relationship between us? What even are we?”Gallahan’s throat visibly bobbed up and down as he swallowed. Then his jaws tensed as the fiery hardness in his gaze flickered with uncertainty for a fleeting while.“We’re fucking mates, Willa,” he answered, meeting my own gaze head on, as if doing so could give some sort of truth in what he was saying. “You’re mine as much as I am yours. Did that fact fail to get through your head?”“Let’s not kid ourselves, Gallahan,” I said, smiling at him wanly. “You an
WILLA’S POVMy hope continued to dwindle with each passing day that the twins refused to talk to each other. The day after the big fight, Calisto, who wouldn’t dare meet my gaze, requested to go to the Alfiero Manor to spend time with my parents.I allowed him to, thinking that maybe it was what he needed. A space to breathe. An environment where he wasn’t all cooped up.Gillian, on the other hand, stayed with me. But it was evident how quiet and subdued she had become.She still played, of course. But I could tell she was growing lonelier and lonelier. I tried to be there for her as much as I could, trying to fill in the void that Calisto’s presence and company usually filled.It just wasn’t enough, though. Because I wasn’t Calisto, and it was him who she wanted to talk to and play with.Hearing her sighs and seeing her half-forced a smile made me want to castrate Gallahan every single time.The very bastard who finally deigned to show up on the late afternoon of the fourth day after
WILLA’S POV“I… I…” Calisto stammered, but I remained frozen as stone.My heart seemed to have shrunk like a deflated balloon, while my lungs were ready to burst out.My vision blurred with tears in an instant, and I couldn’t make another sound other than a choked out gasp.“I hate you!” Gillian shouted, pushing Calisto and sending him falling on his butt. “You’re not my brother anymore!”My family was crumbling all around me in a snap, and I couldn’t let that happen just because Gallahan couldn’t be man enough to keep his promises. So I blinked away my tears and shoved my own feelings aside.I helped Calisto get back on his feet, but he recoiled from my touch as if I had burned him.It sent another wave of excruciating pain in my chest, which I dutifully tried to ignore by turning my focus on Gillian.“Gillian, that’s not nice,” I said softly, caressing her back up and down to soothe her anger away.“What he said wasn’t nice either!”Her tears had ceased falling, but her face was sti
WILLA’S POV“Mommy, when is Daddy going to come and visit us? It’s been forever,” Calisto whined, laying himself across my abdomen, making us form a crooked cross on my bed, which the twins had decided should retain its needlessly enormous size.“It’s only been two weeks,” I said, reaching down to pat Calisto’s stomach in comfort.“It’s been forever,” he insisted. “Why does he have to leave anyway? He’s our dad! He’s ours.”“Yes,” I said slowly, trying to get him off of me as gently as I could. He obligingly budged, wiggling and sliding off my stomach until only his head remained perched on it. “But he is not just your Daddy. He’s also the Alpha King’s son, and he’s-”“Wait! Really?!” Calisto exclaimed excitedly, jumping up into a sitting position. “Daddy’s the Alpha King’s son?! Does that mean the Alpha King is our Grandpa?”“We can’t call him Grandpa, Cal.” Gillian chimed in from where she was lying on her back on the floor—a penchant that stubbornly remained unchanged no matter my